Don't you love it when things become shockingly clear? I do. Especially this.

I'm in love with a boy, Jamie Holder. God. This boy has my heart, and I wouldn't trust anyone else with it. I'm his, Forever. I never want to let him go because he is the single most amazing guy on the planet. His smile makes me weak at my knees and his voice gives me butterflies. He is always my first priority. He's my Jamie-Bear and the best husband ever. =] I'm so happy, Happier than I've ever been. And every minute of everyday he is on my mind. We're married and I would never trade that for anything. I love him so much..I'm his Princess Rachela and I always will be.

I love you Jamie-Bear,

--Rachieee.

The high, the fate, everything set.

For that one feeling repaying your debt.

No one saw it comming, your final breath.

That last sip, condeming you to death.

Your headlights fade into the vast darkness.

A lonely picture, still in your glove compartment.

Before the madness, our wonderful memories.

Still blind to what went wrong, I miss you dearly.

The soft echo of the last words you said.

"I will miss you hon" A intoxicated kid, He's responsible for your death.

I miss you my dear.

If you know anyone with a drinking problem please reach out. Dont let this vicious cycle continue.

Rip Jarred Steven Billings.

1990-2007

"My Rescuer."

Inside my head I think of our sweet time together. How you killed me with each knowing glance.

Melting my heart with your words of high treason. Giving me a reason to make it through the day.

I still see you at my front door. I still hear your voice in my dreams. I still feel your lips warmth on my cheek.

Skipping heart beats. Long summer nights. 'I love you's ended in a single bright flash.

Speeding head on toward us. The kid that took your life. The kid who blew my life apart.

You never saw him coming. Nor did I. I'll never forget you baby. I wont stop loving you till I die.

Out of breath. Tear-drowned. I sit at your grave and reminisce those times I cherish. The times that made us.

Under the soil. There in your hand, lies a note reading simply. "I miss you."

Kill me in your softest stillness,

Smothering me with your eager willingness,

Too close for comfort? Maybe. I guess so.

'I love you' cant hide your feelings only make them show

Tell me everything, crush me now.

Kiss me with poison don't tell me how

Drown me with once spoken words

Strangle me with truths you've heard

Because your lies were like a drug, Yet I surpassed

Hiding your treachery with wit, charm &class

Never let him see you weak at all

Advantages will be taken and your world will fall

He tried to destroy me, The ultimate deceit

But alas it only ended in his defeat

Trust him and this will be your demise

Tears Betrayal & Lies