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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 21
Sign: Leo

City: Henderson
State: Nevada
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/5/2005

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Thursday, June 05, 2008 

Current mood:emotional



So I'm haven't been following the race to the nominations as closely as I feel I should have. It's kind of ridiculous considering how much a historical impact either of the frontrunners for the democratic nomination are.

But.
We're here. It was what, like only 50 years ago where black people weren't even allowed to vote?  That's not that long ago. Your parents were probably alive. And now we have a black man a a serious contender to become America's next president. Say what you want about him, haters--he's Muslim (he's not. Watch te news and you'll see all the controversy about him attending a black Christian church where the pastor says controversial things), he's inexperienced (experience doesn't necessarily equal great), or whatever, but this IS history.
It's kind of scary. He has a huge potential to be shot. He could screw up and misrepresent black people forever. Or he could be like every other president and have his ups and downs. Hopefully more ups.

Don't tell anyone, but i feel like crying almost! Almost.

Saturday, February 10, 2007 

Current mood:  pensive
  • List 20-ish things that you want to say to people.
  • Don't say who they are.
  • Never discuss it again.
  • You can try and guess which you are if you want.

    So more or less, here goes:

    1. You make me so happy when I see you. I'm so glad you get me and take care of me and I'm glad you're my friend lol. Even though you've never been to my concerts I guess I can forgive you cuz you've done a lot of other stuff for me. I love you and miss you when you're gone. I know you want to do big things but remember yourself.

    2. I am so scared for you, you don't even know. We were such good friends and still probably are but you probably don't come around cuz I'm not into the same stuff as you. Whatever, I always pray for you and I'm always here for you no matter what (and so are my parents). Don't lose yourself, your creativity, and your humor. You are so much prettier without makeup.

    3. You are one of the most creative people anyone or I know. And I bet anyone who comes in contact with you is as loyal as I am. Actually, I think you're a genius and the fact that you're so down to earth, funny, and such makes you even more amazing. I hope that you'll lead the life you want because you deserve it.

    4. My sister. If you think about it, we're both completely different people, but we click sooo well. Thank you for not judging me and accepting me for who I am. Yes, I love you.

    5. You know me better than a lot of people closer to me simply because you know every facet of my life I feel like writing about. Thanks for just being there and knowing. I never have to explain, but I can if I want. Thanks for being so bold to ask what you asked cuz that totally strengthened and changed our relationship. You'll be fine you just need to trust yourself and think about the present.

    6. I just want you to remember your roots. We've been together so long how could I not care about you? But it's so annoying when you speak condescendingly and flake out. We would kick it more often if you put in a little more effort. That said, we've had so many many many good and memorable moments that I love you and hope you become famous.

    7. Besides #5, you know me the best. You are there when I need you. You remind me of me. You are one of the best friends I could ever ask for because you're just as open-minded and diverse as me. You're seriously a blessing in my life cuz who else would I roll with to a rap concert listening to rock music with? Lol. You're gorgeous and I can't wait til someone comes along for you.

    8. When you first met me, did you ever think we'd be as close as we are? Think about it lolol. Thank you for listening and being honest and worrying about me—you're like my mom, but the friend/guy version lolol. You are such a good person except when you pre-judge people. Other than that, you are one of the most caring and sincere people I know. If you were a girl, I'd ask you to be my maid of honor.

    9. I liked you. You were a dick. Liked you some more. Still a dick. I stopped talking to you. Then you were nice. Then you were just effing annoying. I don't, won't, ever, wanna be with you because you're boring and you have no goals. Get out of my life please, you're not necessary.

    10. OMGOODNESS how many times have you made my cheeks hurt from laughing? Remember summer nights just kickin it? I love you're making an effort to change into a better person cuz yeah hating on people is no bueno. I do miss you clowning on people though. You too have been there for me so much I know I can come to you for anything.

    11. My brother. Thank you for understanding my stomach. Thank you for treating me like family. You are. And you make me laugh to no end. I dunno what else to say. I miss you. Sorry I haven't come through in awhile. Ya'll know you can come through here too! Please be famous?

    12. You a-hole. There are so many times I should've and could've cut it off. How lucky you are to be one of the most amazing looking people I've seen in my life and other peoples because if you weren't that gorgeous it'd be easier to see how not intellectual, close-minded and stubborn and inconsiderate you are. Man up and do something instead of just talking about it. And quit trying to talk to me like nothing happened. It did and I almost regret it, but you learn something from everything you go through and you taught me to not be so shallow.

    13. You're new. Yet old at the same time. Like it feels like I've known you for a long time since I'm so comfortable around you but there's still new feelings. Weird. But I like it. And you. Thank you for cooking for me and such. You're so so so talented I almost can't stand it. I'm afraid of what you think about my less than half the talent of you. And pleeeease I beg you, stop being so judgmental and mean. It's not necessary. Nobody's gonna bother you. And if they do, I'll karate chop/shank their aye-es-es. Let's get married?

    14. Can you stop trying to be/get with me? If you haven't noticed I haven't made a true attempt to be with you or anything. Get over it, you're not that great.

    15. You've always been one of the most beautiful people I've ever laid eyes on. And I've known it for a long time. I'm glad you realized it too. I dunno, it changed you…not necessarily for the bad, because you used to be hecka shy but you really don't have to be so not nice all the time. People will still respect you. And you, don't lose your roots either.

    16. Glad I can help you. You could stand to not be so negative all the time though. I don't always like kickin it with you cuz you like to piss me off though lol. I'm sorry you started liking me like everyone else and their brother too.

    17. Thank you for being there for me. For rides, and kicking it, and making me happy at the thought of you. And you thought all girls were evil lolol. You are one of the most considerate, caring people that look scary at first. Pschhh. You ain't shhh lolol. I know you always have my back and whatever I can do for you (not like that :-P) I will.

    18. You should've kissed me you effing slow, slow Mormon boy.

    19. You're tight. When we talk, we have good, long conversations. Not all girls are the same though. And no we're not gonna hook up.

    20. I miss you guys soooo much. My "cousins" that looked just like me, but better ha.

    21. You're a pussy, and I was too good for you. That's okay, it was a nice thought while it lasted.

    22. You're gonna find a girl that adores you just like you do her one day and I will be so happy for you. Just stop looking so hard and quit getting so butt hurt lol.

    23. Heeeeey! My ride-or-die chick. Long time no see. I wish we would've talked on the phone more cuz then we could've continued like that, but we don't and you don't have a myspace anymore lol...soo....I dunno. I miss you much. I bonded with you so fast and then you just bounced! Turning 21 will not be as much fun without you. Stay free-spirited.

    24. I don't think about you every day, but when I do….hunh. Stuff like that isn't supposed to happen to beautiful, talented people like you.

      

  • Currently listening:
    Pursuance: The Music of John Coltrane
    By Kenny Garrett
    Release date: 25 June, 1996
    Saturday, December 23, 2006 

    Shoutsout to Hannah and Kaetvasa (May).
    And Penny too for last year.

    Currently listening:
    ...Is a Real Boy
    By Say Anything
    Release date: 14 September, 2006
    Thursday, October 12, 2006 

    Current mood:  thoughtful

    Money doesn't always equal happiness, but it definitely helps.

    That being said, I am utterly elated that I chose the major I chose without caving in to parental, teacher, friend, or even stranger influence. I'm a music education major. That equals becoming a music teacher (except I wanna go all the way and get my doctorate in music theory). I don't know any teachers that are rich by themselves--usually their significant other makes a significant amount of money. So it's usually predicted I won't be making a large amount of money. Guess what? I really don't care. Seriously. I don't know anyone else who enjoys going to class as much as I do, who pays as much attention to, and who loves what they're doing as much as me. So while you're out enjoying your once a year vacation, I'll be doing what I love every single day and being happy equals success more than money in my head.

    So the moral of the story is do what you love. Do what feels right. Because I figure if you're passionate about something, the better you probably are at it, and that should reflect in your paycheck ya? Besides, you might not live tomorrow, so love what you do today.

     

    :-)*Courtney*

    Currently listening:
    Born Again
    By The Notorious B.I.G.
    Release date: 07 December, 1999
    Tuesday, June 06, 2006 

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    1//Me. And my date! (hiya Fig)

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    2//That's my faja! He's 72.

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    3//That girl on the right on me just jumped in like I know her. What the fudge.

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    4//That's my best friend and his girlfriend!

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    5//I look way short. And the blink killed it. :-(

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    6//Me and My Friend :-) He looks good huh?

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    7//Max is such a sweet guy.

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    8//Check out Curtis' Grill

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    9//"Tell Me When to Go" --E-40

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    10//Boys. I like boys.

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    11//Couples! Well. And dinner.

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    12//Kicks.

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    13//Me. And Sam!

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    14//Before Blue Man Group.

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    15//After Blue Man Group.

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    16//Go Asia!

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    17//The End.

    Monday, January 02, 2006 

    Current mood:  sleepy
    Category: Parties and Nightlife

    My Cock is Much Bigger Than Yours.
    And my New Years Eve was Way More Exciting Than Yours.
    Ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-check it out.
    ____________________

    Courtney.Amber.Penny.Donka.

     


    Currently reading:
    A Mind of Its Own : A Cultural History of the Penis
    By David M. Friedman
    Release date: 28 January, 2003
    Saturday, November 12, 2005 

    Current mood:  accomplished
    Category: Friends

    List the top eight on your myspace and answer the questions.

    1. Oscar
    2. Pierre aka P-Majesty
    3. Big Chris aka Puff
    4. Austin aka Circus Boy
    5. Christina A.
    6. System of a Down
    7. Hannah
    8. brIan Anders.


    Is number 6 your best friend?
    LoLoLoL I wish.

    Are you in love with number 2?
    The last I fell in love with someone I could barely get back out.
    Have you ever lied to number 4?
    Yeah. Oh well. LoL.
    Do you know a secret about number 7?
    Only all of them! Not really.
    Describe the relationship between number 8 and number 3.
    Too bad they don't know each other.
    What is the best thing about number 3?
    He's always there for you no matter what.
    What is the worst thing about number 1?
    He has.....weird eyebrows?
    When was the last time you saw number 5?
    Couple weeks ago when I bought Lumpia and Eggrolls from her mom
    Have you ever had sex with number 8?
    Some people like to think so
    Which of the numbers have you kissed?
    One time I made out with the bassist of #6 in this elaborate fantasy I had
    Describe the relationship between number 1 and number 6?
    He loves #6 almost as much as I do!
    Have you ever danced with number 3?
    No, but I would dance on his feet.
    How long have you known number 4?
    Since 4th grade. On the freakin playground.
    Have number 2 and number 7 ever dated?
    #2 would love #7
    Have you ever done drugs with number 1?
    Hahahahaha no
    Have you ever been in a fight with number 6?
    no.
    Do number 4 and number 2 like each other?
    I dunno....maybe if they knew each other
    Does number 8 have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
    nuh-uh
    Have you ever been a co-worker with number 7?
    no
    Have you ever wanted to punch number 5 in the face?
    yeah when she says dumb stuff ;-)
    Has number 1 ever met your mother?
    Yeah. I know I've met his mother!
    Have you ever been on vacation with number 2?
    Only to like, 7-11
    Have you ever seen number 5 naked?
    Probably not
    Has number 6 ever seen you naked?
    I wish lol
    Did you ever accidently physically hurt number 3?
    LoLoLoL. Me. Hurt #3?
    Do you wish number 8 would like you as more than a friend?
    #8 is the best rock concert buddy ever
    What do you like best about number 5?
    She's only myy first black/flip friend EVER and do I really have to list it all???

    Currently listening:
    Africa Unite: The Singles Collection
    By Bob Marley & The Wailers
    Release date: 08 November, 2005
    Friday, July 15, 2005 

    Current mood:  bouncy

    I can't believe I'm still ecstatic over this movie. I'm one of those cool kids who got to see Charlie & the Chocolate Factory at midnight.

    But you can't just go watch Charlie & the Chocolate Factory.
    After I dropped off Eric (after we watched the Fantastic 4), I made the most urgent and necessary candy run I've ever made in my life. Here's what I bought:
    -A Bag of Blowpops (duh)
    -Peach Rings
    -A 10 pack of 3 Musketeers
    -A Hereshey's Chocolate Bar with Almonds
    -A 10 pack of Rain-Blo Bubble Gum
    -A Kit-Kat Bar
    All coming in to just under five dollars.

    The movie was A-MAZiNG. Why did they take so long to come out with a remake? Not only was it way closer to the book--having a bad nut room instead of a bad egg room, Charlie Bucket actually has a father, OH! and they used Roald Dahl's actual lyrics to the songs(!!!!!!!!), which were really well composed, but the extra stuff (about Willy Wonka's childhood) laid a really good foundation to the whole thing.

    I'm gonna go see maybe 6 more times in theaters and then definitely buy the movie when it comes out.

    I don't know how those other people could watch this movie without eating any candy. You just don't do that. How can you???? The visuals are crazy craving-inducing!

    Currently listening:
    The Emancipation of Mimi
    By Mariah Carey
    Release date: 12 April, 2005
    Sunday, March 06, 2005 

    Current mood:  sleepy
    TJ was muy muy bien thanks especially to Christina for being the hot blonde girl that everybody loves so I could get my discuentas y comida y otras algunas. Guess what I did while I was down there (no, not body shots with pop)????
    I Got my belly button pierced!!!
    Thanks to the random hot guy for signing for my permission to get it done. No one tell my parents, k?
    Currently listening:
    Legend (New Packaging)
    By Bob Marley & The Wailers
    Release date: 21 May, 2002
    Saturday, February 19, 2005 

    Current mood:  annoyed
    so i kicked it with beau and kenny last night and after the movies we came back to my house cuz they had to get their (kenny's) stuff. it approx. 11:30. so then we went to my room and sat there and beau really wanted to go but me and kenny just wanted to lay there so beau kept opening the door and ish and i kept getting mad cuz my mom DiD hear and she DiD come upstairs and she KNEW they were there and even with my lame attempt to hide them in the closet she found them and now i'm in a crapload of trouble cuz i'm such a bad little girl. *rollz eyez* suck my dick.
    Currently listening:
    Sublime
    By Sublime
    Release date: 30 July, 1996