The last time that I wrote a blog, I was bitching about the haters here on myspace and in life in general!  It is about time to let everyone know that I am finally over all of that!  We are all going to have haters in our lives and not one of us can please every single person that comes into our lives!  With that being said.....I am going to live my life the way that makes me the happiest!  As long as I do not intentionally hurt other people, then who cares what other people think about what I am doing.  :-)  I am happy with me and that is all that matters!!!  Haters exist, but so do the people that love you, so I am going to focus on that instead of focusing on the negativity! 

STOP REPORTING MY IMAGES!  I am NEVER NUDE in the photos and they are NOT OFFENSIVE or any worse than some of the SHIT that I have seen on MYSPACE!!!! I DO NOT DO PORN, SO MY PHOTOS ARE NOT NUDE OR PORNOGRAPHIC!  IMPLIED NUDE, YES, but not NUDE!!!!! 

People.....if you do not want to be my friend, DO NOT PRETEND to be my friend!  If my photos offend you, please do not add me as a friend!  If I know you in REAL life and YOU PRETEND to like me....STOP!  Life is too short to deal with petty little nuisances like YOU!  I am pretty darn easy to get along with!  Of course I am a human and I have my faults, but I ADMIT them when I am wrong, I apologize  to make amends, and I am far from conceited!  I LIKE to get along with everyone!!!!  I am not a hater nor am I jealous of anyone!!!!  If I get pissed off, I get over it.  I would rather get along with as many people as possible then have enemies!  I am a realist though, so I know that it is impossible to get along EVERYONE. 

Anyone that knows me knows that I LOVE to eat food!  I have an insatiable appetite for sweets most of the time and all while contest dieting all sorts of things kept popping into my head.  I mean, I would be at the gym doing 2 hours of cardio and then I would see an ad on TV with this woman devouring (OK, not devouring like I would, but sensually biting into a dark chocolate bar).  I do not eat chocolate sensually.  I devour it, as if in some crazy food eating contest!  Screw the hot dog contests, give me jars of peanut butter or dark chocolate or better yet, butter cream cake icing and I am all over that crap!  I just put down 3/4 lb butter cream cake icing from Publix and 16 oz of Organic Egg Nog!  (Thank God there are no shows during the month of December).  All I know is that I can eat like a MAN!  Here is what I have eaten since getting onstage this past Saturday (11-15-08). 

Hi!  I love and appreciate all the wonderful people that have sent me friends requests here on myspace...and have accepted friendship from me.  :-)  I do however have to address an issue that bothers me.

I am a MARRIED woman.  I appreciate people leaving me comments on my photos.  I know that I have photos that are sexy, but I am not a porn star, stripper, etc.  I READ EVERY COMMENT before it is posted to my profile!  I DO NOT ACCEPT COMMENTS that are sexual in nature.  Depending on the content of the comment, I may or may not accept cuss words.  God only knows that I cuss, but I do not want this profile to offend people.  It is PG-13 at the most!  I want to attract males and females of all ages and races because I LOVE people and I love making friends, but please respect the fact that I do not like reading comments that are sexual in nature about my body, me, etc.  I will not post the comments!  I never have and I never will. 

Some people may try to argue that if I have sexy photos that I am "asking" for it.  Does that argument also hold true for a woman that is dressed sexy in public and then gets raped???  No....so it does not apply to me either.  Women can be sexy and show a sexier side without having to accept and take comments that are graphic in nature.  I am not a holy roller, holier than thou person but I do love and respect my husband, myself, and ofcourse God. 

Thank you for understanding!  I appreciate it!  xoxo Tamar

Praise God for John McCain's great selection as a running mate!  :-)  I am stoked!  :-)  This is going to be one of the greatest presidential nominations of all time!  McCain/Palin all the way!  :)  YEAH!

May we never forget the way we felt the horrible morning of September 11, 2001!  I know that I will NEVER forget the way I felt, the anger, the fear, the cofusion, the deep sadness for the innocent loss of life!

View the video below!  It is touching and brings back a lot of feelings!  When times get tough, think about the beautiful freedom we have living in this country, the opportunity that we have, and the blessed lives that we have!  Do not take living in this country for granted!  Be grateful, feel blessed, and rejoice!  Whether you are a Republican, Democrat, Independent, etc., lets all remember what happened and NEVER FORGET!

Wow!  I finally competed in my first NPC show of 2008 after having had knee surgery back in May!  I wanted to compete in April 2008, but was in to much pain to even think about it.  So, I had knee surgery, got back to training about 2 weeks later, went to Shannon Dey's Team Bombshell Camp in Ormond Beach on July 25th and got my contest diet for the Aug 16th show in Duluth, GA.  Now, I only dieted for 3 weeks before stepping on stage and actually looked DECENT.  My intent was not to win that show.  I went for the exposure and the experience!  I traveled with some other Team Bombshell TeamMates and we had a blast driving to GA, stopping to pee every 50 or so miles, and eating our contest diet food out of plastic baggies in my Chevy Tahoe!  I drove the whole way to Georgia from Port Charlotte, FL after having picked up 2 girls in Tampa and driving out to Orlando and getting two more.  I thought I was going to DIE by the time we arrived in GA, but I survived.  Unfortunately, I did get sick along the way and had to fight an EVIL head cold that ended up going into my chest.  On Friday we all had a photoshoot with Reg Bradford and then we had to continue our diet for the evening.  Waking up early on Saturday to apply 3 coats of Jan Tana Competition Color and getting my period was all part of the plan.  I shared my room with 2 other girls and we all got along very well.  It was soooo much fun going on this trip.  To make things even better, we had a group photoshoot and then Class A, Class B, Class c, and Class D, and Masters Figure were all won by Team Bombshell girls!  How cool is that!  We also got other trophies in there in those classes.  It was a Bombshell weekend!  Shannon Dey is awesome and our whole team gets along so well!  I cannot wait to step on stage on September 20th at the Hurricane Bay NPC Figure show in Tampa, Florida!  :-)