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City: Born in Sydney & also lives in Vasse, WA and
State: Dublin
Country: IE
Signup Date: 6/26/2006

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Monday, September 14, 2009 

Current mood:  rejuvenated
Category: Life
The album title 'Songs For Sooner' relates back via the song title 'Sooner Or Later' to the dog I had when I was thirteen. Her name was Sooner.
 
Sooner was a beautiful jet-black Kelpie. I rescued her from a farmer who had beaten and abused her so much that she was terrified of everyone and everything. She was so terrified that she would spend most of her time hiding under the house. We called her Sooner because she would sooner stay under the house than come out.
 
I tried to love her back to life. I think I wanted to show her that the world is a far more beautiful place than the concept she held of it. Looking back, I’m not so sure it was just her I was trying to convince.
 
In the end, Sooner’s fear got the better of her. One day my brother Andy took her out for a walk. They crossed the main road together with Sooner on her leash and entered into the sanctuary of our local park. When my brother went to release her, so she could have a run around the fresh green grass, she was terrified, and misinterpreted this act of love and liberation as a clear and present danger. Once off the leash, she made a run for it. Not for the green grass and tranquil freedom of the park, but to make her escape back out into the unforgiving oncoming traffic of a four lane highway.

It’s taken me almost three decades to understand the message of Sooners death. There is a moral to this story. I hope you get it Sooner than I did.







Sooner Or Later
 
Rivers and oceans lurk beneath your skin
Try to hold your breath, you just can't keep it in
As the wind must blow blood must circulate
And as these wheels must turn you shall meet your fate
Beginning, middle or end

Sooner or later you're going to find what you've always known
Sooner or later you'll find your way home

The dam has broken you're floating in the flood
Leagues above that old life knee deep in the mud
You can hear it call you now that lost voice in the crowd
It weaves it's way around you like an illuminated shroud
Beginning, middle or end

Sooner or later you're going to find what you've always known
Sooner or later you'll find your way home
All your friends, they will say how much you've grown
Sooner or later you'll find your way home

The time is nigh so cease and desist
Hold the door for all that you resist
Greet your foe like a long lost friend
Beginning, middle or end

Sooner or later you're going to find what you've always known
Sooner or later you'll find your way home

Open your eyes now and take another breath
As you loose yourself from the limp and bloodied arms of death
You're still the new beginning and the ending of it all
The light reflected in the stars and the writing on the wall
Beginning, middle or end

Sooner or later you're going to find what you've always known
Sooner or later you'll find your way home
All your friends, they will say how much you've grown
Sooner or later you'll find your way home
Sooner or later you're going to find your way home

Rivers and oceans lurk beneath your skin
Try to hold your breath you just can't keep it in




Monday, January 14, 2008 

Current mood:  adventurous
My life has always been one of reconciling opposites. When I was growing up in Sydney Australia I openly adored the Sex Pistols, but secretly, I loved ABBA…

My parents tried to bring me up as a nice Catholic boy and sent me to Corpus Christi Primary School in the lush, leafy Sydney suburb of St.Ives.

Things started going desperately wrong when I was about six and the music teacher threw me out of my singing class. She said I couldn't sing, and, I'd do it very loudly…

I started to develop a less than helpful attitude and although I survived my First Holy Communion, I managed to get thrown out of Confirmation classes when I was 14.

After threats of eternal damnation and images of being struck down by the righteous fury of God, my confidence was greatly increased when I awoke the next morning… still alive..

Some years later after my rather unsuccessful adolescence I arrived in Ireland where one of my new best friends, as it turns out… is a Catholic priest.
His name is Father Joe Young and for many years he lived in the not so salubrious part of Limerick City known as Southhill, doing his best to inspire the kids in his parish to be more than the hand they were dealt at birth.

The thing I've always loved about Father Joe is his courageous ability to say all the right things at exactly the wrong time. I'm sure the Church would like to have seen him out of harms way, but there was always the slight problem down in Southhill of finding a willing and able replacement.

Father Joe is an eternal optimist. He knows the glass is half full, but like the rest of us, he wants to know who's been drinking out of it.

So, this is a song for my friend Joe:

You said, "It pays to know your enemy when you stand out from the crowd
Count your blessings on one hand and on the other dream out loud"
Words like stepping stones bathed in pools of light
Standing by the waters edge as a thousand birds take flight
Formed a spiral up above me and rose into the night

This is my song for Joe
Singin' alive, alive oh
May your garden ever grow
'Neath summer skies and winter snow
This is my song for Joe
Singin' alive, alive oh

I offer up this melody for want of a better prayer
A pocket torch and a compass for the dark places that we dare
Bought a brand new shovel and I weaved a silver suit
Set out on the road alone with my share of the loot
And I'm still dancing 'round the fire playing this old plastic flute

This is my song for Joe
Singin' alive, alive oh
May your garden ever grow
'Neath summer skies and winter snow
This is my song for Joe
Singin' alive, alive oh

Above the clouds beyond our view the moon was shining bright
And in the mist below we cursed the dark under sodium street light
Planting charges in the tower walls, fuse set to ignite

This is my song for Joe
Singin' alive, alive oh
May your garden ever grow
'Neath summer skies and winter snow
This is my song for Joe
Singin' alive, alive oh

Crossed a bridge in Limerick City, passing through Southill
I was twenty-five, still alive, and I had time to kill
With my bag of expectations all tied up in a bind
and sparks for illumination from that axe I had to grind
I don't know if I was led there or pushed on from behind

This is my song for Joe
Singin' alive, alive oh
May your garden ever grow
'Neath summer skies and winter snow
This is my song for Joe
Singin' alive, alive oh


 
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 

Current mood:  amused
Some years ago I reached a point in my life where it became necessary to refrain from further use of certain intoxicants.

I've found that the longer I remain on this path, the more aware I become of certain memories and scenes from my life that keep re-surfacing and replaying themselves like a song.

One particular scene involves a wine bar known as French's, that existed in Sydney during the 1980's on Oxford street in Darlinghurst.

French's was a late night hangout for punks, bikers and others who had much the same attitude, but couldn't be bothered to dress right.

In order to gain entrance it was best if you were partially drunk, or at least very brave, but preferably, drunk and brave. There was also the requirement of being somewhat stupid but I wasn't aware of that at the time.

Besides being a late night hangout for the punks after the pubs were shut, French's was also a music venue that was home to many up and coming Sydney punk bands who still have absolutely no recollection of ever having played there. Some of them had to be shown old gig posters and told how great they were before accepting it might have been true.

The thing I remember most though was the jukebox. It was a proverbial square peg in a round hole. It seemed like someone put it there in the 1960's and never so much as updated a single song on it right up until French's closed down sometime in the mid to late 80's.
I'd sit there with my old punk friends cursing that jukebox on a routine basis. Our ranting and songs of protest became almost as well known to ourselves as did The Monkey's 'I'm A Believer', Procol Harlem's 'Whiter Shade Of Pale' and The Animals' 'House Of The Rising Sun'. It was like a cosmic joke. These particular songs for which we had an almost psychotic dislike were of course the ones that were played the most… We never discovered who kept putting their money in that jukebox to hear those old songs and they certainly were very brave to keep doing so, but week after week, month after month, year after year, we'd keep sitting there cursing those songs and ordering more drinks…

But, like I was saying, the longer I remain on this path the more old memories resurface…
I started getting flashbacks to a scene a decade earlier in the 1970's where I was walking through the bush trails near my family home in St.Ives on the North Shore. This particular day, I was both fascinated and horrified to discover dozens of melted and warped 45 singles - you know, those old vinyl type records. They were scattered all around the bush. You have to realise that at the age I was, this was like discovering lost treasure. I'd pick up each single and pore over it's label. I remember titles like AC/DC's 'Jailbreak' and The Skyhooks' 'Ego Is Not A Dirty Word'. My head instantly became a vacuum of unanswered questions. Who? What? Why? How? And where did they all come from? I wanted to gather them all up and take them home but it was pointless. They were all hopelessly melted, twisted and warped…

As it turned out, later that day I bumped into one of the neighbourhood kids I used to hang-out with called Gary. Gary was older than me and a fine source of trouble. He had an older brother called John who was even more gifted in the fine art of making trouble. Gary and John lived across the road from us for a few short years. Their parents did not look like normal St.Ives parents. They wore cowboy boots, had long hair, loud cars, too much make-up and they never smiled. This particular day I wandered with Gary back to his house where he warned me not to go into John's room. He told me John was in a really bad mood because the sun had come through his window and melted his entire record collection…

Mystery solved. I had to have a look in John's room. I checked and the coast was clear. John was not in his room and neither was his record collection…
John and Gary's house, like ours, was built on the sloping side of a ravine overlooking the bush in the valley below. John's bedroom had a balcony that overlooked the bush where I had been walking earlier when I discovered all those melted 45's. More recently, this memory repeated itself over and over again as I imagined that angry kid across the street letting rip on his balcony and frisbeeing all his melted 45's. Records that seemed like the most important treasure in the world but were in fact just useless old broken songs.
Sunday, May 13, 2007 

Current mood:  contemplative

My brother Andy was cooler than I was.

He realised that listening to The Ramones was a far more credible option in the long term than starting out a musical education with ABBA. In all fairness though it didn't take me long to register that The Sex Pistols and The Stranglers were really where it was at.


Growing up I had realised the cultural necessity, of having a pet band that could fly the flag for how I saw myself. All the other kids had it sorted out and I felt I should get my act together… Like I said, ABBA and their perfect pop song 'Mumma Mia' became my starting point. I recall some disco tune, 'Play That Funky Music White Boy' also having a strange calling in it for me...

One afternoon though, I was hanging out at Jorge's place. Jorge was my best friend and his family was very cool. He was the youngest, with lots of older brothers and sisters and a huge collective album collection...

I found a Sex Pistols record, 'Never Mind The Bollocks'. At my age growing up in the lush middle class Sydney suburb of St.Ives, this was akin to experiencing your first porno mag. On that otherwise boring standard issue afternoon when I should've been at home doing my homework, my life took a radical left turn. I was transfixed and could not be moved from that old turntable as it belted out what amounted to the first communication I had ever received that made any sense. There was also The Stranglers album, 'No More Heroes', which had equally the same effect. I remember another friend, Felix, was there at the time. Felix was a guitarist and was into 'SuperTramp', which may explain why he wasn't into what I was listening to at all. Both he and Jorge, proceeded to lecture me upon the fact that Punk – in their opinion - wasn't exactly good music. I sat there nodding in feigned submission just so they would shut up and let me listen.


Wednesday, March 21, 2007 

Current mood:  enthralled
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

Last year - November 2006 - I had the most intriguing experience while I was on tour in one of my favorite areas of Germany called Frankische Schweiz (i.e.. Frankonian Switzerland - just north of Nuremburg) in a town called Ebermannstadt...


I woke from a dream where Christy Moore was singing a gorgeous song to a bunch of broken old men in a pub who were all in full flight singing along with tears in their eyes. I just happened to be walking past the pub and walked in....It was the last song in his set...


It then dawned on me that it wasn't a Christy Moore song and so I started writing...It was finished and down on paper pretty soon after... It's about going to a place called Clonard...I had no idea where that name came from and the next day did a search on the net to find out it was a famous Irish Monastic School from about 520AD that was home to 12 Irish saints. In its heyday at least 3000 students were there at a time and flocked to the place from all over Europe...


I had set the intention at the start of my tour to write, find or discover the last song for my new album 'Circle Dance'. I've often had that distinct feeling that a power somehow greater than me was often the author of my songs and but this is the first time a complete tune has arrived on my doorstep fully formed....

Monday, February 12, 2007 

Current mood:  optimistic
Category: Travel and Places
In 1988 I left Australia on a one way ticket with my best friend Geoff….
Our lives at this stage had been somewhat unsuccessful… Although, I must point out that Geoff, was never to be outdone and his life was considerably and spectacularly more unsuccessful than mine was…
While I was basically just trying to get away from my girlfriend. Geoff managed to be dumped by his on the same day his car broke down, he lost his job, and his cat died…
We decided to get as far away from Australia as we possibly could. In retrospect I think subconsciously we were just hoping that language barriers would prevent foreign girls from detecting our less remarkable aspects..

Friday, September 15, 2006 

Current mood:  relieved
Category: School, College, Greek
 I had no intention of staying at my School any longer than I had to. It was full of teachers who had long since lost the desire to inspire and the kind of kids who contributed towards creating this condition…

I confess to being one of the later.

Thursday, September 14, 2006 

Current mood:  thirsty
Category: Life

When I was a kid, nothing interested me more than the prospect of digging things up in the backyard. It was the fragments of quartz crystals that first caught my imagination, glittering beneath the relentless Australian sunshine, in the golden sand that was referred to as top soil. Before, that is, people like my mother sought to transform the creative possibilities of this land by building compost piles. But that's another story...


Apparently, according to my mother, I enjoyed burying her treasures, or in other words her jewellery, so that I could set about finding the stuff again… This in itself may be the sole explanation for all that has followed…