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Jaylen Anderson


Last Updated: 1/4/2010

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 20
Sign: Capricorn

City: CHARLOTTE
State: North Carolina
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/30/2006

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Tuesday, January 05, 2010 

Current mood:  depressed
As We Shed The Tears Today
The Pain Never Fades Away
But We Grow Closer In Time
And More Carinq In Time.

Feelinq As Thouqh I've Not Done Enouqh
This Mourninq Period Is Truly Touqh
Many Times i've Debated
Whether We Should Rejoice Or be Elated?

We Never Thouqht Her Time Would Come Soon
Her Love And Kindness Wrapped Around Us Like A Cocoon
The Leader Of Our Pack
The Stronqest One, That's A Fact

An Anqel In Disquise
I Sense God Already Has A Plan Devised
Our Dearest "Ma"
We Miss You So...
Our Sorrows Will Not Be Low
With This Poem You Inspired
Your Spirit And Faith And Desire
Currently listening:
Going Up Yonder: The Best of the Gospel Choirs
By Various Artists
Release date: 2008-07-01
4:36 PM 
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Sunday, December 27, 2009 

Current mood:  pensive
Category: Romance and Relationships
I Wanted You, I Needed You, I began to Hate You so
But I realized not having you in my life anymore is what i needed to help me grow.

I made a mistake in trusting you but was reminded that sometimes its best to trust yourself
Because when it comes down to you being happy with yourself an your relationship....other people can't really help.

What happened with you two a lot of people ask....why didn't y'all love last ?
I just tell them that when it comes to us and being together, we was never walking on the same path.

Perfection is what I thought I saw from these once honest brown eyes
But after so much pain between us two, I've learned that to me, even my eyes tell lies

For once I didn't analyze what i wanted an I got pulled in too quick, yea i admit my embarrassing mistakes
But I wouldn't be real if i pretended my love for you and what we had was anywhere near fake.

Honestly, if i could go back in time I'd leave you to be unknown
Because wanting you for my future is what has made me so perfectly alone.

Why do people search for happiness.....the problem may never be solved
But for the person who solves it, may they get a broken heart's round of applause.

In the midst of finding ways to make you happy, I've misplaced who i used to be
And everyone admits that the person I've become just isn't me.

What did I do wrong is the question I look in the mirror to ask everyday
But sadly my reflection or anybody for that matter has nothing valuable to say.

The voice in my head begs me to just wake and continuously tells me I've become love dumb
Because whenever it comes to anything else besides loving you, my heart becomes deaf and or numb.

After this, it would be hard to see myself not single but still, I feel you aren't to blame
I blame myself for even choosing you to be my partner in the life/love game.

Though what you've put me through has driven me greatly insane, the lesson I've learned has left me inspired
The more you Love someone, the easier it is to hate them....so if my heart doesn't change soon....it'll be forever fired.


Written By A True Artist :-)
I Won't Tell U Who....Fiqure It Out!
6:08 AM 
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Saturday, December 26, 2009 

Current mood:  aggravated
Category: Romance and Relationships
This Christmas was supposed 2 be different. But it was de same. People think dat because ii rock de newest shit, the latest clothes, and the hottest sneaks...ii qot money out de ass. I DON'T. Christmas is not about askinq for an handout or qettinq all yew kan. It is about the birth of jesus christ....about how he qave his very existance so we kan act a damn fool and du dumb ass shit. I've also noticed that people have taken Christmas to a DIFFERENT LEVEL. i wish that we kuld all see that the happiness we recieve durinq christmas..is not the ULTIMATE happiness we kuld recieve. It's not about arquinq, eyellinq, countinq the useless shit that yew don't NEED but yew want. So answer dis question...did yew really have a "Merry Christmas"?
5:10 AM 
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