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Mar Essa


Last Updated: 12/13/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 22
Sign: Sagittarius

City: waterford lakes - orlando

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August 6, 2009 - Thursday 3:13 PM

Current mood:dreamy
Every moment I feel like im falling in love
Over and over its never enough
Every moment i see you its always the same
Over and over its starting again

Everytime i see your face
Sends my senses into space
Everytime i hear your name
Makes me feel so alive, Lets the love rush through my veins

Everyday Everyday
Everyday more in love with you
Everyday Everyday
Everyday more in love with you
Currently listening:
Everyday
By Agnelli & Nelson
Release date: 2002-07-09
November 28, 2008 - Friday 5:39 AM
This "Color Quiz" analyzes your personality based on a 5 minute quiz in which all you have to do is click on boxes with a color on them based on which color appeals the most to you, in order, until all the boxes are gone. Here are my results, which came out disturbingly accurate.



Unwilling to extend herself or exert undue effort (with the possible exception of sexual activity). Feels that further progress requires more from her than she is willing or able to give. Would prefer reasonable comfort and security rather than the rewards of greater ambition.

Disappointment and unfulfilled hopes have given rise to an anxious uncertainty, while doubts that things will be any better in the future lead to the postponement of essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, she is likely to immerse herself in the pursuit of trivialities as an escape route.

Circumstances are such that she feels forced to compromise for the time being if she is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation.

Remains emotionally unattached even when involved in a close relationship.

Takes easily and quickly to anything which provides stimulation. Preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature, whether erotically stimulating or otherwise. Wants to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality with an altogether charming and impressive influence on others. Uses tactics cleverly so as to avoid endangering her chances of success or undermined others' confidence in herself.

The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. She attempts to escape into a substitute world in which things are more nearly as she desires them to be.

Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, and she is distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationship. She attempts to escape into a substitute world in which things are more nearly as she desires them to be.


Take the test at colorquiz.com
October 26, 2008 - Sunday 7:24 AM

Current mood:  calm
I am afraid of everything.
I should try not to be.





New years resolution : Gain confidence in myself


What's yours?
Currently listening:
Keep Color
By The Republic Tigers
Release date: 2008-05-06
October 24, 2008 - Friday 7:41 AM

Current mood:  aggravated
WHEN YOU KNOW YOU'RE BARKIN UP THE WRONG TREE, YOU SHOULD PROBABLY STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM THE TREE UNLESS YOU WANT YOUR FACE SMASHED THROUGH A SHARP FUCKEN BRANCH.



Seriously...There's a warning sign on the fence that says "BEWARE OF DOG". Why do people feel the need to hop over the god damn fence and play in the grass? Wasn't the first time you almost lost your life a good enough warning for you?
October 8, 2008 - Wednesday 4:13 AM

Current mood:  contemplative
where am i going
what am i doing






i need a push