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Last Updated: 12/20/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Engaged
Age: 24
Sign: Scorpio

State: Louisiana
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/1/2006

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Thursday, March 27, 2008

Life as we know it.
Current mood:

grateful
Category: Life

A lot of people ask me "what’s the bigger picture"? There were times when I didn’t have an answer or it was too long. So right here at this moment I’ll will explain what its really all about. The bigger picture intertwines many aspects that we sometimes forget or even take for granted. It can be as simple as an embrace that we take for granted but will never forget.
The bigger picture is avoiding the words that cut like a sword and drip only with bitter disdain yet you hold on to an apology to make it disappear. Where did the genuine emotions go? Have they all been forgotten? Or have we allowed society to program us to respond and act certain ways while hiding who we really are? The bigger picture is trying to make someone laugh while they cry so they will forget how hot their tears really can be. Even the secure embrace that can comfort you all the way to your soul. It’s all apart of something bigger within yourself. Life does not exist as it is what it is. It’s what you as a person want it to be and fight like hell to make it that way.

What ever happened to the sincere moment of laughing so hard your cheeks begin to hurt for unselfish reasons? Why is it as humans we often forget that who we meet is for a reason. Why do we not allow others to inspire us? To embrace the bad or good for what it really is. There will be moments in our lives where we will feel genuinely alone on this planet and cast away all that is good. Now I am simply rambling.

Remember this if it should be anything as humans we seek high expectations and take the small things for granted. Whether it be a simple smile or a friendly embrace that shakes. Let go of others expectations and truly embrace only your own. Feel free when your driving and the sun is kissing your face you might not feel that warmth again. Don’t chase what you cannot conquer unless it is within yourself. The ultimate thing to remember is don’t ever wait for the storm to pass but learn to dance in the rain. What is here today maybe gone tomorrow. It is how you deal and inspire others that is truly important.

Currently listening:
Parachutes
By Coldplay
Release date: 07 November, 2000

12:29 PM

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Be the change you want to see in the world!
Current mood:

inspired
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

"Be the change you want to see in the world."
- Mahatma Gandhi

I've experienced quite a bit in my short life thus far, those close to me know exactly what I mean. There were many times where I've taken for granted the beauty around me, and there are times when I let the ugliness of the world shake me up and break me down. But today, I stand strong and ready for whatever is to come, and I'm ready to truly appreciate all that I have, to recognize nature's signs and the messages they bring, and to seek out even more beauty and meaning in the world. My focus is positivity and change.

In a world that can often be full of pain and strife where most (generic society) focus on the negative, we get sucked into the evil and insignificant values of the world -- superficiality, materialism, status, power, etc. We forget that we also live in a world that is beautiful and precious.

Embrace life, do not focus on the negative, there are plenty of positive things going on in the world that we can be more involved in. Let us promote peace and love. Many people may say that I alone can not change the world but I don't believe that's true. If everyone had the mentality that they could change the world, then indeed the world would be a better place. And it starts with you.

Let's embrace a new way of life where our focus is positivity, love, and progression. The world needs us to spread love and the message of positivity to spark a world of change.

So many people are so immersed in their material possessions and their status and popularity. I am writing this to those who feel it in their heart as I do, but don't know what to do about it. Admittedly, I face ridicule when I express myself this way and try to embrace my spirituality. They tell me that I am naive, that I am foolishly optimistic. But I don't allow it to bring me down or to stop myself from moving forward and continuing to share my thoughts. Not anymore.

Learn to let go of what society has taught you and you have begun to move towards a richer, more fulfilling life -- the road to freedom. Dictate your own life, don't let the constructs of establishment decide for you! Be encouraged to be yourself and to stand up for what you believe in and what truly moves you. Be the change you want to see in the world!

Currently listening:
Santogold
By Santogold
Release date: 22 April, 2008

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Friday, February 09, 2007

Just blowing off some steam.
Current mood:Livid
Category: Life

I doubt anyone will read this whole thing but oh well.

I don't know where to start. You would think it would come easy, since everyone's favorite topic is themselves, even if they don't want to admit it. Everyone keeps talking about who they are and what they've done, reiterating the same bullshit until the words make an imprint in your brain. Anyways, for me, I let them talk. There is no "usually". Sure in the conversation, I passively speak about myself in one or two sentences, but three is the minimum. In general, whenever I speak, it's either I'm agreeing with you or nod my head while I verbalize "really?", "awesome", and "that's cool." to overuse. I confess that I am faking every bit of my sincerity and that I could really careless. Though if I am talking about things that actually matter, that's a sign that I'm really being genuine. All of this is not just due to the fact that I'm a bitch per say, it's just that no one really gives a fuck about what I say so I just don't give a fuck about their ramblings.

I am honestly trying to be a better person. I just dislike the fact that I can see the faults in people, and they can't admit them themselves, the way that I can. I'm really lame and you could probably tear me to pieces until they're the size of glitter, except I probably wouldn't sparkle. I like to listen to music without lyrics. I like art and mixed media paintings. I don't like love stories, it just sickens me and most often times they're incredibly slow. I wish I looked like Sienna Miller or Kate Bosworth. I'm trying to be atheist but it's difficult. Maybe I'm trying to be too perfect too fast. A mixtape, a poem, and a song can only get you so far. I hate love songs. I love Jude Law. I think he's unconventionally good looking. I'm tired of people coming up to me and asking about the most pettiest of things. I don't want to be the talking wall anymore, no one ever asks me about my insights.

Discard your perceptions about who I am. Write it all down and put it in the shredder. I take things personally and have moments where I am just horrible. I look into mirrors a lot for vanity reasons. There is no hint of sarcasm.
In actuality, I like to list all of my awful characteristics and painfully see myself through the looking glass as motivation to be someone better. Perfection is really self-destruction in disguise.