Dreamin of seein da sunshine,
Dreamin of da day ima get wats mine,
But all I c in reality is me gripping this nine,
Da devil pushin a need wit anger thru ma spin,
Im lookin to da skies for a sign,
But da onli way I c out is thru crime,
Im tryna resist but ima giv in its jus a matter of time,
Coz I can onli hold ma head up for so long,
Im tryna do rite but Its easier to to do wrong,
Im doin erythin I can even turning these poems into songs,
Day n nite ima hustle da streets,
No hungry nites I gotta eat,
Im ready for dat paper chase,
Plz dnt try n stop me I got no time to waste,
N plz pray for me to make it,
Coz if I dnt n u stand in ma way ur paper n life ima take it!

Everytime a try i hav to ask y n look to da sky,
a dark cloud hovers ova me everytime i cry,
wen wil my sunshine come,
is it that my solar system there isnt a sun,
y these dark clouds wont let me b?
y is pain so addicted to me?
y is it attracted to me?
y is it in love wit me?
am i da only 1 it sees?
feels like ma heart is bein attacked by a hive of bees,
cant run no more im on ma hands n knees,
beggin pain plz jus leav me,
as i fall to ma face,
i cry out for ma angel ful of grace,
i hear no answer every1 has disappeared without a trace...

Wen i close my eyes i c ur face,
wen i look in ur eyes they take me to a beta place,
i c heaven wen i look into ur eyes,
they r beautiful n bright like da mornings sunrise,
theres doubt i wanna hav u by my side,
i wish i cud wake up to c ur amazin smile that warms ma heart even tho we r miles apart,
i cherish every moment we spend together on da phone,
ur voice has da sweetest tone,
which takes all ma problems away,
i promise to stay true to u even after ma dyin day,
u gave me a heart beat u freed me frm a horrible past,
i owe u ma life for all da things u do,
coz theres no livin without u

Feels like I'm stuck between reality and a dream,
Not sure what's fake from what's real,
I'm being stalked by sadness,
While I'm stalkin happiness,
I can c clearly,
But ma vision is blurry,
I understand but its pour confusion,
I wonder how I'm able to touch these illusions,
I'm walkin but got no destination,
I'm not goin anywhere but I need some directions,
Looking for answer to unknown questions,
I think ma eyes r opened,
But to da truth I'm blinded.

Everywhere u go u run into it,
no matter hw u hide u cant avoid it,
its here, its there, its everywhere,
no matter hw strong u think u r its its ur biggest fear,
its sets upon u like clouds on a rainy day,
like a flood it washes ur happiness away,
it doesnt care who u r,
whether u homeless or a rockstar,
it wil hit u harder than a speedin car,
like a virus it aims for ur heart,
wen it gets in it rips ur heart apart,
but even tho it makes u feel like an empty vessel,
it always teaches a valuable lesson,
If u fail to learn,
its gonna come bk for another turn,
rippin thru ur heart like its an operation,
PAIN is my inspiration

I need me a wonder woman,
da type to make everybody say damn now thats a woman,
da kinda woman both men n women wanna marry,
da kinda woman i wanna b wit all eternity,
shawty gotta b fly,
i dnt mind if in public she's shy,
as long as she's an animal wen da door is closed,
n she want me to hit it whether we naked or stil in clothes,
she keep her body hotter dan an ignited stove,
no matter where we r she ain't afraid to show me love,
Cover me wit kisses n hugs,
shawty gotta b able to pop a few slugs,
in any violatin wannab thugs,
all day all nite shawty gonna b by ma side,
as one we always gonna ride,
im lookin for dat shawty to call numba one,
im lookin for ma very own wonder woman!

do u remember wen we use to set da bedroom on fire?
do u remember hw i use to make u scream ma name like u wuz on a chior?
do u remember those nites we spent hours in da shower?
do u remember wen we use to dance in da rain?
do u remember da heart i bought u attached to ur chain?
do u remember wen i told u i love u?
do u remember wen i told i dnt put no1 above u?
do u remember wen we promised to hav no secrets?
i guess u 4got wen u took him under our sheets!
i guess u 4got wen he flashed u wit sum paper!
i guess u 4got wen he told u he had a private chopper!
i guess u 4got wen he look u to a mantion he told u wuz his!
i guess u 4got wen he took u in this car for a spin!
i guess u 4got bout us wen u wuz committin this sin!
it all comes bk wen u realized he lied!
it all comes bk wen u realized he took u for a ride!
it all comes bk wen u realized he distroyed ur pride!
it all comes bk wen u realized he got wat he wanted!
it all comes bk wen u realized u got played!
it ali comes bk wen u realized he used u
it all comes bk wen u realized u wuz a fool
and now u remembered me
and now u beggn me plz
and now u want us to be togehter
and now u want me by ur side 4ever
and now i kno u wuznt da one
and now im gone!

Me n shawty wuz closer than cold on an ice cube,
We keep it together like an ant and a sugar cube,
We go togehter if I wuz da sky she'd b a star,
If she wuz an engine id b da car,
Coz shawty keeps me goin,
I keep da love flowin,
She got me on strings like a puppet,
Anything she asked for I go get it,
If she wuz to get shot id take da hit.
Neva kno sum1 else wuz dippin in da cookie jar,
She had more men than bottles in a bar,
She had em here there near n far,
She takin more inches than da rims on ma car,
She played me out like a Nintendo,
It hurt to da bone but I aint gonna let it get me down tho,
Ima take ma shame n walk away,
I wont hold it against her coz men play gurlz everyday,
But wat goes around comes around its gonna come bk her way

baby ur da only one for me, ur da one n only, without u there is no me, wen we r together we r da greatest any couple can b, wat a fairy tale our love turned out to b. we r da perfect combination like batman n rabin, who dnt like us thats they're problem, wen those lames come around we stunnin on em.. wit only u im compatible, for ma heart only u is suitable, all da dope boyz want u coz ur so lovable but u already kno wat they're about, they jus wanna hit n run get in out but our love is signed n sealed, they tried to break us apart n failed n asked wats da deal? Now they kno our love no1 can steal.. I love u gurl, ur ma one n only ur ma world

Sittin at home waitin by da phone, God knows im tired of being alone, i wish u wud call or better yet come home. i miss u so much at times ma eyes r filled wit tears, u gotta c y i miss u so much i've bin waitin for u for almost 3yrs, even though ur far away ur da only one that seems to care, wen im sad n scared i jus talk to u n u claim my fears. theres no other gurl that can compare to u, ur love for me i kno is true, i made a promise that ill neva hurt u, i plan to keep it i jus hope u can promise me da same thing too, baby ur ma smile, ma sunshine, ma life, ma heartbeat ma dream come true.