Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 41
Sign: Pisces
State: CALIFORNIA
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/2/2006
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Friday, December 11, 2009
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I believe life is made up of a series of perfect moments. There are only a few granted to each of us in this time we have on earth in these present bodies. So we have to watch out for them. And I'm not talking about good moments, those are plentiful and easy to spot. I'm talking PERFECT moments. When everything is aligned just right. The weather is perfect for whatever it is you are doing at that particular moment ( ie, raining when you are cuddled in front of a good fire with a great glass of wine and your dog beside you, or perhaps balmy and sunny when you are being carried down the beach wrapped in seaweed in the strong arms of an unexpected new lover.). The random aches and pains of a normal working body seem to have magically disappeared, no back aches or headaches, nothing. You are perfectly at peace, and whatever you are doing is exactly what you most want to be doing right at that moment in time. Everything possible is just...perfect.
I make a habit of watching for those moments, and since I've started watching several years ago I have been able to count maybe half a dozen. There was the time I was walking home from the grocery store with my tiny daughter asleep in her stroller. The sun was out but it was not too hot, there was a lovely breeze. I had a chai in my hand and all was right with the world. There was yet another time when I sat in my backyard on the grass painting an old desk blue for my young son, and I realized that all the cast of the TV show I had just quit were all on a plane to somewhere far away and I didn't have to go. And again when doing a photo shoot on the beach with Pagan and a school of dolphins swam by close to shore and Pagan and I swam out to join them. Just a few of my perfect moments, so few and far between, and oh so treasured.
Its these moments I will remember when I am an old woman. When I look back on what was my life, I will not think of the bad times, the crappy times, the times when I felt the most despair and grief. The broken hearts, the bad credit, the broken marriages, the lost homes, the ones who have gone on before me leaving me stunned and immobile with mourning. I will bring up my mental catalog of perfect moments and I will most likely bore the nursing home attendants silly with the recalling of them over and over and over.
Some people would write all of these down. But I dont need to. I can pluck each one of the air like a falling leaf. They are always right there within reach. They belong solely to me and perhaps to those I shared them with. And as such are as much a part of me as my big lips, my long legs, my high cheekbones and my unusual wafting walk. They are part of the pattern that has created me and who I am, and cannot be forgotten. And because of this, time stands still and travels not in a straight line, but in ever widening, and ever perfect circles.
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Sunday, May 31, 2009
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Current mood:  forgotten
I can't stop listening to the saddest music in the world. There is an entire playlist on my ipod and I can't stop listening to it. It is the soundtrack to my ever fluctuating but always grey mood these days. Try, The Dutchess, by Rachel Portman. Its just so sad and so beautiful. Or, some of the pieces from The Illusionist, by Philip Glass, or even a few pieces from 300 by Tyler Bates.
My entire world is changing.
 | Currently listening: The Duchess Release date: 2008-09-16 |
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
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Current mood:  adored
Another year of Southern Faire is coming slowly to an end. One more weekend to go and then it's another 10 months to wait yet again. Am I feeling melancholy? Maybe a bit, but trying to stay in the moment. Meaning, it's not quite over yet so I'm trying not to mourn it's passing until next week when it's well and truly done for the year. God, I love this faire. It's my absolute favorite of the half dozen Faires and even more small shows I do the year long.
Have any of you ever had that feeling of finding your right place? Of being where you belong the most? Of being with people or a person you belong with? Of having friends who are more like family? Of following a routine, a schedule, a set of cultural rules that make you feel complete and relaxed in yourself? Of being a part of something where it all seems to fall easily in place for you? Faire in general makes me feel like this. Southern California Faire makes me REALLY feel like this.
I dont want to leave. I wish they would do a winter show down here....
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wbAmvU3H4hM
This is me, being Wench Tossed by my buddies, the Yeomen of the Guard..well, a few of them anyway.
I love this game!!!!!!
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Wednesday, April 01, 2009
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Current mood:  knighted
..since I've posted a blog in here. Arizona Faire is offically done and dusted for 2009, and I had an absolute blast in there and met some fabulous people and made some new friends and fans, and I will for sure be back next year. Southern California Faire starts this coming weekend. I love this show, it's my home show and my closest faire friends are there so I'm always super excited for it to start. 3 more days!! Woot!!! I'll be bringing Pagan out every weekend this year unless something unpredictable happens, and he and I will be performing with the Equine Guild in the half hour or so before every Joust. The Equine Guild started up last year and in the 18 months or so of it's existence it has grown and developed quite a bit. We went from just bringing horses to Faire, to starting to ride and create some basic routines, to actually having the makings of a real show going this year. I have two 5 minute freestyle riding routines to music I will be doing; one for the afternoon show and one for the evening show. And then a liberty routine with Pagan during both shows. Additionally, I will probably be riding other horses --not mine--for some of the other acts we have going. Not to mention there is lots of great new art I'll have in my Toadstool Farm Art booth too! I've been on a painting binge and I seem to be cranking out about 3 or 4 a month right now. Phew! When I'm not physically riding, I'll be in the booth and always happy to sign your prints and other items for you. I've got the Watched Fairies this year too. I can't wait to see all my buddies and my collectors again, it's seemed like this last year was just extra long. Looking forward to "Pony Rides, bareback please" my drink of choice at Faire, (obtained from the wonderful handsome boys and sexy girls at the Obliette) and silly, dusty afternoons laughing in the booth with all of you! Let me know if you'll be by..see ya there!
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Sunday, January 04, 2009
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Current mood:  melancholy
O my love I stand on a distant shore The turning tide breathes all the mystery of you
O my dreams are lost with the Autumn Leaves that turn to gold and fall in the memory of you
Mysts of Avalon cover my heart carry my voice on the wind over the waters that keep us apart I will remember you still I will remember you still
Oh my heart returns to the sweetest morn That was the spring time for the loving of you
Oh my life I weep for the drifting years and for my soul that longs for the comfort of you
Mysts of Avalon cover my heart carry my voice on the wind over the waters that keeps us apart I will remember you still I will remember you still
I will remember you still
Aeone
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Sunday, January 04, 2009
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What's the first thing you think of when you hear?
Beer: Joel McDonalds: French Fries
Purple: Rain
Steroids: Big men Cartoons: Rory Tupperware: Old ladies
Florida: humid Santa Clause: Tim Allen Halloween: Kicks ass! Alice: What???
Myspace: Better check it Clowns: Creepy Paris: Pascal
Patty: Peppermint?
Donald Trump: Bad comb over
Pixie: Dust Word: Up
Vanilla Ice Cream: On a brownie Hooters: Dean loves 'em. The actual ones, not the restaurants. High School Musical: Halloween. Dont ask. Pajamas: Antonia
Big Bird: Snuffaluffagus Christmas: Thank the gods its over
Parenting: Best hardest job ever
Drugs: for what? True Friends: Worth everything
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Friday, November 21, 2008
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Current mood:  voluminous
Well, how trick-boogey is this? My buddy DeeDee, most of you on MySpace know her as Green Briar, started a fan club for me. Now, DeeDee has known me wayyyyy too long to be any kind of fan of mine. I mean her mom is my second mom and vice versa, and she's had to deal with my zits as teens and cranky moods as adults, so I hardly think she can see anything in me anymore to be a 'fan' of. But still she loves me and I love her and she is the closest thing I have to a sister in this world. So...technically the fan club is for you guys. Its a group set up, so you can talk in the forum, tell your favorite Jacq stories, ask me questions ( and I might even answer!), share your fave art or pics from a Faire or of my horses, or whatever you like. DeeDee has convinced me to do some special group only sales, and things like that to make it a bit exciting now and again too. So come on over and lets have some fun, eh?
http://groups.myspace.com/jacquelinefanclub
PS, I just put my mood for this blog at "Voluminous". I have no earthly clue how that word can be attributed to a mood really, but I just LOVED it and wanted to have it anyway...
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Wednesday, November 05, 2008
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Current mood:  tired
Its 6 a.m.
This is obvoiously no strange occurance, it is 6 a.m. everywhere at least once a day.
But for those of you who know me more than just in passing, you'll know that it is indeed a VERY strange occurance for me to be awake to see it. I am not a morning person.
But today I have alot on my mind and found myself awake at about 5:15 wth no shot of getting back to sleep. So I figured it'd been a while since I last blogged in here..why not catch up on it a bit while I drink my morning coffee and watch the sun rise?
Frankly guys, I'm wiped.
And doesn't it always seem like when you are the most tired is when you can't sleep?
The Universe has decided I needed a challenge so I'm playing it's game waiting to see what becomes of it all....
I have added a ton of new shows to my schedule. Which I'm glad of because I adore doing the Faires. It was of course, predicated by the economy. I always do well at the Faires, very well, in fact. Online, while my customer base has jumped much higher in the last year or so ( yay!), the orders have been necessarily smaller as folks batten down their own hatches to weather this recession. So the added faires will balance out the smaller orders while giving me more of what I love to do! So yay! But it's been a ton of work getting these new shows up and going. I had two running consecutively on opposite ends of the country for a couple of weeks in October.
My next show, Dickens Faire in San Francisco starts the end of November, on the Friday after Thanksgiving. I signed up for this show which I had some misgivings about ( Its a smaller show and a bit shorter, and the drive is longer than I normally like to do for a several weekends long show. ) , because a dear friend had promised me the loan of his 'cart' for a booth. This would give me a chance to see how the show did for me for a year before committing to building a booth of my own and spenidng that money. Well, my friend, for personal reasons, which I respect, had to back out of lending me his cart. But, it's only 3 weeks from the show!!!
Thank God for my dear friend and hero of the day, Joel, who is meeting me on Monday to build me a cart, or I would have been boothless at Dickens! So, the down side? Scrambling last minute to build a cart and having to put money into something I am not sure I will continue to do down the road--which of course eats into profits I really really really need right now. The up side? Having my own booth done exactly the way I want in the TF style to which my customers have become accustomed, lol, which I will be able to use at other shows eventually anyway. And a lovely excuse to spend some time with Joel. Oh..and another blank surface to doodle on...hehehehe...the cart, that is, not Joel.
The move I mentioned in the subject line? Well, early in October I got a call from Sand River Ranch, the ranch I moved my horses and my clients horses to two years ago. They gave me 30 days notice. Ack!! Why??? Turns out, it was nothing personal. They had a trainer with more horses ( and no stallions or fewer stallions anyway) they wanted to bring in, so the rumor goes, anyway, and since there was not enough room for us both I got the boot. Of course, I wanted to move right away once I heard this, so within about 8 days was back at my old haunt, the LAEC with Barb. Thank the Gods for her because she moved heaven and earth to get me right back where I used to be. So, the horses are completely settled in. In fact, it took only about 3 days for them to just relax totally. They are even back in their old stalls! So they are happy and I'm back to being less than 5 minutes away from the stables, which is nice.
But geesh!!! Thats an awful lot for even a Superwoman Type A personality like me. And the horse board is still not caught up yet....
Come on guys...order...
Seriously, let's hope for a good Holiday season now with the election over...I know we can all use it.
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
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Current mood:  accomplished
Woot!
I am very very pleased to announce a brand new video created especially for me! The incredibly talented ladies at Horefly Films put together a video featuring my horses and myself and it is available to be seen at YouTube. A high res, quality version will also be going on my websites just as soon as I can get in there to make updates.
And since I already know the questions I'm going to get ( cuz I've gotten them via email already from my buddies who have the sneak peak version), I'm gonna go ahead and answer them in advance.
1) Yes, Pagan is 100% completely loose on the beach. No fences, no leads, nothing.
2) No, I did not train him to do that. We are just bonded. True Love.
3) The other horses are...Krist, the big Friesian stallion alone on the hillside. Finnvarra, the black and white Gypsy Cob, running with Prophet, the smaller Friesian stallion. Both Prophet and Finnvarra are also featured alone in the same grassy pasture. Tuck is the grey pony you see in some photos.
4) No, there is no moving film footage of Tuck. This video was a spontaneous thing and was put together from bits and pieces we already had. There was no existing film of Tuckie.
5) Yes, I will do another which will include film footage of Tuck as well as lots of other stuff made specifically for this purpose.
6) Yes!!! Please do share! The more who see it, the better for me and the horses!
7)Yes, I'd love it if you left comments on youtube or here or both. It makes me feel special. :)
Anyhoo..without futher ado...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_8QO2D7oi4
Enjoy!!!
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