Status: Single
City: Modesto
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/3/2006
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
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To send Luke mail address the envelope as this:
Luke Scarmazzo 63131-097
United States Penitentiary
3901 Klein Blvd.
Lompoc, Ca 93436
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Saturday, March 28, 2009
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HI EVERYONE, THIS IS DEVINA KRAZ'S (LUKE'S) WIFE, HE CALLED ME YESTERDAY, HE IS NOW OUT OF FRESON COUNTY JAIL WOOHOO!!! AND RESIDING AT LOMPOC, WHICH IS WHERE HE WANTED TO BE TRANSFERED. THANK GOD HE ISN'T ACROSS THE COUNTRY, WE ARE THANKFUL FOR THAT. JASSIE AND I WILL BE ABLE TO HOLD HIM AND GIVE HIM LOTS OF KISSES IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS, WE HAVEN'T TOUCHED HIM IN 10 MONTHS, ALMOST A YEAR!!! WE CAN'T WAIT, HE HAS BEEN WAITING TO HOLD HIS GIRLS FOR SO LONG!! WE ARE VERY EXCITED TO FINALLY HAVE PHYSICAL VISITS WITH HIM VS. THROUGH GLASS AND ON THE PHONE. JUST WANTED TO UPDATE EVERYONE, THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL OF YOUR GUYS SUPPORT DEVINA J. SCARMAZZO!!
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Saturday, November 22, 2008
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FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS,
THIS IS DEVINA KRAZ'S (LUKE'S) WIFE, TODAY WAS HIS SENTENCING DAY ALONG WITH RICARDO, MY HUSBAND WAS SENTENCED TO 21 1/2 YEARS IN PRISON AND RICARDO 20!! WHERE IS THE JUSTICE IN THAT?? IT IS MIND BOGGELING TO ME THAT THEY RECEIVED THAT MUCH TIME. THE ONLY VICTIMS HERE ARE LUKE, RICARDO, OUR FAMILIES AND THE PATIENTS WHO NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO THEIR MEDICINE. MY MIND IS SO CONFLICTED, MY HEART IS TORN. EMOTIONALLY WE ARE ALL SPENT. THIS HAS BEEN A LONG RIDE, BUT IT IS NOT OVER!!! WE WILL APPEAL THIS AND WE WILL FIGHT, I WILL FIGHT FOR MY HUSBAND AND RICARDO UNTIL THEY ARE HOME WITH US WERE THEY BELONG.
THE CONTINUED SUPPORT OF ALL OF YOU HAS BEEN SO APPRECIATED. I KNOW IN THE LONG RUN THEY WILL BE HOME. AND I HAVE PROMISED MY HUSBAND THAT I WILL DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO MAKE SURE OF THAT. OUR DAUGHTER ALONG WITH RICARDO'S CHILDREN DESERVE TO HAVE THEIR FATHERS IN THEIR LIVES, AND I AM NOT GOING TO STOP UNTIL WE ARE HEARD, AND THEY ARE HOME.
PLEASE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR LUKE AND RICARDO AND OUR FAMILIES.
SINCERELY, DEVINA J. SCARMAZZO
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
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FAMILY, FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS,
THIS IS DEVINA SCARMAZZO, LUKE'S WIFE AND FOR THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS I HAVE BEEN CORRESPONDING WITH SOME OF THE OFFICALS FROM PLAYBOY, AND AFTER QUITE A FEW WEEKS OF UNRELENTLESS EMAILS, I WAS FINALLY ABLE TO GET SOME PUBLICITY ABOUT OUR CASE AND THE INJUSTICE OF IT ALL!
SO THAT'S WHAT WE GOT!!! LUKE AND RICARDO AND THE CASE ARE FEATURED IN THE DECEMBER ISSUE OF PLAYBOY ON PAGE 55!!! THIS IS GREAT! AND THE PUBLICITY IS NEEDED. HOPEFULLY IT WILL ATTRACT MAJOR ATTENTION FROM OUR COUNTRY AND HIGHER OFFICALS IN OUR CONGRESS, AND IN OUR GOVERNMENT
SOME ASK WHY PLAYBOY?
MR. HUGH HEFNER AND THE PLAYBOY NAME ITSELF ARE VERY BIG SUPPORTERS OF THE MEDICAL MARIJUANA MOVEMENT. THEY THOUGHT THE OUTCOME AND THE CASE ITSELF WAS INJUST AND NEEDED TO BE HEARD!!!
STOP AND GET THE ISSUE!!!!!
THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO GAVE ME THAT HOPE AND THE WORDS TO NOT GIVE UP. IT HAS BEEN SUCH A DIFFICULT TIME AND ALL THE NEGITIVE RESPONSES, AND THE NO'S, STILL HASN'T BROUGHT US DOWN, IT ONLY MAKES US STRONGER!
DEVINA SCARMAZZO!!
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008
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Category: News and Politics
To Whom it May Concern:
We are writing to inform you that on November 10th 2008, we will engage in a hunger strike to protest our excessively harsh sentence, the injustice of our confinement as political prisoners, and the conditions in which we are being held. We will continue this strike until our grievances are properly addressed. This is our first of many actions as members of the POLITICAL REFORM CONGRESS (PRC). We stand firm in our position and will not be swayed. We hope we can count on the continued suppport of our families, friends and community during this campaign.
Sincerely,
Luke A. Scarmazzo
Ricardo R. Montes
We are 7 days into our hunger strike and the administration here at the Fresno County Jail seems indifferent about weather we eat or not.
We will continue our hunger strike until the grievances we stated prior to when this campaign began are addressed. We would appreciate the Media support during this protest.
Sincerely,
Luke A. Scarmazzo,
Ricardo M. Montes
1. Why they are doing this?
To protest the injustice of our confinement as political prisoners, the excessivemess of our sentence and the conditions we are being held in.
2. What do you mean by the conditions you are being held in?
We are political prisioners not common law criminals. We are being denied a decent diet, access to senlight, access to the law library, and physical contact with our families among many other things. These are not acceptable conditions for someone who follows the law in our state and is a prisioner because of political reasons.
3. What is Political Reform Congress (PRC)
A National Political organization who's goal is to change unjust cannabis laws, maintain a presence in politics and the media, assist Medical Marijuana and other political prisioners, including vicitims of unfair drug laws, as well as mandatory minimums, and to advance these principals through actions, activisim, education, reasoned arguements and debate
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
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Current mood:  strong
Category: Life
OCTOBER 8, 2008
I didn't write a September 15th journal entry because the day before my lawyer came to consult with me and told me that it was going to be postponed for reasons I didn't agree with nor thought were significant enough for me to spend time addressing here. He said that our date was being changed to October 6th, and he felt positive about the hearing and thought a good result would come of it. He stated that he may be able to get the Judge to throw-out the Continuing Criminal Enterprise Charge (the one which carries the 20 Years to Life) and get me sentenced to somewhere between three & seven years. I knew it was a pretty big 'maybe' but, with the new trial motion looking good, I left the meeting feeling fairly positive. I only had a couple of weeks delay so I felt things were looking up.
The 27th of September was my Daughter's sixth birthday and I was somewhat depressed. I was unable to be there with her to celebrate her life! My wife and she were going down to Los Angeles to enjoy Magic Mountain (Six Flags), and see a dinosaur show. I felt sadness because I could not be with them, but joy as well because I knew my little one would have a great time. I love her very much ~ if she is happy then I am happy!
I wanted to arrange a present for her besides the normal drawings and letters that I usually send to her. I called one of my friends to order something she had asked me for off of the internet. I also drew a picture of her favorite cartoon characters with a banner sign placed above them that read "Happy Birthday Jasmine". We don't get any colored pencils in here or paint, and all of the previous drawings I had made for her had just been with pencil. I wanted to make her birthday drawing more 'special', so I bought Peanut M&M's from the commissary and melted the color off of them with hot water. ;) I made a jailhouse paint brush and did my best attempt to trying to bring some colorful life to the drawing.
I waited for the day of her birthday and her internet present never arrived and I felt that I had let her down. It was one simple present she had asked me for, and I told her I would get it for her and now did not come through with that promise. The company said it had been shipped but it never arrived! My wife had planned her party for the weekend following their return from L.A. (October 4th) so I truly thought I may have a little wiggle room, but when I called home on the Friday before the party, the gift still had not arrived. I was very frustrated….but knew my wife would plan a nice party. I resolved to just deal with this present not arriving problem next week. I had a very important court date on Monday and wanted to focus on that as well.
On Saturday night, an altercation occurred in our pod and we were all moved out to booking downstairs. About 25 of us sat in a holding cell designed to hold only five to ten people for 15 hours until finally we were brought back to our pod or dorm. When we arrived the C.O. informed us that many of us were going to be moved. I hoped I would not be one of the transfers but came to find out that I was when an officer asked me to "roll my stuff up" and told me I was being moved. I didn't want this move change for I had grown comfortable with my dorm and the other individuals in it.
I had no idea where they were transferring me to as I gathered my things and found out as I walked into the elevator I was going to a place located in the jail called the 'Dungeon'. When I walked inside ~ I knew immediately why it had been given its chosen name! It was dark with about fifty percent of the lights not functioning at all, very dirty, and would later discover it had no hot water either. I knew no one and thought to myself that I must make the best of this move because in the federal prison system I would many times probably be transferred, so this was something I probably should get accustomed to. I settled in by organizing my bedding and bunk area. After doing this task, I wanted to take a shower to wash off the pepper spray that had been used to secure the pod during the altercation, and then get some sleep because I had now been awake for a total of 40 hours straight. I got undressed and walked into the filthy shower stall and pushed on the button for the water ….. What came out of the shower-head shocked my body! The water was ice-cold and shot-out with extreme pressure. I washed myself as fast as I could and got out even faster. I was shivering and in total disbelief this was considered humane treatment! I dried myself off; walked to my bunk; dropped completely exhausted and fell fast asleep.
I woke up early to await my court call. I got dressed and ready when they called me shortly after 5:30 am. Of course, my hearing wasn't scheduled until 2:00 p.m. so I would wait in a series of holding cells for eight to ten hours, but at this point I was now becoming used to the routine.
I saw Ricardo on the elevator this time and we made the long walk to the holding cells together. We discussed whether we thought this court date would again be another postponement or not. I told him by the demeanor of my lawyer that I thought it would be and he felt it would not. I inquired about his children and girlfriend. He had good news on some and bad on others.
We were finally in sight of the over-packed holding cell and squeezed our way into it. I sat and talked to another guy I knew from Modesto who was here on a federal drug case. I asked him how his particular case was going and he said the Feds were not going under twelve years yet. Sentences for a decade or more are not unusual in federal drug cases regardless of your criminal history or it being your first offense. There is a matrix type of chart used whereby they plug into it your charge and amount to obtain a sentence range that spits out for them to follow and use. Unless, you have a certain amount or certain charge that invokes the mandatory minimum.
Like in my particular charge, it carries a mandatory minimum of twenty years regardless of any circumstances that would warrant a shorter sentence. The judge, by law, must sentence me to at least 20 years and it could go up to Life! How about that for Justice?
The Marshal's finally came to shackle us up and then loaded us all into the transport van. We arrived at the federal courthouse where we were then led in a single file line of red jumpsuits to the sound of chains clanking into the cold stainless steal holding cages.
We sat down and I began talking to another individual who was already there. He was awaiting a violation hearing. He had been through many federal prisons and camps and had a fairly good knowledge of what goes on. I picked his brains for a couple of hours and confirmed some things I already knew and found out some things I didn't.
Hours passed, and finally the Marshal called Ricardo and I out for our case. I thought it was for court, but he said one of our attorneys wanted to meet with both of us. When the door opened to the room I saw it was Ricardo's lawyer. He informed us there was going be no postponement and the judge would be ruling on the motion today. If it was granted a new trial would be set. If it was denied he would sentence us.
I was convinced it was going to be postponed and didn't have my sentencing speech ready and just generally did not feel ready to get sentenced. However, I thought to myself there is not any better time and waiting wasn't going to change anything so we might as well get on with it.
The Marshals came and said they were ready to take us up to the other holding cell just outside the courtroom There we sat in silent contemplation for what seemed like another two hours. I was anxious to go into the court room yet also dreading a terrible outcome. I was trying to remain positive and hopeful and told Ricardo about the good things my lawyer had told me at our last meeting. He seemed unmoved at my attempt to lighten the mood. He and I started making jokes about the significant amount of time we were facing and I thought to myself that humor is a type of defense mechanism one needs to escape from a very un-humorous situation or reality. Just as this thought was passing through my mind, the Marshals came in and said "They are ready for you guys." Ricardo and I rose; looked at each other; both swallowed; and I said "Well….Let's get it over with."
We left the dark gray holding area and entered the lit wood paneled courtroom with its cathedral like ceiling. The audience was packed inside, as expected, with friends, family, and supporters on one side of the room, and U.S. attorneys, police, federal agents, and reporters on the other. Our usual U.S. attorney was not present and we were informed she would not let another U.S. attorney conduct the hearing, but would do it herself via a satellite from Washington D.C. I had a feeling she would not miss the final act of our courtroom drama no matter how many time zones were between us.
Ricardo and I sat down in our chairs which were ironically very far from our attorney's table and at the very outskirts of the courtroom. It was a very sharp contrast to the places we took when we were free fighting the case from the outside right next to our attorneys at the table. Now, we were so far on the perimeter it was almost as if we were spectators or observers of our own fate, like we had no power over what was happening, nor did anyone care for our input. It was a very helpless feeling indeed.
The judge brought court into session. He said "We are here for sentencing" as though he didn't care about our new trial motion. His demeanor towards us was very different on this day….He seemed cold and uncompassionate! My lawyer corrected him and said it would be pertinent to rule on the motion prior to sentencing us. The judge agreed and said "my tentative ruling is…." And my attorney interrupted and asked if we could have oral arguments before he could finish his sentence. He said he would allow it but seemed as though he was merely going through the motions.
My attorney presented his arguments which I thought could have been better, and Ricardo's attorney was even less impressive and they rested. Then the U.S. attorney over a loud speaker from Washington D. C. proceeded to dismantle each of our issues one by one until it came to our jury misconduct issue which I though was our strongest. We had declarations from two jurors which stated they both either read or were told about it in an outside article and this information influenced their judgment and until that point they did not think the government had proven their case, but after hearing about this article on Medical Marijuana they decided to vote guilty because they didn't think it was a serious offense and had they known we both were facing a twenty year mandatory minimum, the would nave never voted guilty during their deliberations.
The judge himself began to argue against this misconduct issue and went into detail why he knows it would not merit a new trial. I thought this was very unusual for the judge to be arguing against us and he continued to uninterrupted. My lawyer told the judge it was the prosecutions burden to show it didn't influence the jury and the judge asked for the prosecutions argument. She simply restated what the judge had just argued. I leaned over to Ricardo and said to him "We Lost."
After the prosecution was finished, the judge systematically denied all of our issues and denied our new trial motion all together by stating there was overwhelming evidence we were a criminal enterprise and we made 9.2 million dollars and committed numerous federal narcotic violations. He said there was not enough time to sentence us today, but he would set the calendar date for our sentencing to be on November 10th.
The judge had done a full 180° turn on his position toward us. He went from someone who seemed sympathetic and compassionate about our cause, and someone who wanted any legal reason not to give us 30 years in prison to someone who now despised us, who was cold, calculated, and would enjoy putting us away for decades. I don't know if he received a phone call from Washington telling him to wash us or what, but it seemed that this was now the case by his demeanor.
When the hearing concluded, Ricardo and I stood to the sounds of our families crying in sadness. I looked over at them, smiled, and said it would be alright. My lawyer told me he would come see me over at the jail. I asked him for a copy of my speech he was supposed to send to me and he reached into his file and handed it to me.
The Marshals ushered Ricardo and I out of the courtroom. I was in total shocked disbelief and though I walked, I was unaware of my body movements. I could not believe we had been denied our new trial. I thought and do believe we have worthy issues that merits a new trial or something positive….and they were all shot out of the sky like a wounded duck. Reality began to set in as I realized the judge would probably go with the probation recommendation of 30 years and there is a very good chance that I would be in prison until I am 60 years old.
Ricardo felt the judge had covered all the bases to ensure our appeal would be unsuccessful and I half heartedly agreed with him, but I still remain hopeful. No matter what, I never want to lose hope because hope is something they can never ever take away from me, I can only surrender it.
I have to admit that hope was hard to hold onto when sitting in that cold gray cell after our hearing session. However, I thought to myself, I must keep on fighting and we could not & should not give up….for my dear family, for my precious daughter, and for my own sanity….We still had the 9th Circuit Court of Appeals; We still had the Supreme Court; and We still had Our Hope!
Granted it was very difficult to be positive after this heavy blow! Ricardo and I were both depressed; exhausted; and totally mentally, as well as, physically spent! All I wanted now, at that particular moment, was to get back to my bunk and lay down to sleep! I needed to put this rough day behind me!
Strength and Honor,
Luke Scarmazzo aka "KRAZ"
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Friday, September 26, 2008
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August 11, 2008
The day before, on Sunday my attorney came to visit me, He informed me that my sentencing date of August 11th was going to be postponed. This is the news I didn't want to hear. At this point I had grown very tired of being in Fresno county jail and wanted to move on to whatever Federal Prison I was going to be sent to. One of the main reasons was the way visiting is conducted in the county jail system.
You are allowed two thirty minute visits each week by a total of three people. Your visitors wait in a huge line for up to a few hours and then shown to an elevator which arrives to a room that resembles a hallway with fifteen metal stools in front of a piece of a glass that is several inches thick. Each stool has a phone receiver adjacent to it and the other side is identical to the one that I describe. There is no human contact during these visits. You may only communicate with your visitors through the phone receiver and see them through the clouded glass. It is a very frustrating set up. Your children and loved ones are so close but you cannot touch them, hold them, or comfort them. Among other reasons for where the quality of food, the restriction of sunlight and outdoor yard time. Ironically prison offers significantly more freedom then county jail, enabling an individual to pass his time with less difficulty.
So when my attorney told me the postponement could be up to two months away in October I wanted a valid explanation. He told me that he needed more time to perfect the new trial motion that had been filed on the twenty first of July and he had a trial scheduled in September so he needed an extension to work on it. He explained that he filed just a Skeleton motion to preserve our deadline and he needed to add to it with more case law and new issues that had arrived involving jury misconduct. He told me that he knows I want to leave this county jail but these are important issues and need the right amount of attention and should not be rushed. "If this motion can get u a new trial for a reduction in your sentence then it will be well worth the extra couple of months", he said. Even though I want to ship out to a prison very badly my better judgment knew he was correct so I agreed to the delay.
"Scarmazzo bunk ten get ready for federal court and officers will be there shortly", was the sound that I expected to Blair over the loud speaker but it never can. I just heard of other names and bunk numbers. I wonder if my lawyer some how rescheduled my court date with me having to show up. I was some what baffled because he told me the day before that we would have to go to court and ask the judge for the postponement. I waited and still no call. Then a friend who had court the same day said he ask the C.O. if we were on the federal court list and they said we were not. I wasn't to disappointed because to have to go wait in a series of holding cells for half the day just to walk in and get are sentencing days pushed back was not something I was to excited about doing. I went about my day getting up about eight a.m., showering, brushing my teeth and putting on my jail issue bright red jump suit. At about a quarter to nine a C.O. came into our pod and called me out for court. He informed me that the marshalls had just called for me and that there may have been a mix up of some sorts. I followed the familiar routine of going to the elevator, the pat downs and the long walk to the holding cells yet this time the Marshall was waiting for me. He didn't have me wait in the cell but he immediately began shackling me up. I glanced over and saw Ricardo sitting on the benched already cuffed up and waiting to go. He had a stack of papers in his hands. I greeted him and asked with the papers were. He said " they are case law that I have been having this guy in my pod bring to me from the law library". I didn't think he had been working on our case like that and I was happy to see he was making such an effort. He awkwardly tried to show me some of the papers while his hands were restrained to his belly chain. I told him we would have plenty of time to look at them being that our hearing was at 3:00 pm and it was roughly 9:00 am. He agreed and stopped straining his hands as boarding the van. When we got to the federal courthouse and led to the steel cages I realized why I had been picked up so "late". The cages were full and the Marshall said " we have over eighty people scheduled for court today". As the hours rolled and people came and went Ricardo and I just continued to wait and go through the paperwork he had gathered. He had some pretty good cases but non that were similar to ours, our case is very unique and I have not come into contact with any that have the same circumstances. We were the only medical cannabis dispensary to ever be charged and convicted of the organized crime offense called a Continuing criminal Enterprise and only one other dispensary in the history of the justice system and out of the 94 federal districts has been charged with the same offense and it just so happens its in our district and was charged by our same U.S. attorney. What a coincidence. Ricardo and I were finally called at what must have been the 79th and 80th person and were directed into the courtroom. The audience was packed , with the left side consisting of all of our friends, family, and supporters and the right with all the agents, others, u.s. attorneys, police officers, and many other government officials, and again most of whom had no involvement in our case. Then I remembered that everyone thought this was still our sentencing date and it still could be if the judge denies our request for a postponement. I thought to myself as I did before why are all these u.s. attorneys and law enforcement personnel here. Some have traveled as far as Sacramento to sit in on this hearing. Don't they have anything better to do? I mean, couldn't they just had someone call them and let them know what happened if they were so interested in the outcome? But no, they wanted to be there in person and smell the blood of the cannabis providers like twisted wild dogs. You could almost see them salivating, there watchful eyes waiting for the first sign of distress. Ricardo and I sat down and waited for the hearing to begin. Just before the judge brought court into session Ricardo daughter Nina yelled out "Daddy!" The judge with his snow white hair, royal blue collared shirt, and jet black robe began. "I have this down today as sentencing" he then turned to my attorney and asked if that was correct and I looked over at the lead drug enforcement agent on our case, his daughter and mine had played in the pool at the hotel we were both staying at during trial. Our wives had watched over them chatting cordially. He would later compliment my daughter by saying she was extremely beautiful. I thanked him. Now he made eye contact with me and quickly turned away. He didn't look back at me and almost looked shameful for his part that he played in this tragedy. I think he has a good heart, a con-science, and knows we do not deserve to be taken away from our families for the next several decades. I'm sure he has dealt with much more violent criminals whom were real danger to our society that received far less of a penalty them we faced on this day. My attorney responded to the judge that he was seeking a postponement until October 6th to add to the new trial motion and because he has a trial scheduled in September. The judge asked what the government position was, and almost before the judge could finished the U.S. attorney immediately objected. She stated that my lawyer had asked for two months to file this motion which is more then enough time and now he is asking for another two months. She said she had been promoted to Washington D.C. and had orders to clear her caseload by October. My lawyer replied that he had a death in his family and would need the postponement. The judge said he would give us until September 15th and no later and he would rule on the motion then and either grant it and schedule a new trial date or deny it and sentence us then and there. So we got the postponement. I'm sure this was a disappointment to the blood thirsty animals in the gallery but they would be back I assured myself on the 15th. I thought it was unusual that our prosecutor was going to be promoted to Washington, I had a suspicion it was because of the valiant triumph over the "medical cannabis dispensing criminal enterprise". I later found out she will be handling the writs of habeas corpus from Guantanamo Bay. Those poor bastards. The marshal's ushered us to the side door leaving the courtroom and I looked into the direction of the judge, our eyes met and I could be wrong but for a split second I got the feeling the judge was hoping we were going to give him a good reason not to sentence us. It was a look of compassion. I have no doubts he will follow the law but if and only if we have an issue of substance the judge might just rule in our favor. I left the illuminated courtroom and entered the dark holding cages. Ricardo and I discussed our families as we waited for our transport back to the county jail. I hoped that all these postponements and waiting were not in vain.
September 4, 2008
I received a copy of my motion for a new trial today. At first I thought the new trial motion was merely a formality that occurs whenever someone is found guilty in a jury trial. I had seen others found guilty before and new trial motions filed but never heard of them succeeding, so I didn't put much hope in this one either and was preparing for my appeal to the 9th circuit court of appeals in san Fransico. However over the past few months I had been hearing the progress that had been being made on the motion. We had some jurors come forward and state that they had been prejudicial by a news article that was read and that they were improperly influenced by that and other conversations during deliberations. They also stated that if they had known about the mandatory minimum of 20 years, they would have most certainly not voted guilty. There were also several other issues that showed promise. So the motion definitely gained weights during my jail stay here. I would say it went from a " not a chance" to "an extremely long shot" to, after reading it today, "we have a valid chance." When mail cal happened today I saw the package from my attorney and was anxious to read it and had been expecting it for a while now. As I began reading it, and saw the quality of the issues raised and the jurors' declarations, I became very excited. In jail its easy to get excited at the slightest glimmer of hope and I usually don't get too carried away on any of these things, because the system has a way of shooting down even the most convincing arguments and usually if you get too hopeful or excited in lock up you are just setting yourself up for a big let down. But as I read the jurors declarations I became very overwhelmed with positive hope. I began thinking that maybe just maybe we can win this motion hearing on September 15th and get a new trial. I know we wouldn't be out of the dark yet, but it would be such an uplifting turn of events among a series of setbacks. I immediately called home to my wife to deliver the good news I had received. When bad news would arrive I usually would put it off for a while, I didn't want to ruin any ones good day and good conversation with bad news. But today I was happy and I could call with positive progress and wasted no time doing so. I also brought it to the attention of a few people here around me that could grasp the concept of the motion and the legal arguments posed. They too express joy that I potentially still had a chance of avoiding a 30 year prison term altogether today was one of the better days I have had in Fresno county jail so far
STRENGTH and HONOR
LUKE SCARMAZZO
aka KRAZ
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
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Category: Life
June 2, 2008.
I had been in Fresno County Jail for a little over two weeks. It takes time adjusting to incarceration regardless of the person or enviroment. My prior case I spent 18 months in whats called the "hole" or "shu". Shu stands for secure housing unit. This perticular shu was two man cells with a sink, toilet, and a desk inside of each dell with a steel door. We got 3 hours a week for our showers and the remainder of the time on a concrete yard. 3 hours a week is not much and the rest of the time we remained in our cell. Believe it or not you actucally get used to it, the human-being is a very adaptable species. Here in Fresno its "pod" or "dorm" living. It consists of 72 bunks, 3 beds high all within a few feet of each other. There is whats called a day room with octagon shaped tables scattered throughout. Nothing seperates the day room from our sleeping area. There is an upstairs and downstairs that have basically an identical floorplan, except the upstairs has the "pod bathroom." This is two urinals, four toilets, three shower stalls, and five sinks. The bathroom is also for the most part out in the open. There is a lack of privacy in this type of "housing" in contrast to cell living as well as a highten tension because of the close quarters and so many people joined into such a small area. However both have their pros and cons. There is more freedom to move around and more social interaction, but in lock up a pro can quickly turn into a con. This day we were scheduled to return to court to see if the U.S. Attorney is going to retry us on the Conspiracy to distribute marijuana charge that the jury dead locked on. Despite the U.S. Attorney convicting us on the 20 to life charge of a CCE, I still had a feeling she was going to retry us on this count as well. Here is my theory on why, and its not just her lack of conscience or benevolence, she had a bit of a strategy. If she decided to retry us on on that one count, and even is she gained a conviction it would not affect our sentence because the penalty for this offense is 10 years and we already had 20 which the judge would run concurrent together. So it would make no difference to us, sentence wise if we were retried and convicted. However here is where her strategy comes into play. If we were to get our conviction overutrned on appeal on the 20 year charge of CCE without her retrying us on the conspiracy, we would only do a couple of years, but if she retryed and convicted us on the conspiracy count and we got the CCE charge reversed we would still have to do 10 years, so its was almost like a safety net for her to make sure we did atleast a decade in prison. A bit confusing I know. But lastly I thought with the lack of money and the overcrowding of the court system she may not choose to retry us, because she already won a 20 year conviction, which is way excessive for our alleged "crime," and we would have nothing to lose. It would be a complete waste of resources on the governments behalf for no gain, other than the fact I stated above. So I remained hopeful it would be dismissed but knowing the vindictivness of the U.S. Attorney she may want to overkill us, waste money, and continue to pound in another conviction on the horriable "medical cannabis criminals." Of course to protect society from medicated cancer patients and their providers. I am sure the world is a safer place with Ricardo and I behind bars for decades, not to mention the smart use of our limited resources. This was also the day where we were going to have a forfeiture hearing to see what else the government was going to take beside our freedom. I was awakend at 5:30 am and taken to a hloding cell at 6:30 am. This was my first time seeing Ricardo since our verdict. He was sitting down in the crowded holding cell and smiled when he saw me. It was good to see him, he's the only familiar face I had seen in weeks. The U.S. marshalls shortly arrived to transport us over to the federal courthouse. They were in a rush despit our court hearing not being shceduled until 3:30pm. In the limited time I have had dealing with the feds and marshalls I have noticed there is a lot of "hurry up and wait." We were being rushed to the federal courthouse to sit in a stainless steal cage for a court hearing that was over 8 hours away but I have learned quickly that when dealing with this system you dismiss all logic and reason. 3 O'clock finally rolled around and we were led in hand and feet shakles that we had now been on for 10 hours, into the courtroom. It was extremely bright compared to the dark dungon we had just spent hald the day in. As I walked in the courtoom (I had not been there since our devestating"guilty" verdict,) feelings and thoughts overwhelmed me. I felt as though I was revisiting a crime scene, there was a depressing, sad, unescapable presence in the atmosphere, like I was in a horriable dream, that I knew the outcome of, but couldn't wake up. I looked at the audience and saw our family members and reporters. They made no noise, but I could almost hear an undiscriable slience of pain. I smiled and faced the judge, trying not to let the U.S. attorney take pleasure in our tragedy, masking any indication of the destruction they had caused us and our families. My lawyer walked over to my chair before the hearing started and said " she is going to retry you on the conspiracy" before I could respond the judge brought court into session. They started with forfeiture part they went through a list of cash seizures that included our bank accounts, safety deposit boxes, ect..ect..to make a long story short they took it all dispite our protests, stating that it was all from illegal drug procedures. Then they said they added up our gross reciepts and they totaled 9.2 million dollars, and stated that federal law says that we are liable for this entire amount minus the money they siezed. Regardless of the fact these were gross reciepts meaning before we paid salary, business expenses, taxes (state and federal), and all other operatin costs. I objected to this and called my lawyer over to me. I said we paid around 2 million in taxes, how are we liable to pay this if the same government that we gave these proceeds to is now saying we owe them the entire gross amount, this didn't seem right to me. My lawyer tried to make this argument and the judge and U.S. Attorney conceded that there was never a case like this before, where a supposed "drug kingpin" paid taxes, but in all other "kingpin" cases the individual or enterprise was liable for their entire goss receipts and could not subrtact operation expenses. This made no sense, but thats only if you apply reason and logic, which does not exist in the federal law system as I said before. So they concluded the forfieture part of the proceedings, by saying Ricardo and I owe the federal government both together and seperatly 8,911,574.22 dollars. It almost seemed like a sick joke except nobody was laughing. First they charged us as organized crime drug kingpins when they knew we were a state approved medical cannabis dispensary, then they give us 20 years on our first ever drug offense for following California Law, and now they say in addition to these penalties you owe us just under 9 million dollars!! I thought to myself am I the only one who sees the absurdity in all of this? Am I stil in America? Apparently so.
The next part of the hearing was on whether or not the U.S. Attorney was going to retry us on the conspiracy. The judge asked the US Attorney " what is the governments position on this" She replied "your honor since the defendants are filing a motion for a new trail," which we hadn't yet, but we were in the process of " the government seeks to retry the defendants on count two conspiracy to distribute." It didn't surprise me much. Throught out this whole ordeal, the us attorney has had a repungnant self-rightousness about her. She has treated us as some of the most dangerous threats to society and the most heinous criminals she has had the pleasure of opposing. Extremely relentless in her prosecution of Ricardo and I. I guess she had probably told her self this lie over and over until she believed it to be true. In any aspect she was a very worthy advisary. The judge then asked our attorney what day they would like to set this matter for a status hearing, to see where we would be at. My attorney wanted to set it for three months form then. The US attorney agreed and it was seconds from being over when I stood up and called my attorney to me. The US Marshalls told me to sit down. I wanted to tell him this is my life and my court hearing I can voice my opinion on anything I want, but I held my tongue. My attorney asked the judge to give him a monment to confer with his client and came over and asked me whats up. I thought to myself I am not going to sit here another year or so and await this insignificant trial. So if she wants to retry us and waste all these resources and time I am going to call her bluff and force her to do it within 45 days by envoking my right to a speedy trial. After all when pressed for time and just coming off of our week trial, they wouldn't have prepared for us to counter attack in this way. I voiced this to my lawyer, and he said to the judge " your honor my client would like to envoke his right to a speedy trial." The US attorney replied " that since they are filing a new trial motion that automatically forced them to waive time!" The judge stated that he did not think she was correct on this and if she thought otherwise she would need case law to support her position and gave her until june 16th to show this and said we would all return on this date to find out, but said in closing that if she failed to show this case law we would be in trial within 45 days. The proceedings concluded and the marshalls retrieved us and led us out of the courtroom. I thought to myself, I know she won't have the case law and with such a short time to prepare for another long trial she would dismiss the charge, but we would have to wait unti the 16th to find our for sure.
June 16th, 2008
The same routine commenced on this day as did on the second of june. Incarceration is a very routined existance. Inmates tend to become locked into a repetitive order that brings a sense of security to their lives, granted it is a very false sense. No matter how much the administration and bureaucrats try or state to the contrary, lock up is never comfortable or secure. An interuption to these emotional states can come from many different forms. The break in my routine on this day came in the form of a court call. This can be prepared and anticipated, unfortunatley many of the others cannot. Again I was woken up at 5:30am and pulled out at 6:30 am, searched for weapons, which is just a pat down by the correctional officers here in the county jail, and led to an elevator that takes me to the basement. I exited the elevators to a "guard station" that scans my wrist band and I am double checked on a list to make sure I was an "G.P." or general population. As a G.P. inmate we're allowed to enter all of the general areas of the jail, and court without major concern for our safety. They can interact with the entire jail population. The other calssification of an inmate is "P.C." or protective custody. These individuals have to be kept away from the general population for a variety of reasons. Among them are child molesters, rapist, other committed other sex crimes, they have testified or are going to testify against another person, members of a group whos safety is in jeopardy in a particular institution, are mentally unfit, or on rare circumstances are extreme threats to the safety of a anyone they come in contact with. There are also gray areas between the two classifications that are unique to an inmate and the individual circumstances surrounding him or her. The people who dedide the proper "label" for the inmate are called classification officers. After confirming my G.P. status he directed me to walk down a long concrete hallway to the holding cells. When I got there I saw Ricardo once again, gave him a brotherly greeting, sat down next to him and discussed what had occured in our regions of the jail and with our families within the past couple of weeks. Ricardo seemed to be holding up pretty well for this being his first protracted jail stay and the totality of our case and sentence. He is a strong minded man, which I had known for a long time now, for what we had been through together. This was the thirteenth year I have known Ricardo and I consider him family. The U.S. marshalls arrived like clock work and pulled each of us out of the cell one by one. They stood us up facing a wall instructing us to put our hands on the wall and spread our feet. They patted us down again, this was my second one in the course of 20 minutes. They hand cuffed our hands and wraped a chain around our waist connecting it to our hand cuffs with a pad lock. Then they cuffed our ankels together with a 12 inch chain that makes it extremely hard to walk. One has to take baby steps as the cuffs dig into the skin on your ankels leaving welts and cuts by the end of the day. After they completed this task, a dozen or so people are then take to the federal court house. We boarded a dark blue van. Upon arrival we filed out of the van and are taken to the stainless steel holding cage to wait for our hearing that was 7 hours away. A diverse group of people can be found in these holding cells. Some are here for the first time, others whom have done many years in the federal system, and in many different institutions, a large group of mexican nationals or "pisas" are here for illegal entery to the US and many drug cases as well. The one thing all of us have in common is we are al fighting or have been found guilty of a fereral charge. I like to speak to the other individuals that have been to other federal prisons to see what knowledge or wisdon I can gain about the particular places they have done time in. Being that it is highly likely that I will end up in the federal prison system for a number of years, I like to find our what prisons have "cool" programs, good food, favorable visiting conditions (considering I have a wife and child), and other things that may influence a request for a particular prison destination. One thing I want to make clear, from my conversations I have gained information that you may request a certain prison, but it is up to the Board of Prisons (B.O.P.) where you end up. After you have been at an institution for 18 months with no rule violations you can request a transfer to a prison you desire. However, you must be very careful, I have heard a request to Miami can end up landing you in Texas, its all up to the BOP.
After many hours of waiting we were finally called out of the holding cell to our hearing. As I walked into the brightly lite up courtroom I saw many familiar faces, some pleasant some I could have done without seeing. Many of our Families, friends and supporters have been at every court date. I do appreciate the support and I would like to personally thank all of them for being there through these trying times, My wife DeVina, daughter Jasmine, my mother, father close friends and family, and others who I would like to name but it woud be like writing a phone book not a journal entry or blog. Ther are also many that "should have" been there but were not, I will leave that issue alone for now though. After my eyes adjusted to the lights I noticed the depressing feelings I was feeling at my prior court date weren't as strong. I didn't know if I was getting used to these tramatic events like a E.R. docto, becoming immune to the sight of blood, or if i was just becoming numb to some human emotions all together. A defense mechanism of being incarcerated is to block our certain natural emotions that will make your time eaiser to pass. I won't go into detail on this but it happens whether you like it or not, it is just human nature. As I was pondering this, the judge abruptly brought the hearing to order. He said the reason for this hearing was to see if the U.S. Attorney found case law to support her position, that we had to waive time on our speedy trial, because we had a new trial motion being filed. He said " I have not recieved anything from the government." the US attorney responded that she could not find the case law and we had a right to a speedy trial with no waiver of time. The judge then asked my lawyer when he would like to schedule the trial. " when does the time expire" my lawyer relpied . and the judge told him a date in mid-july. My lawyer said that date would be find and then the judge asked the US attorney if that date was suitable for her as well. She responded with the government does not see a reson to retry the defendants with a new trial motion still pending so in the interest of justice she would like to dismiss count two of the indictment conspiracy to distribute amarijuana. I said " yesss!!" in my head. Our strategy worked and she was forced to dismiss with our speedy trial rights being envoked. Granted it was a very small victory, but it came after tremendous defeat so any battle that ended in our favor was warmly welcomed. I then asked my lawyer to address two more issues. The first was I had been trying to get to the law library for several weeks now and was being denied access by the jail. They stated a jail policy saying you had to "pro per". ( which is a latin term meaning you have to be representing yourself.) I know as a federal inmate I had a federal right to the law library regardless of any local jail policy. If federal law can trump the state law, that I was following and landed me in prison for 20 or so years, it most certainly it should be able to override some local jail policy. My lawyer told the judge about my access being blocked and the judge said he would send a letter requesting my acess be granted. The second issue was my blood pressure medication. I had put in many medical forms for my perscried blood pressure medication but got no response. My lawyer expressed this to the judge and he said to give him the name of my medication and he would perosnally contact the jail doctor who was on staff on behalf of the federal inmates. Healthcare is one of the top complaints in our nations penal system and Fresno county jail is no exception. The default treatment for any illment is 2 ibprofin and being sent back to you cell. THe doctors and the medical assistants you deal with are very uncompassionate and cold. Dental work is virtually non-existant, and the only procedure performed is a tooth extraction no matter what is wrong or needed. In their defense the small staff is overburdend, undertrained, and underpaid. Staph infection and other superbugs are rampant in this facility. Leaving the courtroom I felt like some good progress had been made. Our next cout date is August 11th, where the judge will rule on our new trial motion and if it is granted, a new trial date will be set, if it is denied we will be sentenced right then and there to whatever our prison term will be. I can only pray our motion is granted and we have our day in court again.
STRENGTH AND HONOR
LUKE AKA KRAZ
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Saturday, August 30, 2008
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Category: Life
"MISSION STATEMENT"
These are my daily journal entries. They are meant to perodically record, my journey and struggles through this case, the federal prison system and my life. I do not write them for recongnition or notoriety, they are but to document and communicate a real life stroy of the adversity, successes, and families during my incarceration. There have been others before me, but my story is unique and my own, with no embellishment or exaggerations. I write honest truth in every word. You will feel as I feel, see as I see and think my thoughts as we walk down the path God has choosen for me. I write these entries for my family, friends, fans, supporters, community, and anyone whom can learn from or would like to read about my situation and tribulations. I use this medium as well to convay my ideas, my causes, and my dreams, to help people, my supporters as well as my critics to better understand me as a person. I also write to remain in contact with the outside world, and to obtain feedback from my fellow man either positive or negitive. I welcome and even encourage comments, replies, and questions to help me further understand and assess my travels through time and simultaniously enlighten anyone who can gain wisdom from me, my prediciment, or my battles. These are my words, this is my life.
Strength and Honor,
Luke Scarmazzo aka "KRAZ"
MAY 15, 2008
THIS DAY BEGAN AS THE REST OF THE WEEK HAD, WAKING UP AT THE RADDISON HOTEL HERE IN FRESNO, CALIFORNIA. WE HAD BEEN STAYING THERE SINCE THE BEGINING OF THE TRIAL. THE JURY HAD ALREADY BEEN IN DELIBERATIONS SINCE MONDAY SO WE DIDN'T HAVE TO GO TO COURT UNTIL EITHER RICARDO'S OR MY ATTORNEY CALLED US. MY WIFE DEVINA AND DAUGHTER JASMINE JOINED THE REST OF MINE AND RICARDO'S FAMILY AT BREAKFAST DOWN STAIRS. MY THOUGHTS WERE WONDERING. BEING IN DEIBERATIONS THIS LONG I THOUGHT WAS A GOOD THING, EITHER LEANING TOWARD A HUNG JURY OR FULL AQUITTAL. YET THE TUESDAY BEFORE ONE OF OUR MOST FAVORABLE JURORS, WE'LL CALL HIM MR. JOHNSON, WAS DISMISSED AND REPLACED BY AN ALTERNATE STATING HE COULD NOT VOTE GUILTY. I TRIED TO MAKE SENCE OF THIS. COULD IT MEAN THE REST OF THE JURY WAS ALREADY VOTING GUILTY, AND HE WAS THE ONE HOLD OUT BEING PRESSURED BY THE REST? OR DID HE SIMPLY WANT OUT OF JURY DUTY? THESE AND MANY OTHER QUESTIONS CLUSTERED MY MIND. IT HAD BEEN TWO MORE DAYS, SO SURELY THEY WERE NOT ALL VOTING GUILTY OR IT WOULD BE OVER ALREDY, I CONVINCED MYSELF. JUST THE AMOUNT OF TIME OF DELIBERATION HAD TO BE A GOOD SIGN, AND PERSONALLY I FELT THE TRIAL WENT FAIRLY WELL, THE JURY HAD TO KNOW WE WERE COMPLYING WITH STATE LAW AND AT LEAST A FEW WOULD VOTE NOT GUILTY. I REALLY WANTED THE JURY TO LAST ONE MORE DAY AT LEAST AND RECESS FOR THE WEEKEND. I WANTED TO GO HOME AND LEAVE FRESON AND RELAX WITH MY FAMILY FOR A FEW DAYS. THEN AT ABOUT 11 A.M. MY LAWYER CALLED AND SAID THE JURY HAS A QUESTION. THEY HAD QUESTIONS BEFORE, USUALLY JUST A REQUEST OR A MATTER OF LAW WHICH WE HAVE TO ALL BE PRESENT FOR. SO WE DROVE THE FEW BLOCKS TO THE COURTHOUSE. I HAD A FEELING TODAY WAS DIFFERENT SOMETHING ABOUT THE TONE IN OUR ATTORNEYS VOICES. WE ARRIVED AND I WAS RIGHT. THEY HAD ONE QUESTION. IF THEY HAD REACHED VERDICTS ON ALL BUT ONE CHARGE, WOULD THAT NULLIFIY THE REST OF THE VERDICTS? THE JUDGE INSTRUCTED THEM IT WOULD NOT BUT TO TRY TO REACH VERDICTS ON ALL CHARGES, AND TOLD ALL PARTIES TO REMAIN CLOSER TO THE COURTHOUSE BECAUSE THE JURY STATED THEY ONLY NEDDED A FEW MORE HOURS. I AGAIN TRIED TO MAKE SENSE OF THIS, COULD IT MEAN THEY HAD VOTED NOT GUILTY ON ALL BUT THE 20 YEAR CHARGE OF CONTINUING CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE (CCE), BUT THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN UNLIKELY, BECAUSE THE ELEMENTS OF THE CCE REQUIRE THAT WE MUST BE GUILTY OF SOME OF THE OTHER CHARGES. MAYBE THEY WERE NOT GUILTY ON ALL CHARGES EXCEPT A SMALLER CULITIVATION CHARGE. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE OF IT BUT I HAD A VERY BAD FEELING. I DIDN'T WANT TO SHOW MY DOUBT, AND I HAD TO REMAIN STRONG AND LOOK CONFIDENT FOR MY WIFE ,DAUGHTER , MOTHER AND FATHER. SO I PUT ON MY BEST FRONT BUT DEEP DOWN I KNEW IT WASN'T GOING TO BE GOOD. I WANTED TO WAIT OUTSIDE IN THE SUN AND THE FRESH AIR. YOU DON'T REALLY GET TOO MUCH OF THAT IN JAIL OR PRISON SO I TOLD EVERYONG LETS WAIT OUTSIDE. I WANTED TO BE CLOSE WITH MY FAMILY. I FELT LIKE A CONDEMMED MAN WAITING FOR THE EXECUTION IN A FEW HOURS. I WANTED TO HOLD MY DAUGHTER, SHE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON TO ME IN THE WORLD. SHE WAS RUNNING AND PLAYING ON THE GRASS ENJOYING THE HOT SPRING DAY. DEVINA WENT TO GO GET HER BUT I TOLD HER NOT TOO, I DIDN'T WANT TO INTERUPT HER JOYFUL PLAY TO SIT SOMBERLY WITH ME. WHEN SHE IS HAPPY I AM HAPPY. SO I JUST WATCHED HER PICK FLOWERS AND RUN ABOUT. I KEPT TELLING EVERYONE TO REMAIN POSITIVE IT WILL BE OK. THEY REAPEATED IT, I DON'T KNOW IF IT WAS JUST TO COMFORT ME OR IF THEY REALLY BELIEVED IT. I DIDN'T, I COULD SENSE THIS WAS GOING TO BE ONE OF MY LAST DAYS AS A FREE MAN SITTING IN THE SUN WITH MY FAMILY ON A SPRING DAY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS, I JUST KNEW. MOST PEOPLE SAY YOU SHOULD JUST RUN AWAY, AS FAR FROM THIS PLACE AS POSSIABLE, BUT I HAD TO STAND UP FOR WHAT I BELIEVE IN AND FACE WHATEVER I HAVE COMMING TO ME. SO I JUST WAITED. AT ABOUT 3 P.M. MY MOTHER CAME OUT AND SAID THE VERDICTS IN. I ASKED GOD TO GIVE MY FAMILY AND I STRENGTH AND WALKED INTO THE COURTROOM. IT WAS COMPLETELY FULL. ON ONE SIDE ALL OF OUR FAMILY AND SUPPORTERS, AND THE OTHER THE US ATTORNEYS, DEA AGENTS, POLICE AND GOVERNMENT OFFICALS. I REMEMBER THINKING TO MYSELF, WHY WOULD ALL THESE PEOPLE TAKE TIME OUT OF THEIR LIVES TO WITNESS A VERDICT THAT MOST HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH? DID THEY MERELY WANT TO WITNESS THE PAIN OF OUR FAMILIES IF WE WERE FOUND GUILTY OR FLAUNT THEIR TRIUMPH AT THE EXPENSE OF OUR TRADEGY? I WONDERED. THEN THE HONORABLE JUDGE WANGER CALLED IN THE JURY. WHEN THEY ALL ARRIVED HE ASKED IF THEY HAD REACHED A VERDICT. THEY SAID THAY HAD."IS IT TO ALL CHARGES" THE JUDGE SAID FIRMLY. THE FOREMAN RESPONDED IT WAS NOT, THEY WERE HOPLESSLY DEADLOCKED AS TO COUT TWO. I KNEW THIS WAS THE DISTRUBUTION OF MARIJUANA CHARGE AND HOPE RUSHED OVER ME. COULD IT BE, COULD WE BE NOT GUILTY ON ALL CHARGES. THE DISTRIBUTION WAS THE ONE I THOUGHT THE JURY WOULD HAVE FOUND US GUILTY ON. I LOOKED OVER AT RICARDO'S ATTORNEY AND HE WHISPERED "ITS GOING TO BE NOT GUILTY." THE JUDGE ASKED THE CLERK TO READ THE VERDICT. SHE SAID "AS TO THE DEFENDENT LUKE SCARMAZZO COUT ONE CONDUCTING A CONTINUING CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE,(THIS WAS THE HARSHEST TIME 20 YEARS POSSIBLY LIFE) WE FIND THE DEFENDENT GUILTY." MY HEART SANK, I HEARD MY ENTIRE FAMILY BURST OUT IN AGONY AND TEARS. I LOOKED FOWARD MOTIONLESS, 20 YEARS IN PRISON. I FLT LIKE I WAS WATCHING MYSELF IN THE THIRD PERSON INSIDE OF A BAD NIGHTMARE. I SNAPPED BACK TO EARTH TO THE CRYS OF JASMINE MY DAUGHTER SAYING "DADDY" SOBBING UNCONTROLLABLY. I DIDN'T EVEN HEAR THE OTHER CHARGES, THE WHOLE ROOM LOST SOUND. ALL I HEARD WAS SADNESS AND PAIN. I LOOKED BACK AND SAID" IT'S OK IT WILL BE ALRIGHT." THE JUDGE CALLED ALL THE ATTORNEYS INTO CHAMBERS TO DISCUSS A LEGAL MATTER. AS THEY LEFT RICARDO AND I GOT UP AND WENT TO OUR FAMILIES. I HUGGED MY DAUGHTER JASMINE, MY WIFE DEVINA, AND MY MOTHER AND FATHER. THEY BEGAN CRYING HYSTERICALLY. I COULD JUST MUTTER THE WORDS SLOWLY "IT WILL BE OK, IT WILL BE OK." THE JUDGE CAME BACK WITH THE ATTORNEYS AND WE SAT BACK DOWN AND THE FINISHED THE FORMALITIES. HURRIEDLY THE U.S. MARSHALLS CAME BEHIND RICADO AND I AND HANDCUFFED US. THEY STARTED TO LEAD US OUT AND RICARDO'S DAUGHTER YELLED OUT "DADDY" I LOOKED BACK AT JASMINE IN HER MOTHERS ARMS AND SHE HAD HER MOUTH OPEN TRYING TO SAY SOMETHING BUT NOTHING CAME OUT. SHE HAD A LOOK SO PAINFUL AND SAD ON HER BEAUTIFUL FACE, THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. THAT LOOK ON HER FACE LITERALLY BROKE MY HEART, CUTTING ME DEEPER THAN A BLADE COULD. WE WERE LED BACK INTO A HALLWAY AND STRIPPED OF OUR SUIT ATTIRE, WALLETS, BELTS, AND SHOES. IT WAS ALL HANDED TO OUR ATTORNEYS AND WE WERE LED TO A STEEL HOLDING CAGE. I LOOKED OVER AT RICARDO AND SAID "MAN.... .....20 YEARS....." WE WRE TRANSPORTED FROM THE FEDERAL COURTHOUSE TO THE FRESNO COUNTY JAIL AND BOOKED INTO JAIL. I WAITED IN BOOKING FOR 11 HOURS BEFORE FINALLY BEING SHOWED TO A BED. I LAID DOWN EXHAUSTED MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY, MY MIND STILL SPINNING TRYING TO PIECE TOGETHER WHAT JUST HAPPENDED. I CLOSED MY EYES AND FELL ASLEEP.
STRENGTH AND HONOR
LUKE SCARMAZZO A.K.A. "KRAZ"
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
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Category: Life
Tomorrow is the finale of the trial closing arguments and then the jury will deliberate. I remain confident; however the reality is that it can go either way. My fate is in the hands of 5 women and 7 men. The gravity of the situation is beginning to be felt. If convicted I will be sentenced to a minimum of 30 to 40 years in a federal prison with my enhancements and prior. I am 27 years old, I am a father and I am human. I would be between 60 and 70 years old by the time I was released from prison. I am standing up for what I think is right in the face of certain doom. I will not compromise myself, my beliefs or my morals no matter what the consequences. This could be my last writing as a free man and I have some words that need to be said.
To my daughter Jasmine you are my heart. Nothing in this world is more important or more sacred to me than you. I want you to be the best you can in whatever you choose. You are smarter than I ever was. My choices in life were always for you and with you in mind. I wanted you to never want for anything. I think my ambition far exceeded my reason. You are the only reason my potential consequence is dreaded so much. My loss of liberty could never compare to you loss of a stable loving father. It is you my love that has to pay the ultimate price in this tragic circus. For that I am truely sorry.
Continued this evening……
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