Best Friends Forever.
What does this mean to you?

When I think of Best Friends.. I think of:
The person you truly can't live life without
They are the most special people in your life
You can talk for hours about anything
-no matter how random or off the wall it may be
They are your cheerleaders
Your spirit booster
A shoulder to cry on
The One you can Totally be yourself around
-You never leave your comfort zone
You can trust them with anything
etc..

That's my definition of "Best Friends"

Now, There is not much need for explaining "Forever"..
But I will..
To Me, Forever means:
An unfathomable amount of time.


Does anything Truly Last Forever?
I know of nothing that lasts "forever".
Although, I always hope for it.

How come two people so close.. can separate so easily?

I have had several best friends in my life..
but it always seems like we gradually grow apart.

I guess the changes we go through in life can separates us.


I Do believe in "Best Friends Forever".
I just know it is hard work.
It's a full time job.
And As long as both friends work at it..
It can truly be a Forever kind of friendship.

I am 20 years old.
And at this point in my life..
I can only say I have had 1
"Best Friends Forever" Type of friendship.
I pray everyday it will last forever.
Thank you Coleman.

Basics:
Name:
Christina

Date of Birth:
02/20/1987

Birthplace:
Nashville, TN

Current Location:
South Carolina

Eye Color:
Green most of the time.. Sometimes Blue

Hair Color:
Brunette

Height:
5'7

Heritage:
American Indian

Piercings:
2 in each ear and nose

Tattoos:
none.. maybe 1 in the future


Favourites:
Band/Singer:
Imogen Heap

Song:
Congratulations {Blue October ft. Imogen

Movie:
The Outsiders

Disney Movie:
The Lion King

TV show:
Don't watch TV

Color:
Pinks

Food:
Grilled Chicken

Pizza topping:
Cheese

Ice-Cream Flavor:
Cookies and Cream

Drink (alcoholic):
none

Soda:
Root beer

Store:
Hobby Lobby

Clothing Brand:
American Eagle

Shoe Brand:
Whatever's comfy and matches

Season:
Spring

Month:
October

Holiday/Festival:
Christmas

Flower:
Roses

Make-Up Item:
Mascara

Board game:
Life


This or That
Sunny or rainy:
Sunny

Chocolate or vanilla:
Chocolate, Although I'm allergic to it.

Fruit or veggie:
Veggie

Night or day:
day

Sour or sweet:
sweet

Love or money:
love

Phone or in person:
in person

Looks or personality:
personality

Coffee or tea:
coffee

Hot or cold:
hot


Your:
Goal for this year:
find a better job

Most missed memory:
Hannah

Best physical feature:
Eyes

First thought waking up:
"Riley get out of my face!"

Hypothetical personality disorder:
Obsessive Compulsive

Preferred type of plastic surgery:
none

Sesame street alter ego:
Snuffleupagus

Fairytale alter ego: no clue


Greatest ambition:
Proving I can and Will succeed.

Greatest fear:
Losing Coleman

Darkest secret:
I don't like secrets.

Favorite subject:
Math


Worst habit:
Stuttering when I get excited


Do You:
Smoke:
no

Drink:
no

Curse:
occasionally

Shower daily:
yup

Like thunderstorms:
No, They scare me!

Dance in the rain:
Not in a Long time.

Sing:
yes

Play an instrument:
use to

Get along with your parents:
yup

Wish on stars:
Every night

Believe in fate:
somewhat

Believe in love at first sight:
no, lust at first sight maybe


Can You:
Drive:
yep

Sew:
sorta

Cook:
yup

Speak another language:
mucho peque?o espanol

Dance:
I like to, that doesn't mean it's any good.

Sing:
Just like the dancin. I like to, but that doesn't mean it's any good.

Touch your nose with your tongue:
nope

Whistle:
yup

Curl your tongue:
yup


Have You Ever:
Been Drunk:
yup

Eaten Sushi:
yea.. nasty stuff.

Been in Love:
sure have

Skipped school:
a few times

Made prank calls:
he he...

Sent someone a love letter:
yup

Stolen something:
a peice of candy when I was 5 or 6

Cried yourself to sleep:
sadly yes


Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person?
People who interupt someone in the middle of a conversation!!

Are you right or left handed?
right

What is your bedtime?
whenever I choose to go to bed.

Name three things you can't live without:
Cole, Bottled Water, Toothbrush

What is the color of your room?
White

Do you have any siblings?
yep

Do you have any pets?
Little Riley Roo Roo

Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars?
no

What is you middle name?
Louise

What are you nicknames?
Nina, Tina Turner {which I still don't understand), Twiggy, Nina Wena

Are you for or against gay marriage?
Yup.

What are your thoughts on abortion?
Against. You Know What Causes Pregnancy! Deal With It!

Do you have a crush on anyone?
yeppers

Are you afraid of the dark?
eh.. sorta kinda

How do you want to die?
peacefully.. sleeping

What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day?
I have no clue

Would you take a bullet for the one you love?
sure would

What is the last law you?ve broken?
I used my bright lights driving in the city {I had to though, I can't see at night!!)


In a Member of the Opposite Sex:
Hair color:
Dark Browns

Eye color:
Green or Blue

Height
5'10 or Taller

Weight
Athletic Build 185lbs

Most important physical feature:
Smile

Biggest turn-off
Spitting

Best (CLOSEST)
1. Female friends: dunno, probably my mom
2. Male friends: Coleman
3. Vacation: Hawaii.. It's so.. pretty
4. Memory: too many
5. Childhood vacations: flordia

Worst
1. Time of day: morning
2. Day of the week: tuesday, slow at work.. money is less
3. Food: mussels.. slimy, smelly, ew
4. Memory: there's a few

Last
1. Person you saw: Coleman
2. Talked to on the phone: Coleman
3.Texted: Coleman
4. Messaged over myspace: A girl I'm not too found of, now she knows
5. IM'd: Derek

Today
1. What are you doing right now? Doing this survey b/c I'm bored out of my mind
2. Wearing? fleece pants, long sleeve t-shire, and sweater
3. Better than yesterday? maybe, still in the waking up process

Tomorrow
1. Is: sunday
2. Got any plans: Spend the day with Cole and the puppy, Riley.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: sunday

Favorite
1. Number: 23
2. Song: so many of them
4 Season: mid spring


Currently
1. Missing someone: some family
2. Mood: tired, groggy.. dreading going to work
3. Wanting: cookies

True or False
I am a morning person: true & false, it varies
I am an only child: false
I am currently in my pj's: false
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: false
I am online 24/7: true i never log off
I can be paranoid at times: true
I currently regret something that I have done: False
I curse when I'm mad: true
I enjoy country music true
I enjoy jazz music: true
I enjoy talking on the phone: false
I have a hidden talent: true
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: false
I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong"boy/girl: use to be true, now I'm good
I have all my grandparents: False
I have at least one brother and/or sister: True
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor: false
I have changed a diaper: true
I have changed a lot over the past year: TRUE
I have done something illegal: true
I have had major/minor surgery: minor surgery (wisdom teeth)
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: true
I have had the cops called on me: false

I made these. I will keep adding to them as I make them! Do Not Hotlink! Host them your self!

So you found out today your life's not the same...
Not quite as perfect as it was yesterday but...
And I know it hurts and I know you feel torn...
But you never gave up this easily before...
So why do you choose today to give it all away...

A lot of people do not like the song on my page.
I love the song.
I love the lyrics.
I feel like something feels the way I do.

Here are the lyrics to the song Speeding Cars by Imogen Heap:


Here's the day you hoped would never come
Dont feed me violence, just run with me
Through rows of speeding cars
The paper cuts, the cheating lovers
The coffees never strong enough
I know you think its more than just bad luck

There, there, baby
Its just text book stuff
Its in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin
Oh dont lose your head
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I'll love you, yeh

Sleeping pills, no sleeping dogs lie never
Far enough away
Glistening in the cold sweat of guilt
Ive watched you slowly winding down for years
You cant keep on like this
Now is as bad of time as any

There, there, baby
Its just text book stuff
Its in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin
Oh dont kill yourself
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I'll love you, yeh

Its okay by me
Its okay by me
Its okay by me
It was a long time ago

Its okay by me
Its okay by me
Its okay by me
It was a - long - time - ago

There, there, baby
Its just text book stuff
Its in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin
Oh dont lose your head
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I'll love you, yeh

There, there, baby
Its just text book stuff
Its in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin
Oh dont kill yourself
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I'll love you, yeh

Okay, Sunday (the day after the wreck)

I was sore

real sore

It hurt to move

My neck

and my back hurt

and so did my stomach

and ribs.

 

I went to the doctor on Monday

He said I have extreme abdominal strain.

by that I mean All the muscles in my stomach

and under my ribs

 

It's getting better.

It hurts to laugh,

to sit up from laying down

or to lay down from sitting up

 

I was supposed to go back to work tomorrow

but that has been changed to Friday

 

I don't know when my car will get fixed

hopefully soon

I don't have any way around right now.

 

This was just an update...

all is well

 

:)

Well, The title says it all.

Around 1:30 p.m. today

I was in a car wreck.

 

No one was hurt

Thank God.

No, it wasn't my fault

I was rearended

 

Here's the story:

I was on Highway 49

I was about to make a left turn

on to Norman Harris Rd

(accross from Randy Rd)

I had to come to a complete stop

there were like 5 vehicles coming towards me

in the other lane

I glanced in my rearview mirror

A car topped the hill

I thought to myself

"Oh My God"

I clinched the stering wheel

tires squelled

Bang

 

I wasn't hurt.

I was scared the person who had hit me might be

I sat there for a second

trying to calm down

I was a bit shoken up

I called Mr.Mike (Coleman's dad)

the other driver got out of the car

and I did too

 

It was Heather Louallen

Thankfully she was okay

 

An older couple saw it happen

They were outside working in their yard

Both of our cars were still driveable

so we moved them to their driveway

 

The backend of my Cavelier is a little messed up

nothing major as far as I can tell

It didn't look to have done too much to her car either

She hit her head on the windshield

It craked the glass

She didn't have any marks from it.

I don't know how.. Thank God though.

 

The cops came..

filed an accident report

and said that the report could be picked up on Tuesday

 

I drove my car to the McKellar's house

I think the transmission is messed up

It didn't want to shift into a higher gear

when I got it to abou 35mph

 

My neck is stiff

and so is my upper back

I have a head ache still,

But that's expected with a car wreck

I'm kind of worried about my neck though.

I injured my neck my freshman year of highschool

I was in a wreck with my mom

I was put in a neck brace in that wreck

My neck keeps popping,

My neck has not popped since the wreck my freshman year.

 

I think I'll be okay.. I hope Heather's feeling alright too.

 

Well, there ya go. That's about it.

I'm just thankful

that Neither Heather and myself were seriously hurt.

with my pen & paper, im about
to pour my heart out so you can
see all the shit you've put me through
but i dont think you can handle it

So sick, so sick of being tired.
And oh, so tired of being sick.
We're both such
magnificent liars.
So crush me baby,
I'm all ears.
So obviously desperate,
so desperately obvious.
I'll give in one more time
and feed you stupid lines all about
"its basic..."

I'm not perfect.
Neither are you,
So quit acting like I'm the one who's
Got something to be ashamed of.

i dont ignore you, i just dont give a shit.
im not a bitch, im honest. im not mean, i just have jokes.
im not insecure, i just dont trust people.

Point of the story,
I believe in payback.
Letting people
screw you over
is just lazy and uncreative.


its about the
passions
we ache for.

Wash me oh so painfully clean
Disect my words with a fist full of your dreams
Build me up and strike me down please

Rise, rise, rise to fall
I never cared,
Never cared to try until now
To find home,
The distance grows
As the ground approaches
Faith,
At least in the form of gravity
Keeps me low at the ladder
Time to crawl to the salty hill
That fills my life

Shut up,
I'm wrong,
I know.
But we can't talk about it
All of the wars we won,
But we're still walking home
dont give me
your reasons
for all my
bad intentions.

you've made a
lasting impression..
and It's not good.

He shines in a world of ugliness,
he matters when everything else is meaningless.

i'm just your typical
teenage failure

People don't change.
They become more of who they really are.

I don't wanna talk to you anymore.
I'm afraid of what I might say.
I bite my tongue every time you come around
cause blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground.

i was born to be stubborn, a little bit
bitchy, to push people, to push myself
i was taught to never take life for granted,
to live a little, to love with everything i
have. i learned to never give up, to believe
in myself & most of all to fight for myself.

i swear some people;
must live on drama.
'cause some people;
can't go a day without starting it.


I just wanna bring you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna bring you down so badly
In the worst way
-Taking Back Sunday

1. Smell her hair.... He does this. He likes the smell of my shampoo

2. Talk to her in movie theatres.... Yeah, we make fun of things that are unrealistic.. and ppl.. yes, I know, it's terrible right?

3. Hold her hand while u talk.... He's always reaching for my hand. Our hands seem to fit perfectly together.

4. Tell her she looks pretty.... He always tells me that... even when I look my worst.. I don't believe him, but it makes me feel good.

5. Look her in the eye when u talk to her.... yeah, sometimes

6. Tell her stupid jokes.... yes.. he acts upset when I don't laugh.

7. Let her mess with ur hair.... He loves it when I play with his hair. Most of the time his playing with mine though

8. Look at her like shes the only girl you see... yes,until another girl walks by.. lol

9. Tickle her Even if she says stop.... yes... I hate it.. I'm so Ticklish!

10. When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her... no.. he walks away.

11. Let her fall asleep in ur arms.... yes he does that

12. Get her mad,then kiss her.... not mad, but irritated

13. Tease her... ha

14. Let her tease u back.... ha ha x2

15. Kiss her enough, but dont over kiss her.... Is it possible to over kiss?

16. Stay up with her all night when shes sick.... yes, he takes real good care of me (give's me lots of sleeping medicine.

17. Watch her favorite movie.... he's watched it with me once... (My fav. movie is The Lion King.. that explains it huh?)

18. Kiss her forehead.... all the time.. He's a kissy feller

19. Write her letters.... He use to.. but now that we live together... umm.. no

20. Let her wear your clothes.. I sleep in his T-shirts and I wear his baseball shorts (rolled up a lot b/c they are big, but super comfy)

21. When shes sad, hang out with her.... he lives with me.

22. Buy her ice cream.... He knows I love Clumpies! <-best ice-cream place ever!

23. Let her take all the photos of you she wants.... only if he's sleeping and knows nothing of it.

24. Kiss her in the rain..... never been kissed in the rain :/

25. And when you fall in love with her, tell her... he tells me everyday

I just got home from the hospital.
ugh.. I hate hospitals.
Why was I in the hospital?

Well, just let me tell you...
I had to work a double shift at work today
yeah, lots of fun huh?
Well, I was getting change for a customer
and I started to get extremely dizzy and light headed
I felt like I was going to pass out!

I get little dizzy spell every now and then,
but this one was almost as bad as last year,
when I passed out during Senior cap and gown pics
yeah, that sucked bad!

I felt so bad
Chris (my manager) told me to call Cole to come pick me up
So I did, and Cole picked me up about 30 minutes after I called.
Chris was tempted to take me straight to the emergency room
Everyone could tell I wasn't feeling good

Cole had to carry me from the car to the house
I couldn't stand
I laid in the bed and kept my eyes closed
the room just kept spinning.

Cole called my mom to see what to do
she didn't know
she was worried too
I was having hot flashes
and started sweating
if you know me, you know I don't sweat
She told him to take me to the ER

Cole took me to memorial northpark hostpital
I didn't have to wait long and they got me in
They checked my blood pressure
my temperature
and my blood sugar
everything was fine
they got me into a room
and ran an EKG or whatever it's called
they took 4 tubes of blood for a blood test
and then took some-other kind of test
they all turned out fine.

They think it is inner ear,
but they don't know forsure.
I'm okay though.. that's all that matters
I was really scared.
I had no clue what was wrong with me
I just want it all to stop!

Well, now my medicine is kicking in,
I'm having trouble keeping my eyes open
So, if you want to know more just ask.

Have you ever felt like you have no friends?
Or feel like no-one cares?
I don't know why I feel like this.
I have great friends..
Well.. only a few true ones outside of myspace.
I am hardly happy anymore.
I don't think I have truly been happy in a year.
Things just keep piling up.
I don't share my problems with people usually
I think if I did I would feel better
I just let it build up until I feel like crying
No, I'm not crying.. I just feel like I want to..
I want to scream!
I feel so alone.
I know I shouldn't
I have a great boyfriend
What's wrong with me?
It's just so much has gone on
It's too much stress
I still think about Hannah all the time.
I got more pictures developed today
3 rolls of film
It seems like everytime I get pics. developed
She in them.
Monday was my birthday
It was great
Cole and Sara are the best!
Lots of people who never forget about my b-day
Forgot about it.
I just need someone to listen..
I think.
Someone who takes what I have to say serious
and not try to make me laugh
Or turn it into a joke..
But to listen and comfort.
This is enough for now.

Put your name and.......

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. If you do this you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. It is written. Okay, you dont really have to, but it'd be nice. Have fun.