people say life is a changelled. but i say its filled with new surpises everyday. my lifes changelles were being a single mom with one kid almost 2 years old and pregnant with another kid. feeling that nobody wanted to be with me because of that reason. i was wrong. after everything i been through with one ex boyfriend, i was scared to trust another guy. i gave in and told myself not everyone is going to be like the one we all hate. greg turned out  to be the right guy ive been waiting my whole life for. people say there is no right word i can find to fit how much i love you. i tell greg theres a word that i cant figure out. but you taking on the chanellenge of my having a kid and me being pregnant with another is something i say there is no perfect word to fit that. i love my family ryleigh blaire and greg. thank god for them and i would never change it for the world.

  the otherside of me....... i live a happy life. i have everything that i want that money cant even buy. i did a lot of messed up things in my past and i hurt a lot of people that i care about. im not perfect and im only human. if i could erase some of the things i have done in my past i would. somethings i wish i never said. maybe some of the people i lost would still be with me today. ive been through a lot of things. i think everyone should have a second chance in life. if they know they messed up and want to change. but then  again my past is what makes who iam today. just a normal person trying to make it through life. and searching for what everyone else is.

THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO EVERYONE WHO LOST SOMEONE. A MOM, A DAD, BROTHER OR SISTER. GRANDPARENTS AUNTS UNCLES. OR EVEN A FRIEND


WHEN TOMORRWOW STARTS WITHOUT ME,
AND IM NOT HERE TO SEE
IF THE SUN SHOULD RISE AND FIND YOUR
EYES FILLED WITH TEARS FOR ME,

I WISH SO MUCH YOU WOULDNT CRY
THE WAY YOU DID TODAY
WHILE THINKING OF THE MANY THINGS
WE DIDNT GET TO SAY

I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME,
AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU
AND EACH TIME YOU THINK OF ME
I KNOW YOU'LL MISS ME TOO.

BUT WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME
PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND
THAT JESUS CAME AND CALLED MY NAME
AND TOOK ME BY THE HAND

AND SAID MY PLACE WAS READY
IN HEAVEN FAR ABOVE
AND THAT I HAD TO LEAVE BEHIND
ALL THOSE I DEARLY LOVED

SO WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME
DONT THINK WE'ER FAR APART
FOR EVERY TIME YOU THINK OF ME
IM RIGHT HERE IN YOUR HEART













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have you ever wake up in the morning and thought about the people you miss the most??? like a relative or a friend? i do almost every morning. i lost to many people in my life and i know im not the only one. i lost tooooooo many friends and a few relatives. i have no grandpa left anymore due to cancer. i lost a really kool guy friend that i was close to me to suicide and i lost a lot of friends in car accidents. i know im not the only one who is like this.