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Michael Arroyo


Last Updated: 11/25/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 19
Sign: Virgo

City: TULSA
State: Oklahoma
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/8/2006

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Friday, October 02, 2009 

Current mood:Teary
Category: Life
As I lie in bed I feel the pain,
I've realized that nothing matters without her
I force a smile though pained lips
Sadly it's just a lie
I look back and see the rubble
A bridge my actions have destroyed
And a Princess waiting to rebuild it
She cries as she awaits my return
I cry as I walk in a drunken stupper
My feet carry me toward a desolate wasteland
All I know is that somewhere a golden chest waits
I must discover it in order to return to my lover
I search and search as tears fill my eyes
All I can think is of the lover I miss
Tears crawl down my face
One by one they drown me
I will search and search for eternity
I Will find your prize my love
And SOON I will see you again
On these tears I will promise
And I'm looking for your prize my love
Soon I will see you
And for Eternity I will be with you
My Queen
My Love
My princess
My Half
My Eternal Love
And Truly
My Very essence,

Your Knight proclaims
Unto you
that I promise,
Your are mine and I'll see you soon,

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Michael Arroyo
2:50 AM 
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Saturday, October 13, 2007 
Ok well I'm in love with a gorgous princess and it's really great I love being with her.
 
Well I want to spend every day with her because every second I'm with her it feel's like everything in life is suddenly right and noting has ever gone wrong.
 
Even when my sweatheart is crying in my arms are mad at me I'm not mad I've been annoyed but not angry just scared that maybe I may have upset the love of my life that's all.
 
It's amazing that when I'm with her, even though were exact opposites, I can never seem to stop talking to her she's just such an amazing woman and I never want to leave her.
 
This is the woman of my dreams and now I'm happy that one of these days I might just get the chance of a lifetime and be lucky enough to take her hand in marriage.
 
 So I am happily fully and completely in Love with this woman and pray every day that I'll have the oppurtunity of a lifetime.
3:12 PM 
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Wednesday, August 08, 2007 

Current mood:Apolagetic
As I think of the eyes I love so dearly,
I saddly sit her and cry oh so fearfully,
I love the` so much yet you think of how we fight,
I saddly think as you do and what a morbid sight,
 
 
The fighting of two who are so in love,
Our love is not controled, we fight the laws like a dove,
Soaring against gravity forever,
It seems a meaningless indever,
 
 
But to them it is happiness defiying law,
I love you and it is you who saw,
Love at first sight before me,
So please can't you see,
 
 
That we are ment to be,
And that it will not end you see,
We may fight occasionally,
But we'll be together eternally,
 
 
So I will take the stand and say,
That I would much rather pay,
And appologies for my wrong deeds,
So they are not planted to grow like seeds,
 
 
And so hate and dispair do not grow,
For it is you I wish to show,
My eternal love and feeling,
I hope that unto you it will be healing,
 
 
For only for you do I help make faeries,
And ONLY you do I want to marry,
For you Felicia are the love of my life,
And surely the only woman that I want to be my Wife,
 
 
So Please show unto me forgiveness for my sins,
Because with you my life begins,
And finally I ask for you to stay with me,
For I hope that forever we may be,
 
 
Eternally happy with the occassional fight,
I have seen a great light,
And it shows me that you are all that I want,
And I will not be nonchalant,
 
 
For it is only you that I need,
So unto you I make an Eternal Plead,
Stay with me and forgive my stupidity,
I hope you see my validity,
 
 
For it is only you that I love and care for,
So I give something most precious to store,
My heart in a chest,
Only with you shale it be blessed,
 
 
 
Take it for it is yours forever more.....
 
 
 
I'M SORRY PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!!!!!!
5:16 PM 
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Saturday, August 04, 2007 
Inner feeling!
 

Everything that happens is for a reason,
Sometimes it is a very dumb one.
Most of the time is will put things in perspective.
I have figured out that GOD's recent reasons are defective.
Everything was fine, till this happened.
Why did GOD want all of that to end?
I feel so angry, pissed and hurt.
I feel like I am no better than dirt.
 

They made me something to be walked all over.
I feel as if I'm hated like there no longer sober.
They beat twist and shove.
How can anyone truelly love.
When there mouth says one thing and there mind says another.
It feels as if I have finally lost my own brother.
Why oh Why would God conflict me so.
Why oh why could he not say no.
 

And now as I look at the entire situation.
I think of him and back to the Hation.
And now I sit down upon the ground.
Not able to hear a single sound.
I think of the decision I've been faced with.
And I feel as if it were only a myth.
The true decison is who to disapoint.
Father or Mother who to disapoint.
 
 
Why do I star at the sky.
As if it will make me fly.
To the happiest place.
Where no one can ever chase.
Me away and to the great beyond.
of which I am fond.
I only wish that God would hold them back.
And keep us from lack.
 
 
Lacking a whole family worthy of being whole.
I feel as if I'm talking about my soul.
Being ripped in two by father and mother.
I wish I could just stay with another.
In a place of happiness and smiles.
Were never there'd be piles.
Of sorrow and dispare.
And where everyone would here my flare.
 
 
Of tears in the night!
 
 
Finishing what he started,
Michael A.
3:07 PM 
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Saturday, June 23, 2007 
Ok I jst got back from Europe and it was Great I was able to see another side of our world the best and worst, it was horrible my girlfrien lost her lugage and right after I said, "Ya know what I'd laugh if they lost your lugage," of course it was a joke but it sucked, she got me back though cause I feel down like 3 flights of stairs. And she feel of the raft while we were rafting I'm sur I was the scardest person in the world I wa so afraid of what would happen and on top of the the guide wouldn't let us jump out to help her so I had to sit casually by while I watched the Damn raft drift away from her I eventually jumped out to stop the raft but they told us to go ahead and let them get on another raft. I was SOOOO Scarry so that sucked alot I felt so powerless. Well on the brighter side I got to learn so much more about my girlfriend I spent two weeks with her Non-Stop it was awesome and I liked it, and I got to see the beauty of another place, from the beautiful mountains from the sad beggers I saw Europe completely, or as completely as I could, and it was great to see how beautiful that place was it was the experience of a life time and I spent it was the girl of my life I Loved It.
 
A Happy Young Man,
Michael A.
4:33 PM 
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Friday, June 01, 2007 
Well I've desided not to think about the past I want to live for today so you can tell me anything I promise. I Love You and the past is the past and it doesn't affect today and I wont let it so I'm sorry I have kinda let some stuff get to me as of late and I realize that that can affect you as well as myself. So from now on I'll stop being stupid about this stuff and not jump out and use it against ya. I Love You with everything I am and whether you realize it or not I know how much that love is and it's enough that I refuse to duck and run from a problem I'll change if that's whats needed but I don't ever want this feeling to end so if you're willing to have me than I'll be here.
 
So with that I just ask that you are willing to work with me sometimes when I can't move past it, give me a little bit and I wont remember lol, so please just be willing to Love Me.
 
Someone totally in Love,
Michael A.
9:37 PM 
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007 

Current mood:Perfect.with.you.by.my.side
Life is an unbelievable labrenth of decisions, one that you walk through and should never look back on, you make one decision after the other and sometimes you can go back, but, I ask you what is the point when you don't know where the other door leads to. At this time in my life I've decided to look forward and be happy for today not sad for yesterday. I will always love today for it could be my last and I'm sure my most amazing friend , Felicia, can vouch for me that I'm exactly where I want to be. So EVERYONE, I'm happy and I'm SO looking forward to Europe.......Oh and Felicia thank you.
 
 
An Extrememly Happy Young Man,
Michael A.
10:38 PM 
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Friday, April 06, 2007 
It's funny that only one extra word can completely change the meaning of a sentance.
 
I truely find it odd that wods like; forever, love, hate, and always can hold so much power over use, these words should be chosen wisely for if used right they can bring the strongest man to tears.
 
Please people think before you speak I'll be the first one to say I don't think first but in all reality words hit closer than anything else ever could, a word is stronger than a thousand battles and that the truth.
 
So that's the Truth and you should think first and talk later, PLEASE.
 
Michael A.
12:49 AM 
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Friday, November 24, 2006 
Nobody cares about threats over the internet.
Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.
Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics;
even if you win, you're still retarded.
8:38 AM 
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