I'M THE SHYEST DUDE EVER! I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND IF I DIDN'T DO WHAT I DID I'D BE PRETTY WACK. LIKE GIRLS WOULDN'T LIKE ME AND I COULD JUST BE SOME SELF CONTAINED NERD WHO NEVER COMES OUT THE HOUSE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA GOOD THING I LIKE 2 MAKE THINGS HAPPEN AND IM CREATIVE!!!

I'VE DONE SOME UNFAIR THINGS 2 MYSELF AND MORE IMPORTANTLY SOME UNFAIR THINGS 2 PEOPLE I EITHER CARED 4 ALLOT AND EVEN LOVED! I CAN'T EXPLAIN MY APPRECIATION 4 YOUR GENEROSITY ETC. BUT THERE'S NO GETTING ACROSS STUBBORN POEPLE AND IF PEOPLE AREN'T WILLING 2 CHANGE 4 THE BETTER THEN OBVIOUSLY THERE NOT 4 U. I LOVED SOME 1 4 A LONG TIME BUT NOTICING NOW I SHOULDA NEVER TRIED IT AGAIN CAUSE WE WERN'T RIGHT 4 EACH OTHER IN THE 1ST PLACE!! LOVE JUST CLOUDS THAT SO U DON'T SEE WHATS REALLY BEST 4 THE BOTH OF U. BUT @ THE END OF THE DAY I MESSED UP B4 BUT I WON'T DO IT WITH U THATS MY WORD!!

P.S. U DIDN'T LOOSE 1 THAT 1 JUST KNOWS THAT U AREN'T THAT 1!

Man I just don't wanna die without bein able to have my son and my fam know I was somebody
That I did my damn thing and all these yrs of dreamin I made come reality.....I didn't pass up college and shit for nuthin

so i am in the "place were hip hop was born" i'm leaving 2day and man might i say new york is good with me!! this is my 2nd time here but madd kids were showin me love out here and i just got a feel 4 why i do this again 2!! don't get it twisted its nigga's out here just like there is everywhere else 2!! but like i can't describe this feeling i got being here!! it was like a ora 2 the city. not even with the hipster scene or the hip hop scene!! it was around every 1 from the mexican worker goin home on the train 2 the polish dude's eating there danishes outside in the freezing cold, 2 the couple makin out @ time square. to the kids sk8'n @ 30 degree's to the many subway performers bums and hustlers like this big ass city every1 is tryna get the same same thing. were all after the same thing!! it open'd my humain side a lil more also. im soo ready 2 go home and really rep my city and rep my culture 4 the whole world!! well i top my hat off 2 u BIG apple. thanx 2 all my peeps out here and thanx 2 my chicago heads 4 messin with me 2!!

so recently i just made some1 null/void in my life because of silly choices. i really wish them the best but this hurts me cause the 1st time i met this person we had understanding throuugh each other and music now this person say's they never wanted 2 make the music we made!!!
(what type of sense does that make) the issue here is this person was not the person i wanted completely and knew that from day 1 and tried 2 fit there physical in my standard. but it wasn't enough because i soo called strive 4 excellents. they said it wasn't personal but it is. its cool we don't need each other!!! and we will make things pop 4 ourselves. the funny part is i gave this person 100% lyrical creative control and we made music 2gether like music we both like and they said they didn't wanna sell out man thats bullshit there's nothing sugar coated about what were doing over here everything is real. our whole lifestyle is real. and your a idiot if you think you shouldn't get paid 4 doing something other people can admire cause they can't. but do u ima do me just know like Hov and Lauryn said "YOU JUST LOST ONE" what hurts me the most is i have a geuine love 4 u!! well i guess this wasn't meant 2 be!!

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mano

SO I BROKE MY G4 POWERBOOKS CHARGER AND I WENT 2 GET A NEW 1 AND THEN THE CHARGER FRIED MY ADAPTER INPUT!!! AND MY COMP WOULD NOT COME ON @ ALL SO I HAD 2 DJ SAT ON REGULAR VYNIL AND IT WAS SOO WACK!! SO i got up early @ 10 in the foggy chicago weather went 2 the apple store and they took care of my boo :D my comp was fixed the same day!! it took the whole day but the job got done and im soo greatful. im soo greatful 4 alot this yr. GOD has allowed me 2 accomplish soo much. i can only imagine what this yr has 2 offer!!

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mano

SO I'VE BEEN HEARING THESE FALSE RUMORS OF ME HAVING PROD. ON MY GUY LUPES ALBUM!! THIS IS "NOT TRUE" AND NEVER DID I MAKE THIS STATEMENT. EVEN THOUGH I WISH I HAD SOMETHING ON THERE I DON'T. I WORK WITH LUPE BUT I HAVE "NO" PLACEMENTS ON LUPE FIASCO'S FOOD & LIQOUR 4 THE RECORD!!

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MANO

i just plugged in to the matrix 2day and it reminded me why i wanted 2 be awakend a long tyme ago!!!

i can't explain the hurt!!!! i really can't!!!!!! but i haven't felt this way in a long time thats how i know i really love her!! some things just wern't ment 2 be!! and 4 u dorks that think you know what im talking about your wrong i don't need u 2 judge me i just need your advice!!

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mano

i have always known what my mother given name ment which is "Emmanuel" but its dope 2 see it somewhere else!!!

EMMANUEL
Gender: Masculine
Usage: Biblical, French, English
Other Scripts: ??????????? (Hebrew)
Pronounced: e-man-WEL (French), e-MAN-yoo-el (English) [key]
Means "God is with us" in Hebrew. This was the foretold name of the Messiah in the Old Testament.