so a couple days ago I was helping pass out flyers to the next wrestling show. everything was going well untill we stoped at a dog grooming business to pass out a flyer. i thought the guy looked fimiler so i started talking to him about dog grooming and how my mom owns her own dog grooming business. then i realised that he used to work for my mom and he left on bad terms. he asked me how my mom and dad were doing. i told him my dad just pased away last month. he said oh i'm sorry to hear about that. then he went on this rant about how he thought my dad was such an asshole. well sorry when you get upset when you get fired and make threts to everyone including my mom yeah my dad would be an asshole to you. he said that he tried to get a job back at my moms business but we turned him away. he was making comments like how he felt like my dad treated him so wrong. he said he felt like opening his legs and letting him kick him in the balls. well at this point you could cut the tension in the room with a knife. we left there and my trainer told me when we got ouside thank you for not punching him in the face. i now realise that i should of. if i see him again i probley will. FUCKING ASSHOLE.

ok this is something i have wanted to get off my chest for a while now. i can not stop thinking about wrestling. it has really taken over my life and i love it. the problem lies with the certin fears i have about it. not really the fear of getting injured but more the fear that i will screw something up and injure someone else. this is what i want to do and i wont let anything stop me. i just dont want to mess up and let down a lot of people.

another thing i would like to talk about is some people only know pro wrestling as wwe. well when i tell people that i want to be a pro wrestler i get comments like. "so you gonna be wrestling guys like john cena and undertaker" or "so you gonna rember me when your famous" well here are the awnsers to your questions. probley not and NO!!! if by chance one day i do get the chace to wrestle undertaker and john cena in a triple threat match at wrestlemaina for the wwe championship i will not rember people that ask me dumb questions like that. the people i will rember are my family and very close and true friends. ones that were my friends before i made this life changing choice to become a pro wrestler. you people know who you are.

well thats about all for now. i dont blog very often so i would like the read some comments on this one. thanks

Well it's time for my Febuary blog. As most of you that read this know that I am tring to find a job in Cadillac so I can go to pro wrestling school. Well the job search hasn't gone as planed but i'm not giving up, wrestling is a dream of mine from a young age. I would like to thank Eric Gary and Tracy for this opertunity that I have been given. as soon as i find a job i will start my training. next i ask why are there people that doubt me? i have people tell me why would you pay money to have someone show you some wrestling moves? well look at it this way i could of fixed up the racecar and spent a hell of  a lot more money on that than i ever would wrestling and if i were to win all that money and hard work would pay off. as to wrestling all the hard work i'm going to put into this is all going to pay off when i step through that curtan and hear all the fans cheering. most of you know me as a smoker well not anymore. i quit that when i realized it was slowing me down. my last thought before i leave is i have has 173 people view my blogs and only 9 comments. please comment people that is why i write these just to hear what you have to say. thank you peace.