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Jax Nassar



Last Updated: 12/14/2009

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Status: Single
City: CLARKSDALE
State: Mississippi
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/14/2006

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Saturday, July 18, 2009 

Category: Life
Well it was my birthday 2 days ago. It wasn't exactly the way I hoped it'd be.


My Grandfather had a heart attack about 1 month ago. He had heart surgery and came home for 2 days, he was doing alright, you know? Then.. he complained about his leg and how it was bothering him a lot. He complained about his breathing also. (He had Emphysema also) So, we took him to the hospital again. He had a blood clot in his leg which over a short period of time had already spread to his lungs. They shipped him too Baptist if I'm not mistaking. A very good hospital in Memphis, TN. He wanted to be sedated because he couldn't breathe really at all and so he wanted to just be unconscious so they could help him and fight off everything.


Well, over the two weeks... it got worst... We spent the whole day on my birthday with him. He couldn't talk, or respond really. But, when he really wanted to let you know something he'd move his body barely as best as he could.


We went to the hospital yesterday. His potassium had gone sky high and his heart failed. He died for a minute then they brought him back. But, there wasn't much that could be done at the time we were at now. He was too weak to fight his liver from failing. He couldn't push through it. He slipped into a coma and at almost 10 O clock last night.. my Grandfather passed away.


I'm sorry I haven't been here and haven't been in contact in a while really.. but this has really messed me up.

I just wanted to be honest and let you guys in on what was going on. And I feel like I can't be strong. I feel like I just... am in a nightmare and I'm waiting to wake the hell up already. Anyway, I will try to keep in touch. I need all the friends and support right now as I can get. And I know you guys will be there.. and You don't know how much that means to me. Too have my family and my friends. 

I guess I'm really learning now what it feels like to grow up.


Just didn't know it could hurt this much :[


Jax-  
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Friday, October 31, 2008 

Category: Friends

I don't even know what to say...

I just want to say that.. I don't think my family knows how much I love them and appreciate everything they've done for me.

-List-

My mom - Mom, I just want to say that I love you more than anything in this world. You're my everything, and you've stuck by me through everything.. That's more than ANYONE could ever ask for. I know I do things that make you mad sometimes... haha well a lot..  but please just always know that everything thing you do for me, if it's little or big, I apperciate it more than anything. You're my best friend and you always will be. I love you so much mom, I couldn't go on without you, cause you're my everything. lol I'm starting to cry :/ I love you

My brother Phillip, my sister Marguerite, Walt, and Lee

You guys are so awesome. You've always supported, just like mom and everyone else. You don't know how much that means to me. You know I'll always be there for you guys, and I know you'll always be there for me.

 

Randy, Patti, Todd, and Traci

You guys.. wow I don't know what to say haha.. It's like trying to find the words about my mom.. lol... It's impossible! You guys have done so much for me.. You believed in me when no one else did. You've supported me in whatever I wanted to do, and helped me and my family. You guys are my family, and I wanted to let ya'll know that. Thank you for everything you've done for me, I love you guys truely. Thank you for believing in me like my mom does. :]

 

Pete Mathews

Pete, dude.. you're  the bomb! Your ideas, and mine put together is so cool. I've never liked working with someone so much. You didn't try to change my music, we worked as a team.. and you treated me like a true artist and I can't tell you how gratful I am for that. I hope to keep working with you for a long time,  cause honestly, I couldn't imagine working with anyone else!

 

As you guys can see, I love my family. lol

Well, everyone thanks for listening to the new songs, I'm really glad you like them. :]

Take care you guys,  

Yours truely,

Jacqueline Nassar-

 

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Friday, October 03, 2008 

Category: Music

Well, the past 4 months have been the most fun, busiest, and exciting experience of my life. The people I have met and the things I have experienced... I don't know how I am going to put it into words. It was freakin' awesome. The people I worked with and hung out with up there at Ardent have really... become family to me. I felt like I was at home up there. Such nice people and they never let you want for anything. It was hard work.. and hard to get through it.. there were days I woke up and didn't want to go.. but once I got there my day just turned around. I can't wait to start on the other songs to be honest. Pete Matthews is the coolest producer I've ever met in my life and a cool person. He didn't try to change my music... we did change a couple of things but we did it together.. He'd put his ideas and I'd put mine in. It was all team work. And the musicians to record on the EP with us were BADASS! haha Walt did an awesome job too.. Gosh.. he has an ear for music thats for sure. Anyway.. I love all these people with all my heart.. And I can't wait to go back up to ardent.. Those months were the best months of my life.. and I just can't wait to be recording there again.. Thank you Ardent.. and thank you Pete for helping make this all possible for me and to help me get a start with my career. You don't know how much this means to me.

 

Thanks guys... I love all of you!

 

Jacqueline-

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Friday, September 05, 2008 

Hey guys. It's been a while since I've posted a "Personal blog" So, here it goes.

If you want to know how've I've been doing... I've been alright.

Things are starting to get better a little bit.

I have been going through a hard time with some stuff, but I'm fighting my way through it the best I can. There is this person I'm still completely inlove with.. but that person doesn't show me the time of day.. You all can relate, right?

Even though life is kicking my ass right now.. I just want you guys to know.. It's you who helps me get through it, and my music. I just want you to know how much it helps me that you all support me in whatever I do, that's more than anyone could ever ask for. So thank you..

 

When life gets rough and I feel alone,

I know you guys will always be there

 

<3 Another blog soon about the new EP coming out! Onto myspace Tuesday! Watch out!

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Thursday, December 27, 2007 

Category: Life
I haven't had a chance to get on and answer emails lately. I'm real sorry. My mother has been sick for the past month and I've been taking care of her. With music and doing that, that pretty much ties me down. I don't even hang out with my friends anymore! :/ Yeah, sucks. I hope everyone had a great Christmas and a Happy Newyears! The update is, my band I will be practicing for a while for this 5 song album we're doing, that's the main thing going on right now. Maybe a few gigs here and there inbetween. Well, pray for my mom that she gets better : ) That'd be really awesome guys!

Well keep rocking, alright? Love all of you!

Jax-
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Friday, September 28, 2007 

Current mood:  annoyed
So, this is me "really" talking to you guys here. I have yet to post a bulletin like this on this page. So, you will take a glimpse into my mind. It probably won't make sense, but if it does, lucky you.

Someone asked me the question a couple of days ago. "Can people really change?" Hm, interesting question, huh? Honestly, can someone really change? My answer to that is No. People who go to highschool together and 20 years later meet up for a reunion and you'll hear the common phrase "Wow, you've changed, a lot!". No, people don't really "Change". People grow. Say one of your loved ones goes to rehab for addiction, and comes back a "Changed person"...No, no one ever changes. Your mind is vulnarable. It can be convinced very easily and people who know what they're doing can easily do that. People don't realize that, your brain isn't the thing that makes you who you are, it's your soul that makes us who we are and different from each other. Say you grow to love a person, and randomly you lost your memory. If you see that person you loved, the memory might not be there, but that love is still with you, always. It's not the mind that loves or hate, it's our soul.

Homosexuals, what pops into your head when you think of that word? Most of you, it's probably shame, or disgust. And people, this is sad, but there are "Gay Rehabs". Oh, that really pisses me off. I have a couple of gay people in my family. It doesn't bother me, and I think it's beautiful. Parents, why the hell would you send your child to a rehab for loving someone just the same way you do? There is nothing wrong with loving someone the same gender as you. It is completely the same as a wife loving her husband. You can't help who you love, or who you care about. When you send your child to something like that, you're not trying to "help" them, you're trying to change them into the person you want them to be. You can't change someone! You either learn to love the person and accept who they are, or you don't. When you send someone to that kind of place, it's insulting.
It's like when someone gets hooked on drugs.. Why the heck do you think people do that? I'll tell you why. The reason people do drugs is because of people like that.(Above what I was just talking about) Say a 16 year old girl has a mother that was prom queen, and head cheerleader back in highschool. But that mothers daughter is a very intelligent young woman who wants to be a scientist and help the world. Oh, but no. The mother can't possibly let that happen. The mother pressures her daughter into becoming the person she wants her to be. She convinces her that she's nothing in this world if she doesn't live the life her mother wants. Let me tell you, that's why people do drugs, hell, that's why we probably have rapist, and murderers! Because there is always going to be someone like that in your life that's going to make you feel un important and a total outcast because you want to be the person you really are. Well, say that 16 year old girl became a coke addict. Yeah, she does that to feel better about herself. She does that because YOU made her feel like she wasn't important. YOU made her feel ashamed because of the person she truely was, which was beautiful. You stripped her hopes and dreams away. She could have become...No... She was AND STILL is an amazing person, in her heart and soul, she is. But you convinced her brain she was worthless. It's easy for your brain to over ride the soul. But, your soul is still there, people don't realize that.

Try and see what's important. Try and realize you're not helping someone when you send them to rehab, when you love someone, truely love them, and accept who they really are, that's the real cure. Try and do that before they lose themselves.

Remember, we are who we are. We love who we love. We don't change, we grow. Learn to accept people for who they are, and not try to change them to your liking. And people, if someone ever tries to change who you are, give them the bird. I believe there is good and evil, but, you can't change who you are.

Always be strong, and put your foot down when someone does that to you. Remember that.

Jacqueline-


Oh by the way, I thought I'd add this. I'm not saying that all people that send someone to rehab are like that, not all by any means. The whole point in this is just try to avoid ever going to that point. And for people to never feel ashamed for who they are. That's all :)
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Monday, June 18, 2007 

Current mood:  happy
Category: Music

Okay so it has been awhile since I made a blog.....not much to catch up on except that my Mom took me a specialist for my throat....Thought I was going to have to have my tonsils out....as it turns out....I do have allergies and all that great cure that gets me thru my shows so I can sing seems to just keep drying everything up and keeping it there ..... Well, the medicine he gave me has just about gotten me well.....cleared up everything.....I think I could have sang another 5 hours if I had too.....so I am very thankful for that......

On another note, I played in Jackson, MS...at Time Out Sports Bar last night.  I had a great time and I think everyone else did.   It will always be one of my favorite places to play.  I really want to thank everyone who came out to hear me play....The crowd was great. I got to do a mixture of covers as well as my own songs.  Rage against Machine "Killin' in the name of" was requested twice.

Oh and Josh and Lisa filmed it so if everything turns out we will get to post some new videos on Youtube and Myspace.....I will send out a bullentin as soon as we know which ones look okay.....we know they aren't perfect, but who is....

Not much to tell ........ but I really want everyone to know how much I appreciate you coming...since there was a Jubilee and other bands playing....

Can't wait to see you in JULY unless they get a vacant spot and I will fill it....

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007 

Current mood:  happy
Category: Life

Celestone.......what a great cure for the Mississippi Crud......

I am on the upside of this now.  I know I am feeling 100 percent better.  Thanks Dr. B.......

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Friday, May 25, 2007 

Current mood:  grateful
Category: Music
Well, last night was my first acoustic show at Fenian's in Jackson, MS.
It was a nice Irish Pub that was located on the second floor. Below the club was a package store.

As you walk up the outside stairs there is a small area with tables and chairs and a few benches. Right now is a good time to sit there since the Mosquito's have not run a muck as of yet.

Walt and I set up in the back room since there were two rooms with the bar in the middle.

Walt and I love doing acoustic gigs....it just makes playing so personal and everyone can talk to you.

The worst part of the whole thing is that on Tuesday the day before this gig I had to go to the doctor. I have a case of Bronchitis and Pharyngitis. He fixed me up seeing as how I have 3 gigs this week.
A shot of Ampicillin along with RX : Ampicillin 875mg, Edahist, Cough medicine, and Flonase. So otherwise not feeling the best in the world we set off for the 3 hour drive to Jackson. About 1 1/2 hours into the drive I ask my Mom where is my Meds. Okay you got it she forgot them. What a night this is going to be already. I am so upset because I don't feel well to begin with then I have no medicine to take. Then I start looking around for the shirts I brought to change into and they are no where in site. Well, I drove to Cleveland and asked my Mom to drive when she opened the door they must have fallen out. I moved them because you see she loves her coffee and I was afraid she would spill it on them.....well, I guess that was a useless worry. I have no shirts.

Well, we arrive set up and my Mom goes and buys me a shirt to change into and when she returns she is helping me straighten my hair and drops the straightening iron and then catches it and burns her fingers. What a night this is going to be.....
Well, Walt and I finally begin the show at 9PM can you believe it we are on time....My Mom finds me some medicine so that I can make it through the show and it seems from what everyone says that no one even knew I was sick. The show went great and I enjoyed every minute of it. The crowd was great and seemed to enjoy it.
My favorite song of the night was when I did Rage Against Machine
"Ain't gonna do what they tell me". Great song for release of frustration, don't ya think?

I made it thru and the long drive home was alittle tough since I spiked a temp of 102, but none the less we made it home safe and sound around 4:30AM. I rested most of the day and practiced most of the night to get ready for our Friday night on the Stage gig here in Clarksdale, MS. Hope ya'll will come out and check us out.
I will be playing with the "BOBS" so the name for Friday will be
Jac and the Bobs. Look forward to seeing everyone and I really want to thank all of you who came to Fenian's last night. You made my night and all the other things that happened trivia......

Jacqueline
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Sunday, January 21, 2007 

Category: Life
This year has been okay so far. I've just been hanging out with my friends as much as I can. Starting the new school books and working on music. I haven't witten any new songs in about a month. It just has to come to me, ya know? So, what the heck is goin' on with this mixed weather?! It's confusing me, I'm going mad man! Haha. I turn 16 this year. man... Time goes by too fast. But I'm going to throw a dank party! You can count on it. I just hope the cops don't come a ruin it! Haha! Well, I'll post another blog when I think of something to say. :) You all have a great day, aye!

Jacqueline-
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