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Thursday, July 20, 2006
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I knocked on the door - second floor |
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then, I waited, 1.....2.....3......4, |
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knocked some more, as before |
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no reply came from within, |
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as the silence erased my smug grin, |
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Desperation set in as I walked round the side, |
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past the gate, 'neath the swing, and under the slide. |
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nothing more, there is nothing here for me, |
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not a word, nor a prhase - no melodic poetry, |
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So, I search, once again, my small book -under "M", |
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5 Inspiration Avenue is scribbled in pen. |
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As I look up once more, I see a small note |
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has been nailed to the door. |
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I see my name at the top, now I have to be strong |
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As, it seems that my muse has packed up and gone..... |
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"In search of warmer climates..." |
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I hope she won't be gone for too long. |
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
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Alone now. |
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My two cents |
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turned out to be |
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exactly one cent too many. |
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My love, how could I have predicted |
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you'd view my first coin as charity, |
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and see the second as mere pity. |
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Then, how could I have forseen, |
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you'd throw them both down in shame. |
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And, afterward, things would not be the same. |
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I only wanted to help you. |
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But, now I'm left in despair... |
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Listen to me love, |
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I can't understand how this is fair. |
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But, if you're going to leave, |
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if you're headed for the door, |
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give me back my copper, love. |
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I'm not your two-cent whore. |
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
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I'm tired of bringing my "friend" home for dinner. |
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Tired of sneaking behind walls and taking |
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Just a minute too long to use the restroom with her in public. |
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I'm tired of pretending, when the evening is over, |
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That she isn't spending the night in my bed. |
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I'm sick of speaking in genderless terms, |
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Careful not to insert "she" where most are expecting "he". |
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I'm done pretending my gay roommate is my boyfriend |
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And that I'm going to have children when I finish grad school. |
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But, they never take it well, and I can't handle another lecture about sex and hell. |
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So, excuse me, while I call up my "friend" and invite her to dinner - again. |
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 | Currently listening: Singles By The Smiths Release date: 23 May, 1995 |
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
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I can still taste her. |
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I can taste her lips, her tounge in my mouth. |
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I can still feel her mouth on my breasts, her hands on my chest, her leg on my leg. |
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Her fingers inside of me, then outside, and in again. |
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But, more than that, I can hear the pain in her voice. |
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I feel her body trembling next to mine, her fitful sleep, inerupted by nightmares. |
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Unimaginable injury, causing more pain to stave off the next wave of realization - dignity barely in tact. |
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I wanted to take the pain away. |
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I can still hear her whispers in the morning, "Don't leave me." |
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Only, I had to leave. |
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I promised that I wouldn't leave her. |
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"I just want to be loved." |
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Her words shot straight to my heart and I held her. |
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"You are loved, believe me, you are loved". |
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Oh, what have we gotten ourselves into? |
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Did I take from you what you didn't have to give, yet again? |
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I was desperate. |
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I wanted to be your first. |
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And, I was your first. |
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But, at what price? |
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And, who will pay the piper when the music ends? |
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 | Currently listening: Fallen By Evanescence Release date: 04 March, 2003 |
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
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Hey, Poet! |
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Are you compelled to rhyme? |
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Do you rhyme all of the time, just to get shit off your mind? |
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Then, when the ink runs thin, |
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do you mark up your skin? |
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Then, do you get up on stage, simply to vent all that rage, |
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that's build up over years, |
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For which you have no more tears? |
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Hey, Poet! |
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Do you look down upon me, as I sit under a tree, |
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With just a stick in my hand, scratching hearts in the sand? |
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With no pen in my hand, am I dirt to you? |
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Because, I'm not up on stage, because I'm not filled with rage? |
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At least not rage you can see, though there is pain inside me - obviously. |
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Hey, Poet! |
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Do you look past me in a crowd, becuase I'm not very loud? |
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Because I don't hate my dad, because I'm close with my kin, |
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Is it because I was born with WHITE skin? |
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Am I not marginialized, not as oppressed as you've been? |
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Is that my ONLY sin? |
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Because, Poet.... |
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I could LOVE you, if given the chance. |
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And, those hearts in the sand, I could trace them instead |
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in the palm of your hand... |
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But, I DO understand... |
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That's why I picked up this pen and scratched out this verse and, albeit my first, |
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I hope the point is clear as I hold back my first tears, and let go of my fears... |
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You can put down your pen now. |
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