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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 32
Sign: Leo

City: LOS ANGELES
State: CALIFORNIA
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/20/2006

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Thursday, July 20, 2006 
I knocked on the door - second floor
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then, I waited, 1.....2.....3......4,
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knocked some more, as before
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no reply came from within,
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as the silence erased my smug grin,
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Desperation set in as I walked round the side,
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past the gate, 'neath the swing, and under the slide.
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nothing more, there is nothing here for me,
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not a word, nor a prhase - no melodic poetry,
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So, I search, once again, my small book -under "M",
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5 Inspiration Avenue is scribbled in pen.
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As I look up once more, I see a small note
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has been nailed to the door.
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I see my name at the top, now I have to be strong
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As, it seems that my muse has packed up and gone.....
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"In search of warmer climates..."
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I hope she won't be gone for too long.
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Currently listening:
The Best of New Order
By New Order
Release date: 14 March, 1995
Thursday, July 20, 2006 
Alone now.
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My two cents
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turned out to be
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exactly one cent too many.
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My love, how could I have predicted
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you'd view my first coin as charity,
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and see the second as mere pity.
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Then, how could I have forseen,
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you'd  throw them both down in shame.
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And, afterward, things would not be the same.
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I only wanted to help you.
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But, now I'm left in despair...
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Listen to me love,
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I can't understand how this is fair.
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But, if you're going to leave,
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if you're headed for the door,
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give me back my copper, love.
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I'm not your two-cent whore.
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Currently listening:
Come Away with Me
By Norah Jones
Release date: 26 February, 2002
Thursday, July 20, 2006 
I'm tired of bringing my "friend" home for dinner.
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Tired of sneaking behind walls and taking
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Just a minute too long to use the restroom with her in public.
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I'm tired of pretending, when the evening is over,
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That she isn't spending the night in my bed.
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I'm sick of speaking in genderless terms,
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Careful not to insert "she" where most are expecting "he".
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I'm done pretending my gay roommate is my boyfriend
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And that I'm going to have children when I finish grad school.
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But, they never take it well, and I can't handle another lecture about sex and hell.
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So, excuse me, while I call up my "friend" and invite her to dinner - again.
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Currently listening:
Singles
By The Smiths
Release date: 23 May, 1995
Thursday, July 20, 2006 

I can still taste her.
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I can taste her lips, her tounge in my mouth.
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I can still feel her mouth on my breasts, her hands on my chest, her leg on my leg.
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Her fingers inside of me, then outside, and in again.
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But, more than that, I can hear the pain in her voice.
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I feel her body trembling next to mine, her fitful sleep, inerupted by nightmares.
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Unimaginable injury, causing more pain to stave off the next wave of realization - dignity barely in tact.
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I wanted to take the pain away.
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I can still hear her whispers in the morning, "Don't leave me."
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Only, I had to leave.
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I promised that I wouldn't leave her.
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"I just want to be loved."
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Her words shot straight to my heart and I held her.
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"You are loved, believe me, you are loved".
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Oh, what have we gotten ourselves into?
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Did I take from you what you didn't have to give, yet again?
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I was desperate.
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I wanted to be your first.
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And, I was your first.
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But, at what price?
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And, who will pay the piper when the music ends?
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Currently listening:
Fallen
By Evanescence
Release date: 04 March, 2003
Thursday, July 20, 2006 

Hey, Poet!  
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Are you compelled to rhyme?
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Do you rhyme all of the time, just to get shit off your mind?
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Then, when the ink runs thin,
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do you mark up your skin?
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Then, do you get up on stage, simply to vent all that rage,
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that's build up over years,
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For which you have no more tears?
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Hey, Poet!
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Do you look down upon me, as I sit under a tree,
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With just a stick in my hand, scratching hearts in the sand?
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With no pen in my hand, am I dirt to you?
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Because, I'm not up on stage, because I'm not filled with rage?
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At least not rage you can see, though there is pain inside me - obviously.
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Hey, Poet!
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Do you look past me in a crowd, becuase I'm not very loud?
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Because I don't hate my dad, because I'm close with my kin,
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Is it because I was born with WHITE skin?
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Am I not marginialized, not as oppressed as you've been?  
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Is that my ONLY sin?
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Because, Poet....
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I could LOVE you, if given the chance.
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And, those hearts in the sand, I could trace them instead
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in the palm of your hand...
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But, I DO understand...
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That's why I picked up this pen and scratched out this verse and, albeit my first,
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I hope the point is clear as I hold back my first tears, and let go of my fears...
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You can put down your pen now.
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Currently listening:
Different Class
By Pulp
Release date: 27 February, 1996