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Laura Beaman


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Gender: Female
Age: 23
Sign: Capricorn

City: Coventry
State: Midlands
Country: UK
Signup Date: 2/16/2005

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Monday, July 09, 2007 

Current mood:  hyper
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1 - When was the last time you cried?

hmm a few weeks ago?

 

2 - Have you ever faked sick?

yeah. I was a kid once.

 

3 - What was the last lie you said?

oh. probably something that didnt even matter but I lied anyway...Im pretty good at that!

 

4 - Have you ever cried during a movie?

yes. but not really when someone dies violently.

 

5 - Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?

ummm.....do I have to say his name? everyone knows who it was anyway.

 

6 - Have you ever danced in the rain?

yes.

 

7 - Have you ever been drunk?

No sir.

 

8 - Have you ever tried drugs?

Nope. I utterly refuse and so therefore they aren't even offered to me anymore

 

9 - Do you smoke?

no. only one puff once to prove that it sucked.

 

10 - What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?

lol. dont remember. probably the whole 'horn' thing with scottafer

 

11 - What is your full name?

laura beth beaman. beaman is soon to be changed. ok. I lied. it's not.

 

12 - What is your blood-type?

red.

 

13 - Have you ever been in a car accident?

nope. but I have seen several.

 

14 - How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?

um... 20.

 

15 - Who was your first kiss?

nope.

 

16 - Have you ever had an online relationship?

not really.

 

17 - Have you ever had phone-sex?

No. i have also never had real sex thank you very much.

 

18 - Have you ever been rejected by a crush?

oh gosh yes.

 

19 - What is your favourite sport to play?

football

 

20 - Have you ever made a prank phone call?

yes.

 

21 - Have you ever said

what? have I ever said what?

 

22 - What's your favourite childhood memory?

probably just my everyday imagination. making soup out of water and leaves running away to russia. you know. cool stuff.

 

23 - Is there anything that you have done that you regret?

...actually no. there isn't. I regret the way a very small number of things have turned out, but there is nothing I would change.

 

24 - What do you want to be when you grow up?

crap.

 

25 - What is your political persuassion?

I don't claim one.< SPAN>

 

26 - Have you ever had cybersex?

no. what the heck!

 

27 - Do you believe in g-d?

what is g-d?

 

28 - Do you believe in love at first sight?

no. lust at first sight. but not love.

 

29 - Do you believe in karma?

yes?

 

30 - Who was your first crush?

a guy named chris.

 

31 - Who do yo uhave a crush on?

well. i have actually only physically met him twice...but i dont wanna name names.

 

32 - How would you describe yourself?

short. fun. funny. random, kind.

 

33 - What are you afraid of?

sharks and heights. and doing something completely wrong and ruining my life.

 

34 - Are you religious?

I believe in Jesus and I love him.

 

35 - What does your screen name mean?

i dont even use AIM anymore. its boring.

 

36 - What person do you trust the most?

well I have discovered that most of my friends just tell each other everything about me anyway...so probably emily. who is in the group but seperate.

 

 37 - who was your last boyfriend/girlfriend?                                                actually never officially had a boyfriend. and im glad. sort of.
38 - What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?

the first one that comes to mind is when joel told me my hair looked like ariel's. as in the little mermaid. as in my idol.

 

39 - What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?

I can't remember so I must've blocked it out of my mind.

 

40 - What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?

pssh. 5 1/2 years. pretty intense yeah?

 

41 - What is your greatest strength?

I actually don't know.

 

42 - What is your greatest weakness?

lethargia.

 

43 - What is your perfect pizza?

half pepperoni half cheese on thin crust.

 

44 - What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?

probably 'no. not already'.

 

45 - What is your first thought before you go to bed?

I have how many hours to sleep!?!

 

46 - What college do you want to go to?

none. to visit? i havent been to purdue in awhile...

 

47 - Do you get along with your family?

yes I do. I love them.

 

48 - Do you play any instruments?

sort of paino and almost guitar.

 

49 - What kind of music do you like?

techno and basically everything.

 

50 - Do you think you're attractive?

I think I'm normal.

 

51 - Would you ever get a tattoo?

sure.

 

52 - How many piercings do you have?

8.

 

53 - Who makes you laugh?

my friends. they are all hilarious.

 

54 - Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?

want to be? no one. if I had to be.....emily, myssi, luke, sean, carl. I dunno. all my friends.

 

55 - Have you ever seen a dead body?

yes.

 

56 - Do you have a celebrity crush?

besides johnny depp and orlando bloom....yes.

 

57 - What is one thing scientists should invent?

something to let you go back through your life and relive it at random times.

 

58 - Have you ever broken a bone?

nope.

 

59 - What happens after you die?

I will go to Heavena nd be with Jesus for the rest of eternity.

 

60 - Do you watch or read the news?

sometimes.

 

61 - What stereotype would you label yourself as being?

normal. I dont think I have one....any help?

 

62 - Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?

i.......?

 

63 - If yo ucould change your name, what would you change it to?

last name? mwahaha. that I know.

 

64 - If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go

probably back in the fall of 2001. for a very specific reason.

 

65 - If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?

something....

 

66 - Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

almost several times.

 

67 - Have you ever played strip poker?

no.but I love normal poker.

 

68 - Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?

yes and I have.

 

69 - What do you want your friends to think about you?

that I am there for them.

 

70 - Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into?

besides with my family...a girl at school. we were yelling at each other ...and stuff. i cant eve remember her name actually.

 

71 - HAve you ever bitten someone?

haha. yes.

 

72 - when is your brithday?

December 31 the best birthday in the world.

73 - Have you ever stolen anything?

yes.

 

74 - Do you make wishes on shooting stars?

no. I forget b/c I am so in awe at how awesome it is!

 

75 - Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?

pssh i dunno.

 

76 - If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?

that's a tough one...

 

77 - Do you remember your dreams?

rarely.

 

78 - Have you ever been in love?

close. but it was more infatuation.

 

79 - Are you a morning person or a night person?

both? and neither.

 

80 - Do you have any phobias?

yes heights.

 

81 - What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone? oooooo. dont wanna talk about it.
82 - Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?

nope.

 

83 - How many screen names do you have?

one. and I dont even know if it is stilla screename.

 

84 - Do any medical problems run in your family?

?

 

85 - Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?

not completely.

 

86 - Have you ever had a nightmare?

yes. a lot when I was younger I have a lot of 'day'mares nowadays.

 

87 - Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?

i dont really have enemies...so i guess the answer is friends.

 

88 - Would you ever participate in a threesome?

Nope.

 

89 - Would you ever pay for a prostititue?

nope.

 

90 - Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?

Nope.

 

91 - Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?

Nope.

 

92 - Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?

close. but no.

 

93 - Have you ever written a love letter?

yes I have! the first one when I was around 9....but my mom found it first and wouldnt let me give it to him.

 

94 - Have you ever attempted suicide?

mmhmm.

 

95 - Do you prefer boxers or briefs?

boxers or boxer- briefs.

 

96 - Have you ever been in a fistfight?

no.

 

97 - Do you have any hidden talents?

haha. yes.

 

98 - What is one thing you want me to know about you?

I like taking these surveys

 

99 - What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask?

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100 - Do you usually prefer books or movies?

I love them both. it just depends on he genre I spose.

 

101 - Who is your favourite person to talk to?

myssi?

 

102 - Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?

myssi.

 

103 - Would you ever have sex before marriage?

I hope not. so far I have succeeded.

 

104 - Who do you talk to most on the phone?

Joel

 

105 - Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of?

mmhmm.

 

106 - Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?

is there a difference? I did not even know! probalby british just cause they are cooler.

 

107 - Have you ever gotten detention?

once I was kicked out of church. that is as close as I have ever gotten.

 

108 - How do you vent your anger?

through listening to music and getting alone.

109 - Have you ever been on a diet?

yes. most of my known life.

 

110 - Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?

younger = I have. older = I have. so yes.

 

111 - Is your best friend a virgin?

i have several....and some of them yes and some of them no.

 

112 - What's a rumor someone has spread about you?

something about drugs I think.

 

113 - What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing?

nope.

 

114 - What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you?

i dont know. I try not to keep tabs on these things.

 

115 - What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?

continued to be my friend after I actually told them what I wanted to tell them.

 

116 - Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?

lol. not by a real doctor. but I do have add and ocd. a lot.

 

117 - Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?

ugh. it didnt work. and never have I again.

 

118 - Have you ever wanted to murder someone?

unfortunately yes. but i have matured out of that.

 

119 - Have you ever hated someone?

yes. escpecially people of the female gender. I dont even understand some of them.

 

120 - Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?

online.

 

121 - Do you consider yourself popular?

I consider myself normal.

 

122 - Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?

yes and I have before. to my utter destruction.

 

123 - Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?

enemy? what the heck? who has enemies?

 

no?

 

125 - What is your favourite book?

bible. to be cliche'.

 

126 - Do you have a collection of anything?

pirates of the caribbean stuff.

 

127 - Are you happy with the person you are becoming?

as I try to steer myself straight...yes.

 

128 - Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?

16? oh yes. I hated everything.

 

129 - What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?

possibly married. in a castle. in europe.

 

130 - Are you happy with the life you have?

I am very happy with my life!

 

if you read all of it you win!

 

Monday, June 25, 2007 

Current mood:  pleased

saw Tool on saturday. It was awesome!
I really do like maynard's voice.
and I sort of moshed for like 5 minutes. It was actually pretty scary. but I've done it...I guess.

and my friends are awesome.

carl: I'm makin you a pocket, Laura!
luke: I think I got pee'd on
and I'm super glad melaine was there. I probably would've died if she hadn't been there. good thing, aye? and I don't even remember anything sean said. He probably doesnt either, actually...but someone did try to steal his shoe as he was crowd surfing - so that made him pretty angry. and I feel like I would've been angry, too.  

I wish I could've taken pictures and stuff...but that would've been impossible.

Friday, June 15, 2007 

Current mood:  mischievous
Moving.
back down to bargersville. Which is, in fact, just where I started exactly a year ago.
2 moves in one year...and never OUT of Indiana. always still here.    ?
Someone explain that one.Cause I sure as heck can't.

I am getting very good at this 'pack up and move quickly' thing.
I will be having pool parties...so look forward to that all of you who are of age.

just kidding. ; )

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 

Current mood:  bouncy
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to everyone involved in my life:

I have been accepted to the SBS School in England in September!
I am very very excited!

Anyone who wants to come visit me while I'm there - you are more than welcome! I'll be there for 9 months!

hot tubbin?

I have my own hot tub now.

Be Jealous.
Or come hot tubbin with me.

5k

I am going to be doing a 5K walk a thon on Saturday May 26 downtown. My church, Realife Church, is going through an organization called Speed The Light. It is a ministry that provides money, communication and transportation for missionaries around the world.
Please let me know if you would like to sponsor me.
We are asking for a minium donation of $10 up to however much you wanna give. Like a thousand or whatever. : )
So please let me know if you are interested in helping out!

Currently listening:
Amusing
By Chris Rice
Release date: 23 August, 2005
Tuesday, April 10, 2007 

Current mood:  hopeful

First: It is a beautiful day. (It's finally above 7 degrees. Even though it will be snowing this weekend again. Dumb.)
                       I am finally over it. No more anger or jealousy or anything. You were the only one that he could end up with and it be acceptable. It's ok. I am finally ok. On this day...more than a year later, it's official. It's been a long process, but it was nothing.

Second: I am getting an ipod.

So if there is any music you wanna donate that would be pretty cool. I am hopefully gonna get one that is 80 gigs, so I can have some DVD's on there.

Currently watching:
The O.C. - The Complete Third Season
Release date: 24 October, 2006
Wednesday, April 04, 2007 

Current mood:  intimidated

I'm tired of this river
only flowing one way
I'm only going downstream
I can never swim against it
Oh Lord, I need your mercy...
Whatever happens next

My dreams becoming nightmares
facing all the blank stares,
of my own face, despising
not knowing where to stand

This desire is taking over
It's becoming all-consuming
I know I'd be ok without it
I just need to feel Your arms
around me holding tightly
protecting and shielding
loving and endearing
Lord, I wanna see Your face

Steal my heart again, for the third time
take my focus from this world
whispering sweet surrender
with love pouring from my eyes

I want a life of rainbows,
But I need a life of white walls
to keep me from becoming
so easily a fool.

God I feel Your mercy
I see you in the darkness...
please forgive my weakness
and understand my fear.

 

4/3/2007

 

 

Thursday, March 15, 2007 

Current mood:  bouncy

I lied.
I'm not going to Hawaii in march...obviously.

BUT

I have just turned in my application for the same exact school in England.
and that should be amazing.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007 

Current mood:  grateful

by Isaac Watts

Alas! And did my Savior Bleed
And did my Sovereign die?
Would he devote that sacred heart
For sinners such as I?
At the cross, at the cross where I first saw the light
And the burden of my heart rolled away,
It was there by faith I received my sight,
And now I am happy all the day!
Thy body slain, sweet Jesus, Thing,
And and bathed in it's own blood;
While all exposed to Wrath Divine,
The glorious sufferers stood.
Was it for crimes that I had done
He groaned upon the tree?
Amazing pity! Grace unknown!
And love beyond degree!
Well might the sun in darkness hide
And shut his glories in,
When Christ, the mighty Maker died
For man the creature's sin,
Thus might I hide my blushing face
While his dear cross appears
Dissolve my heart in thankfulness
and melt mine eyes with tears,
But drops of grief can never repay
the debt of love I owe;
Here, Lord, I give myself away
Tis all that I can do.

Currently listening:
Begin to Hope
By Regina Spektor
Release date: 13 June, 2006
Friday, December 29, 2006 

Current mood:  stressed
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
so there is a possibility that I lied to ya'll about leaving in march.
Cause I am not sure it is gonna work out...with stuff. Like graduating. And Money. which are two very important things to have  in place.
So I am thinking that I might be staying until septemberish...which leaves me with the dilemma of finding somewhere to live.
Because my roommate, formerly known as my sister, is leaving for hawaii in feb/mar. This being said, if you have any ideas of any place for me I would like to hear about them. I am in the process of talking to my parentals about moving back in. But we all know that that situation would be insanely difficult. Because of being on my own for real for a while. There is also a  handful of other options open...but I'm not sure any of them are the right ones...
So please pray that I am given clear directions as to what direction to even go and that if I am to stay a place is made available so that I do not have to live on the streets of indianapolis like a crack whore.

Thank you for your attention and for reading this 'blog'.
it's not half as serious as it really sounds.

have a happy new year.
...I will be turning  21 on new years eve. and everyone in indiana is going to know about it.
Monday, November 20, 2006 

this is a formal announcement to all involved in my life:

I am moving back to Hawaii in march once I have graduated from a cut above. I am gonna go to the school of biblical studies- which takes you through the whole bible in detail and you study background and context and stuff like that. It is a nine month course if I decide to go for every part of it. Which means I wont be back until december.

I am sooo excited and I need to hang out with everyone before then...but after the holidays, cause I have no time right now.

You should all come visit me. cause its hawaii. and me. and stuff.