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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 102
Sign: Sagittarius

State: Utah
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/17/2005

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Sunday, January 08, 2006

S.M. ♥
Current mood:indescribable

last night a friend of mine passed away. it was so unexpected for me, he was just in class with me making fun of mr. spitzer. it was just so...i can't say...just... unbelievable? i mean, sometimes it feels like everything is fine, you are invincible & you would never think of anything happening to you or anyone you knew. and then it happened. when somebody told me at lunch skiing, i just didn't believe it. the healthy, happy kid you were just joking around with a few hours ago...no way. but it is true. and it won't be the same. i just met him a few months ago and now he's...gone.

it's just too shocking...i mean, that's the second person i've lost this week. and i don't think either of their deaths have really hit me yet. and i just feel so...i don't know...lucky? i mean, to think of his parents and best friends and family...i just feel like i don't have nearly ht burden they have.

all i know is that i will never be able to listen to ac/dc ever the same again. or go to math class or tease mr. spitzer. or go to confirmation class. just the little things are the one's that i'm going to dread. monday is going to be one of the most depressing school days ever. i'm just glad it isn't one of the days that i have...had...him in my classes. god help us all.