Chris, we will truely miss you. I cant believe that you really gone. If I was there I would have helped too. But it is a tragedy that you had departed from this world and now all you friends and family will miss the wonderful, cool, outrageous things you have done. But now we prayed from the people that needed it and That I prayed to make sure that you are in a better place. I hope that all his friends and family will say a pray for you in heaven and to your family. I miss you and Love you Chris.... We all miss you and love you. :((

Amen

1)The past becomes the present, As old memories are uncovered. Where as our life may be pleasant, We never really recovered from a life that was turblent we learn so much, We'll never know what they meant for it'll forever be in our mind...hushed

2)To humans its not very far...forgetting brings to much sorrow and remembering brings everlasting pain

3) Love is a game without winners and if you fall in love...you have lost

4) It is cold here in the night, at least I am told I have to fight, my blod boils. I feel betrayed, I betray. I feel soiled. Here in my grave I lay...

5)It's funny how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces

You said that you loved me

I believed the words you say

But what happended to me at bay...

You told me that you loved me

And I said the same

But in this short time we had

it became clear to me what went bad

So now you gave me something

Something I'll never forgive

By this time I'll break down

like a lonely hound

So full of tears and pain

from the words you have said

But I'll live on in vain

with this painful heart that lays...

1)Gun in your hand, making you cringe. Just let it out. For now it's late. Bullet shooting out, not uttering a sound. Bullet flying near, you shiver in fear. BANG! Falling to the ground, tears falling down my face. How could you do it? It haunts you everyday. For now I am a ghost. You couldnt save.

2)I feel so broken from the words that are spoken. This whole tragedy has made me see. How I was mistaken to have been thinking I was something special or anything more than.....a toy.

3)I can only see blood. I cry the crismson liquid. My spirit is broken. I only have a few moments, as I raise the gun. I think about my mother, my father, my life. In a few moments...I shall be free.

4)It is cold here in the night, at least I am told I have to fight, my blood boils, I feel betrayed. I betray. I feel soiled, here in my grave I lay...

5)My heart is breaking...It hurts...It hurts! JUst like the light of the moon...He shimmers so brilliantly...and just like my fingers shall never touch the moon, my feeling shall never touch his heart. If only I could fly from here...fly like a bird. I wander if I could touch the moon.

6)My heart...it hurts, I didnt realize that I felt, so deeply for you...maybe if I became a monster...Then perhaps I could escape from this pain. It hurts...I feel as if my heart is about to burst, How can I escape from this pain? Perhaps if I gave in and became the monster... If I became a monster, then perhaps...

7)Its funny how someone can break your heart and you still love them with all the little pieces.

8)Love is for those who want to be hurt...Who wat to have their hearts broken. Love is for the weak. The strong survive on the hatred that burns the love inside them.

9)I never knew what I was...I thought that the people I loved wouldd never be hurt. But I was wrong...I have hurt people really bad...My family...my friends...the ones I love and myself.

10) Death, Hate, Darkness, Sorrow, Anger, Rage...Nothing of me shall be anymore. I will no longer exist in this world anymore. I shall die and let everyone be in peace when I'm gone.

11) I see no need to go through the same situation. Always so complicated with these relationships. So I got to get away knowing that my heart will stray handleling more than I can. Why the same story again?

12) Darkness and Light can not be the same without each other. Darkness can not survive without light and light cannot survive without darkness, But the two I have equal inside my body. I shall I have the world in complete Darkness, forever.

As I sit here in my house begging for death I cant seem to committe it. I cant take my own life cause of something that is holding me back. So all I can do is hurt myself. I leave scars on my arms and in my heart. I think about my death all the time and try countless times to die. But I cant cause something is hold me back. Something I want to have again but cant cause I lost it for go now. Is it LOVE or is it just the fact that I lost someone I LOVED and still do. I try to move on but cant cause IM chained to my past. So all I have to say it that Im sorry and that I hope you can forgive me for the stupid things I have done to you and anyone I have hurt. I honestly try to stop it but it goes to far and now I it has gone to far and I just want to die.  All I have done is hurt people, Now the last words of hate you said to...All you did was take my life away from me. Cause I am dead inside my heart. It froze over from the tears I shed. I am doomed now for I have no heart anymore. It is nothing but ice and darkness.   ††

remember me
I feel you so close to me
I hope you still think of me
even I know you found another love
you took away my chance to
be with you forever
to be your love and stay together
you gave away the precious love
that we had to somebody else
oh baby I wanna tell you
remember me
remember everything we used to be
can you feel my heart pounding, pounding
will be forever, will you
remember you, remember me
I remember everything we used to be
'cause my blood is still pumping, pumping
will be forever, will you remember me
I need you, but it's o.k.
I know that, I'll find my way
I will begin to find another love
you took away my chance to
be with you forever
to be your love and stay together
you gave away the precious love
that we had to somebody else
oh baby I wanna tell you
remember me
remember everything we used to be
can you feel my heart pounding, pounding
will be forever, will you
remember you, remember me
I remember everything we used to be
'cause my blood is still pumping, pumping
will be forever, will you remember me
I feel you
even I know
be with you forever
to be your love and stay together
you gave away the precious love
that we had to somebody else
oh baby I wanna tell you
remember me
can you feel my heart pounding, pounding
remember you, remember me
'cause my blood is still pumping, pumping
will be forever, will you remember me