Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 51
Sign: Virgo
City: MCALLEN
State: Texas
Country: US
Signup Date: 8/5/2006
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
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Monday, July 23, 2007
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Have you ever seen
Life's Beauty?
Have you ever seen the ocean, late at night during a storm? the waves churning, crashing, and curving so very high, so much power and strength, it makes your heart race. Have you ever seen Alaska's northern lights? oh so very much like an ocean of color, high up in the sky, swirling and disappearing, and coming about once again. like if someone up there, is playing with a rainbow and making it swirl and glow. Have you ever seen, A glorious sunset, or a sunrise, all red, orange, pink and gold. It is such a beautiful sight to behold. One day soon, stop for a while, and open your eyes and your sense's to the world around you. You will see the Glory of God, here on earth.
Copyright©Sandra Moore
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Sunday, July 22, 2007
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Running Away
Running Away I found myself running again,
running from something inside me... running
from lifes problems. seeking my sanity and
peace once again, so I went and spoke to my
loving father, where I have always done so,
the ocean where he died. It is where I go, to
calm my soul, to see the sun rising on the
horizon, reflecting, on the waters surface.
To see the sea gulls flying high in the sky,
sandpipers pecking for food, and crabbs
crawling into their home. oh and the
dolphins so beautiful to see from the
peer, To open my soul to the heavens,
and cry my pain and loneliness away.
It is the one place, in the world, that
reminds me continuously that yes...
life is beautiful. though my problems
still exists, though I still feel alone in
the world... I am at peace once again,
until the next time I am running away.
Copyright©2003 Sandra Moore
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
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Who Are You My Friend? Let's BE REAL...
Who are you my friend? Let's BE REAL with each other I see you on my list's but I know nothing about you Can life really be so impersonal? I want to know why you cry? What makes you laugh and sing in joy?
Who are you my friend? Let's BE REAL with each other Are you married? Do you have children? Is your love strong and true? How many lullaby's do you sing to your children?
Who are you my friend? Let's BE REAL with each other What is your favorite color or the color of your eyes? Do you have a favorite song? Does it make you cry, fill your soul with peace, bring a gently loving memory? Or even dance with glee?
Who are you my friend? Let's BE REAL with each other, Do you believe in GOD? Jehova? Christ, Allah or Budda, my friend? If Not, then tell me what you do believe in, What gets you going in times of disaster or duress? What do you seek, in life, love and friendships?
Yes, Let's BE REAL with each other, who are you my friend?
CopyRight©November2006Sandra Moore
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
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I was lost
I was lost in a mindless mundane world where a day ran into another, in an endless stream of misery.
The feeling of having my hands tied behind my back, with my inability to assist you. The way you needed to be assisted.
I don't know why these things happened to you I don't know what we could have done, I tried I tried with everything I had to give. And it never seemed to be enough.
I was lost, when my own troubles began, hormones depleting the fear of going blind, the need for you to help me through my own troubles, troubles I could not share with you, when you had so many of your own.
Then this inability to share with the one true love of my life, for fear of your health declining even more. I held my own troubles close, so close I went numb, I could not feel, I could not see, I could not understand, why? If you loved me so, you did not see my own problems when I knew yours so very well.
I was lost in a lonely desperate world of my own making, searching for what we once had. And then the ultimate price of my silence. I lost you, when I needed you the most.
I was truly lost then for everything that truly mattered was gone. Yes I still had my children, but they would grow, marry and move on, and instead of us being together forever, I am would be alone.
The years have gone by now. And loving, caring memories still flash before my minds eye's... of all that we had, of all the things we shared, from that first gentle touch to the passionate embrace that lifted us up to the galaxies. I have learned, I am nothing without you, I am still lost in a world unknown.
Copyright©November2006Sandra Moore
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
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Category: Life
Kiri and Buddy Just had new puppies!
Kiri, went into labor around 11 pm, first pup female appeared at 4:30 am about a foot away from my face...lol. (Kiri is used to sleeping with me and she would not calm down until I laid down next to her on the floor) Second pup Female born at 5:10 am. It is now 6:48 am and she has one more puppy popped out as I was typing.... hahahaha!!! I will let ya know how many she has as soon as I know... LOVE IT!
She had 3 puppies, the white puppy is a male.
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Monday, October 02, 2006
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Current mood:  pensive
Has anyone ever gone to a certain state or country, that you long to go to again? Oh not for shopping spree's and vacation stuff. But a state or country that touch's the soul. A place you would love to live in and enjoy? The one place you would love to go back to before you die?
I do, I loved Alaska! It is the one place that touched my soul beyond anything I can describe. As some of you know, I was an abused child, as an abused child I used Nature as my escape. When I first set foot in Alaska I felt like I was home, the beautiful wood's, the Elk and moose.
Yes there could have been so many indicators that also brought this feeling. I married when I was 17 years old, My then husband had joined the military, within six months of marriage, I was back home with my mother. LOLOL! no, not because my marriage did not work out. But because L was ordered to go to Germany, He had a choice- Germany for six months alone or Germany for 3 years if he took me along. I did not mind going to Germany for 6 Months if I could, but NOT 3 whole years. So I went back home for 6 months. To face all the old miseries I had left behind when I married.
6 Months after L Returned from Germany, then he was ordered to go to Alaska, with the same options, 6 months alone or 3 years with me along. I was NOT about to go back home...lol

And Alaska was a part of the U.S.A. You can imagine my fright, I thought everyone lived in igloo's...and that the ground was frozen with ice year around... hahaha.
But not only that I had to take my very very first plane trip ALONE and to Alaska which was an 18 hour flight. I was petrified and almost didn't take that first step into the plane. But I knew L was waiting for me, and the dog I was taking with me was already in the cargo area.
For the first 2 hour's of the flight I almost ALMOST screamed at every bump of turbulance we hit. Closed my eyes tight and prayed every time. hahaha. But after a while when nothing happened and my muscles got weak from the tension I let go and finally enjoyed the flight. With the thought that if I was going to die then so be it, it was too late to do anything about it anyway, I was just sorry I had to put my dog Prince through it as well. 9 hours into the flight I was finally able to look out the window to see whatever I could see.
Do you know how lovely the clouds can look under an airplane? like a bed of cotton fluffy and soft. So very very lovely! As time past and the clouds cleared up you could see an elusive cloud approaching the plane, and see the plane pass through it, like it was mist. 
All this was something I had never before experienced in my whole life.
I lived in Alaska for 2 and a half years. I had never seen anything so beautiful (except the ocean) before in my life. At that time 1977, there were still woods surrounding the fort we lived in. From our quarters we could see Mt. Mckinley on a bright sun shiney day, the snow capped moutain ranges are the most gorgeous thing I had ever seen in all my life! Has anyone seen the movie Insomnia? Remember when he could not sleep, cause there was so much daylight? Well it is true, in Ft.Wainwright Alaska, it is called the summer Solstice, there is hardly any night time at all. you have to cover your windows with foil, in order to sleep at all, to distinguish night and day. The main day of the summer solstice is June 21st, when there is almost no night time at all. After June 21st, Alaska starts gaining night and losing day. Losing day you ask? Yep! Losing it, until you get to the winter Solstice Which is December 21st. When there is no daylight at all, it is 12 noon, and you have to drive your car with the headlights on. Incredible! and yes, that first year my car froze solid. How was I supposed to know those post's in front of the quarters were to plug in the car's engine/battery blanket? You see, I was there in September, and I was there for only 1 month when L got orders for a month long training in FT.Greely. I had been in Alaska only 1 month, I knew nothing and he had to leave me alone, without friends or family for a FULL month! LOL.
I loved winter, that very first snow fall, OOOOOOOOoooo, I was sooo angry cause I could not make SNOW BALLS, my very first time ever ever seeing snow and then after all I had heard of snow balls, I could not make even one. The snow was DRY, and powdery, not moist and sticky How L laughed and laughed and came out side with a bucket of warm water showed me how to make snow balls in Alaska and threw it at ME, WOW, my first snow fight!!! lololol.
And yes Summers can get hot in Alaska AND you better watch out. The first time I went outside to get a suntan after the winter, I BURNT and I didn't even KNOW IT. I was used to wet hot humid summers, where the sun beats down on you and you can hardly breath and thought since I dont even sweat in this dry totally fresh air, I will be alright. NOPE, it HURT! Looked like a shrimp from head to toe... hahaha.
But most incredible to me of all about Alaska, were the northern lights, and the wild animals. There is nothing in the world that compares to the day when we were fishing, it was getting twilight, and the the sky burst in dance, with a spectacular light show, colors swirling and twirling, disappearing and coming about once again. And while we were staring in awe at the site, we hear a twig/branch, break behind us, we turn and low and behold, and elk was walking towards the water for a drink. He turns his huge head and looks at us, then takes another drink, and takes off, and all this time the sky is still dancing with lights of color totally disappearing then slowly coming back again like ocean waves in full living color, it is a spectacular site to behold...
Yes now at 48 years old, I wonder if it all, was truly as wonderful as my mind remembers it. I was an 17-18 year old girl, finally free for the first time. Surely that freedom from pain and abuse had something to do with how I saw and experienced Alaska? I wish with all my heart to go back and find out.
Mini clips of Alaska's Northern Lights
Pictures of Alaska's Northern Lights
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Friday, September 22, 2006
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Here is an older one

I am still lonely
I am here, I am there, I am everywhere and... I am still lonely He say's I want you, She say's you are beautiful. They say, no one will love you, till you learn to love yourself. So... I am still lonely. He wants my body, but not my heart. She has a strong outgoing, positive nature. They mean the world to me but... I am still lonely Are you out there my love? When will I find you? And when I meet you, will my heart know you? My soul cries out for you, searching for you where ever I go... I am still lonely
Copyright ©2003 Sandra Moore
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
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Category: Writing and Poetry
The Darkness
A darkness so terrible, sometimes consumes me. I try to run and hide from the unbearable fear, that bloom's within me, and no matter how hard I try to presevere, there is no place to go, no where to begin, to free my soul, for the darkness and fear have a strangle hold. It is scarey to be so alone. So unwanted, so unneeded, that my cry remained unheeded, So now I cry lonely tears late at night when no one can see or hear. Are you there "unknown one"? To let me speak, and try to reach with a frightened hand, another lonely soul to touch, who may understand? If not, then the darkness will return, to dot my soul with fear, unconcerned, as the lonely frighten tear rolls down my face....... in disgrace.
Copyright ©2003 Sandra Moore
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Friday, August 25, 2006
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Category: Writing and Poetry
A Lovers Sun Set's
SPI As we stand side by side, I can feel your
arms around me holding me close, as if you
Will never let me go. Is this real? I ask, the
red setting sun. Does he love me? I ask
the orange and yellow skies. Will this last?
I ask the evening breeze. Though I crave
the gentleness of your touch, I want the
need to be mutual. I want you to need me
as I need you, to want me... always, As
I want you. As we stand side by side,
I turn to you, lift up my face for a
long, lovely, longing kiss. As we turn
back to see the Glorious Sunset, I
see the finger of God reflected on
the waters surface. If this is not real,
If this will not last. Then God, I will
have you to thank for this cherished
lovely memory. As this sunset slowly
fades,and darkness looms near, I am
ready now to face the world unknown,
all because of the beauty you have shown in,
A lovers sunset.
Copyright©2004 Sandra Moore
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