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This totally gonna kick Twilight's ass, I know it.

When I went to see Rebecca (B) in July and we went to London for the vigil when we came back we had this idea... well she did... that we should do something for Heal The World Foundation, what she came up with was to do some wristbands saying Forever Michael. We and some others pooled some money together and came up with the money for 500 wristbands and so we are selling them for £2.50 and 100% of profits wil go to HTW and no one else!


From the site.

Michael Jackson. What can I say... he's the love of my life, ever since I was a little girl. He brought me through one of the hardest periods of my life and if it weren't for him I honestly don't believe I would be here today. He gave me a reason to get up in the morning when I didn't feel I had any other reason. He was also going through a pretty touch time himself at the time and I feel like we came through a really dark time together in sense. I felt I needed to be around FOR him. I lived my life through him. It may have been unhealthy, but at the time I never left the house, but because of Michael, I started to make my self go to MJ events, I even went all the way to America, my first holiday on my own and he was the driving force behind that. He made me wanna do these things and I did them FOR him! I give Michael Jackson all the credit for my ability to leave the house every day to go to work, my ability to get on public transport, to travel to places I've never been before, all those things, he has complete credit, because he made me want to do those things!


Last night it was announced that my idol in life died. His huge heart, filled with love gave out and my heart went with it. Today I have a hole where my heart used to be. I have a gapeing hole in my chest that I don't think I'll ever be able to fill again. I've been awake for... 48 hour almost, I didn't sleep a wink last night, I've hardly eaten. A part of me that was here this time last night, has gone. He's gone. And I can't quite understand or believe it and it hurts so much. I never thought I could hurt this much, I never thought I could cry this much. Just when I think I've stopped crying... I start again.

Michael, I hope you know how loved you are, my love and thoughts go out to your beautiful children and your beautiful family. If I hurt this much, I cant even comprehend how much they hurt right now. I know you're in a better place and right now I pray there is a heaven. You were always too good for this world, Michael Joseph Jackson. If there is a God up there, I hope he's kept the best suite for you! I love you and I always will. Goodbye, my love.