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[08 Dec 2009 | Tuesday] 2:08 AM

Current mood:  creative
Category: Music
If you're in the south Jersey area I wanna start an avant-garde project and some shit so let me know.
[20 Mar 2008 | Thursday] 7:49 AM

Category: Art and Photography

King Diamond... Black metal musician.


Mustis the keyboardist from Dimmu Borgir.


The cast of the George Lopez Show because it is by far fucking hilarious.

More to come soon...
[24 Feb 2007 | Saturday] 3:49 PM

Current mood:  crappy
Well I had to do it. I had to break it up with Joanna because my life is going no where and I'd have no time to see her at all. I am trying to get my act together. Trying to mature myself into an adult. Ronnie Pables will remain the same, but I need to realize I'm going into the real world and I'm still stuck in my teenage persona. Thats not healthy. Smoking pot and drinking alcohol every day isn't going to amount to anything useful. I am going to college and that means responsibility and maturity. I broke up with her because I'd never get to see her much. I'd be too caught up in homework, paying the bills, going to class, going to work... I barely have any time to see anyone else anymore. I am through with the mall since no one there wants me around anymore. My parents are getting abusive again, they're not paying for my college, I have to pay it off myself. I'm about to go off the deep end. It's all shit for me. I drank a shit load when I broke it up to drown out my misery to the point where I almost blacked out. I passed out though because I could have another shot. Summer I decided to shut myself off from the world since its all dim to me. No one seems to like me the way they used to. I am willing to get back with Joanna in the future, but as of now its the worst time. I've had times in my life where I thought I couldn't be in a relationship, but this tops its all. When I asked her out my life was peachy, nothing was wrong... Two months later everything horrible exploded at me all at once making my almost freak out and have to go back to the crazy house. Maybe if I can find some good pills I can make it all stop once and for all. A few people seem to like me still like my friends who were always there for me. I'm going to wrap this up with an apology to the world and that if you really feel I need to wake up again then I need assistance.
Currently listening:
Goodbye Yellow Brick Road
By Elton John
Release date: 20 February, 1996
[09 Feb 2007 | Friday] 3:13 AM
I can only see this out one way. It's stereotypical gothic I know, but what else is there. Life is looking down hill for me. I know I have a magnificent girlfriend at the moment, but still. Emotions mixed and hell arising around me. I am getting no where in life. I have all these plans, but none good. I mean I did decide my college major to be Forensic Science so I can be a specialist or a bounty hunter. People don't seem to appreciate my presence at much as they used to. Have you figure out what I am talking about? Durpee de dur! Either a shit load of intoxication non stop until it all stops or eternal rest in the astral planes would help me. I am not engaging into anything yet, but I need time to think. Why does this have to always happen to me when I finally get good things to happen to me?
[19 Dec 2006 | Tuesday] 8:34 PM
Been playing them on piano hardcore and got them down pretty well. Classic rock is where its at. I am trying to form a tribute band to classic rock songs. Get some Led Zeppelin, Rolling Stones, Elton John, Aerosmith, Queen, whoever else we want. I also want to do some songs from modern times that are just that good.
[23 Oct 2006 | Monday] 5:21 PM

Current mood:  gloomy
Category: Religion and Philosophy
I am but a simple pagan (not wiccan, it only says I am because its the closest thing I could get to actual pagan on myspace) and yes I may have some demonic, chaotic, and immoral motives, but who said all pagans had to play the good guys. I know most pagans are generally good spirited folk who are misunderstood and I used to want to help others... One day I said fuck this catholicism religion I don't understand it at all and don't ever want to so I converted. I altered the Chaos Assembly hardcore. It's not all hell and torture like it used to be. Now theres 6 branches depending on your religious status. Like only Luciferian Satanists and Spiritual Satanists, but not the guys who burn the churches and shit. I made a book now on the group and theres a whole section on the change. It started when me and Hennie formed the American Liberation Front, a group to let people do as they please without suffering for it. Two forms: Hennie runs the non-violent group, and I run the violence protests. The Chaos Assembly was inspired by the fact that just because you're a hippy as I can be at times doesn't mean you have to be peaceful. I am all for peace, but it's too late now to just stop anything. If you want war, how about hell on earth is what I say. Back before the war peace would have worked, but now I feel like starting a war between the American people like the Civil War. At the end of their fighting they'll realize how stupid this is and try to fix things. So there thats my motive. Sorry got carried away. Now yes I am pagan, but I do have some good morals. I want to cure illness in the world I want to make the people not sick. Upon death I will refuse to ascend to the dead realm and stay on Earth until I choose to be reincarnated. I want to fix everything before I finally go away forever.
[06 Apr 2006 | Thursday] 7:11 PM

Category: Life
I'm pissed. Right now I feel like shit. I just gave blood and everyone acts like its not big deal and that I should be fine and normal. Well I'm not as a matter of the fact. I feel like passing out, but I have work. My managers won't let me off and they suck. My parents won't let me stay home. This past week was fun, but I keep feeling like somethings going to go wrong this weekend and it makes me want to shoot myself before it happens. Maybe then the world would look at me in a positive expression instead of being treated like a piece of shit. What I'm trying to say is that I am worthless and wish I wasn't given birth to because I'm just a fucked up mistake that no one can fix. I've done everything I can and nothing goes right. I guess I was just born a jinx and whatever. I'll do what I told my cousin I'd do and drive right into the side of a building and kill myself. Won't make a difference its just another person off this wretched planet. Kelsey makes me super happy, but I don't think I am a good boyfriend and feel like she deserves better then a person like me. She isn't going to be anything better when I am in her life. I'll just drag her down with me and I don't want that I want her to live life better. She is the most amazing girl I've met in a long time, but it still doesn't change that I am a bad person and don't want anyones sympathy or hugs to try to cheer me up because I know you're all just doing it so I shut up.
[11 Dec 2005 | Sunday] 8:04 PM

Current mood:Bossy
Category: Automotive
It not the best, but its get me milage when I get my full license on May 10th. Rules are if you ride with me then I am god, not you. Got it? If you piss me off then I'll leave you right in the middle of the NJ Turnpike if I have to. First thing is that the radio is mine and you WILL listen to my music whether you like it or not. I don't care if you think its too loud or not loud enough. Don't fucking touch it. Even if its a commercial or a skit from a CD you will not touch it or I will throw you out the door while I'm moving. Thats the first rule. Second is there is no shotgun. Literally no one sits in the passenger seat. Unless you can all agree on it. If you scream shotgun it doesn't do anything. If you fight over it then you all get in the back even if theres 8 of you and you have to smash together and you're all fat. I don't care. Third rule is I will not drive you out of the county unless you pay me. I told some of you I won't charge, but if we leave Burlington then you're paying. Also I will not pick your friend up in Philadelphia and Club Shampoo goes, I will not take you every single Wednesday. Only if I want to go. Remember if you call and say you NEED a ride, then there answers no. Also for you smokers I will let you smoke in the car if you give me at least one cigarette from your pack. Just one. No drinking, no sex, no drugs, no mary jane in my car. Always wear your fucking seat belt unless you want to pay the ticket because I sure as hell won't. If I decide to drive up to the mountains for a weekend or something I will not take you unless you told me 3 weeks in advance. If I decide to drive to the mall I will not come pick you up unless you have work, I haven't seen you in a while, or you're on the way. If I have to drive back then go to the mall then your loss, not mine. Its going to be black and I want someone to detail a pentacle on the trunk to make it look cool. By the way, if you eat in my car you better have a bag to put the trash from it in. Not on my floor. Remember rules number one and two the most though. Touch my stereo you're done. Its my music. No emo, no rock, no punk, nothing like that. Industrial or metal all the time and I don't care if you are high and hate techno I'll play it or I'll leave you somewhere. No calling shotgun. It doesn't have an effect on me. You all better start driving soon because I'm not going to be your showfer. Last thing is I will open my window a lot and I don't care if you are cold, I am god of the car, not you.
Currently listening:
Termination Bliss
By Deathstars
Release date: 31 January, 2006
[26 Oct 2005 | Wednesday] 8:40 PM

Current mood:  crazy
How far you would go with me... be honest now..

Put "yes" or "no"

Kiss me..

Hug me..

Kill me..

Love me..

Hate me..

Hold me..

Lie to me..

Hurt me..

Sing with me..

Dance with me..

Grind with me..

Cuddle with me..

Let me make a move on you..

Make a move on me..

Watch a movie with me..

Get me a B-day gift..

Caress me..

Let me borrow your car..

Be there for me..

Buy me a drink..

Bring me around your friends..

Give me a massage..

Take me to the club..

Go to sleep with me..

Do me...

Drink kool-aid with me..

Take advantage of me..

Hangout with me...

Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good..

Hold hands with me..

Do something incredibly sweet for me..

Give me a lap dance..

tell me you love me..

call me..


After you mail me your response, repost and see just how far someone would go with you
Currently reading:
The Necronomicon
By Simon
Release date: 01 March, 1980
[25 Sep 2005 | Sunday] 3:13 AM

1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:

Appearance
Do you like my- score 1-10

12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:

Do think I'm- score 1-10

22. Sexy?:
23. pretty?
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:

Personality

Do you think I'm- score 1-10
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:

Would you..

31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35. Kiss me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:
Extra. play strip poker with me?:

What would you do if..

40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

In the last week have you..

50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Talked to me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me?
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:

Have I..

61. Kissed you?
62. Hugged you?
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you angry?:
67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:
Are you..

68. Happy you know me?:
69. Going to post this is so I can answer it???

[18 Sep 2005 | Sunday] 5:04 AM

Ice element
Your element is Ice. This element may seem a little
odd, but this is a side-effect from when the
element of Water gets too hurt. Once you were a
content soul, and happy with life. But then
something happened. Not necessarily on one day,
it probably happened gradually over time. You
lost your will to care and became even more
reserved from the world. People had hurt you in
ways you do not want to remember and now you
isolate yourself from them. You have turned
into an outsider and probably dress more in
black than you used to. Your depression is
eating you up and tearing you apart and the
worst part is that no one is willing to help,
or so it seems. In school you are often by
yourself or one single friend and you rarely
seem to be truly happy anymore. Your sad,
distant eyes and constant frown seems glued to
your face and you need a saviour from this
world. You may turn to music for understanding
and sing/scream along in the lyrics to get rid
of some pain. You are not very open about your
problems to your family/friends, and wish that
they would just notice it and make it go away.
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Fear
You are sad because of your fear

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Pessimistic
Your word is: Pessimistic. Everything in life you
see as a negative thing. Whatever it is, it's
always going to end badly. You feel frustrated
that everything is falling apart while you
can't do anything, but at the same time you are
no risk-taker. It is likely that you've become
this way by experience. Nothing, or rarely
anything, turned out good for you, and now bad
is a fact in your life. You are also more
likely to sulk in a corner than change your way
of life. But why change, when you've figured
out how it all works?

What Dark Word Represents You? [anime pics]
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~*~Result nr 9~*~

Your power is: Being a controller of an
element


Explanation: Wether it is earth, fire,
air or water or even all of them, you can
control that element. That means you can
manipulate their pysichal form and with just
thoughts and make an inferno for example. In
good purposes it can be used to protect but in
evil purposes it is used to hurt.
As a person you are slightly 'odd'. People see
you as different and probably has prejudices
against you. They see you as 'weird' or the
'freak', and either that hurts really much or
you chose to ignore it. You keep your hatred
for people inside and probably daydream about
killing them, which gives you satisfaction.
Truth is you are not evil, only missunderstood
and mistreated.
Negative aspects: Since you have deep
problems inside you could get into some sort of
mental illness or simply get depressed (if you
aren't already).



What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results]
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[15 Sep 2005 | Thursday] 1:42 AM

Current mood:  amused
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) High
Level 7 (Violent) Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Very High

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
[04 Sep 2005 | Sunday] 3:34 AM
.. You scored as Red Mage. Red Mage. What are you? A black Mage? A White Mage? A Warrior? You can be all three! You can fight solo later in the game, and, yes you get the mighty pimp hat.

Red Mage

84%

Bard

81%

Summoner / Beastmaster

78%

Ninja

69%

Warrior

69%

Black Mage

66%

Samurai

59%

Paladin

53%

Ranger

50%

Thief

47%

White Mage

47%

Dragoon

47%

Dark Knight

41%

Final Fantasy 11 Job
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Misanthropic Dystopian

Ronnie Pables


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