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s c a r l e t every moment in life is a learning experience... or what good is it?

July 31, 2009 - Friday 
chorus:
everytime i wake up
yes, life goes on, we go through our struggles but we still stand strong/
every time i wake up
yeah life goes on, put your hands in the air make a fist out your palms/

verese:
now every time i try to lift my head to the stars/ my dreams keep on crashing like its kanye's car/ on top of that cant get no cash/ bout to push more crack than fat joe and jlos ass/ just to get past day to day struggle/ you'd think i lived in the 80s by the way i always go to hustle/but i have to cause i cant find work and right now jobs are harder to find than whoopie goldbergs eyebrows/
try going from place to place/ smiling in empolyers face know you aint geting anything cause of braids and a dark face/ so to eat we rely of the lyrics and the beat hope that everyone feels all the lyrics that i speak cause i swear we gone get rich of these tracks and cope more whips than jesus christ had on his back/

through it all i seen the smoke clear again and again/ the facts of life my soul my beats told through a pen/ street fights/ dark nights the drugs that took my friend/ heart breaks to shake ups man/ when will it end/ times are hard paradise aint here got a couple reasons why we gotta pop them beers/ trying to fight my tears/ trying to get things clear/ trying to drive in the fast lane and cant switch gears/ i got a lot on my shoulders my culture my name/ see myself in the mirror trying to point that blame trying to expalin situations pointless confrontations/ patient but im waiting cause guessing is irritaing/ aching but im thinknig so thinking is painful planning/ standing but demanding why your own got you scanning/ my family, my music the cases the racisists the ones that say they love us by know they always hate us/

Lions Ambition
June 6, 2009 - Saturday 
i guess my grandmother sang this song to me...

Red sails in the sunset, way out on the sea}
Oh, carry my loved one home safely to me
{She sailed at the dawning, all day I've been blue}
Red sails in the sunset, I'm trusting in you
Swift wings you must borrow
Make straight for the shore
We marry tomorrow
And she goes sailing no more
{Red sails in the sunset, way out on the sea}
Oh, carry my loved one home safely to me
Swift wings you must borrow
Make straight for the shore
We marry tomorrow
And she goes sailing no more
{Red sails in the sunset}
Way out on the sea (ooh-wee-ooh, wee-ooh)
Oh, carry my loved one
{Home safely to me}
Currently listening:
Remembers: The Songs That Won the War 2
By Vera Lynn
Release date: 2007-08-07
April 2, 2009 - Thursday 
Time for everbody
Listen to the sound
and all the lonely people
live beneath the ground
don't listen to another
just listen to yourself
only changes can happens
when you change yourself
I want run
I want hide
I only want to live
To live my life


Breathe of pain
I'm the ruler of my world
Breathe in peace
I'm the ruler of the world


I courage of conviction
In everything you do
Course every little action
Only falls on to you
And I don't want excuses
To hear your bitterness
There's far to many people
Who want to give their best
I want run
I want hide
I only want to live
To live my life


Breathe of pain
I'm the ruler of my world
Breathe of pain
I'm the ruler of my world
In this light
In this life
In this love
All come back to you
Currently listening:
Quiet Letters: U.S. Edition
By Bliss
Release date: 2005-08-02
December 29, 2008 - Monday 
Once in a house on a hill
A boy got angry
He broke into my heart

For a day and a night
I stayed beside him
Until I had no hope

So I came down the hill
Of course I was hurt
But then I started to think

It shouldn't hurt me to be free
It's what I really need
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

There's a bar by the dock
Where I found myself
Drinking with this man
He offered me a cigarette
And I accepted
'Cause it's been a very long time
As it burned 'till the end
I thought of the boy
No one could ever forget

It shouldn't hurt me to be free
It's what I really need
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself
Currently listening:
Love in the Time of Science
By Emiliana Torrini
Release date: 2004-02-23
December 24, 2008 - Wednesday 
I dreamed I was drowning
In the river Thames
I dreamed I had nothing at all
Nothing but my own skin

Slipped away from your open hands
Into the river
Saw your face looking back at me
I saw my past and I saw my future

You take the pieces of the dreams that you have
Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But anyway you look at things and try
The lovers are losing

I dreamed I was watching
The young lover's dance
I reached out to touch your hand
But I was watching from a distance

We cling to love like a skidding car
Clinched to the corner
I try to hold on to what we are
The more I squeeze the quicker we all are

You take the pieces of the dreams that you have
Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But anyway you look at things and try
The lovers are losing

I dreamed I had nothing at all (nothing at all)
I dreamed I had nothing at all

You take the pieces of the dreams that you had
Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But in the final reckoning
We're trying
The lovers are losing
Currently listening:
Perfect Symmetry [2 CD Deluxe Edition]
By Keane
Release date: 2008-10-14
December 18, 2008 - Thursday 

my car somehow started rolling from a parked position
first it was able to swerve without hitting any other parked car
i chased it, trying to find some way to stop it
then it went down a street, a downhill street
it started to hit cars, trees, bushes and just didn't stop
then it rolled down hills crashing into houses
people, animals… everything
my car then formed into a huge compacted ball
gaining speed, crushing everything in its path
i couldn't keep up so i sat there helpless
watching it roll down hills and valleys
obliterating everything in its way
until with one final terrible earth shattering noise
it was stopped by a massive tree with roots unshakable
though the chaos had stopped, the real pain had begun
the aftermath was a natural disaster
unbelievable mayhem and slaughter
people sobbing at the loss of their homes, belongings, pets…
and i…
i was devastated... look at what i caused
look at the damage everywhere around me
look at what i could have prevented
if only i had put on the parking break

December 14, 2008 - Sunday 
Verticle Oracle card Aries (March 21-April 19)
It's an ideal time for you to throw a party for all the people you've ever been and all the different selves who live within you now. Invite the teenager who once seethed with frustrated potential and the four-year-old who loved nothing more than to play. Include the hopeful complainer who stands in the shadows and dares you to ask for more, as well as the brave hero who comes out every now and then to attempt seemingly impossible feats of happiness. Don't forget any of the various personalities who have contributed to making you who you are. Celebrate your internal diversity. Marvel at how good you are at changing.

November 9, 2008 - Sunday 

But sister you know I'm so weary
And you know sister
My hearts been broken
Sometimes, sometimes
My mind is too strong to carry on
Too strong to carry on

When I am alone
When I've thrown off the weight of this crazy stone
When I've lost all care for the things I own
That's when I miss you, that's when I miss you, that's when I miss you
You who are my home
You who are my home
And here is what I know now
Here is what I know now
Goes like this..
In your love, my salvation lies

 

Currently listening:
Time Without Consequence
By Alexi Murdoch
Release date: 2006-06-06
October 21, 2008 - Tuesday 
I need a hand with my worrisome heart
I need a hand with my worrisome heart
I would be lucky to find me a man
Who could love me the way that I am
With this here worrisome heart
I need a break from my troubling ways
I need a break from my troubling ways
I would be lucky to find me a man
Who could love me the way that I am
With all my troubling ways
I need a man who got no baggage to claim
I need a man who got no baggage to claim
I would be lucky to find me a man
Who could love me the way that I am
A worrisome troubling baggage free modern day dame,
a worrisome troubling baggage free modern day dame
Ain't no body the same

melody, pure soul melody
Currently listening:
Worrisome Heart
By Melody Gardot
Release date: 2008-02-26
October 18, 2008 - Saturday 
The Journey

One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice --
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
"Mend my life!"
each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.
It was already late
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.
But little by little,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn
through the sheets of clouds,
and there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do --
determined to save
the only life you could save.
 
~ Mary Oliver ~
September 24, 2008 - Wednesday 

Baby, I can't figure it out
Your kisses taste like honey
Sweet lies don't gimme no rise
Oh, oh what you're trying to do?

Livin' on your cheatin'
and the pain grows inside me
It's enough to leave me crying in the rain
Love you forever but you're
driving me insane
and I'm hanging on
Oh, oh, I'll win, I'll never give in

Our love has got the power
Too many lovers in one lifetime
ain't good for you
You treat me like a vision in the night
Someone there to stand behind you
When your world ain't working right

I ain't no vision, I am the man
who loves you inside out
backwards and forwards with
my heart hanging out
I love no other way

What am I gonna do if we lose that fire?
Wrap myself up and take me home again
Too many heartaches in one
lifetime ain't good for me
I figure it's the love that keeps you warm

Let this moment be forever
we won't ever feel the storm
I ain't no vision, I am the man
who loves you inside out
backwards and forwards with
my heart hanging out

I love no other way
What am I gonna do if we lose that fire?
Don't try to tell me it's all over
I can't hear a word I can't hear a line
No man could love you more
And that's what I'm cryin' for
You can't change the way I feel inside

You're the reason for my laughter and my sorrow
Blow out the candle I will burn again tomorrow
No man on earth can stand
between my love and I
And no matter how you hurt me
I will love you till I die

I ain't no vision, I am the man
who loves you inside out
backwards and forwards with
my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What am I gonna do if we lose that fire?

 

Currently listening:
Let It Die
By Feist
Release date: 2005-04-26
September 20, 2008 - Saturday 
What a wonderful movie, what a better soundtrack... too bad i didn't know about the swell season sooner, they played the moore in april... damn.



August 7, 2008 - Thursday 
Ah
We move like cagey tigers
We couldn't get closer than this
The way we walk
The way we talk
The way we stalk
The way we kiss
We slip through the streets
While everyone sleeps
Getting bigger and sleeker
And wider and brighter
We bite and scratch and scream all night
Let's go and throw
All the songs we know...

Into the sea
You and me
All these years and no one heard
I'll show you in spring
It's a treacherous thing
We missed you hissed the lovecats

We're so wonderfully wonderfully wonderfully
Wonderfully pretty!
Oh you know that I'd do anything for you...
We should have each other to tea huh?
We should have each other with cream
Then curl up by the fire
And sleep for awhile
It's the grooviest thing
It's the perfect dream

Into the sea
You and me
All these years and no one heard
I'll show you in spring
It's a treacherous thing
We missed you hissed the lovecats

We're so wonderfully wonderfully wonderfully
Wonderfully pretty!
Oh you know that I'd do anything for you...
We should have each other to dinner huh?
We should have each other with cream
Then curl up in the fire
Get up for awhile
It's the grooviest thing
It's the perfect dream

Hand in hand
Is the only way to land
And always the right way round
Not broken in pieces
Like hated little meeces...
How could we miss
Someone as dumb as this?

I love you... let's go...
Oh... solid gone...
How could we miss
Someone as dumb as this?

Currently listening:
Staring at the Sea: The Singles
By The Cure
Release date: 1990-10-25
August 3, 2008 - Sunday 


August 1, 2008 - Friday 
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Last Updated: 7/29/2009

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