Is it Love?

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing?
It isn't love; it's a crush.
You can't keep your eyes off them. Am I right?
It isn't love; it's lust.
Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't love; it's loneliness.
Are you with them because everyone wants you to be with them?
It isn't love; it's loyalty.
Do you stay for their confessions of love 'cause you don't want to hurt them?
It isn't love; it's pity.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't love; it's infatuation.
Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand?
It isn't love; it's a lack of confidence.
Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
It isn't love; it's friendship.
Do you tell them everyday they're the only one you think of?
It isn't love; it's a lie.
Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for their sake?
It isn't love; it's charity.

Do you stay because a mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you? Does your heart ache and break when they're sad? Do you cry for their pain even when they're strong? Do you accept their faults because it's part of who they are? Are you attracted to others but stay with them faithfully without regret? Do their eyes see your true heart and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? Would you give them your heart, your life, and your death?...Well, then it is love.


The Kill - 30 Seconds to Mars (Acoustic)
Geez his voice and the song.... sexyness overload *faints* I would've opt for the original where he screams or the other vid where they had the violins but I like this one!



Oh what the hell... this is the one with the Violins



& the original hehehehhee gah! I love you 30STM!!! Jared Leto aka Jordan Catalano (MTV's My So Called Life) <333333333 u mucho!!




I got that poem from the lovely forum <3

Tonight I decided to write in my diary and when I opened it I realized that I haven't written an entry since March 2007   I used to write everyday since the 5th grade (yeah I still have the ones I wrote in 5th grade LOLz).  I guess over the years I've only written in them when something major happened or I guess whenever I had time.  Flipping through the pages I came upon the following entries:

Hrm I guess you can say they're more than excerpts O_O yes? IDK Don't mind my grammar >.<

"02-21-05 President's Day-----

Dear Diary,
Tonight I am talking to Vener like I do every fucking night.  Jamillah's party is in 2 weeks and I haven't a clue about her money box and what I'm going to wear.  Right now Vener is on Myspace and is in denial of his beauty.  Vener is talking to a moke guy.   Is there such thing as making reservations in a theater?  I don't think so.  Anywho I'll write more later, bye!

Signed,
Christine"

"Dear Diary,
It's been almost a year since I got to write in here.  Well alot has happened.  Some bad and some good.  It's uhm.... 2:03am I should be sleeping but I can't cause I just showered and my hair is wet.  Well the reason why I wanted to write in here is because I've grown quite fond of a certain boy.  Well I've taken an interest in him mainly because he's such a down to earth kind of person and quite a funny one at that.  He's cute although Leah Ann doesn't seem to think so... but who cares, she likes gangster boys.  Annoying.  Well yeah and stuff.  He's quite ideal.  He likes the same music as I do.  Very opinionated and family oriented.  I'm sleepy, I'll continue later.

Signed,
Christine"

Yall I have no fuckin idea who I'm talkin about in the last one O_O.  Seriously I can't remember hahahaha.  As for the entry "Vener and his beauty" LOLz... well that hasn't changed :P  mmm I'll go get some entries from when I was in the 5th grade, hehehe that should be interesting.

Indeed,,,,,, well yeah I'm gonna start writing again well only because of Mr. Honeybun LOL, gah!! Ronne STFU I'll write whatever I want hahahaha Oh yeah and I'm starting on the books you gave me, I know you left like 5 million years ago but I'm starting on them OK!!!? haha muchos gracias sisterfriend.  Come back already, stop playin homez!


"10-01-08  First entry of 2008

Dear Diary,
I love my friends.  They're the bomb diggy.  I also love Los Chaparros (I think that's what its called) the "Mehican" restaurant LOLz.  I love having days off in the middle of the week.  I love my new doggy, Harry, even tho he digs random holes in our yard.  I love Vener's kitties Frappe and Gato... no wait I mean Chai (even tho she's bitchy and doesn't wanna be held).  I bought new shading and charcoal pencils.  I also love Ashley's awesome camera plus remote har har LOLOLOLOL.  This is my favorite picture from yesterday   I look amused by Vener's hair in the wind LOL.  Ashley looks happee about the "Mehican" flag we got from the food we ordered hehe.




Signed,
Christine"

LMAO.... to be continued :)