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Wednesday, October 24, 2007 

Current mood:  grateful
Category: Life
it's been a while since i could post anything [since i got myself hacked], but i wanted people to know about something i'm going through so they'll be aware of just how common it is.
yesterday, oct. 22, i had day surgury to try to get rid of the pre-cancerous cells up in my girlie parts. although i'm only 25 this is becoming fairly common, even among teens and children! i was lucky they caught it early and i'm doing what i can to get it out of my body, hope they got it all, + hope it doesn't come back.

for those of you who aren't aware of the sliding scale of Cancer/Noncancer cells in the body: normal, abnormal, preCancer I, preCancer II, preCancer III, Cancer I, and Cancer II. I had preCancer II cells, but a very aggressive form that would turn into full blown Cancer within 3 years if I did nothing to try to stop it.  it was a short [extremely emotional] ride from the original test Sept17, getting the results in October, two biopsies, those results, to the surgery on the 22.

i had and still have a wonderful support system, through my mom + Delfin, all of my friends that were aware of what was going on, my family (esp Scott), and my coworkers. it also helped that my mom went thought this when i was in high school and could tell me what to expect (along with a coworker, Scott's X, my bosses wife,...). if anyone wants to know any further detail, just let me know.

i hope everyone else is doing well + taking care.
*E
Currently reading:
Son of a Witch: A Novel
By Gregory Maguire
Release date: 26 September, 2006
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 

Current mood:  loved

this past weekend was all about bats + cats, + i L.O.V.E.D it! apparently it was pirate weekend as well, but not too many Vikings. Delfin got us our own children of the night [to add to the horde], i got a bat marianet + 2 necklaces, saw a bat farie, lots of bat wings in various places, a bat mask, an alley bat, bat tattoos, + batman!

as cowboys from hell strolling main street, with Grapefest passes. we saw a white tiger couple up close. femme was preggo for the second time. what a pretty family! kettle corn was had by all before Messy-can food + seeing William. cheers for free Margaritas!

i got lots of love from the alley panther. toughest, poodle beating, pather there ever was. watched Pan's Labrynth on sun - great movie! next weekend's all about Paris - i hear adventure music off in the distance.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007 

Current mood:  sick
Maureen McLaughlin admited to killing 650 animals over the past 5 years in central Ohio.  The animals were given to her in hopes of her finding a new home for them, instead she would kill them because she had lost faith in the adoption system. At first she was only charged with 1 count of animal cruelty, because only one carcass was discovered, but more have since piled up. She killed the animals by putting them in a crate, lowering it into water, + holding it there until the animals had drowned. Similar to a serial killer she has kept pieces of fur in envalopes from each victim and labelled + dated them so she could recall each one. Scrawled across some envelopes were: Beloved Romeo, Old Mama, Mr. Big, "Best kitty in all the land", "Such pure love in his golden eyes!!", ...
Less than 1% of known animal cruelty cases involve drowning. In her defence McLaughlin said ",I just want people to know that I was trying to prevent a long, protracted, horrible life on the streets with a 90-second death," McLaughlin stated. "It was only 90 seconds. I know it was awful, but it was only 90 seconds." Not all of the animals she killed were strays, one neighbor asked her to care for her cat while she went out of town, when she returned the cat was gone - had been placed in "foster care."
Friday, November 17, 2006 

Current mood:  jubilant
my mom + i are going up to IL to get my kitties from my MorMor - i'm so excited!

p.s. myspace, let me check my msgs + post comments please. por favor.

Thursday, October 05, 2006 

Current mood:  chipper

So far who did you talk to the most today? Gerald, at work
What is the best name for a butler? Farnsworth Bently
What is the thing you are picked on most about? my hair
What was your last weird encounter? a metal wall under a lab bench fell toward me while i was sweeping, but it shoved a broken glass container at me.
What's the weirdest story of one of your scars? that my half brother, half sister, + i all have matching scars on our calves.
Do you remember the part from Bambi when Bambi learns to say bear? no
What color is your toothbrush? i have several - all diff colors
What is your middle name spelled backwards? Neelhtak
Can you eat well with chopsticks? indeed
What odd things creep you out? dirtiness, germs, water i can't see the bottom of
Have you ever felt an earthquake? a fake one
What do you do with the hot grease when you're done cooking bacon? don't eat bacon
How many good friends do you have? not many
What's the weirdest thing you have ever eaten? i probably don't want to know
What color are your socks today? one blue + one red double stiped athletic sock
What is your favorite word that starts with the letter G? Gretta - my baby
Who do you blame for your mood today? no one
If Ricky Martin had a trademark what would it be? a pink boa
What is something scientists need to invent? a way to get rested without sleep + a teleporter
What is the closest object to your left foot? lab table post
Who is your favorite Golden Girl? the oldest, Sofia?
Do you have an inside joke that has to do with numbers? 2, no hands?
What is the longest amount of hours you have slept in a row? 16 maybe
What story do you tell most often? no clue
How do Ugly people make you feel? intrigued
Where was your mother's hometown? Knoxville, IL
Where was your father's hometown? Winfield, Kansas
What are the posters on your walls? which walls? too many
Say two words that rhyme: gay hay
Do you use online terms in real life? usually as jokes
What do you think people think of you? i'm nice
Do you think this year will be better than the last? god i hope so
Who is the 1st person on your incoming call list and how do you feel about them? Chris - appreciation, devotion, curiousity
Do you know who Salad Fingers Is? no, but i've seen a shirt of two (ew, i do now)
What is the stupidest thing you have ever done? trusting someone too long
What is your favorite commercial of the moment? cell phone theft deterent - guys assults friend with phone
What does it take to make you cry? extreme emotion/frustration
What are you looking forward to? Halloween
Have you ever cried because you thought you were ugly? no, but because over 20 people (including 2 cops) were yelling + gawking at me, pissed me off, + just gave up.
Who did you kiss today? my mom + my cats
What do you like to do when you are alone? watch movies
Who are your 2 favorite characters on Full House? none
What is missing from your life? my own place - fixed on the 12th
Would you be ashamed if you wore hippie clothes? no, i have before - i'm more of an urban gypsy
Grab the closest book, what does the 7th sentence on the 23rd page say? at work, no books
When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? do a stuffed frankenstien + his bride count?
If it was your last day on earth what shoes would you wear? boots of some kind
Do you own a Super Nintendo? no
What do you think of Law and Order? me likie
Can you name all 7 dwarfs? grumpy, happy, sleepy, sneazy, dopey, bashful, + doc?
Who is the hottest drummer you know? know alot of drummers, but not hot
Have you ever pretended to be Jewish? no, but my sideburns naturally do the curly peyos thing + i'll use yiddish
What was the last thing you thought you lost, but ended up finding it? leather collar
What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping - i get up at 5 am for work
If you had a ball of clay what would you mold it into? abstract "art"
What does your Milkshake bring to the yard? bipolar + depressed boys
Do you have any famous relatives? Mark Twain thru my step dad
Doug or Rugrats : been years
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers: chik(fake meat) nuggets
Pirates or Indians: Jendians!!
Pulp OJ or No Pulp OJ: pulp if it's fresh
Drive or Ride Passenger: either
Regular Hot Dogs or Cheesy Hot Dogs: veggie dogs
Beach or Pool: for swimming - pool, for view - beach
Renting a movie or Going to the theater: depends on my mood
Have you ever been cool enough to...
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator? yeah
Bake with an easy bake oven? watched a neighbor
Gone to school when you didn't remember you had the day off? college class
Jungle Boogied? the dance?
Ever owed a Spirograph? full size + mini

What was the last...
TV show you watched? news
Food you ate? pear
Thing you bought? groceries
Thing someone bought you? fruit
Thing you laughed at? "wipe that puss off yr face" or "why the long puss?"
Person that spent the night at your house? i have no idea
Thing that gave you chills? (besides being cold) Chris
Song you sang out loud? there are so many i have no idea
Time you ate ice cream? a week ago or longer
Name 5 bands you have been listening to? only 5? no can do

Tuesday, August 29, 2006 

Current mood:  working

hah, they are! they put Molatov Cocktease in another episode of Venture Brothers - Assassinanny 911.

an awesome video clip of synchronized dancing on treadmills, by OK GO: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92IWqopETfI

Friday, August 25, 2006 

Current mood:  lonely
my friend Erin got married a little over a year ago, but is having her vow renewal to Stew this weekend here. it's at Enchanted Rock, which i don't believe i've been to before. it will also be her birthday on sat. i'm looking forward to sat so much, i've not seen Erin or her son Cody in such a long time. i miss her so much.
i'm so proud, she caught herself a British bloke. when i hooked a limey brit i had to throw him back.
on a completely unrelated note i was on the radio wed morning. on 102.9 they were discussing the dumbest ways people have been dumped, so i called in they put me one first.
while getting gifts i picked up a new black dress (yes, i wear black to weddings) + red pop-a-color shoes. where do i get this from...
i'm so jelous of Erin, but in a good way ;p
now i have Bjork's "i miss you" stuck in my head. i think it's a good description of how i feel right now in general in my life. i'll tried to put it up for those that might want to hear it, but it's a no go. so here are lyrics:

I miss you
But I haven't met you yet
So special
But it hasn't happened yet
You are gorgeous
But I haven't met you yet
I remember
But it hasn't happened yet

And if you believe in dreams
Or what is more important
That a dream can come true
I will meet you

I was peaking
But it hasn't happened yet
I haven't been given
My best souvenir
I miss you
But I haven't met you yet
I know your habits
But wouldn't recognize you yet

And if you believe in dreams
Or what is more important
That a dream can come true
I will meet you

I'm so impatient
I can't stand the wait
When will I get my cuddle?
Who are you?

I know by now that you'll arrive
By the time I stop waiting

I miss you

[i know i'm a hopeless romantic ;p]

Wednesday, August 16, 2006 

Current mood:  sleepy
right on...

i'll expand in this later, but i went to see Little Miss Sunshine + it was wonderful.

in other news, i got a new job + start tomarrow. i'm not sure how it'll go - i have to take off all jewelry + remove all piercings.

Currently listening:
Little Miss Sunshine
By Various Artists
Release date: 11 July, 2006
Sunday, August 13, 2006 
i'm thinking of going back to using one of my old nick names that was given to me by Art + Jeff. it's Lady-E-, from Reservior Dogs. good movie. actually, Art's on his way over to hang out.
my parents spent the day on a boat - better them than me. i have Like a Virgin stuck in my head. i figure if i ever get preggo when i'm showing i'll wear that says "Like a Virgin", like what Bjork did. i find this funny.
yes, this is all out of order, but you can deal with it if you really want to read it. the night before last Jeff made me fish for dinner + turned out great. we also were taking turns making drinks + in the process found some neat sites with odd recipies. iDrink was the one with themed drinks, like Star Wars.
last night i went to Club One for a bit for the goth/industrial night. i wish i'd been there longer - the music was pretty good.
there was a guy wearing a horse saddle with stirrups, reins, ridding crop,... the whole get up. i got my picture taken with him. we argued some: he wanted me to sit normally, but i was wearing a skirt so he had to go lower down so i could sit like a lady. i'm probably supposed to feel bad about exploiting someones fetish.
speaking of which i finally discovered that the 'save a horse, ride a cowboy' stickers are from a song
after Club One we went to Monique's for a party. a friend of hers' was moving to Mexico. i'm glad i finally got to meet her, she's neat. i really like her artwork. i'll post some later.

i should go out in vintage more often. i don't think i'd ever received so many compliments. i can fit into any era. i just have to change my hair + most people won't recognize me - it's great.

Currently listening:
The Immaculate Collection
By Madonna
Release date: 08 December, 1990
Sunday, August 06, 2006 

Current mood:  productive
it's a blustery day out - the electricity is flickering
i went to see A Scanner Darkly last night at Magnolia with Jeff. i liked it a lot, esp Robert Downey Jr.'s character. i messed around on the web site for a bit, which was much more interactive + interesting than most movies' sites.

the scanner does not see clearly or darkly into me, it just sees. sees what is on the outside + infers the rest. perhaps that is darkly.

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