but you don't know how to tell them that you love them.
one day you realize they're long gone, and you never got to tell them.
it hurts you that you never told them, and you can't get it out of your head .
you feel like an idiot.
you know you can call, you know you can mail, but you don't have the guts.
you want to tell them that you love them, that they mean the world to you, but you can't find the voice to do it.
you lack the courage.
you feel like you did something wrong because you never told them.
you want to tell them, but you feel like you can't.
something holds you back.
how did you let them go in the first place?
how could you let time pass and not tell them?
what did all the things you did together mean?
why can't you just say it?


i will do it.
i'll tell you that i love you.
our frienship shouldn't end so suddenly, because if it does, it means i was never a true friend.
maybe our frienship isn't over yet, but it feels like it is, because i
seem to have walked out of your life, without even telling you that i
love you.
i will do something to get it back.
to be the friends we once were.


i made the same mistake over and over.
i won't do it again.


i love you.
these three words, which i could easily say back then, they've taken so
much meaning now, i find it nearly impossible to say them.
i love you.
i do.