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November 6, 2009 - Friday 

Category: Parties and Nightlife
Please support Pink Cross Foundation at Adult Entertainment Expo January 7-10, 2010, where we will be passionately reaching out to porn stars with love and gifts and praying for them as well as helping porn addicts learn the truth behind the fantasy of porn. It cost approximately $5,000 so please start giving today so we can pay for our booth and our airline tickets. We can't do this without your help! PLEASE HELP US. WE ARE WILLING TO GO INTO THE DARKNESS TO PULL PEOPLE OUT FOR CHRIST!

 

We've helped over 40 men and women leave the porn industry and recover and we ask you to help us continue this important work. Thank you for caring! You may donate securely online at www.thepinkcross.org
 
(Pink Cross Foundation is a Nonprofit Corporation in the state of California and is an IRS approved 501(c)(3) public charity. Contributions to the Pink Cross Foundation, a tax-exempt organization under Section 501(c)(3) of the Internal Revenue Code, are entirely tax-deductible. We will send out receipts the end of the year. Our tax id number 80-0142359.)
October 28, 2009 - Wednesday 

Current mood:Please Help!
Nyesha aka Mahlia Milian Many days I sit and wonder at what point I lost control of my life and put it in the hands of porn valley agents. Many girls in porn come from backgrounds of drugged filled homes, have been beat or raped.

My story is a little different. Growing up my household at times was filled with domestic violence but my parents stayed together and it seemed to rarely effect my sister and I. I went to church weekly, involved in beauty pageants, Cheerleading, dance , girl scouts and had all the material things a young girl could ask for. That soon all changed when my mom decided to leave our dad and our household income changed for the worst. There was a time when we lived with different family members, would be low on food and even got kicked out of our apartment.

The winter of 2004 due to money issues we lost our condo and were forced to live in a house that was filled with drugs and crime. I was dating a great guy at the time and his house became my safe heaven but that relationship soon ended. My sister and I moved and I became a hooters girl but still wasn't making enough money for rent and school so I start stripping but only for a few weeks.

Looking in the news paper I saw an ad seeking swim suit models and I decided to go in for a test shoot and the next day the agent called and said he had a shoot for me which would pay $600 and all I had to do was go topless. So, I did. After that came solo work and eventually BG (boy-girl) scenes. I hated this guy and how dirty I felt when he touched me. He would book me at least once a week and I needed the money so I sucked my pride up and ignored the wrong I was doing. Needing more money to be on my own I posted photos on sexy jobs not knowing this would be the biggest mistake of my life.

The following morning my phone was blowing up with offers. I did my first scene not knowing anything and started flying across the map each week, booked everyday and made a nice sum of money. I soon started missing class, quit cheer and knowing that I hated what I was doing I kept shooting only looking at the money.

I would cry on the set and scrub my skin so hard after scenes because I felt dirty and just hated myself and how I was being treated. I couldn't sleep at night and began taking up to twenty pills a week! While in porn I had money stolen from me from the agent I had. I did scenes for cheap rates and was told that if I canceled a scene I would have to pay a kill fee so at times I was forced to do stuff I didn't want to do.

The first time I did a swallowing scene and facial I was forced. They waited to the very end to tell me. It was only my second time doing porn.
My worst day was when I was forced to use a sponge to do a scene because it was already booked and my monthly came early I had never did anything like this. The sponge was pushed so far and got stuck that I had to be taken to the hospital I had caught a infection and they had to open me up to remove the sponge. I wasn't able to work for a few weeks and the agent stole two of my checks to replace the money he didn't get from me leaving me broke and without food. I was threatened by other girls that if I didn't do the parties the agent set up I would stopped being booked, and would have to find a place to live.

The worst mistake I made was allowing my 18 year old sister to get into porn. She started partying, hanging with the wrong people and did everything I stayed away from. She left porn when she became pregnant with her daughter who is truly a blessing and changed her life for the better. She did a few scenes but I am proud to say she's in college doing great and now porn/drug FREE!! I soon quit porn myself and should have stayed gone…

I went back to school and tried to get control of my life again got back into cheerleading, dating a new guy but deep down was still depressed and needing money again. I turned to private dates because I thought it would be easier then porn but it was all wrong and dirty. I went back to porn and decided to get a female agent hoping things would be better because she said I would have more control over my career.

NONE of this happened and I was booked out, not sleeping, going to club events and my life was a mess again and sleeping pills ruled my life. I was a well known escort making good money but deep down it wasn't me. I didn't own my life anymore. Porn, money and sex did. VERY nasty and untrue rumors started to spread around about me around the same time I also found out I was pregnant and I do blame all the traveling, stress and crazy life style I was living for the loss of my baby. I slumped into an attitude and became very depressed but hid it with material things. I covered my swollen eyes from crying with makeup, smiling on the outside when I really wanted to just end my life.

I recently did my last scene and walked away from it all having nothing. I struggled for awhile with money, having a normal relationship and just finding myself again. Not only did I lose myself but I lost friends and family. I found out in the Spring that I was pregnant and from that moment on I knew I had to fight to keep my life safe from porn, escorting and sex.
My baby is due very soon and though I won't be able to give he/she right now or all the things a newborn needs he/she will have the love of a pure clean mom that he/she can be proud of and look up to. I wake up knowing that my life is changing for the better and although times are hard due to being on bed rest for a high risk pregnancy I have turned down all private work and offers for pregnant porn, I will never go back to that lifestyle.
Yes the money was great but it didn't make up for all the pain and trouble my body has went through. I've decided that all any help and knowledge that I receive from the Pink Cross I will use it someday to help other girls who are also caught up in the porn life style and believe they can’t survive without porn.

Thank you to Shelley and everyone at the Pink Cross who give girls like me hope and a new out look at life. Thank you to any of you who offer to help me and my baby.

Nyesha

PLEASE HELP NYESHA WHO IS PREGNANT AND ON BED REST BY DONATING SECURELY ONLINE AT www.thepinkcross.org
 
SHE REALLY NEEDS OUR HELP ASAP. SHE NEEDS RENT, FOOD, BABY SUPPLIES, STROLLER, ETC... PLEASE HAVE A HEART AND HELP HER. THANK YOU FOR CARING!

*Whatever we do for Nyesha, we do for Christ! Matthew 25:33-40
 
October 20, 2009 - Tuesday 

Current mood:So proud of you Genevieve!
Category: Life
My work name was Genevieve and I want to tell you that the porn industry is not glamorous at all. Although on the surface it may appear to be fun and enjoyable, it really doesn’t compare to what lies beneath the surface.

I started in porn in 2009 when I was only twenty years old.

I loved and craved attention. I always believed that I was porn material because of how much attention I would get and how much love I would feel from it. My mother and father divorced five years ago and because of the emptiness I had felt for so long, I was desperate for love.

I remember browsing through ads on Craigslist when I approached one that attracted me. It was an ad that was for Latina women and it said that they needed pretty, slender, curvy girls to make fast and easy money. I was astonished because I needed the money to pay for school and clothes and I was going to get the attention I always loved and wanted.
I emailed the agents and believe it or not, they replied that same day. I was pretty excited to get to be a part of something that I wanted to do when they called me and told me to meet them that same day.

We went to a hotel and they started taking naked pictures of me so they could send them to two major companies in Florida. The next day, I went to the company and they also took naked pictures of me.

My First Shoot

At the shoot, I was nervous and scared. I never did anything on camera before and I was thinking was how it would feel to actually do something that the whole world was going to see. So to brush off my anxiety, I drank extra fluids and was given some vodka to lower my inhibitions.

I waited desperately to start my video, make the money, and leave. But not only did starting the video take time, making it was also very painful and time consuming. At the time, I thought that porn was fast and easy. But they wanted to take so many pictures. So not only did the pictures take time, but the lighting and sex positions needed to be perfect.

My experience was very bad and I didn’t enjoy it at all when they started filming. I was so surprised because when I watched porn, it didn't seem like it would be so hard to have sex on camera.

I didn’t do the sexual positions right and to conclude the experience, I had bodily fluids all over my face that had to stay on my face for ten minutes. The abuse and degradation was rough. I sweated and was in deep pain. On top of the horrifying experience, my whole body ached, and I was irritable the whole day. The director didn't really care how I felt; he only wanted to finish the video.

I thought my agents were there for me, but in actuality, they didn’t care about me at all.

After I said I wasn’t going to do anything anymore, they began to threaten me and make me feel like I was just a money making machine. Every time I made a video they would get 15% of my money.

It’s a terrible business. Women are used solely as sex objects and nothing more. The actresses are treated like dollar bills and there is no compassion and no comfort provided.

All I know is that porn is not what people think.

Hope In the Face of Hopelessness

The only hope I ever got from this devastating time was through the Pink Cross. Honestly, if it weren't for Pink Cross, I would be dead.

Shelley Lubben has truly been my inspiration and I hope that I become like her one day. She is very personalized with the sex workers rather than passive or aloof like many people who have organizations. She not only gave me advice, but also helped me get closer to God. She gave me a gift bag filled with lipstick, a book about God, and a signature letter telling me how special I am and how she was happy about how courageous I had been.

Before the Pink Cross, I felt like there was really no hope. But when I sought a way out of darkness, I started contemplating ways to help other people who have been or are becoming sex workers. My goal is to help people who have no other confidant, to help them learn that there are other pathways in life, and to see how God can help them find it.

Everything happens for a reason. I know that being in the sex industry was risky for me, but what I got from it was something bigger than life – the motivation to help those who can't get out, or feel like there is no other way out.

Sometimes I regret what I did, but then I think to myself, “When one door closes, another one opens.” I know now that there is something more to live for. Special thanks to the Pink Cross and also God because without his love there is nothing to live for.

- Genevieve
October 19, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:On FIRE!
The past two months have been nothing short of a nonstop kick to the porn industry’s ass! Just look at all God has done in only two months:

• August 14 – The Lubbens fly across the country to Washington DC where Shelley tours the nation’s capitol and meets with Concerned Women For America to discuss strategies for pulling down the porn industry. Thank you CWA for taking time out to meet with Shelley!   

• August 15 – The very next day, the Lubben family drives upstate to where Shelley & Garrett’s oldest daughter, Tiffany, gets married to wonderful guy named Shane!
 Congratulations Tiffany and Shane! We love you!

• August 20 – Pink Cross Foundation joins AIDS Healthcare Foundation in LA at a press conference where ex-porn stars Shelley Lubben & Jan Meza speak against the illegally operating porn industry and file official complaints against the porn industry with Cal Osha. See media coverage here.

The outrageous response from the LA Public Health Department? “Plainly, the public need here is minimal.

At the press conference, Shelley also challenges the porn industry to a public debate.

• September 1 – In response to the LA Public Health Department’s inhumane stance on the destruction of human lives, Shelley
testifies in court five days later.

After hearing her testimony, Supervisor Zev Yaroslavsky acknowledges “We’ve asked the department of public health and I believe we’ll have a report on this subject in the next two weeks or less. But my latest information is that we’ve asked for that report for some time and they are preparing it. And if there’s something we can do, we will… It’s very complicated when you’re talking about this particular industry and the way they operate, but if there’s something we can do, we’re going to find a way to do it. This is a legitimate issue…”

• September 11, 12, 13 – Shelley speaks at the 7th annual Preventing Abuse Conference, an event in Los Angeles gathering passionate, hard-hitting anti-sex trafficking activists from around the world to fight human trafficking. Thank you Tony Nassif of Cedar Foundation for putting this amazing conference together where people from all over the world are equipped to fight human trafficking! April, another former porn star and survivor, joins Shelley and Garrett at the conference. Thanks for helping, April!

• September 14 – Straight from the conference, Shelley goes to LA City Hall where she publicly testifies before LA City Council Members about the hazardous and illegally operating porn industry. Shelley’s testimony ultimately leads to a private meeting with LA City Council Member.

• September 17 – Supervisor Zev Yaroslavsky is a man of his word. Shelley receives a phone call from his office and a copy of the LA Public Health Report revealing THOUSANDS of STDs and multiple cases of HIV in the adult industry. Read that report here.

• September 21 – One week later, Shelley has a private meeting at LA City Hall regarding irrefutable evidence against the porn industry. People in power are shocked by what actually goes on in this illegally operating industry. Shelley is deeply grateful to Los Angeles government for caring!

• September 25, 26, 27 – Only four days later, Pink Cross team flies across the country and hits the EXXXOTICA NY porn convention. While there, Shelley is interviewed by CNN, Pink Cross is featured in a
short film by Ledger Live, two men decide not to enter the porn industry after talking to Heather, the team educates porn addicts on STDs and porn performers on their health and safety rights, porn stars are given lots of love and pink bags filled with goodies, Jan and Shelley put on a comedy show (coming soon on video), Shelley and Mel stay up until 3:30 am ministering to a top Vivid contract girl (you are so precious to us, sweetie!), and then sneak into a porn pot party afterwards to reach out out to women and men in the adult industry.

Shelley seeks out Ron Jeremy at 4 am to talk to him about the terrible condition of the Vivid contract girl to SEE IF HE CARES since he is supposedly her friend and when he doesn't, Shelley challenges Ron Jeremy to a debate who quickly answers, "I will destroy you", only to later change his tune and suggest Nina Hartley instead.

Note: Shelley is used to going to bed at 8:30 pm every night so these late night porn parties are very painful for her. It would definitely take a lot of drugs to keep this lifestyle up, especially for OLDER porn actors. Hint hint.

• October 2, 3, 4 – The very next weekend, Pink Cross hits AdultCon, ANOTHER porn convention in the city of Los Angeles. Back to back conventions, you ask? That’s right. Pink Cross will stop at nothing to reach out to porn stars, porn addicts and expose the truth about porn.
The team again goes all out to educate porn fans and adult workers on the truth behind the lie of porn offering love and hope at the same time, Shelley is interviewed by ABC on the convention floor, prays healing over porn stars and porn addicts, and interrupts an interview between Lisa Ling, special correspondent for the Oprah Winfrey Show, and Steve Hirsch, CEO of Vivid Entertainment, the world’s largest porn company, in which she challenges Steve to a public debate.

Forbes.com deems Steve Hirsh the "Porn King" but is Steve Hirsch as powerful and credible as the world perceives? We’ll let you decide. Check out

A very special thank you to Mel, Heather, Jan, Carrie, Ryan and Scott for your sacrifice to travel across country, work long hours and reach out to women and men in the porn industry as well as those struggling with porn. You worked under great pressures, you loved when love wasn't always returned and you labored for the Kingdom of God in a very dark place where MOST don't dare to go. May the Lord bless every single one of you for giving your best to Him!

I also want to recognize all the rest of the wonderful members of Pink Cross who work behind the scenes and make Pink Cross even possible! Thank you to my VERY understanding husband Garrett, my daughters Teresa and Abigail, Roger, Creative Insite, Tekeme Studios and the Pink Cross Mods!

More special thanks to all of those who supported us to do this amazing work of God. Without you, it wouldn’t have been possible! You are making a huge difference in the lives of those trapped in porn, those struggling with porn and our nation! We humbly ask you to please give financially so we can continue this powerful work at
www.thepinkcross.org.
We can't do it without you!

Shelley leaves you with these historical and prophetic words from one of her favorite mentors:

“This hour in history needs a dedicated circle of transformed nonconformists. The saving of our world from pending doom will come not from the actions of a conforming majority but from the creative maladjustment of a transformed minority.” – Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.
October 18, 2009 - Sunday 

Category: Blogging
 
Chris Hedges, Best-selling Author, Writes About Pink Cross!
(Book picture) Chris Hedges, best-selling author and Pulitzer prize–winner, writes about Pink Cross and the truth about pornography in his newest book Empire of Illusion: The End of Literacy and the Triumph of Spectacle. Chris Hedges begins chapter 2 of his new powerful book with the words, “The Pink Cross”. I about flipped when I read it. I had no idea Chris wrote a whole chapter dedicated to the truth about pornography, Pink Cross and the research and hard work I have dedicated my life to for five years.

Talk about rewarding!!!! I cried. God is so faithful!

Not only does he write about Pink Cross and former porn actresses we have helped but he uses Chapter 2 as his excerpt to promote his book. Check out this article on the National Post at
http://www.nationalpost.com/story.html?id=2073591

THANK YOU CHRIS FOR BELIEVING IN PINK CROSS FOUNDATION! IT’S ABOUT TIME SOMEONE SEE OUR HARD WORK AND PROMOTE OUR CAUSE! IT’S ABOUT TIME SOMEONE SPEAK THE ABSOLUTE AND UNABASHED TRUTH ABOUT PORNOGRAPHY. IT TOOK GUTS. BIG GUTS!

In Chapter 2, Author Chris Hedges explores the physical and psychological damage that the pornography industry wreaks on the women who pass through it and quotes Shelley Lubben, Jan Meza and Patrice Roldan, former porn actresses as well as Scott Smith, former porn addict.

He also quotes porn stars, porn industry leaders, Dr. Sharon Mitchell who runs AIM and others. It is the MOST eye-opening chapter I have ever read on pornography and has put an even BIGGER flame within me to fight against pornography and help those deceived by this filthy and abusive industry!

Porn IS coming down. God has many prophets working for him. He hears America’s cry for help. Although Chris’s book at times makes you feel the situation in America is hopeless, this is where I feel my call is to give people HOPE. And not only that, but to inspire you to TRUST IN GOD, like our currency says!

If God can save me, if God can save porn stars and porn addicts, He can save America!

And I will prove to the porn industry, to America and the whole world that Jesus Christ, the Son of the Living God, IS THAT HOPE!
Watch me this next year. God has empowered me greater to inspire the world to want to know Christ and our Father, Jehovah our God!
And God will use a foolish thing to do it!

Get Chris’s
book. Read the truth about America and the reality we are in great decline and living lives of self-delusion. Then get on your knees and pray ask God what He would have YOU do to stand up against this satanic attack on our nation, the nation that proclaims and sends out the Gospel of Jesus Christ more than any other nation.

DO SOMETHING. DO NOT IGNORE THE DEVIL’S SCHEMES. AS A CHRISTIAN YOU WILL BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR IT BEFORE GOD!

To learn the truth about pornography, read over my entire site and visit the
links page. To learn the amazing truth of Jesus Christ, watch my videos of how Jesus Christ saved me and other porn stars and visit www.bible.org, www.desiringgod.org.

God is still ALIVE in AMERICA!!
 
 
October 10, 2009 - Saturday 
Shelley Lubben, former porn star, talks about pornography, sex and more!
Friday, October 30, 7:30 - 9:30 PM 
Saturday, October 31, 7:30 - 9:30 PM
For more information please visit www.gotolighthouse.org
Ages 18 and up welcome with ID (Parent or gaurdian must accompany those under 18)

October 8, 2009 - Thursday 

Current mood:JOY!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2o7gWRosVXA


I LOVE YOU RYAN!

PLEASE SUPPORT PINK CROSS FOUNDATION SO WE CAN CONTINUE HELPING PEOPLE REBUILD THEIR LIVES AFTER PORN. WWW.THEPINKCROSS.ORG THANK YOU FOR CARING!

To leave Ryan encouraging comments please visit him at facebook.com/ryanmillay
October 8, 2009 - Thursday 

Current mood:ELATED!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p0vcZPiLr-M



I AM SO PROUD OF YOU RYAN!

PLEASE SUPPORT PINK CROSS FOUNDATION SO WE CAN KEEP REACHING OUT TO PRECIOUS PEOPLE WHO ARE TRAPPED IN PORN. WWW.THEPINKCROSS.ORG

To leave encouraging comments to Ryan please visit him at facebook.com/ryanmillay
September 8, 2009 - Tuesday 

Current mood:God is doing something amazing!
Shelley Lubben, former porn actress, testifies along side of AIDS Healthcare to make a whole hearted plea to LA County Board of Supervisors to do something about the rampant sexually transmitted diseases and illegal and hazardous work conditions that adult film workers are subjected to daily in the California porn industry where 85% of the world's pornography is made.

Supervisor Yarovslovsky miraculously acknowledged us after our testimony and said "This is a legitimate issue" and also, "If we can do something about it we will." Thank you Supervisor Yarovslovsky!

Please take a moment to call Supervisor Zev Yaroslavsky and tell him that Los Angeles County must do something NOW to protect people working in the porn industry as well as the general public.
• Hon. Zev Yaroslavsky, Supervisor, 3rd District (213) 974-3333

Watch video below and pray hard!





Please pray for all the people who are still trapped in porn and need a way out. They need new jobs, resumes, new clothes, utilities paid, places to live and rehabs and right now we do not have enough donations coming in to help them all. We need God's people to rise up and do whatever it takes to help us.

We are deeply grateful for anything you can do to help!
Love,
Shelley, executive director of Pink Cross Foundation
www.thepinkcross.org
www.shelleylubben.net
August 29, 2009 - Saturday 

Current mood:Disgusted


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0q_VGacfNk

We need to care about people in porn. They die earlier than the average person. They die from AIDS. They kill them selves because they are hopeless. They overdose on drugs because they are addicted and in pain. These people are hopeless and we must show them there IS hope and that we DO care. Pray for porn stars at www.thepinkcross.org and read porn industry statistics at www.shelleylubben.net

Read below how Los Angeles does NOT care about people in porn even AFTER former porn actress Jan and I along with AIDS Healthcare and made formal complaints to Cal/Osha and the public health department:

L.A. County Says Impact of Thousands of Infections in Porn Industry, “Minimal”


“In its petition, AHF is requesting that the County take action within the adult film industry only. As set forth in the petition, the adult film industry employs approximately 1,200 adult film performers at any given time. (Paragraph 9 of the petition.) The population of Los Angeles County is approximately 9,850,000. Thus, AHF is seeking that the County be compelled to take certain actions in regard to less than .01% of the population….Plainly, the public need here is minimal.”
Andrea E. Ross
Senior Deputy County Counsel
For the Los Angeles County Department of Public Health
Demurrer to Case #BS 121665
August 18, 2009

By: AIDS Healthcare Foundation
Los Angeles, CA - August 25, 2009
In response to AIDS Healthcare Foundation’s (AHF) legal petition for a writ of mandate to compel Los Angeles County’s Department of Public Health to fight the spread of sexually transmitted diseases in the porn industry, County attorneys have filed an eye-popping demurrer that shows the County’s complete disregard for young people working as performers in the $13 billion porn industry as well as revealing a strikingly blasé attitude by County officials toward potential County-wide general public health ramifications of serious infectious diseases, including transmission of several debilitating sexually transmitted diseases, including HIV.

The County’s legal motion was filed last week in response to AHF’s July 16th legal petition for a writ of mandate against the County’s Public Health Department on the ‘condoms in porn’ issue. (NOTE: AHF separately filed workplace safety complaints late last week with Cal/OSHA—California’s Department of Industrial Relations, Division of Occupational Safety and Health—the state’s health and safety regulatory and watchdog organization, asserting that 16 production companies endangered its workers in nearly 60 condom-less adult films they produced, shot and distributed. Those complaints remain under review by state health and safety officials.)

“We knew that Los Angeles County didn't care about young people who appear in porn, we just didn't think they were actually stupid enough to say so in print, as they did in their legal response to our petition for a writ of mandate to require the County’s Department of Public Health to enforce condom use in the production of porn,” said Michael Weinstein, President of AIDS Healthcare Foundation. “The County should be ashamed of its actions—and the attitude represented in its legal response—to the industry-specific and general public health concerns raised in our legal petition.”

“In its petition, AHF is requesting that the County take action within the adult film industry only. As set forth in the petition, the adult film industry employs approximately 1,200 adult film performers at any given time. (Paragraph 9 of the petition.) The population of Los Angeles County is approximately 9,850,000. Thus, AHF is seeking that the County be compelled to take certain actions in regard to less than .01% of the population….Plainly, the public need here is minimal.”
Andrea E. Ross
Senior Deputy County CounseL
Case #BS 121665
For the Los Angeles County Department of Public Health

“To County health officials, I simply ask what rises to the level of a public health concern, either for these individual at-risk actors working in the industry or for the greater Los Angeles public-at-large?” asked Weinstein, adding, “There is no firewall between porn performers and the general public.”

“We are asking that Los Angles County lawyers and public health officials enforce various laws regarding public health and that they take concrete action to combat an outbreak of communicable diseases within a known population—which County officials could do by requiring condom use on adult film sets,” said Brian Chase, Assistant General Counsel for AHF.

The lawsuit was filed in Superior Court of California, County of Los Angeles (Case No.: BS121665), Thursday, July 16th and seeks a Writ of Mandate “compelling the Los Angeles County Department of Public Health to discharge its ministerial and non-discretionary statutory duty to combat an acknowledged epidemic of sexually transmitted diseases stemming from production of hardcore pornography in Los Angeles County.”

AHF filed the lawsuit after exhausting all other methods to compel the County to fulfill its obligation to protect the public’s health in the wake of the mid-June revelation that an actress working in the adult film business had tested positive for HIV. At that time, AHF had urged the County to better monitor HIV and STD prevention in the region’s adult film industry—and require condom use—or to shut down porn sets.

Since the June 17th reporting of the latest HIV outbreak—and the subsequent report by the LA Times that as many as 22 porn performers may have tested positive in the last five years—no action has been taken by the County to halt the spread of STDs on LA porn sets or to conduct the proper and legally-required public health follow-up with those thought to be infected.

At the time of the filing of the lawsuit in July, AHF’s Weinstein noted, “The Department of Public Health has a responsibility to try and control the spread of STDs in LA County—particularly in a commercial venue—yet the County has not taken a single step to address this serious public health threat. As an HIV and STD medical provider, it is our obligation to pursue County action on this issue.”

According to figures cited by DPH, there were 2,013 documented cases of Chlamydia among LA porn performers between 2003 and 2007. In the same period, 965 cases of gonorrhea were documented. Many performers suffer multiple infections. In the period April 2004 to March 2008 there have been 2,847 STD infections diagnosed among 1,884 performers in the hardcore industry in LA County. DPH attributes the epidemic of sexually transmitted diseases in the porn industry to a lack of protective equipment for partners, including condoms. The agency recommends condoms be used during production, but has never taken steps to ensure their use, or to protect the performers who are essentially required to endanger their health in order to remain employed.
August 21, 2009 - Friday 
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The AIDS Healthcare Foundation joined by former porn actresses and Pink Cross Foundation filed official complaints Thursday, asking California state regulators to force San Fernando Valley porn companies to require actors to wear condoms and follow health and safety laws.
The Cal/OSHA complaints will be supported with over 60 porn DVDs where unsafe sex and illegal production of porn is demonstrated.
The film companies to be named in the complaint include Anarchy Films, Backend Productions, Blue Pictures, Critical X, Hustler Video, Heatwave Entertainment, Immoral Productions, Latin Media, Legend, Mayhem, Maverick Entertainment, Raw Flesh, Sin City, Top Dog/Magnus Productions, Vivid Entertainment, and Club Jenna. 58 films from the 16 companies were considered in the AHF analysis. 1.
But that’s only a handful of the companies breaking the law as followed:
“The California Occupational Safety and Health Act requires employers to provide a safe and healthful workplace for employees, and pay the costs of their health and safety program. This same act gives Cal/OSHA jurisdiction over virtually all private employers in California, including employers in the adult film industry. Employers must comply with all relevant regulations, which are contained in Title 8 of the California Code of Regulations.”
Nobody is complying with these regulations. Porn producers could care less about the law. Even the self-professed “doctor” of porn stars doesn’t care. Founder of AIM (Adult Industry Medical clinic) and industry leader Dr. Sharon Mitchell stated in an article in the New York Times, "Honey, this is pornography. People don't pay attention to the Legislature."
The porn industry better pay attention because legislature is about to get involved in a major way. Former porn actresses will make sure of that.
“We aren’t playing around with the porn industry,” stated former porn actress Shelley Lubben and executive director of Pink Cross Foundation who publicly challenged the porn industry to a debate in a press conference held at Sheraton Universal Hotel on Thursday, August 20.
So far no takers for the debate. What, is the porn industry scared of a few former porn actresses with overwhelming evidence of porn companies not following Cal/OSHA standards?
According to the California Occupational Safety and Health Act porn employers are required to offer a safe and healthy workplace for porn workers. These requirements include:
• Following a written safety and health program, known as an injury and illness prevention program, or IIPP, pointing out potential hazards specific to the workplace and ways to protect workers from those hazards.
• Training employees in health and safety hazards.
• Protecting employees from electrical hazards, such as those associated with special lighting.
• Protecting employees from hazards associated with bloodborne pathogens.
• Providing sanitation facilities.
• Not discriminating against employees who complain about safety and health conditions.
As insiders of the porn industry know, these standards are NOT being followed at all in the porn industry. Certainly it can be proven and porn companies don’t deny it. Instead the adult film industry cowards hide behind the free speech amendment or make ridiculous remarks like:
"If Los Angeles County chooses to enforce mandatory condoms, what you'll see is all adult production leave California," Vivid Entertainment founder Steve Hirsch told the Los Angeles Times.
The porn industry isn’t going anywhere. First off, keep in mind that California is the ONLY State in which it is actually legally produce adult films due to a 1988 decision of the California Supreme Court (California vs. Freeman).
As a result of that decision, California became the first and ONLY state where a person can be legally hired to have sex for the purpose of making adult films. NO OTHER STATE HAS SUCH A PRECEDENT and it is simply ILLEGAL to make adult films anywhere else in the United States.
Sex in exchange for money (regardless of reason, or circumstance) is considered prostitution in ALL states. California just happens to be the ONLY one to make allowances for adult film production. While it is true there are companies who make films in other states, they do so contrary to law and are subject to arrest and face charges ranging from prostitution to pandering (pimping) if caught. 2.
Not to mention, what other health department in another state, knowing the risks the porn industry poses on public health, will allow porn companies to set up shop? And if the health departments aren’t aware of the risks, be assured that porn companies won’t be able to pack fast enough before Pink Cross Foundation and other advocacy groups will be knocking on doors of health departments with evidence in hand.
The porn industry WILL comply or be shut down. They WILL care about the health and safety of workers.
But Hustler’s Larry Flynt is more concerned with porn consumers than he is with the very ones who risk their lives to work in his films. He told The Associated Press, "people who enjoy viewing adult films do not want to see people using condoms."
Perhaps Larry needs to think about the fact that his workers don’t want Herpes, HIV, or to live out the rest of their lives on medication, if they live that long. Maybe Larry needs to be forced to have unprotected sex in films for a year and see how he enjoys Genital Herpes or Gonorrhea. Maybe Larry needs to live paralyzed in fear like the porn stars do.
The porn industry has disabled and destroyed thousands of lives and porn companies don’t care. LA Public Health doesn’t care. Cal/Osha doesn’t care. But Pink Cross cares. Yes, the “conservative, religious” according to AVN (Adult Video News) cares more about porn stars than AVN does. That’s for damn sure.
We care deeply about the thousands of lives risking their health to make a buck. Your life is worth more than that!
Get help now at www.thepinkcross.org

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August 21, 2009 - Friday 
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AHF to File Cal/OSHA Complaints Over Porn Industry’s Blacklist on Condoms

Group to Submit Nearly 60 Adult Films from 16 California Production Companies Filmed without Condoms that Demonstrate Unprotected Exchange of Bodily Fluids; Several Former Porn Actresses from Pink Cross Foundation to Join AHF’s Call for Condoms in Porn

August 19, 2009
WHAT: Press Conference and Teleconference AHF to file Cal/OSHA Complaint over Porn Industry’s Blacklist on Condoms; Former Adult Film Actresses to Join AHF’s Call for Condoms in Porn

WHEN: THURSDAY, August 20th 2009—-10:30 AM Pacific

WHERE: Sheraton Universal Hotel Starview Room (21st Floor) 333 Universal Hollywood Drive Universal City, CA 91608 Teleconference Dial in information: +1.877.411.9748 participant code #7931503

WHO: Shelley Lubben, former adult entertainment actress and founder of Pink Cross Foundation, Jan (Meza) Merritt, former adult entertainment actress and member of the Pink Cross Foundation, Michael Weinstein, AIDS Healthcare Foundation, President, Whitney Engeran-Cordova, Director, Public Health Division, AIDS Healthcare Foundation

CONTACTS: Ged Kenslea, AHF Dir. of Communications (323) 791-5526 cell (323) 860-5225 office Lori Yeghiayan, AHF Assoc. Dir. of Communications (323) 377-4312 cell (323) 860-5227 office

B-roll: The Starview Room offers spectacular panoramic, floor-to-ceiling views of the San Fernando Valley, home to California’s adult entertainment industry; the room also provides a bird’s eye view of Vivid Entertainment, one of the largest porn producers and an outspoken opponent of condoms in films.

Alt. B-roll: AHF officials will then depart from the hotel to deliver the complaints and the supporting DVDs to:

California Department of Industrial Relations Division of Occupational Safety and Health
320 West 4th Street, Suite 850 Los Angeles CA 90013

WARNING: The DVDs and DVD cases of the nearly 60 adult films to be submitted by AHF as part of its Cal/OSHA’s complaint will be prominently displayed on a table during the press conference.

As part of its ongoing campaign to require the use of condoms in porn films shot and produced in California in an effort to reduce the spread of STDs including HIV, AIDS Healthcare Foundation (AHF) will host a press conference tomorrow, Thursday, August 20th at 10:30 AM Pacific to announce its filing of ‘Notice of Safety or Health Hazards’ complaints with Cal/OSHA (California’s Department of Industrial Relations, Division of Occupational Safety and Health), the state’s health and safety regulatory and watchdog organization, over the industry’s blacklist on the use of condoms in porn. AHF will support its complaints with the submission of nearly 60 adult DVDs filmed in California and in which the performers do not wear condoms. AHF’s Cal/OSHA complaints will assert that the films demonstrate unsafe—potentially life-threatening—behavior in a California workplace, as the sexual acts filmed without participating performers using condoms depict the unprotected exchange of bodily fluids.

“As a global HIV and STD medical provider operating treatment clinics and prevention facilities here in California, we see it as our duty to pursue action on the issue of safety in the workplace—in these instances, unprotected sex acts taking place in albeit non-traditional workplaces—porn sets located throughout the San Fernando Valley that are churning out billions of dollars of adult fare every day,” said Michael Weinstein, President of AIDS Healthcare Foundation. “This is why we are filing workplace health and safety complaints with Cal/OSHA today: to press for the enforcement of state and local workplace regulatory guidelines which would require the use of condoms in all adult films produced in California.”

AHF is hosting its press conference—which will feature prominent display of the aforementioned adult DVDs—in conjunction with the Pink Cross Foundation and its founder, Shelley Lubben, as well as several other former porn actresses from the adult entertainment industry. The performers will announce that they are joining AHF’s call for condom use in the production of all adult films in California as well as the filing of the Cal/OSHA complaints.

“We are also honored to be joined today by several former actresses in the porn industry as we continue our push to require the use of condoms in all adult films shot in California,” added AHF’s Weinstein. “As they share parts of their stories today, each will put a compelling human face on the underbelly of the industry. For decades, the San Fernando Valley has been, and continues to be, the epicenter of the industry. Over the past several months, AHF has been spearheading a multi-pronged campaign pressing for condom use in adult films, and we are grateful that these courageous women are lending their voices and speaking out in this cause and in support of our complaints.”

“I was a porn star living the glamorous life. Drug overdoses, herpes, suicide attempts and abuse at the hands of the porn industry,” said Shelley Lubben, former porn actress and founder of the Pink Cross Foundation, an IRS approved 501(c)(3) public charity dedicated to offering adult industry workers emotional, financial and transitional support for those who want out of the adult industry. “In my time in the industry, I did some very hardcore movies, and only drugs and alcohol could get me through them. I played a crazy game of Russian roulette with my life. The industry did not and still does NOT enforce condom usage, so STDs and HIV were and still are a high risk among porn actors and actresses. While my own life has taken an entirely new and profoundly fulfilling direction and I now work to help performers leave the industry altogether, I wholeheartedly support AIDS Healthcare Foundation’s call to require condom use in the ongoing production of adult films in California.”

“It breaks my heart to acknowledge that during my time as a porn star, I’ve done a scene with 25 men and even though I was assured that all of the STD testing had been taken care of by the producers, in my heart I realize now that this was probably a lie because I never saw the tests for myself,” said Jan (Meza) Merritt, former porn actress and member of the Pink Cross Foundation. “There are thousands of porn stars actively working in the adult industry. Can AIM say in all honesty that they are able to accurately test and regulate all of these performers’ health? I think not. How is AIM certain that their tests are foolproof when nothing in this life is guaranteed, not even the use of condoms, contraceptives and other prophylactics? And how much higher is the risk of getting HIV and other STDs in an industry where you have not only one sexual partner per day, but several or more and condoms are looked at as an unnecessary, negative component of this industry? Enough is enough! How many more HIV incidents will occur in the adult industry before changes are made once and for all? 22 reported cases of HIV. How can anyone say that’s a small number? We are talking about human lives! How can you put a price on life?"

“While working in the industry, I performed in over one-hundred triple-X hardcore movies. Some of my experiences on the porn set include me being totally wasted and porn producers allowing me to be—and even providing—alcohol and drugs for me. I experienced rough sex scenes and have been hit by male talent and told them to stop, but they wouldn’t stop until I started to cry and ruined the scene,” said Michelle Avanti, a former adult entertainment actress and member of the Pink Cross Foundation in a statement. “As I continued to do hardcore porn, I started catching STDs all the time. My lower body hurt so badly and at times my private area felt like it was a blazing fire. I could no longer work because I caught so many STDs and infections. I believe that if condoms had been allowed to be used in my own films, I would not have suffered so many physical ailments and infections. I am pleased today to lend my support to AHF’s call to require condom use in adult films produced in California.”

At the conclusion of the press conference AHF officials (together with the actresses?) will depart in a caravan from the hotel to deliver the complaints and the supporting DVDs to the body informally known as Cal/OSHA: California’s Department of Industrial Relations, Division of Occupational Safety and Health, 320 West 4th Street, Suite 850, Los Angeles CA 90013.

Background DVD Materials for AHF’s Complaint to Cal/OSHA

In support of its complaint to Cal/OSHA asserting that film sets where condoms are not used provide unsafe California work environments, AIDS Healthcare Foundation officials undertook a review and analysis of nearly 60 adult films produced and/or distributed by the industry. AHF will submit the DVDs to Cal/OSHA in support of its workplace safety complaint regarding these California film sets. Among AHF’s findings:

• 58 adult entertainment (porn) DVDs purchased;
• 16 production and/or distribution companies represented;
• 15 DVDs depict double penetration (two penises) WITHOUT a condom; one portrays unprotected double penetration in one orifice (anal, a particularly high risk behavior for possible tearing of the membrane and lining of the anus);
• 7 DVDs featuring Spanish language and Latino/Latina performers; in one of these DVDs, CONDOMS ARE USED
• 5 DVDs (primarily) featuring African Americans; in one of these DVDs, CONDOMS ARE USED
• 2 DVDs featuring Asian women
• 3 gay and/or bisexual BAREBACK (no condom) DVDs

Following is a list of the production and distribution companies represented in AHF’s industry analysis:

PRODUCTION/DISTRIBUTION Companies
Location of ‘Custodian of Records’ for Companies

Anarchy Films
Backend Productions
Blue Pictures
Critical X (also: Unplugged/Ctritical X and Raw Flesh)
Hustler Video (also: All Media Play/LFP Video)
Heatwave Entertainment
Immoral Productions
Latin Media
Legend
Mayhem
Maverick Entertainment
Raw Flesh (Critical X) Chatsworth, CA
Chatsworth, CA
North Hollywood, CA
Canoga Park, CA
Beverly Hills, CA
Sherman Oaks, CA
Chatsworth, CA
Chatsworth, CA
Chatsworth, CA
Chatsworth, CA
North Hollywood, CA
Canoga Park, CA

History of AHF’s Advocacy for Condom Use in Porn Films in California

As part of an ongoing campaign to require the use of condoms in adult films shot in California, AHF has been mounting a high profile advocacy campaign directly targeting the industry, including key players like Hustler’s founder Larry Flynt; it has publicly pressed Los Angeles County political and health officials to comply with the law as far as legal reporting of HIV and STD cases—including those found among performers in the industry—and to require the use of condoms on sets in LA County; and it has also recently sued the County to achieve this aim.

AHF filed the lawsuit after exhausting all other methods to compel the County to fulfill its obligation to protect the public’s health in the wake of the revelation in mid-June that an actress working in the adult film business had tested positive for HIV. At that time, AHF had urged the County to better monitor HIV and STD prevention in the region’s adult film industry—and require condom use—or to shut down porn sets.

Since the June 17th reporting of the latest HIV outbreak—and the subsequent reporting by the LA Times that as many as 22 porn performers may have tested positive in the last five years—no action has been taken by the County to halt the spread of STDs on LA porn sets or to conduct the proper and legally required public health follow-up with those thought to be infected.

“By recommending—but not requiring—condom use on porn film sets, Los Angeles County has basically abdicated its responsibility to perform its main function—which is to protect the public health,” said Whitney Engeran-Cordova, Director of AIDS Healthcare Foundation’s Public Health Division. “The County’s laze faire attitude on this issue prompted us to prepare a ‘Notice of Safety or Health Hazards’ complaint for Cal/OSHA. We hope that Cal/OSHA investigators see this as the straightforward workplace safety issue we believe it to be, with the knowledge that thousands of STDs could be prevented in Los Angeles County with the mandated use of condoms on porn sets.”

AHF, the US’ largest non-profit HIV/AIDS healthcare provider, which operates the largest community-based alternative HIV testing program in California conducting more than 14,000 free HIV tests annually, has also been trying to sponsor legislation in Sacramento that would mandate the use condoms by actors performing in films produced by the California industry. AHF believes a so-called ‘condoms in porn’ bill should be drafted as a worker safety provision of California’s Labor Code akin to how the Labor Code currently requires the use of hard hats and other garments and barriers as safely precautions on certain California work sites and locations. To date, the legislators approached have been unwilling or unable to author such prudent public health legislation

STDs in the Industry in Los Angeles County

Los Angeles County’s Department of Public Health is aware of an ongoing and pervasive sexually transmitted disease crisis in LA’s pornography industry, a fact that is well documented. DPH has cited numerous figures confirming an STD epidemic among performers in adult films, including the fact that performers in hardcore pornography are ten times more likely to be infected with a sexually transmitted disease than members of the population at large.

According to figures cited by DPH, there were 2,013 documented cases of Chlamydia among LA porn performers between 2003 and 2007. In the same period, 965 cases of gonorrhea were documented. Many performers suffer multiple infections. In the period April 2004 to March 2008 there have been 2,847 STD infections diagnosed among 1,884 performers in the hardcore industry in LA County. DPH attributes the epidemic of sexually transmitted diseases in the porn industry to a lack of protective equipment for partners, including condoms. The agency recommends condoms be used during production, but has never taken steps to ensure their use, or to protect the performers who are essentially required to endanger their health in order to remain employed.

“This is not just about one industry, but about our entire community, as the spread of disease among adult film performers endangers themselves as well as their sexual partners in and outside the industry,” added AHF’s Weinstein. “Los Angeles County Public Health officials cannot keep passing the buck on this by playing ping pong on this with the state and the industry itself. That is why we are filing these complaints with Cal/OSHA today.”

 

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July 31, 2009 - Friday 

Current mood:Overjoyed!
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
The Foxx Girls Leave Porn Update

We are SO EXCITED to announce that mother and daughter Desi & Elli Foxx have officially retired from ALL of the adult industry and are safe in their new home!

Pink Cross Foundation has been assisting Desi and Elli in their difficult transition out of the porn industry.

Here's what Desi has to say from her personal blog:

"Without the knowledge that Shelley Lubben and her organization The Pink Cross Foundation were there to help girls like us, I'm not sure we'd be at this point of our lives right now. I learned about Shelley through a blogger and forum poster, Darrah Ford, who posts on the various porn forums that say horrible things about the girls in porn. Through her consistent efforts to spread the word about Shelley, she caught my attention quickly. It took a long time for me to trust to go to Shelley for help. It's scary to trust anyone associated with the porn industry and the safety of all there is always at risk! The day I finally broke down and contacted Shelley, I had all but given up on getting Elli to go home and back to the lives we were meant to live. I was going to get myself out and hope that Elli would follow my example."

‘So many have helped in our quest to go back to the Real World. Shelley is sending me a food card since we're getting low on funds. The Pink Cross is really there for us right now and keeps me from panicking when things are so tight. They will help as we need it and that's priceless. I know there are others who are looking for options to get out of porn. The Pink Cross really is there for you if you're ready!!

Please pray for Desi and Elli as they transition out of the porn industry. It takes time and hard work to recover and rebuild a life so please have patience and encourage these women along the way.

Please help us at Pink Cross continue to reach out to these two beautiful, precious women as they begin brand new lives far away from the porn industry.  Jesus made it clear when He said, “I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these sisters of mine, you did for me.”

I know times are tough right now but Jesus isn’t worried about the economy and we shouldn’t be either. We need to continue to help “the least of these” and give our best to God’s purposes and trust in God to bless us back for our giving!

Give and it will be given to you. (Luke 6:38)

Many people want out of porn and we need to help them!

We appreciate all of you who donated so much! Desi and Elli wouldn’t be where they are at today without your help. Please continue to give and donate here.

Thank you so much for caring!
 
July 31, 2009 - Friday 

We need $1,000 immediately!

We're reaching out to thousands of porn stars and porn fans in New York on September 25-27 and we still need $1,000 more to do it!

Your generosity towards women and men trapped in porn will make a huge difference. Just look at all the porn stars who have left porn!

We need:

Beauty Supplies
Starbuck Cards (The women go crazy for these cards when we tell them we love them "a latte". I'snt that cute?)
$$$ to pay for our booth, supplies to be shipped, flights, and hotels. We still need $1,000 to do this outreach and need to buy airline tickets right away! We are also helping many women at the same time so please give today and help us!

The women in porn need us and the fans need to know what they are contributing to!

We have enough Bibles, books and CDs so we're good there but we need supplies and donations sent to the address below or you may donate securely online
here.


Pink Cross Foundation is a Nonprofit Corporation in the state of California and is an IRS approved 501(c)(3) public charity. All Monies received go directly to support the work of Pink Cross Foundation. Contributions to the Pink Cross Foundation, a tax-exempt organization under Section 501(c)(3) of the Internal Revenue Code, are entirely tax-deductible. We will send out receipts the end of the year. Our tax id number 80-0142359. Thank you so much for caring.

Pink Cross Foundation 6077 Coffee Rd. #4 PMB 33 Bakersfield, CA 93308

June 21, 2009 - Sunday 

Current mood:Thrilled!
Mother and Daughter leave porn!

Desi Foxx and her daughter Elli Foxx recently left the porn industry and have come to Pink Cross Foundation for help.

We really need your financial help to get them through this very tough time. It is not easy to leave the sex industry and any help you can give we are grateful for. You may donate online here. Pink Cross Foundation is an IRS approved non-profit organization and all donations are tax deductible.

We will be assisting them with moving back home to Florida, finding news jobs and living expenses. I know times are tough but we still have to continue the work of helping people leave the porn industry.

Desi Foxx writes below:

My stage name is Desi Foxx. My daughter and I are both leaving the sex industry after a year and a half journey through porn. Our is a strange story in that I followed my daughter into porn to keep her safe and ended up doing it too. It was a bad time for both of our lives that lead us down this path.

The good news is my daughter has finally made the decision that she wants a normal life again. She really is a wonderful young woman who has withstood many attempts to break her down in the porn world. I'm so excited to see her and I both get back on a path of happiness in our lives and to get away from the abuse and control of the porn industry. We're moving back home hoping to pick up and go on with productive lives.
Shelley and Pink Cross Foundation have been there for us long before I ever contacted them for help. Learning there was a system to help us gave me strength to continue working to get my daughter out of the sex industry. Shelley has been there for me as a support system through some very emotional times. And now she is there for us helping with our needs as we work to get home and rebuild our lives. We know it will be hard work for us. We appreciate those who are helping Shelley as she helps women like us get out of the abusive world of the sex industry!

xoxoxo,
Desi Foxx 
EX PORN STAR LOVING PEOPLE OUT OF PORN!

Shelley Lubben


Last Updated: 10/12/2009

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