I now officially have 14 fish and a snail.
=P

Lover
Ryukin
Girshwin
John Smith
Jane Smith
Marco
Polo
Franco
Rex
Spawn
April
Ferrari
Danielle
Trixy
and Snail

=]

Five goldfish
One Ryukin
One Oranda
Two Black Mollies
One blue Tetra
One pink Tetra
One dinosaur Eel
One Algae Eater
One Beta
and an Apple Snail

=]

I'm a nerd.
Gotta love it.

<333

[[SKITTLES]] says:
Please don't let your vagina explode!
I won't be able to fuck you if your vagina explodes.
=P
Little Miss Playtoy says:
haha
=P
yeah.
I'll keep it intact.

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This is such a great shot.
=]
And I did it all on my own.
Took the picture and everything.
Proud of me?
'Cause I am.
=D

Watch The Video

I'm 17...
I used to work at Burger King...
This really hits home for me.
Don't take life for granted.
It's fragile and special.

Love.
Laugh.
Live.

It's all we've got.
It's all we've got.


<3

Ethiopian children are starving

While we sell their coffee

At Starbucks.

You gotta love it, baby.
You gotta love it.
-_-

I'm 17.  Wow... 17... Only one year off of 18.  Everyone asks, "Aren't you excited?  You're going to be an adult, you're going to be on your own!"  No... No I'm not excited.  I'm terrified.  Maybe I'm the only one that ever thinks about this?  I don't know... But, honestly, I'm down right scared.  My parents have taken care of me for an entire 17 years, now.  More than that, if you want to count the nine months before I was born.  They've paid for most of my things, cooked most of my meals, bought me most of my clothes, and taken me to most of the places I've wanted to go.  What am I going to do when I have to do all that on my own?  It's not like I've had any practice... Seriously... I can't cook, I can't manage money because I've never had to, I don't know how to pay bills... And I'm scared. =S

I do want to grow up, though... I mean, it's not like I have a choice in the matter anyway, but I want to grow up.  I want to be out on my own.  I just don't know how I'm going to do it...

I think, the thing I look forward to the most, is growing up with Tori... Maybe that's cheesy, or maybe that's dumb to some of you, but it's true.  I think about it very seriously every now and then, and catch myself actually getting excited.  But then I'm scared again... What if we don't last that long?  I'm deffinately planning on sticking around... I plan on loving Tori for the rest of forever... But what if something happens?  And, even if nothing does happen, how am I going to help support both of us?  I don't even know how to support myself yet... And I'm thinking of supporting two people..?  Still, though... Thinking about doing the most mundane, simple tasks with her makes me smile.  Thinking about waking up next to her, brushing my teeth next to her, getting dressed in the same room as her, kissing eachother goodbye as one or the other leaves for work... Or however it will work out... I just, I can't help but get all gooey and excited about it...

Meh, I'm sure you don't care, so I'll wrap it up now... But, I just felt like sharing.  Maybe someone will read this and comment, and maybe no one will... I wanted to share.  And now I have.  And now I'm done.

<3

Orgasm #2 for Tori!

=D

Go Me!

!!

What the fuck is up with all this "Your Mom!" bullshit?

"Hey, I haven't seen you in a while.  What's up?"
"Your mom's screaming was up last night."

Seriously... What The Fuck? 

"I like your hair."
"Your mom liked my hair last night."
"Your shirt is cute."
"Your mom thought it was cute when she took it off of me, too."
"I killed your mom with a fucking chainsaw."
"Your mom killed my mom with a ch-- Wait a minute!"

Yeah... Dumbass.  Shut up.  Give up.  Every time your lips move, your IQ drops.  So if for no one's sake but your own, SHUT THE FUCK UP!  Now.  I'm going to shoot you in the face.  Or, better yet, I'm going to stab you in the fucking neck with a goddamn chair leg!

"Hey... What are you doing with that chair?  You're scaring me... No, what the--?  Ahhhhhh!"
***Fucking SSTTAABB!!***
*Gurgling Noises From the Floor*
"Yeah, what now you little fucker!? Say 'Your Mom' one more FUCKING time!"
*More Gurgling* *Dying Noises* *Silence*
"NOW who's mom, bitch!?" *Turns to Stunned Crowd* "Do your part to make sure this never happens again.  Kill the fucking trend."
*Silent Nods of Agreement*
||And That's The End of "Your Mom!"||

GRRR!

First Orgasm for Tori!

And

I did it!

Muah ha ha ha ha!

<33333333

I have an ego the size of the US right now.

=]

You're jealous.

Miscarriage.

That's all...

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ONE
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Homosexuality is not natural.
Much like eyeglasses, polyester, and birth control are not natural.

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TWO
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Heterosexual marriages are valid because they produce children.
Infertile couples and old people cannot get legally married because the world needs more children.

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THREE
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Obviously gay parents will raise gay children.
Since straight parents only raise straight children.

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FOUR
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Straight marriage will be less meaningful.
Since Britney Spears's 55-hour, just-for-fun marriage was meaningful.

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FIVE
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Gay marriage should be decided by the people, not the courts.
Because the majority-elected legislatures, not courts, have historically protected the rights of minorities.

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SIX
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Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay.
In the same way hanging around tall people makes you tall.

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SEVEN
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Gay marriage is not supported by religion.
In a theocracy like ours, the values of the official state religion are always imposed on the entire country. That's why America only has one religion.

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EIGHT
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Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets.
Because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage license.

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NINE
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Children can never succeed without both male and female role models at home.
That's why single parents are forbidden to raise children.

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TEN
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Gay marriage will change the foundation of society.
And we could never adapt to new social norms because we haven't adapted to cars or longer lifespans.

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ELEVEN
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Heterosexual marriage has been around for a long time.
And it hasn't changed at all: women are property, blacks can't marry whites, and divorce is illegal.

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TWELVE
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Civil unions, providing most of the same benefits as marriage with a different name, are better.
Because a "seperate but equal" institution is always constitutional.  Separate schools for African-Americans worked just as well as seperate marriages will for gays and lesbians.

Think, people.
 Pass this on.

So, here's the deal.  Tori left me a butt-load of comments, and I have the comments on my page hidden, so I'm going to post them here, because they are absolutely amazing.  I love you, Tori! <333

Nov 12, 2006 4:09 AM
I love you lots.

I 'm really happy you got to come to my performance.

it was scary to get up and do that...

But. I did it.

Just for you.

And I love you.

and I want you to know that I'm willing to do whatever [reasonably] you think will help this relationship.

I will be good.

As long as you want me too, I will be good.

I love you.

You are amazing.

I love that you have a lot of your page with stuff about me on it. teeheeee.

yeah.

Its like....4 in the morning. I miss you.

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Nov 12, 2006 4:10 AM
you + me = love

I love you more than I can express in words.

and "I love you" doesn't quite seem to do it justice.

either way.

I love you, Andrea.

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Nov 12, 2006 4:25 AM

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Nov 12, 2006 5:20 AM
Can you tell I really miss you?
I miss you.
I love you.
I can't wait to talk to you again.
I miss your voice.
I want to talk to you :(
I have to wait all the way till tomorrow.
I miss you.
alot.
aloooot.
All I want is for you to be here.
cuddling with me.
because I miss you.
and I want to hold you.
[this is probably really cheesy...yup.]
umm.
I love you.
So much.

<3

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Nov 12, 2006 5:30 AM
I decided I also need to remind you, in addition to being the most beautiful girl I know...

You are also very...[I hate this word] hot.

yup.

Just thought I'd remind you that you're hot, and you have a perfect body, even if you don't think so. I think so.

You are amazing.

In every way.

and I miss you.

still.

I love you.

maybe I should stop being crazy and go to bed. its 5:30 am.

yeah.

sleep is good.

but not as good if you're not here.

I miss you.

I love you.

I want you here.

I want to wake up to you in the morning.

I want to fall asleep to you right now.

I miss you.

I love you.

Your amazing.

<3

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God, I love that girl. =] <333

So, basically, I don't really have anything important to say.  I just felt like typing.  You gotta know that always helps me out, and I'm not always sure of why.  I did my Anatomy study guide. =] So when Tori calls me and asks if I've done my  homework, I can say, "Yes, Tori.  I did do my homework." =]] That makes me excited.

My mom is hopefully going to take me to Brian Head this week to get a job application.  If I get a job at Cedar Breaks like I want to, then I'll be able to work more often, and get paid more, which will be fantastic in me paying off my parents and getting un-grounded and such.  Which would mean getting to see Tori more often. =]

Tori has a recital this weekend.  Friday, I think.  She's going to sing Head Over Feet by Alanis Morrisette and dedicate it to me, so I seriously have to be there.  I'll probably die or something dramatic like that if I don't get to go. =[

I miss Bayli a lot.  Rawr!  I haven't seen her in so long, and it's totally my fault, too.  That's the worst part.  I should have gone to see her play last weekend, but I couldn't since I was grounded.  I need to see her really soon.   Oh!  Maybe Tori, Bayli, Ashley and I could go on a group date or something. =P Haha, that'd be great.  A lesbian night out.  Hooray! =] Maybe I'll say something about that to Bayli and Tori some time soon, because that'd be pretty damn sweet.

I've been thinking about moving out a lot lately.  I mean, I'm going to be 17 in just a couple short months.  I'm sort of scared, but I'm sort of excited, too.  I want to move out as soon as possible, and if I can maybe even move out this coming summer, before my senior year, then I could totally go to Cedar High. =] With Tori and Bayli.  Yay!  I don't know yet, though.  I'm just sort of toying with the idea so far.

Haha, Tori and I have been together for just over a month officially now. =] It doesn't seem like much when I say it's only been a month, but it feels like it's been longer, and it's still exciting to make it to a month.  Sometimes I worry, though. =[ I feel bad about it, but I can't help thinking about what could happen.  I've just decided to try a lot harder.  I need to keep her on her toes and keep things exciting at least a little bit.  We need to get out and do stuff more often.  Maybe actually go out on an official date, because that would be really nice.  =]  I'll think of something.

But, yeah... I guess that's really all I have to say.  I just sort of felt like I should update. =] So... I'm done.

FIN

So.

I've been thinking
Quite a lot
And it's just tonight that I decided to actually voice this idea and make it known.

I want to move out of my house as soon as possible
If you know me, then you know why
Sooooo
I'm thinking of finding a way to move out this summer

I could borrow some money from my parents
[if the idea goes over well]
Get an apartment in Cedar
Work a lot all summer
Possibly every night
[taking the weekends off]
Then go to Cedar High for my senior year
Keep working through the year

I'd have to drop working days durring school
But I'd have to keep a job
So I could find some way to balance that out

I can see Bayli and Tori every day at school
I can already have a life of my own rolling by the time I graduate
Instead of having to build one starting at graduation
. . . . . .

I don't know
I'm terrified of growing up
Of being on my own
But I want to get as much of a handle on it as possible
As soon as possible

I'm not rushing growing up
I don't want to grow up
But I'm rushing being ready for it

What do you think?
Any ideas, opinions or help would be fantastic.

<333

Possibly the GREATEST holiday ever
&&&
I don't even know of someone who's having a party
Except Tori
She might be having one
We're not sure yet.

I HAVE to go to a party this year
I'm a party-girl at heart
And I'm dying to go out and celebrate
Something
Anything
Halloween just happens to be the best holiday to celebrate
So, you know
=]

I have my costume basically picked out, though
=]
Mine and Tori's are corresponding
Sort of matching
Except hers is more black
And mine is more red

Curious?
Well, too bad
You'll just have to either invite us to your party
Since I know SOMEONE'S got to be having one
Or...
I guess come to Tori's
IF she has one
And IF you're invited
=]

We'll see.

<3