So check it, am gonna be straight wit ya...

Do I think I'm Jesus Christ reincarnated... nah, I'm just JC's Brother, and really, I see that we all belong to the family lineage of Christ. Not in the physical body, but the spiritual body.

Now those words don't really mean anything unless there is Truth to them... do they?

Not really.

If there is no truth to something, it's not real. Right? Isn't that what "being true" means, that its real?

Our Brother, Saint James, has repeatedly said, "you gotta stay true for life, otherwise you ain't shit."

I agree...

Staying True... what's that mean though?

Here's an example...

I write, A LOT... and most often its about something to do with spirituality.

Why?

Well, a while back I realized that writing was an act through which I can lose my self-created sense of self and step into the flow of Life. It was often the case that, in my mind, I was writing to someone else, or so I thought. I soon realized that what was being written was for everyone, most importantly, me. It was a sort of therapy, although I didn't realize it at the time...

It was only until recently that I saw writing was actually transforming me. So, I went back and re-read, and re-read, and re-read.

I read and read and read, not because I thought I was "the shit" for writing what I wrote, but because the words that were written were written as such because they were intended to release my mind from whatever insanity had sparked the note to begin with.

If I had a question, I would write it out. Myspace became my best friend. Not only for the interaction with others, but because I could write, and it was liberating me, and others... a teacher teaches and learns by teaching, so to speak.

At the time, I had no clue where life was taking me, I was just along for the ride.

And now, here, in this moment, writing this, a deep sense of peace is present. More than that, this peace is not because of any condition that has taken place in the circumstantial reality of the physical universe, but because there is really no conflict in the mind or the heart that is currently being experienced. And if conflict does happen to arise, I look at it, and make a more appropriate choice, i.e. The Power of Now (no, not the book by Eckhart Tolle)... You know, the power that is the originator of all things in this very instant... That Power!

It wasn't until yesterday, October 21, 2009, that the fundamental realization of living essence became absolutely clear... and it has nothing do with the me I think I might be.

It has everything do with... well, uh... everything, I guess...

Walking with insanity as the predominant premise in the mind often bewildered me. Even that sentence is bewildering... "what is insanity? and how did it become the predominant premise? If your mind is so easily bewildered, how do you know your not bewildered right now? How can you be so sure that this is just not some mental illusion that you think is the reality? You could in fact be insane while everyone else is sane, how do you know? How do you know, really? How do you know for sure? How can you be so certain?"

The questions never end... However, there is One Truth that answers them all.

The method that I use to enter into a place of peace is Transparency.

And transparency is two-fold. In order to arrive at the first fold, a journey towards transparency must occur. The first fold of transparency can be summed up in two words, "Hide Nothing!"

And this entails an exhausting look into all the bullshit I have buried, in the mind and the heart.

Let's me be clear, bullshit = sin, and sin is nothing more than ignorance, which is really me choosing to ignore the presence of Life... right now.

So, the method I use to uncover the bullshit involves looking at anything that causes ANY degree of conflict and taking it to resolution. Not waiting for resolution to come, rather, finding resolution Now.

You could say that this is a "go it alone" type approach. But not really.

And here's why...

When I see and feel conflict, this is the "go it alone" approach. Trying to force "my" way and not simply allowing what-is to bring All into fruition.

Resolution occurs as I align to the Singularity of Presence. Joining forces with this singularity is allying with an omnipotent force... its the same force that holds the universe together, right now, and allows me to type this and you to read this.

Science has made similar reference to this force, the "cosmological constant".

Now don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that the cosmological constant proves that God exists, what I'm saying is that right now, there is some kind of force that constantly keeps the cosmos, and everything in it from spinning out of existence.

Regardless, of what I say or what science says, the fact is, you are reading this.

See, look, your mind is processing these words.

Are you aware of this?

For a while, I was lost in the mind, I *thought* it was "The Answer."

Fact is, anything constructed in the mind is only an idea, not reality.

So, I kept searching...

Then one day, I was re-reading back through a book I was writing and it dawned on me, I am not the mind.

I had heard that said before, "You are not the mind," but at the time, it was like, "yeah, whatever."

In actually realizing that I am not the mind, and therefore, cannot be anything that the mind projects, then I need not focus on any of the bullshit that I thought was, only release it.

So that's what I did, but first, I had to uncover it in order to release it; one step at a time...

And that's when I started to create a course called "World Peace Through Inner Peace." Again, at the time I started the course, it was intended for others. However, I soon realized that I had to first go through it before actually giving it out to others.

What followed was two years of walking through the depths of hell... figuratively speaking of course... well, maybe.

Regardless, whenever I saw something within my mind or heart that brought up conflict I would dive head first into the darkness, and yes, I brought my flashlight...

And this is what the course showed me... that it is inner peace that causes a peaceful experience, and the world, in all its might, cannot take this unless I first come to a place of conflict within myself. In the journey, a vision came up, it was a world upon which everyone was at peace in mind AND heart... Hence, "World Peace Through Inner Peace."

Some have asked my if I am crazy, if I have a mental illness, and some have even wondered if I am Lucifer.

And here's my response... I was crazy, I was mentally ill, and I danced with Lucifer...

Then I realized that the mental conditions I imposed upon myself was just non-sense, really, it was literal non-sense.

Thus, the first fold of transparency ===> What is there to hide?

And the second, well, that is only seen through the first...

Here's a metaphor, though, to get ya started...

The heart is like a light bulb, turn it on and it shines...

The Second fold of Transparency is transparent Self expression... and this ain't no mental thing... more of an emotional...



mind is to mental as heart is to emotional

free both and both are free...

this is our responsibility...

Right now?

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Quick, before we go any further, take a look out your window.

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Now, is the rapture really occurring?

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Many, many people are under the impression that it is. From Baptists, to Catholics, to Jehova's Witness, to Rastas, to Hippies, to, well, I could go on... but this is the really not the point.

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Even science is starting to conclude the fate of this world is on shaky ground. There's that whole carbon problem in the atmosphere, you know, that there's too much of it due to humanities choices... and again, this is really not the point.

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So what is the point?

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I don't know, you tell me?

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Why are you reading this?

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What compelled you to click the link, that lead you here, to this very moment?

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Consider it. What was the motivating inspiration that compelled your finger to press the button on your mouse?

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Inside that motivating inspiration is the point, the point of this whole Rapture thing.

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Now, let me ask you this, what is compelling you to continue reading? Whatever it is, that which is compelling you, occurs in your physical experience as a feeling to some degree.

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What the Rapture actually is, and what is actually happening lives deep within that feeling, beyond all physical appearances.

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There is only one way into that feeling, and it involves a spiritual journey within.

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How that journey occurs as your experience in this reality are the steps that you must walk through time to the doorway of eternity, and through it to the seat of OneLuv, the ever-giving source of it all, whatever that may be.

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So I guess Yeah, the rapture actually is happening. Why? Well, when a journey to the ever-depths of the source of Life within actually occurs in an individual's experience, that journey is the rapture.

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And the key to this whole thing is, is that, a journey through time completes in rapture: "a euphoric transcendent state in which somebody is overwhelmed by happiness or delight and unaware of anything else," or, "a mystical experience in which somebody believes he or she is transported into the spiritual realm..." (Encarta Dictionary)

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This time of rapture is when an individual truly enters into mystic consciousness, through the seat of the soul, inwards, to the source of it all.

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That experience could be characterized with experiences of overwhelming happiness, and insight so transcendent, that it truly is a spiritual realm. The realm that an individual enters into through this journey is OneLuv; a unified ever-giving movement.

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That realm is the moment of Now, the Now that exists as the moment in which you are reading these exact words.

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Rapture occurs here in the Now.
--

Much Luv
Michael

In ANY circumstance and/or situation, you bring to it what you give it... if you give love, then love is what you shall see, if you bring light, then light is what you shall see, if you bring peace, then peace is what you shall see... even if the world's constructs are collapsing and falling away... you give what you bring...

What are you bringing?

as life flows and as life shows, there goes the way of life... define not, that which cannot be defined and it will confine not that which cannot be confined... You are Free, this is not a matter of question, this is just what is... see Life now in this instant, and breath it....

Anything that changes is not real, how can it be? It has no lasting value. And if this is true, then any experience of changing conditions is not real.

Although the circumstances of experience may appear real, things may not be what they appear to be.

And yet, here we are, experiencing... and it keeps going, experiencing... there is no choice to not experience, it just happens... feel it... focus on a physical body feeling... there is experience.

And yet, the feeling will someday cease, maybe even in this next moment.

Still, here we are, experiencing.

So it must be that there is some part of you that is Real, and unending source of experience.

And if it holds true that anything that changes is not real, that Real part of you is not the body. The body has grown from a few cells in a womb to a vastly complex machinations of countless cells. And still, those cells come into existing experience, then fade away.

So, Who Are You?

Thinking you are the body is insanity in relation to the unending Truth of your essence.

What Are You Looking At?

You may perceive physical objects, yet it is clearly proven that all physicality arises from a quantum potential that moves as light.

You might try a journey into Mystic Consciousness
and if this occurs,
you will enter the
World of Luv

Have you ever wondered if you were insane?

Maybe you thought life wasn't worth it and wanted
some way out of the suffering and misery?

To know there is more to life than materialistic non-sense
and not know how to live with the sanity of pure love can be a
mind-fuck leading to more suffering; a suffering in which
the only option to alleviate it appears to be suicide.

If you've ever questioned what life is about, or wondered
how to live love more fully, you might consider
Divorcing the Devil.

In this book, a young man walks through
his inner most insanity to reveal a bright reality of peace
and prosperity, waiting for all to embrace it. And to
Divorce the Devil that traps the mind and heart in
constant suffering and misery, this abundant reality of love
and light reveals itself as the shining star of everyone's
true destiny.

Divorcing the Devil

a young man walked into a bar one day, turned to the bar tender and asked, "may I ask you a question."

The bartender said, "sure, yeah, what's up?"

The young man looked at the bartender and said, "are you living?"

The bartender looked at the young man with bewilderment, "What kinda question is that, of course I'm living."

"If you are living, then are you alive?" the young man calmly asked.

"Dude," the bartender said with frustration, "I just answered that, if you ain't got no better question for me, I'm busy."

The young man paused, pierced a stare into the eyes of the bartender and asked, "why do you perceive that question is no better."

The bartender stopped, looked into the eyes of the young man. Remaining quiet, he turned his back towards the young man, picking up a glass from a rack, turned back towards the young man and asked, "would you like something to drink, on the house."

The young man spoke in a soft tone, "thank you, water."

"You don't want somethin else, its on the house,"

"Thank you, water is more than fine."

The bartender took to action preparing a glass of ice water for the young man. As he began pouring water into the glass, he turned towards the young man, "may I ask you a question?"

The young man smiled, looked into the eyes of the bartender, "Yes."

"Who are you? Why come into this bar and ask me that question?"

The young man continued looking into the eyes of the bartender, "which question would you like an answer to, who am I, or why I am asking you a question?"

"Both," the bartender replied.

The young man smiled, "I am who I am, who else could I be. And I ask you a question because I see that you desire to be free."

Pausing for a moment, the bartender contemplated the response. "Okay, if you are who you are, then who is that?"

"I am who I am, who else could I be?"

"You said that already, what does that mean?"

Straight faced, the young man replied, "what does it mean to you?"

"hahaha, dude, are you gonna answer every question I ask you with another question."

"Is not the question answering your question?"

The bartender smiled, "maybe, but that still doesn't mean you have to answer everything with a question."

"If I give you a statement in response to a question, what use is that statement to you?"

"Its an answer, and if I understand it, then I can know what you mean."

"Is not the answer you seek within you?"

"yeah well maybe. If it was inside me then why are you asking me the question in the first place?"

"If you are not aware of what you are looking at, then how can you see the answer?"

"What do you mean by looking at?"

"If you are asked a question, does not it move your mind to look within you for an answer?"

"yeah, I 'spose."

"So if you look within you, and you see the answer to the question, why does it matter if I say it in a statement or a question?"

"huh, I guess it doesn't."

The young man paused, drank a sip of water, "So, then, may I ask you a question?"

"Yes, please," the bartender replied.

"Are you living?"

The bartender laughed, smiled, took a deep breath, looked into the eyes of the young man, and said, "Yes." Turning his eyes towards the glass of water in front of the young man, he began to contemplate the depth of that statement.

The young man tapped the glass with his thumb, "If you are living, are you living presently?"

"Yes, I am."

"If you are living presently, do you exist in the memories of the past and the visions of the future?"

"Yes," he quickly replied, then pausing for a moment to contemplate the answer, he said, "well, maybe. I see an image of me in the memories and in the visions, but as I see it the mind it is only an image. Its not like me as I am here, presently."

"Do you see and or feel a difference in the image of what you see in the mind as the past and future you in relation to the present you?"

"Yeah, the present me is what is liv...ing. Hahahaha. Yo, I just got it, I'm living. You fuckin bastard, why couldn't you just say that from the beginning?"

"I do not need to tell you anything that you already know, all you must do is see it, and now that you see it, will you live it?"

The bartender paused to contemplate the question, not understanding what the young man meant, he asked, "what do you mean, live it?"

"I don't know, what do I mean?" the young man quickly spun 180 degrees on the stool, stood up, and began walking out the door.

"Wait, where ya goin?" the bartender said.

"Who, me, I'm goin where I'm goin, where else could I go?"

~ love in between ~
;)

An amazing experience ain't it?

to be fully liberated from constraints so ingrained...
to be expressed in ways never thought possible...

and the energy Rises!

What a Bliss to know and receive
an unconditional well spring of ecstasy.
what to do with all this Blessing of Glee?
How 'bout give to every living flee, or knat,
or rat, or bat, or cat, or dog, or horse, or, or,
hey, why not give it to everything.

Fully expressed...from all the way "down stairs"
to all the way "up stairs"...

and the energy Rises!

Blissing, buzzing, breathing, panting...
let the energy RISE...

No specific need to be in a physical action...
Just let the energy RISE...

Breathe it into the Heart...
Guide the motions of it like an Art...

From the One Soul in Me to the One Soul in You...
Liberate your energy...
Liberate your heart...
Know your divinity...
Realize Your Part...

Be Free to Love, IN ALL WAYS...
Not needing specific actions,
just an extension of the heart.

And as the two become One in You,
the "male" aspect merges with the "female"...

The Mother converges with the Father...
The Love unites with the Light...

This here unification is the Sexuality of Life...

The genetically coded body,
an instrument of communication...

Deep Inside, The Spirit that Communicates.
The Spirit is the Source,
The Source is the Life...

To KNOW the Freedom of Love and Light,
UNIFY it to Endless Sight.

no One that You meet is any different in Light,
it is All the One...

Giving it to All is Receiving it from All
All is One,
One is All...

The sight of the encasing flesh is merely a perception in light...
and yet, deep down, there is the Light.

RISING
BLISSING
BUZZING
RADIATING

Be Free in the expression of Light,
Be Free in the giving of Love.

And Remember, there need be no
specific outward sign...

It All Rises In Energy...


~Loving You Always In ALL WAYS~

"uh, yeah, look, I'm a body. I got this cool hand on this cool arm and it connected to a cool fucking machine I call I."

"Really, who are you then?"

"uh... duh, I'm me, who else could I be?"

"who's me?"

"Well, you're you, and I'm me. You're there, and I'm here."

"Really, where is there and where is here?"

"Are you crazy, its right there and right here."

"Really, what if we switched spots and you would be here and I would be there, would you then be there and me there?"

"Dude, your fuckin stupid, can you not see the separation between me and you?"

"What separation?"

"This separation of space between me and you?"

"What is space?"

"A measurable distance in the space-time continuum."

"How far apart are we?"

"Oh, I'd say a couple feet."

"Really, what is space if there is nothing to observe it?"

"What?"

"What is this thing you observe as space between me and you if you are not here to observe it?"

"I suppose its nothing... kinda like emptiness."

"what is emptiness?"

"Nothing."

"what is nothing?"

"You know no thing, just a void."

"So then are we separate if what seems to separate us just and empty void of no-thingness?"

"uh...well, if you put it that way, I s'pose not. But...but, what about...what about..."

"what about what?"

"Well, I thought I had something to say, but apparently it wasn't important cuz I already forgot it."

"You thought."

"Yes."

"You thought."

"YES."

"Why did you think?"

"What?"

"Why did you think?"

"because I think, that's why I thought, it's what I do."

"who do you think you are? and who are you really?"

My Life is Yours
Your Life is Mine

No longer caged
no longer enraged

Dear One
Dear Life
You are the One
I Live for in this Life

I cannot know
other than what you show

I cannot do
other than what you will

I can only give
that which you give

I can only live
that which you live

I call on you as
The One Within

I ask you to
guide me always

This Life I live
is the Life You Give

May I always
live to be in your love

to always see you in love

Thank you for...for You
cuz Without You I Am not...