It takes strength to be firm,

It takes courage to be gentle.


It takes strength to conquer,

It takes courage to surrender.

It takes strength to be certain,

It takes courage to have doubt.

It takes strength to fit in,

It takes courage to stand out.

It takes strength to feel a friend's pain,

It takes courage to feel your own pain.

It takes strength to endure abuse,

It takes courage to stop it.

It takes strength to stand alone,

It takes courage to lean on another.

It takes strength to love,

It takes courage to be loved.

It takes strength to survive,

It takes courage to live.
 

How To: Grow Marijuana

 

 

MARIJUANA
Marijuana is a deciduous plant which grows from seeds. The fibrous section of the plant was (has been replaced by synthetics) used to make rope. The flowering tops, leaves, seeds, and resin of the plant is used by just about everyone to get high. Normally, the vegetable parts of the plant are smoked to produce this "high," but they can also be eaten. The active ingredient in marijuana resin is THC (delta-9-tetahydrocannabinol). Marijuana contains from 1 - 4 percent THC. Marijuana grows wild in many parts of the world, and is cultivated in Mexico, Vietnam, Africa, Nepal, India, South America, etc. The marijuana sold in the United States comes primarily from, yes, the United States. It is estimated that at least 50 percent of the grass on the streets in America is homegrown. The next largest bunch comes across the borders from Mexico, with smaller amounts filtering in from Panama, occasionally South America, and occasionally, Africa. Hashish is the pure resin of the marijuana plant, which is scraped from the flowering tops of the plant and lumped together. Ganja is the ground-up tops of the finest plants. Marijuana will deteriorate in about two years if exposed to light, air or heat. It should always be stored in cool places. Grass prices in the United States are a direct reflection of the laws of supply and demand. A series of large border busts, a short growing season, a bad crop, any number of things can drive the price of marijuana up. Demand still seems to be on the increase in the U.S., so prices seldom fall below last year's level, each year a small a seasonal drought occurs, as last year's supply runs low, and next year's crop is not up yet. Prices usually rise about 20 - 75 percent during this time and then fall back to "normal." Unquestionably, a large shortage of grass causes a percentage of smokers to turn to harder drugs instead. For this reason, no grass control program can ever be beneficial or "successful."


GENERAL GROWING INFO
Both the male and the female plant produce THC resin, although the male is not as strong as the female. In a good crop, the male will still be plenty smokable and should not be thrown away under any circumstances. Marijuana can reach a height of twenty feet and obtain a diameter of 4 1/2 inches. If normal, it has a sex ratio of about 1:1, but this can be altered in several ways. The male plant dies in the 12th week of growing; the female will live another 3 - 5 weeks to produce her young. Females can weigh twice as much as males when they are mature. Marijuana soil should compact when you squeeze it, but should also break apart with a small pressure and absorb water well. A nice test for either indoor or outdoor growing is to add a bunch of worms to the soil, if they live and hang around, it is good soil, but if they don't, well, change it. Worms also help keep the soil loose enough for the plants to grow well.


OUTDOORS
Contrary to popular belief, grass grows well in many places on the North American continent. It will flourish even if the temperature does not rise above 75 degrees. The plants do need a minimum of eight hours of sunlight per day and should be planted in late April/early May, but definitely, after the last frost of the year. Growing an outdoor, or a natural, crop has been the favored method over the years, because grass seems to grow better without as much attention when in its natural habitat. Of course, an outdoors setting requires special precautions not encountered with an indoors crop; you must be able to avoid detection, both from law enforcement freaks and common freaks, both of whom will take your weed and probably use it. Of course, one will also arrest you. You must also have access to the area to prepare the soil and harvest the crop. There are two schools of thought about starting the seeds. One says you should start the seedlings for about ten days in an indoor starter box and then transplant. The other theory is that you should just start them in the correct location. Fewer plants will come up with this method, but there is no shock of transplant to kill some of the seedlings halfway through. The soil should be prepared for the little devils by turning it over a couple of times and adding about one cup of hydrated lime per square yard of soil and a little bit of good water soluble nitrogen fertilizer. The soil should now be watered several times and left to sit about one week. The plants should be planted at least three feet apart, getting too greedy and stacking them too close will result in stunted plants. The plants like some water during their growing season, but not too much. This is especially true around the roots, as too much water will rot the root system. Grass grows well in corn or hops, and these plants will help provide some camouflage. It does not grow well with rye, spinach, or pepper weed. It is probably a good idea to plant in many small, broken patches, as people tend to notice patterns.

SEEDS
To get good grass, you should start with the right seeds. A nice starting point is to save the seeds form the best batch you have consumed. The seeds should be virile, that is, they should not be grey and shriveled up, but green, meaty, and healthy appearing. A nice test is to drop the seeds on a hot frying pan. If they "crack," they are probably good for planting purposes. The seeds should be soaked in distilled water overnight before planting. Be sure to plant in the ground with the pointy end up. Plant about 1/2" deep. Healthy seeds will sprout in about five days.

SPROUTING
The best all around sprouting method is probably to make a sprouting box (as sold in nurseries) with a slated bottom or use paper cups with holes punched in the bottoms. The sprouting soil should be a mixture of humus, soil, and five sand with a bit of organic fertilizer and water mixed in about one week before planting. When ready to transplant, you must be sure and leave a ball of soil around the roots of each plant. This whole ball is dropped into a baseball-sized hold in the permanent soil. If you are growing/ transplanting indoors, you should use a green safe light during the transplanting operation. If you are transplanting outdoors, you should time it about two hours before sunset to avoid damage to the plant. Always wear cotton gloves when handling the young plants. After the plants are set in the hole, you should water them. It is also a good idea to use a commercial transplant chemical to help then overcome the shock.

INDOOR GROWING
Indoor growing has many advantages, besides the apparent fact that it is much harder to have your crop "found," you can control the ambient conditions just exactly as you want them and get a guaranteed "good" plant. Plants grown indoors will not appear the same as their outdoor cousins. They will be scrawnier appearing with a weak stems and may even require you to tie them to a growing post to remain upright, but they will have as much or more resin! If growing in a room, you should put tar paper on the floors and then buy sterilized bags of soil form a nursery. You will need about one cubic foot of soil for each plant. The plants will need about 150ml of water per plant/per week. They will also need fresh air, so the room must be ventilated. At least eight hours of light a day must be provided. As you increase the light, the plants grow faster and show more females/less males. Sixteen hours of light per day seems to be the best combination, beyond this makes little or no appreciable difference in the plant quality. Another idea is to interrupt the night cycle with about one hour of light. This gives you more females. The walls of your growing room should be painted white or covered with aluminum foil to reflect the light. The lights themselves can be either bulbs of fluorescent. Figure about 75 watts per plant or one plant per two feet of fluorescent tube. The fluorescents are the best, but do not use "cool white" types. The light sources should be an average of twenty inches from the plant and never closer than 14 inches. They may be mounted on a rack and moved every few days as the plants grow. The very best light sources are those made by Sylvania and others especially for growing plants.

HARVESTING AND DRYING
The male plants will be taller and have about five green or yellow sepals, which will split open to fertilize the female plant with pollen. The female plant is shorter and has a small pistillate flower, which really doesn't look like a flower at all but rather a small bunch of leaves in a cluster. If you don't want any seeds, just good dope, you should pick the males before they shed their pollen as the female will use some of her resin to make the seeds. After another three to five weeks, after the males are gone, the females will begin to wither and die, this is the time to pick. In some nefarious Middle Eastern countries, farmers reportedly put their beehives next to fields of marijuana. The little devils collect the grass pollen for their honey, which is supposed to contain a fair dosage of THC. The honey is then enjoyed by conventional methods or made into ambrosia. If you want seeds - let the males shed his pollen then pick him. Let the female go another month and pick her. To cure the plants, they must be dried. On large crops, this is accomplished by constructing a drying box or drying room. You must have a heat source (such as an electric heater) which will make the box/room each 130 degrees. The box/room must be ventilated to carry off the water-vapor-laden air and replace it with fresh. A good box can be constructed from an orange crate with fiberglass insulated walls, vents in the tops, and screen shelves to hold the leaves. There must be a baffle between the leaves and the heat source. A quick cure for smaller amounts is to: cut the plant at the soil level and wrap it in a cloth so as not to loose any leaves. Take out any seeds by hand and store. Place all the leaves on a cookie sheet or aluminum foil and put them in the middle shield of the oven, which is set on "broil." In a few seconds, the leaves will smoke and curl up, stir them around and give another ten seconds before you take them out.


TO INCREASE THE GOOD STUFF
There are several tricks to increase the number of females, or the THC content of plants. One way is you can make the plants mature in 36 days if you are in a hurry, by cutting back on the light to about 14 hours, but the plants will not be as big. You should gradually shorten the light cycle until you reach fourteen hours.
You can stop any watering as the plants begin to make the resin rise to the flowers. This will increase the resin a bit. You can also use a sunlamp on the plants as they begin to develop flower stalks. Another way is to off the flower, right at the spot where it joins the plant, and a new flower will form in a couple of weeks. This can be repeated two or three times to get several times more flowers than usual. If the plants are sprayed with Ethrel early in their growing stage, they will produce almost all female plants. This usually speeds up the flowering also, it may happen in as little as two weeks. You can employ a growth changer called colchicine. This is a bit hard to get and expensive. (Should be ordered through a lab of some sort and costs about $35 a gram.) To use the colchicine, you should prepare your presoaking solution of distilled water with about 0.10 per cent colchicine. This will cause many of the seeds to die and not germinate, but the ones that do come up will be polyploid plants. This is the accepted difference between such strains as "gold" and normal grass, and yours will definitely be super weed. The problem here is that colchicine is a poison in larger quanities and may be poisonous in the first generation of plants. Bill Frake, author of Connoisseur's Handbook of Marijuana runs a very complete colchicine treatment down and warns against smoking the first generation plants because of this poisonous quality. However, the Medical Index shows colchicine being given in very small quantities to people for treatment if various ailments. Although these quantities are small, they would appear to be larger than any you could receive form smoaking a seed-treated plant. It would be a good idea to buy a copy of Connoisseur's, if you are planning to attempt this, and read Mr. Drake's complete instructions. Another still-experimental process to increase the resin it to pinch off the leaf tips as soon as they appear from the time the plant is in the seedling stage on through its entire life-span. This produces a distorted, wrecked-looking plant which would be very difficulty to recognize as marijuana. Of course, there is less substance to this plant, but such wrecked creatures have been known to produce so much resin that it crystallizes a strong hash all over the surface of the plant -- might be wise to try it on a plant or two and see what happens.

PROBLEMS AND SOLUTIONS
Always check the overall environmental conditions prior to passing judgment soil around 7 pH or slightly less plenty of water, light, fresh air, loose soil, no water standing in pools.
Symptom: Larger leaves turning yellow - smaller leaves still green.
What to do: Nitrogen deficiency - add nitrate of soda or organic fertilizer.

Symptom: Older leaves will curl at edges, turn dark, possibly with a purple cast.
What to do: Phosphorus deficiency - add commercial phosphate.

Symptom: Mature leaves develop a yellowish cast to least venial areas.
What to do: Magnesium deficiency - add commercial fertilizer with magnesium content.

Symptom: Mature leaves turn yellow and then become spotted with edge areas turning dark grey.
What to do: Potassium deficiency - add muriate of potash.

Symptom: Cracked stems, no healthy support tissue.
What to do: Boron Deficiency add any plant food containing boron.

Symptom: Small wrinkled leaves with yellowish vein systems.
What to do: Zinc deficiency - add commercial plant food containing zinc.

Symptom: Young leaves become deformed, possibly yellowing. What to do: Molybdenum deficiency - use any plant food with a bit of molybdenum in it.

BAD WEED/GOOD WEED
Can you turn bad weed into good weed? Surprisingly enough, the answer to this oft-asked inquiry is, yes. Like most other things in life, the amount of good you are going to do relates directly to how much effort you are going to put into it. There are no instant, supermarket products which you can spray on Kansas catnip and have wonder weed, but there are a number of simplified, inexpensive processes which will enhance mediocre grass somewhat, ant there are a couple of fairly involved processes which will do up even almost-parsley weed into something worth writing home about.

EASES
Place the dope in a container which allows air to enter in a restricted fashion and add a bunch of dry ice, and the place the whole shebang in the freezer for a few days. This process will add a certain amount of potency to the product, however, this only works with dry ice, if you use normal, everyday freezer ice, and you will end up with a soggy mess. Take a quantity of grass and dampen it, place in a baggie or another socially acceptable container, and store it in a dark, dampish place for a couple of weeks. The grass will develop a mold which tastes a bit harsh, and burns a tiny bit funny, but does increase the potency. Expose the grass to the high intensity light of a sunlamp for a full day or so. Personally, I don't feel that this is worth the effort, but if you just spent $400 of your friend's money for this brick of super-Colombian, right-from-the-President's-personal-stash, and it turns out to be Missouri weed, and you're packing your bags to leave town before the people arrive for their shares, well, you might at least try it. Take the undesirable portions of our stash (stems, seeds, weak weed, worms, etc.) and place them in a covered pot, with enough rubbing alcohol to cover everything. Now carefully boil the mixture on an electric stove or lab burner. Do not use gas, for the alcohol is too flammable. After 45 minutes of heat, remove the pot and strain the solids out, saving the alcohol. Now, repeat the process with the same residuals, but fresh alcohol. When the second boil is over, remove the solids again, combine the two quantities of alcohol and reboil until you have a syrupy mixture. Now, this syrupy mixture will contain much of the THC formerly hidden in the stems and such. One simply takes this syrup the thoroughly combines it with the grass that one wishes to improve upon.

CONCLUSION
And there you have it, a complete guide to the basics of growing Marijuana. Now please keep in mind that this is just a theoretical 'how to' I have never actually grown Marijuana. I have just learned a lot from people I know who grow and books on how to do it. Also keep in mind that if you do decide to grow marijuana, to not tell anyone while you are in the process of growing no matter how cool you want to sound. Also make sure you know the legal ramifications of growing marijuana. You can serve some serious jail time if you're not careful.

 

 

The PEDDLER

The man vending needles at our door
Was lucky to greet you.
He looked poor but you acted needle-poor
Where Id have said, I dont need ...
He sells needles to prick your heart
And theyll take small bites
Out of my finger in a layer of skin
Where my feelings are thin.
The old thread knitting together his many wools
Might last another trudge
To our porch: he came last year but I
Refused and barely looked him in the eye.
Ive lost how many needles since then?
Besides he is mute
And would see how dumb we are to buy
Three hundred needles for relief.
But he supplied us to the end of life.
Ill give away some.
And you might never use these points
That push through cloth, cut to be made one.


Pin Prick [[ RIP MIKEY]]

Pin Prick
As I lay here all alone inside
I imagine the pin prick that feels so right
With it the past comes way too close
And the future that bekins, is one I loath

I feel the solution has made its way
All my pains float away
The light so beautiful calling me near
I'm seeing things that I should hear
No more shaking everything is smooth
All my problems gone in one fell swoop

The feeling is coming down
I feel as though I've lost my crown
It all seems worse then before
When it was all so good and pure
I wish I could go back again
Back to the surreal world
And the happiness

To a time when everything seemed so cool
Just Kickin' it after school
Where all my friends even you
Chilled with me and had 'fun' too

But then things changed the night you fell
It was like you were under a crazy spell
And they said you would never wake
It was all to much for me to take

I wish I could go back again
Back to the surreal world
And the happiness


I need you to say hey one more time
hearing that will eaze my mind
It'll be ok just wait and see
You'll come back and hang with me
Just you wait and see
I'll fix everything
Please wake up,
Please wake up...



Cheap

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine
When I'm hiding, when I need it,
it lets me breathe,
for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....
Forever fooling, free and using,sliding down the slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?
Out of my mind,
gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn , rape and turn
Fret not family,
nor pre-judged army
This is for me,
and me only, cowards only
Try it
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Graves descending down
It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off, fuck you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it
Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?

Everything You Wanted To Know About Hemp And Marijuana:

I put as much stuff that i know about marijuana in here if you have something to add then feel free to do so.  And I mean facts not speculations, also if you want to post a con to marijuana free free to do so, thank you and have a nice day.

During the 1930s, the American media propagated numerous false stories as marijuana facts and depicted weed as an extremely dangerous drug, thus marijuana and hemp were effectively banned in 1938.

Hemp has an estimated 50,000 non-drug commercial uses including paper, textiles, fuels, food and sealants, but these uses are also banned by existing laws.

The female plant has 7 leaves

The male plant had 5 leaves

The female plant has flowers

in some rare cases the male plant will also have flowers but they are a mutation that can be very dangerous

No one has ever died from marijuana use.

Marijuana does not lead to physical dependency.

No independent government panel that has studied marijuana has ever recommended jail for users.

Marijuana for medicinal use is also gaining renewed recognition.

Marijuana is a medicinal herb that has hundreds of proven, valuable therapeutic uses - from stress reduction to glaucoma to asthma to cancer therapy, etc.

Marijuana was a major active ingredient in 40-50f patent medicines before its ban.

Marijuana could replace at least 10-20f prescribed drugs now in use.

Even though stronger strains of Marijuana have mor tar in them then the same amount of tabbacco you still have more chemicals in cigarettes and you also do not inhale as much because it takes less for you to get high.

Hemp produces more Oxygen then any other plant on Earth

Hemp or Cannabis as it is scientifically referred to is the fastest growing
plant on Earth

Hemp can grow anywhere from 3-20 feet high

It is much more difficult to grow Marijuana through hydoponics then organically, however Hydroponics can produce stronger strains of weed and can be grown in much smaller areas

Hemp is 26 times stronger than cotton and lasts
10 times longer

If we were to farm only 6f the country's available farmland with hemp we could meet all of the
country's Industrial energy and transportation needs

We can produce 4 times as much paper from Hemp as we can from trees at one
fourth the cost and 1/5 the pollution and it is 10 times stronger and lasts ten times longer

Betsy Ross made America's first flag "Old Glory" from Hemp fiber

The first 3 presidents of the U.S. including George Washington and Abraham Lincoln smoked pot

The Constitution and Declaration of Independence were printed on Hemp paper

The soldier's clothes during the revolutionary war were made from Hemp

Hemp utilizes the sun more efficiently than
virtually any other plant on the planet, reaching 10-20 feet or more in a single short growing season

Hemp can even be grown in almost any climate or soil condition on Earth

Hemp is softer than cotton, warmer than cotton, more water absorbent than
cotton, has three times the tensile strength of cotton and many times more durable

Hemp requires no chemicals or pesticides to grow

Hemp can be used as a fuel source that is good for the atmosphere

Hemp can be used as a medicine to cure stress, rheumatism, asthma, delirium tremens, migraine headaches, pms cramps, glaucoma, nausea, tumors, and anorexia

Cannabis / Hemp / Marijuana seeds are the highest source of complete vegetable protein on the entire Earth

CANNABIS/HEMP/MARIJUANA is the only known plant that can be grown from the Equator to the Arctic Circle and to the Antarctic Circle

The Surgeon General of the U.S. has reported 0 deaths from Marijuana

Pin Prick
As I lay here all alone inside
I imagine the pin prick that feels so right
With it the past comes way too close
And the future that bekins, is one I loath

I feel the solution has made its way
All my pains float away
The light so beautiful calling me near
I'm seeing things that I should hear
No more shaking everything is smooth
All my problems gone in one fell swoop

The feeling is coming down
I feel as though I've lost my crown
It all seems worse then before
When it was all so good and pure
I wish I could go back again
Back to the surreal world 
And the happiness

To a time when everything seemed so cool
Just Kickin' it after school
Where all my friends even you
Chilled with me and had 'fun' too

But then things changed the night you fell
It was like you were under a crazy spell
And they said you would never wake
It was all to much for me to take

I wish I could go back again
Back to the surreal world 
And the happiness

I need you to say hey one more time
hearing that will eaze my mind
It'll be ok just wait and see
You'll come back and hang with me
Just you wait and see
I'll fix everything
Please wake up,
Please wake up... 

130 Things People Want To Know About You

.: The Basics :.

Name?: Nick

Age?: 18 

Gender?: male 

Location?: scv, Ca 

Hair color?: brown 

Eye color?: Blue

shoe size?: 12

height?: 6'0"

interests:: waay too many to put down 

.: Favourites :.

food: Mex/Italian/Chinese

drink: Barqs

music style: Metal/Hard Rock/Classic Rock/Pretty Much anything that Rocks

music artist/band: Tool/Pantera/Dropkick Murphys/Green Day [1992-2003] (the new album has some good music but i don't really the whole down your throut with their messages)

tv show: Miami Ink/Inked

movie: Eurotrip

thing to do: Anything that's fun

ice cream: English Toffee Temptation
 
colour: black 

song: Walk - Pantera 

book: Falling Up 

computer game: Call of Duty 2 

board game: monopoly 

dessert: ehh 

quote: fag face finch fuckin titie suckin two ball bitch with a ping pong pussy and a rubber dick cock smock shitbreak [combo of steve stifler and me]
 
animal: dog 

holiday: Holloween 

number: 13

name: N/a 

.: Friendship :.: 

who's your best friend?: Joe Dan 

other close buddies...?: besides above I'd say Jen sees cool 

last friend you hung out with: Jen 

last friend you hugged: Ashley 

last friend you saw a movie with: Nina and ashling 

last friend's house you went to: Jen 

any friends you cant stand?: yea 

any friends you've regretted becoming friends with?: Yea 

if so, who?:  I don't wanna talk about it...

do you have a lot of friends of the opposite sex?: Yea, but it kinda sucks cuz i crush on a lot of them and i end up becoming 'just friends' with them 

most annoying friend?: all i got to say is, 'If your mutha only knew, knew.....

most preppy friend?: d/k 

darkest friend?: Tyler

hyper-est friend?: Megan 

nicest friend?: Meg

funniest friend?: Dan 

meanest friend?: Mike 

most outgoing friend?: Trask 

shyest friend?: dan

hottest friend?: Jen 

friend with the best personality?: Ash

friend with the best music taste?: Mikie 

friend who sings the best?: Jay-AR 

friend who laughs the most?: Joe 

friend you enjoy being around the most?: Joe Dan Jen 

friend who your parents love?: my parents don't really know any of my friends 

friend who your parents hate?: Not gonna answer that... 

friend your parents don't know about?: all but like 7 

.: Romance :.

got a crush/boyfriend/Girlfriend?: yea

if so, what gender?:  Female

name?: Jen

how far have you gone?: with her not even first, but total the furthest ive gone is third

with who?:  your mom

the last person you kissed:: I don't remember 

the last person you hugged:: ASH 

the last person you wanted to kiss:: one of the jens i like [theres two] 

how far you do want to go (at this point in life)?: as far as possible

hottest friend?: jen jen meg ash lots

hottest celebrity?: Katie Holmes Kristen Kurek 

if you could date any famous person, who would it be?: see above 

dream date:: above

dream honeymoon:: wherever 

age you want to get married (if not already): 28-33 

number of kids you want to have (if not already): 2 

straight?: yes 

gay?: no 

bi?: no 

would you rather your boyfriend/girlfriend be gay or bi?:  well not gay cause i like girls but besides that i could care less 

.: This or That :.

Kerry or Bush: Neither

rap or rock: rock 

pop or country: neither

movie or tv show: movie 

girl or guy: girl

fire or water: fire 

death or life: life of course lol 

cheerleader or punk: punk 

prep or jock: neither

kroger or publix: ? 

walmart or target: target 

avril or jay-z: neither 

pink or black: black 

cheez it or cheese nip: it 
cat or dog: dog 

tape or glue: tape 

msn or .. .. aim 

mall or movies: movies 

writing or typing: typing 

phone or computer: phone 

baseball or football: football 

p.e. or health: health 

high school or middle school: high 

dunkin donuts or starbucks: starbucks 

amc or united artists: united 

walgreens or CVS: neither 

brownies or cookies: cookies 

reading or writing: writing 

surveys or polls: surveys 

livejournal or xanga: neither 

Yellowcard or Ashlee Simpson: neither 

AFI or Jojo: i guess afi

Green Day or Beastie Boys: g.d 

kill or be killed: kill 

eat or be eaten: eat obviously 

hate or be hated: be hated. be hated 

ocean or pool: ocean 

singing or dancing: dance 

heart or peace sign: peace 

halloween or christmas: halloween 

question or answer: Answer 

fear factor or the o.c.: fear

the simpsons or who's line is it anyway?: both

Disney or The N: neither 

pancakes or waffles: waffles 

strawberrys or blueberrys: strawberrys 

yogurt or frozen yogurt: frozen 

kiss or hug: kiss 

guitar or drums: guitar

The truth I see you happy so full of light then I see him stroll in from your right you let out a gasp and hold him tight my eyes hit the floor my stomach drops they do this because I know what he’s not He’s not all that perfect I know of his past abusive, controlling, with all the girlfriends he’s had the only reason I don’t tell you is because you’re so happy and him being one of my old friends makes it hard hard to tell you he’s a real big asshole hard to tell you to stop to stop being happy to go back to being alone and sad I just hope he doesn’t hurt you cause I don’t want him to give me a reason to kick his ass

start of my revolution i dont know what you want from me i work till my fingers bleed you never tell me how proud you are you just call me a fucking retard you dont know how hard it is to deal with all this bullshit im tired of being your punching bag the gloves are off lets throw down fag the end starts with my fist now begins the revolution im going to do what i want how i want and when i want now im the man i was ment to be and you have no more control over me