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October 22, 2009 - Thursday 

Category: Quiz/Survey
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 7, line 4. What does it say? "Hawaiian Telcom may be automatically dialed, for an" yeah thats right the phone book son!
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch? the other computer at my desk
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? like cable tv? or just on my tv... lol
4. Without looking, guess what time it is. 9am?
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 9:06am
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? sounds like pandora's hiphop/r&b station
7. Which came first the chicken or the egg? the organism
8. Are you a morning person or a night owl? im usually up all night as long as i slept all day lol
9. Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows? idk i can't see ass!
10. How many rings before you answer the phone? depends... do i want to answer?
11. Who made the last incoming call on your phone? Al Snow... no seriously it says that lol
12. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Windows 7 (that took a while and it sucks btw)
13. Last time you swam in a pool? last week
14. Type of music you like most? trance
15. Type of music you dislike most? country
16. Are you listening to music right now? lollipop - lil wayne so yes
17. What color is your bedroom carpet? i wish i had carpet lol
18. What was the last thing you bought? food lol
20. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? sky diving
21. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? julia is probably awake... imma IM her LOL
22. Who sent the last text message you received? Monch! lol a pau hana party... yeah i cant go but it would be nice.
23. What time is bed time? when i feel like it!
24. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? i've taken pics at a few... does that count?
25. What did you do for your last birthday? mopped up logans puke LOL
26. Do you carry a donor card? i used to but idk what i did with it
27. Who was the last person you ate dinner with? gwyn lol
28. Is the glass half empty or half full? Hey! its getting empty! Fill it up!!
29. When’s the last time you ate a homegrown tomato? does a cherry tomato count?
30. Do you know how to pump your own gas? duh!
31. What’s under your bed? the floor hehe
33. What time do you get up? this month i need to be up by 6am
34. What was the name of your first pet? freckles
35. Who is the second to last person to call you? Kristi lol sorry no SoHo for me last night lol
36. How are you feeling right now? like i should be some where else
37. What time do you get up in the morning? 6:30 lol
38. Do you sing in the shower? hell yeah i do! good acoustics in there
40. What is your favorite time of the day? closing time LOL
August 1, 2009 - Saturday 

Current mood:  betrayed
Category: Life
lets face it... im an emo kinda guy there's no denying that fact. i haven't been happy for some time now. there was a time when i was happy then things turned for the worse when my past reminded me that i wasn't over it. now what do i have? loneliness and a giant hole in my heart where love used to be. i thought i was in love recently but i guess thats just another thing that has failed me. my life has been just a struggle of ups and downs where i see my story being told by others. That's all because I'm in serious disbelief its actually happening to me. I love my friends to death as they try to keep me a float in this sea of misery. reminding me that life goes on and what not. I just wish that the life i've lead would let me forget or live with the past and move on, but i can't. i've tried and it's still there every time im starting to be happy. its just not fair. my past needs to stay in the past and stop bothering me. i can't fuckin stand it any more.

last night i wanted to talk a little bit to my ex but she decided to ignore me. she didn't say anything to me until i mentioned that i was pissed about her ignoring me. after i thought that she cared. she decided to take it upon herself to not tell me that she is going to ignore me. hey i was going to do that in the first place anyways then u fought for me to stay because she didn't want to lose me as a friend. well friends dont just ignore the ones that mean the most to you. so i've ended all of that because i'm not going to stand by and let that happen to me. i had the decency to tell her from the start that if she wanted this friendship to work that she would have to deal with the fact that i still love her. she was fine with that then changed so hey! next time don't fuck with my feelings and just tell me from the start instead of letting me know after you already started.

thanks though i dont need feelings anyways they are worthless and i hope u have a miserable life as u live with the fact that u have let me down.
April 12, 2009 - Sunday 

After a much well needed nap today, I went to pick up @gnelle from
work. I realized that I was kinda hungry. I didn’t feel like eating the
same old same. So I went on a search for something different. I hadn’t
been to the Manoa Shopping Center for a while so I figured
"Why not?" Found this little shop between Longs and
the manapua shop called Island Subs & Steaks. It said they sold
Hamberger Steak, so that’s what I ordered. It’s really nice inside and
looks very family run. The food was awesome. @gnelle ordered a Steak
Plate, but she didn’t expect the brown gravy that it came with lol. All
in all it was some good food lol

April 11, 2009 - Saturday 
Day 040 - @Gnelle is home from China

And look what she brought back for me. A Mario hoodie that zips all
the way up. You can't see out the front of it but it's still cool!
She also picked me up a pair of BAPE kicks, but I guess she trusted
the sales guy way to much because she thought she was getting a pair of
Size 10s. Instead she got a pair of 13s LOL They still cool though and
I'm not going to wear them. I'll display them in my apartment some how.
Day 041 - FHB International Auto Show

Rockin the hoodie @Gnelle brought back for me from China in front of
the car I will own some day. That or a Vette or a ISF or a Camaro...
You get the picture LOL
Day 042 - I have a fever

Yes. That is the trash can that I let @loganz puke in... today it's in a bad situation too... load full of Galah... Ewwwww

Day 043 - Pills pills and more damn pills

I have never taken so many pills in my life. I'm already taking 8
pills a day for my acid reflux for about another 9 days but I also been
taking DayQuil and NyQuil for my fever. Good news is, I think I broke
my fever, bad news is, I really need to go to work tomorrow. I can't
afford to be sick when I'm broke. ughh life.
Day 044 - I have rediscovered my childhood

Heh... so while I been in bed sick yesterday, I became addicted to
Pocket Monsters - Platinum (Yes I said Pocket Monsters you Japanese
Culture Killers [tee hee]) I've logged about 14 hours worth of gameplay
already and I still have the same strategy as before, but I'm not
telling you mine.
-On a side note: Yes I did own Red, Blue, Yellow, Gold and now Platinum... Yes I'm a dork screw you all LOL
Day 045 - WTF IS THIS?!

I come home and I'm covered in red spots! WTF?! I hope its only a heat rash from trying to break my fever...
Day 046 - It got worse

idk whats wrong but its getting so much more worse and it sucks
Day 047 - What's left...

Ok... well my face is a lot better today... but this is what is left
on my stomach and chest. My back looks about the same and only the
underside of my arm is still covered. So I guess you could say that I'm
making a good recovery. I just want it gone already because I guess
people don't know and they stare.
Day 048 - Mmmm Hamburger steak...

So I was feeling all stuffed in my apartment fun just reading and
exercising, but I got hungry so I walked all around my town area. Well
my feet took me to my comfort food of choice, Hamburger Steak. A good
amount of Tabasco and it was gone in a flash. LOL. Then I walked it of
walking home. 20mins to figure out what I wanted to eat, 5min wait to
get it, 5mins to destroy it, and 10mins to walk back home. Good stuff
today LOL
Day 049 - (Mac n Cheese)2

That's right its called (Mac n Cheese)2 and why is that?
It's not just Mac n Cheese there is chicken, bacon, mushrooms, and
parmasan cheese!! hell yes it was ono. thanks to Yard House for having
the best Mac n Cheese ever lol
Day 050 - Oh how I miss you...

I've been getting used to my good ol' 2.5" enclosure but the drive
in it is going to die soon and i just can't part with it either. No
money to buy a new one. Plus there aren't very many IDE HDDs out there.
Oh but if CompUSA were still around, I'd have one by now :( Oh wells. I
just don't understand why they had to close the only store that was
actually making any money. Their loss I guess.
Day 051 - Someone was having a good time

or someones. I found these sitting on the back stairwell of my job
tonight. All 40z. I find it funny how people can really just sit in the
back of a stairwell like that where cops go by a lot and nobody stopped
them from just drinking there.
Day 052 - All Done!

Yesterday was the last day of my Prevpac acid reflux treatment.
Which makes today the first day that I didn't have to take it. So far
so good, it hasn't bothered me much. I did however eat a lot of pizza
which does upset me, but not as much as it used to. So YAY! thanks doc
lol.
Day 053 - HECO seemed a bit confused...

So this morning I woke up and I heard the power unit outside my
window have a major power surge of some sort. It was cool and scary all
at the same time. They really looked a little confused lol but I guess
everything is fine now.
Day 054 - Nelly!

I went to Zanzabar for Thirsty Thursday and guess who came out!
Nelly! and her always funny boyfriend Dan in the background there. It
was nice seeing her out and about. I guess since never have school
today made the night really young when I took this pic at 12:30am lol
There all caught up now LOL enjoy the rest of the photos at http://budurl.com/365days
K DEN!
February 7, 2009 - Saturday 

Current mood:  pissed off
life recently has thrown me some serious problems these past few days.
all i want to do is crawl up into a ball and just disappear some where.
i just know that its something i just can't do... i need to work to
survive, i need to work pay off my debts, i need to work to pay rent,
basically i need money. which is why i decided to help out lilly. but i
wasn't expecting to be betrayed by the place i work for. betrayed is a
strong word, but i honestly don't care. its how i feel. its not even
the same company anymore. there are a whole bunch of new ppl now and
idk who to suspect about my camera. the general manager doesn't give a
damn about wats going except the contracts that i'm working with. the
other day he had the never to tell me that i couldn't leave til i
finished with what i was doing. oh hell no! the only reason why i had
to look for a new job is because they couldn't afford to pay me. but
instead, come up with a new position called "Director of New
Technologies" was i asked about taking the position? nope. instead they
did the same thing they always do, hire someone who looks hawaiian. i
don't hate those people at all. its not their fault. they are all
really close friends to me, but isn't it illegal to do that? need i
remind you that i'm a 1/4 hawaiian? oh no but you can't tell cuz my
skin is white. idk i'm just so fucking tired of all of thise crap
already. so i'm saying it now. i'm done. after lilly comes back i'm
quiting. everyone is saying that its for the best because i put so much
into this company for the past 4 years and i have nothing to show for
it. someone once told me a long time ago, "it's what you get for doing
your job right." i always thought being dependable makes you a valuable
asset, but now i realize that being dependable and always willing to
achieve the stars means your going to get used. having a can do
attitude means ur never going to have a life ever. rrr fuck it already.




bye



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