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April 27, 2009 - Monday 
"Everybody has to change, or they expire. Everybody has to leave, everybody has to leave their home and come back so they can love it again for all new reasons. I want to keep my soul fertile for the changes, so things keep getting born in me, so things keep dying when it is time for things to die. I want to keep walking away from the person I was a moment ago, because a mind was made to figure things out, not to read the same page recurrently...

...Life cannot be understood flat on a page. It has to be lived; a person has to get out of his head, has to fall in love, has to memorize poems, has to jump off bridges into rivers, has to stand in an empty desert and whisper sonnets under his breath:

I'll tell you how the sun rose

A ribbon at a time...

It's a living book, this life; it folds out in a million settings, cast with a billion beautiful characters, and it is almost over for you. It doesn't matter how old you are; it is coming to a close quickly, and soon the credits will roll and all your friends will fold out of your funeral and drive back to their homes in cold and still and silence. And they will make a fire and pour some wine and think about how you once were...and feel a kind of sickness at the idea you never again will be...

...And so my prayer is that your story will have involved some leaving and some coming home, some summer and some winter, some roses blooming out like children in a play. My hope is your story will be about changing, about getting something beautiful born inside of you, about learning to love a child, about learning to love a woman or a man, about moving yourself around water, around mountains, around friends, about learning to love others more than we love ourselves, about learning oneness as a way of understanding God. We get one story, you and I, and one story alone. God has established the elements, the setting and the climax and the resolution. It would be a crime not to venture out, wouldn't it?

It might be time for you to go. It might be time to change, to shine out.

I want to repeat one word for you:

Leave.

Roll the word around on your tongue for a bit. It is a beautiful word, isn't it? So strong and forceful, the way you have always wanted to be. And you will not be alone. You have never been alone. Don't worry. Everything will still be here when you get back. It is you who will have changed."


-Donald Miller, Through Painted Deserts

Currently listening:
Sleep Through The Static
By Jack Johnson
Release date: 2008-02-05
March 8, 2009 - Sunday 

Current mood:  excited
Category: Games


July 26, 2008 - Saturday 

Category: Religion and Philosophy
What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase? By no means! We died to sin; how can we live in it any longer? Romans 6:1-2

"If you could say it as strong as you could say it, (it being Romans 6:2) it would be H-E double L NO! He said the word. He said it's the strongest phrase you can use. The connotation is way more than 'no,' or 'oh no,' or 'definitely not,' or 'certainly not the case!' The connotation is: your eyes bulge out a little bit, and you pound one fist, and you say, 'HECK NO!'...We died to sin. So how can we live in it any longer?...You cannot be serious, and think that you came through the door, willfully carrying sin in your life. I don't mean that you've 'stumbled', or 'fallen', or 'tripped', but that you just came through the door goin', 'Yeah, there's stuff in my life. I know it. It's there. It's not cool, but I'm managing it.' And you think that somehow you're gonna' roll in here and sing these songs and put your hands up in the air and sit under this teaching and fill out a notebook full of stuff and be all wonderful with God and go out of here and change the world, and God is saying, 'HELL NO'. Not gonna happen. May it never be. You are joined to Jesus. You have been crucified with Christ and one of the things you got crucified to is sin and the world. The lies that it lies to you, the false pretenses that it brings to you, the false suppositions that it tries to plant inside of you, you died to all of that. This earthly journey and everything it promises, Christ died to that, and for that, to redeem that. And when He did, you were joined to Him. You have died to sin...I mean, you just can't kid yourself. You can not be serious...and think that you are going to come here, that we are gonna come here in these days and harbor in our hearts sinful ways, and get something great from God."

Louie Giglio
Thirsty 06
Currently listening:
Phil Wickham
By Phil Wickham
Release date: 2006-04-25
July 22, 2008 - Tuesday 

The first night at Passion Atlanta 08.
Currently listening:
Opposite Way
By Leeland
Release date: 2008-02-26
April 20, 2008 - Sunday 
Picture this: 9,500 college aged students gathered in one room in the dark in complete silence, with the simple words on the screen "Welcome to the Silence..." It was a very powerful time of reflecting on God and simply being still and listening to His voice. After about ten to twenty minutes of listening, these were the words that came up on the screen one by one in the last session of Passion Atlanta:


[Photo taken by Passion]

Welcome To The Silence.

Hi. Welcome To The Silence. Life Is So Loud Sometimes And Just Being Still Even For A Few Minutes Can Powerfully Rearrange Everything That's Assaulting Our Minds And Our Hearts. Especially When God Is In View. After All He's The One Who Said Be Still And Know That I Am God.

So We've Turned The Volume Down As We Start What We Hope Will Be A Beautiful And Raucous Night In The Hopes That The Things We Need To Hear Most Will Become Really Really Loud.

God Knows Who You Are. Where You Are. And He Knows What You Need In This Moment. He Is Not Looking At A Massive Crowd But The Eyes Of The One Who So Easily Spoke Galaxies Into Their Places Are Looking Right At You. Amazingly He Knows Your Name And The Color He Painted Your Eyes. And He Knows What Makes You Laugh And What Makes You Cry. He Is Not Distracted By What You Think About Him. Or What You Want Him To Think About You. He Knows What He Thinks About You And How He Feels. And He Wants To Say Something To You In The Silence.

I Love You.

Let That Sink Into The Silence And The Stillness And The Soil Of Your Heart.

God Loves You. Oh Don't Believe The Words On The Screen Or The Words Of Somebody. You Don't Have To Take It From A Third Party. No. The Father Has Spoken Directly To You. The God Of All Creation Is Engaging You In A Pretty Stunning Conversation. And As Is Always The Case God Is Speaking First. Not Waiting For Your Proposal Or Assessment Of Where You Feel You Are. Or If You'll Ever Be As Amazing As Something Deep Inside Tells You That You Were Meant To Be. He Isn't Waiting To Hear About All Your Screw Ups Or Your Great Deeds To Make It Up. No. God Is Eager To Share His Take On You.

Here It Is.

Mess Up.
Definitely.
Deeply Loved.
Anyway.


Both Are True And Both Things Set Him In Motion Shaping History With A Story Fueled By Unstoppable Grace. You See God Was Not Shut Down By Our Failure. Nor Did The Consequences Of Our Rebellion Dim His Beautiful Heart Of Love. No. We Were The Ones Shut Down When Sin Caused Our Souls To Die. And Die We Did. It's Bad News Death.

Because Dead People Can't See. Can't Breathe. Can't Help Themselves. Dead People Can't Do Anything. That Is Why They Call Him Savior. When We Were Dead And Could Not Touch God Jesus Came Down And Touched Us. It Is The Most Phenomenal Thing That Has Or Will Ever Happen To You And Me. Divinity Rushing Into Humanity. God In Skin Marching Steadily To The Beat Of His Own Love. And Nothing And No One Could Alter His Course.

It's True.

We Were A Mess.
Yet We Were Deeply Loved.


Because Of Our Mess His Embrace Would Demand A Cost Beyond Compare. Because Love Was Accompanied By Justice And Justice Demanded Someone Cover Our Debt Of Sin And Shame. Someone Would Have To Stand In Our Place And Pay Our Fee. Someone Would Have To Come To Our Aid.

Even If We Wanted To Pay Off The Price Required By Our Mistakes It Could Not Be So. Dead Men Cannot Stand Up For Themselves. So Another Would Have To Take Our Blows And Swallow The Death Our Sins Deserved. But Who Could Do That For Us. It Couldn't Be Just Anyone. Because If The Price To Be Offered Was Death The Price Would Have To Be Exacted From Someone Who Was Alive. Yet The Whole World Was Dead In Darkness Until A Miracle Happened And A Light Shone Above And In A Manger.

In The Night The Hope Of Us All Was Born Alive. The Only One Ever Born Alive. And The Only One To Live A Spotless Life Of Pure Faith In God. So On The Friday We Call Good Jesus Was The Only One At The Cross Who Could Possibly Die. Because He Was The Only Living Soul On Planet Earth. Hallelujah. Jesus Was Alive When God's Love Drove The Nails Our Sin Screamed Out For Into His Hands And Feet. Nails Of Love Punctured Flesh As Blood So Precious Streamed Down To The Ground. A Puddle Of Incomprehensible Love Soaking Into The Soil.

His Innocence Now Gone He Gasped And Cried. Purity Now Covered In Muck And Shame. And When The Sun Fully Scorched The Beautiful Bloom Of Grace Jesus Could No Longer Suck In Enough Air To Breathe. And Finally His Heart Stopped Beating.

In An Instant All Hell Broke Lose And Darkness Covered The Moment As His Lifeless Mangled Body Hung For All The World To See. God's Undeniable Expression.

I Love You.

His Death Shocked Everyone In Heaven And Hell. Everyone Except His Father Who Was On A Mission Of Love And Saw This Day Coming From Before There Was Time. But All Else Missed It. That's Why Some Wept In Disbelief As Others Exuberantly Shouted Death Has Won.

The Darkness Threw A Party. But As It Turned Out Hell Partied Too Soon. God's Story Was Just Getting Interesting As He Spoke To His Son. Rise Up Son I Love. Rise Up Oh My Son.

From The Clasp Of Death Christ Rose His Father Exhaling Glorious Breathe And Neverending Life Into His Lungs. So Tonight We Will Throw The Party And Invite The World To Come. Because Our God Is Mighty To Save. And The Christ We Celebrate Has Overwhelmed The Grave.

He Is Here Now. This Same Jesus Is Here Now. Offering His Life To All Men. To You. Not You Trying To Live A Better Life. But Christ Living His Life Inside Of You. If You Want A Big Theological Word It's Called Incarnation. It You Need A Simpler Word It's Called The Gospel Of Grace. Christ In You The Hope Of Glory.

I Don't Know What The Loudness Has Been Pumping Into Your Heart And Brain. I Don't Know If You've Been Dragged Into The Depths Of Despair Or If Your Standing On The Deceptive Heights Of Your Own Doing. But In The Stillness Hear This. A Miraculous Offer Is On The Table. God's Love For You Moved Christ To Take Your Blows So That Now In Him You Can Stand Forgiven And Alive.

And There's More. Christ Lives To Be In You What You Alone Could Never Be.

Say Yes.
Brittany™

Brittany Cochran


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