or so i think.  this past weekend was my last shift (for a very long time at least) at the Iron Skillet Cafe.  Now if you get a chance to eat there, you WONT be disappointed.  I bear no ill will to any of the staff there.  LOVELY people, all of them.  and the food is fantastic!  I did there web site, tell me what you think?

i just cant handle waiting tables anymore.  good money (i made $300 in 2 days) if u dont mind doing the mindless work that people will pay someone else to do for them.  :) but if you know me or have been in my presence lately, my ankle has been on the 'fritz' since my short-lived Brinks career.  bum ankle, slow server.  I will tell you about Shane Delay in another post.

Gotta go.  Be cool, stay in school.



I am now free to persue my true passions; karate, web design, chicken and waffles.

OMG! The best cartoon I have seen in a long time.  Action, adventure, mystery, meddling kids (they gotta be like 40 years old now).

The music is fun and Scooby is The Doo!  If you like cartoons, your kids like cartoons or just need a good laugh (to add a few years on to your life), WATCH Scooby Doo, Pirates Ahoy!

And Freddy actually does something.  He duels the pirate captain and wins!  And his dad beats ass too!


Scooby dooby DOOOOOO!!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Shane Denizard (Shane DZ around Bradenton,FL)
Birthday:	young at heart! wise beyond my years!
Birthplace:	NYC, NY
Current Location:	Bradenton, FL
Eye Color:	Brown
Hair Color:	Black (Dark Brown)
Height:	5' 10"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Left (sinister according to a few nuns)
Your Heritage:	I am the secret agent of the Revolution and not allowed to divulge my true ethnicity.
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Vans
Your Weakness:	Boobies
Your Fears:	I fear nothing.  I have had several broken bones and a shattered skull.  I have been stabbed twice.  I have surfed on a car going 40 miles an hour on I-95.
Your Perfect Pizza:	Mushroom, Meatball, Extra Cheese, Chicken!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	A new car
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	IM's are for people who can't stand to be alone.
Thoughts First Waking Up:	just 10 more minutes, please!
Your Best Physical Feature:	ill come back to that... im back... ill leave this one to you, comment me (im betting its my fat smile!)
Your Bedtime:	LOL
Your Most Missed Memory:	I miss my family in Orlando and NY... ALOT!
Pepsi or Coke:	used to be Pepsi
McDonalds or Burger King:	The King IS the KING!
Single or Group Dates:	any
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	JavaMoon Dragon Pearl!
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Swirled
Cappuccino or Coffee:	blech
Do you Smoke:	Too much
Do you Swear:	Ffffuuu... Sometimes.
Do you Sing:	Every chance I get. Sometimes for no reason.
Do you Shower Daily:	Yes
Have you Been in Love:	Once but I wasn't ready
Do you want to go to College:	Associates in Business
Do you want to get Married:	Why?
Do you belive in yourself:	Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Rarely
Do you think you are Attractive:	Attractive, no.  Sexy? HELL YEAH!
Are you a Health Freak:	LOL look at my pics and tell me what you think.
Do you get along with your Parents:	Mom, yes.  Dad, tried but nope.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yes, they are inspirational.
Do you play an Instrument:	Used to play guitar.  I can sing and whistle.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	At least once a month, I push my tolerance.  Normally, I'm a social drinker.
In the past month have you Smoked:	Cigarettes... Officer!
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	No Sir!  I do NOT do Drugs, SIR!!
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	5th Ammendment on this one.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Yes (love it!)
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Sort of... helping the Prospect set up and strike.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Shower count?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	I have few needs.  If I can't earn it, I don't need it.
Ever been Drunk:	Last weekend was my Tolerance Test.
Ever been called a Tease:	Once
Ever been Beaten up:	A few times.
Ever Shoplifted:	Didn't we go over this?
How do you want to Die:	Saving the earth or a least one person.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	A grown-up
What country would you most like to Visit:	Puerto Rico is first on my list ATM
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	no preference
Favourite Hair Color:	no preference (used to be red-head)
Short or Long Hair:	no preference
Height:	5'10" or under
Weight:	160 or under
Best Clothing Style:	no preference
Number of Drugs I have taken:	back to me?  5th Ammendment, again.
Number of CDs I own:	not many... I got tons of DVD's tho.
Number of Piercings:	1
Number of Tattoos:	1
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	In the interest of exploration, I would do a few things different.  I would really like to turn back the clock and give my mom less grief growing up.

If you follow the superhero show on SciFi, keep reading.

If not, you're missing out on a good show with a lot of heart.  Some real human values shine through this reality show.  One never knows but I am fooled.  So, it is with sadness that I report that one of the final three has been eliminated.

"It will break one of your hearts and I assure you, it will break mine along with yours...  ... Major Victory, turn in your costume."

These final three people embody the qualities that I hold in high regard.  Major Victory is what I think heroic fun should be.  He is animated, witty and good humored.  He can deliver one-liners but he can take them just as well.  He is funny and fun! :)

Feedback has been the quintessence of consideration.  He takes responsibility for his actions and considers all people under his care.  He does what he can to help those around him.  If there was a true super hero in this world, he would act like Feedback to the letter.

Tonight, Fat Momma showed sacrifice.  It wasn't always like that and in fact, because of her size, she appears to show very little sacrifice for eating.  But tonight she saw Feedback as a young man in the way he wanted to win so bad.  Feedback who didn't win any of the challenges thought he might be eliminated by Stan.  In fact they all thought that.  She was going to quit because she didn't want Feedback's heart to break.  She kept saying "He reminds me of my son. Take me instead, I don't want to win as much as he does."  She asked to speak with a producer and told him to take her off the show.  The producer brought Major Vic and Feedback to Fat Momma (she had locked herself in the bathroom til she could speak to a producer). 

The boys told her that they already won.  Both assured her that they didn't want her to go.  And then they all three went to the roof and hugged some more when Major Victory was eliminated.  It was sad and it will get sadder and I hope that those 3 will be the featured stars in a new supergroup comic like Avengers or X-Men.  I think they would sell off the press.  I enjoy good stories, comics, movies and books.  These 3 characters have heart and make for great entertainment.

Major Victory, I salute you.  Hope to see you soon.

So now I am sad, because there is only one episode left.  I really enjoyed the ride to see who has heroic qualities on TV.


Excelsior, fans!
DZ

nearly wrote 2 pathetic notes about my sitch.... well, fuck the whining! hope you like the unfettered (somewhat horrifying) fury poem.  Only Slightly graphic but this poem has a little bite.  :D

 

The Full Moon Light

 

full moon, nightshade...

blasted out of my mind....

twisting, stretching, curling, flexing...

desperately trying to unwind...

lay back, relax, my thoughts now climb......

 

drinking and stinking...

blinking and thinking...

my essence free from matter...

super-consciousness sublimes...

siddharthas river shown...

I can transcend time.....

 

starting the ascension...

higher and higher...

calming the tension...

the burning, the fire...

canine dissension...

bleeding from briar...

prickling with passion...

carnal desire..... 

 

surfing the esoteric sky...

beachhead of the midnight eye...

ripping up the cosmic tide...

chakra board, heavenly ride...

to the pinnacle of lunar pride...

through atrocity I slide...

my humanity subsides...

revealing furious lupine.....

 

aberrant thoughts cloud my perspective...

stabilized, mesmerized...

another directive...

murderer optimized...

feeling destructive.....

 

ravenous hollow... must feed...

pretty lady, handsome fellow... must bleed...

can smell their scent... claws and fangs...

hear their screams... sinew hangs...

 

lapping the blood... tearing the sweet flesh from bone... silence their suffering... filled with power... tasting the neck... the heart... must move on...

 

more, need... smell some small two-legged... sweeter meat... no fight... just die... tastier... crying, screaming... aahhhhh... bones, heart, yummy... pretty circle above... shining in the darkness... must call to it... sing, call to it... silver circle, pretty light.....

 

PHEW!  I almost lost control there!  :D  Sleep tight!

Kinetic   (inspired by the Crow)

 

Cardinal Humor am I, that brings the song of laughter to hearts and feeds the drink of delirium to minds.

 

Pilot Fear am I, that moves the rocks and water to protect the wounded spirits and lights the God-fire that warms the chill air we have breathed for so long.

 

Hermit Thespian am I, that poses the drama to distract and enlighten us from suffering, masquerading as a fool to shade our hearts from the gloom of this cruel illusion.

 

Literary Pug am I, that scribes for minds to feel my loneliness and illustrates my empty soul that cries when you suffer, laughs when you jibe, sings when you smile and bleeds when you hurt.

 

Ancient Sorrow am I, that suffered patiently for decades and for centuries before and still today endures and desires with all the light of Heaven for her to hold.

 

Wretched Courage am I, that denies agonizing rejection.

Sensual Innocence am I, that needs to learn with limpidity.

Pensive Missionary am I.  Serene Turmoil am I.

 

Spiteful Zeal.  Luminous Death.  Staunch Romantic.  Sole Partisan.

 

Kinetic Prospect.

Hope you enjoyed this one too :)  I dig it even tho it doesnt rhyme.


Ionic DZ

well, the Kansas City nationals news is... old... and negative... i sucked

out of 11, we placed 7... usually a lucky number but not when theres only 3 medals to give.

well, next year!  and its nothing less than gold if i have to hit the winner over the head and take it.  (security was pretty weak there)  :D

good news is, i learned how to win and i got to see my mistakes... no excuses: i didnt do the nearly the same thing that won us the gold in states.  ill be better prepared next year and ill be more focused...

i wanna share some thoughts...

recently i read something that went like this:

You are responsible for all that you say, do, think and feel.  You are the only one responsible for it and nothing else.

Well, i find that expression true in the society we live in, but if we are ever to get to the "next level" we will need to think beyond that.  The passage above assigns the blame in my opinion.  The Statement itself is true (i would consider this among the Universal Truths) but to get the "Glow" one needs to forget blame.  Blame is a distraction.  I guess this is supposed to be about responsibility but that last part is what leaves the lasting impression on me.

Another message I got was that I am in no way responsible for what the people around me do, say, think, feel....  I can not control it... and I can't be held accountable for it... BUT I AM an influence on my brothers, friends, family and cohorts.  whether i wish to be or not.  i am being watched.  someone is curious about my life the same way that I am curious about others.  looking toward shore for a light.

i think we all should remember that when our friends and family do something wrong... we should be there to help, coach, guide or reprimand them.  and we should be there when they do something right, to congradulate, reinforce, encourage and practice with them.  this might be an anarchist idea but it is one whose time has come. 

the idea of social responsibility involves... well, INVOLVEMENT...  we cant stand by idly while our people do stuff... cant watch while friends go to school and achieve... thats like letting the machine fall apart.  we have to take an active role in our people's lives and development. 

we are (or should be) responsible for AT LEAST communication with ur friends and family... pick up the phone and call mom or dad... uncle junior... ur old friends from that job u hated ( u all hated it together )  ;)  that small attention will make someone's day... that small gesture might help them thru a tuff moment.  maybe they have good news to share to help u thru your tuff moment.

or maybe you might help them thru a Major Hardship! 

we dont all have money falling out of our butts or time to run out and hold hands but we dont have to.  a word, a kind word, a sincere 'Hey, bud!'  a happy voice mail or email... i PROMISE you it will help!

OK, i have this urge to start flapping my Universalist Gums so im gonna wrap this up.  With something poetic.

If you are set adrift on the ocean, you will invariably start paddling.  Look to the horizon for light, for safe harbour.

Good night, friends,

Shane DZ  :)

Came to see what was the fuss, shrouded in mysterious

 

Came to set the paged beast free, slip the bastard free on me

 

Blood was spilled for Lifes fate, jibing all the while he ate

 

Gave him due, gave me war, was no chore to give what for,

 

And although sore, he still got more, started stepping to the Door

 

Sauntered out when it was done, laughed and drank and had some fun

 

Sinister keeps the Coiled Soul, and so it was the parts made whole

 

 

 

Riddle solved, the clues unfold, now the tale of a tattoo told

 

A Dragon of Darkness, defiant and fearless

 

Tongue, Tooth, Talon and Tail; safe inside Green Inkmail

 

Breath of Doom, Claws that Rend, nimble mind, shadows blend

 

Symbol of Strength and Power, hollow eye, empty glower

 

Created killer, silk Wyrm, waited, patiently stood firm

 

Righteous respect for Reincarnation, feeling Destruction, loving Creation

Here it is, embedded, in case you couldn't find it anywhere else.

"I'm the rebel daughter of  Brett Hart, bitch!"







Thanks for the lead, Joe.  :)