I am a little upset now that trivia is on the live feeds, When they come back on I would love to see Jeff, Jordan, Kevin, and Russell the only ones left fighting for HoH. By the Way, please when Jordan or Jeff you need it! Love the new twists! Just thought while I was waiting for the endurance competition to come on the Live Feeds I would share a few sites and a video from BB10!

This is utterly the best blog ever, her name is Jamie and if you don't have the live feeds, and don't mind knowing what happens ahead of time before the cbs airings, this is the blog to read!:
http://big-brother-11-blog.blogspot.com/

Ross Mathews is a someone I love!!! He is flamboyant, crazy, speaks his mind, and also interviews all the houseguests after they are evicted from the Big Brother House. Here is his site, Casey will be on there tomorrow, surely talking more shit about Ronnie and Jessie. Didn't you just love his exit! Here is his site!:
http://www.theinsider.com/obsessions/Inside_Dish_with_Ross_Mathews

The feeds came up for a minute I swear heard Michele barfing ?
Damn it back to trivia omfg wtf igo?????????

CBS.COM is awesome, play the fantasy game for $1,000 also vote Jeff to be America's Player!!!!!

If you watched Season 10 you will know this is HIGHlarious, and I can't wait for BB11's gag reel, basically after it is all said and done at the Big Brother Wrap Party they show a montage of funny stuff they edited from the sason, this is season 10, which I KNEW Dan was going to win!




Watch and Love.. Hit me up if you are Big Brother OBSESSED as well

My granny passed away June 19th, 2009. As many of you know I was her only living full blood relative and responsible, financially and emotionally for all of her medical decisions before she passed away and now for her funeral and burial arrangements. My granny died without life insurance. My granny already owned her own plot next to her only daughter, my mother, at Kraft Graceland Cemetery in New Albany, Indiana. This is where she wants and needs to be. At minimum it is going to cost me at least $1,200 to purchase a urn, dig, and bury her ashes next to my mother. Which right now I just do not have. A lot of any excess cash I did have, has already been exhausted with my frequent trips back and forth from West Virginia to Indiana, because I was the only person my granny had to make medical decisions for her. Which I am thankful she had me because if she had been alone she would be on life support indefinitely prolonging her life, because it took weeks of going through her belongings to actually find her living will, which I am sure none of her half brothers and sisters would have done, but that is besides the point. She was a great woman,who endured a lot in her short life, My gran gran was only 59 when she died. She spent her whole life taking care of others. She took care of my mother until I was born, then continued to take care of both of us until shortly before my mom died. She needed a break and spent a couple of years living in New Mexico, she moved back just in time to help my dad when I was a wild one during my teenage years. I was all she had. Then in June 2006 I had her first and only great granddaughter, my baby Sarah. She was grateful she now had more than one person in life to hold on to. i feel in my heart and I hope my granny did as well, that hopefully I have broken the cycle of women in our family being alone. I wished my granny would have met another man after my pawpaw, so she could have had a sense of family like I do. Her sense of family was to not get to close anyone so she could use all her her heart and energy to care for first my mother, her only child; then me, her only grandchild; and before she passed; Sarah, her only great-grandchild. I will thank her everyday for everything she went through and the strength she had to be independent. She helped mold me into who I am today. I stand here today the first woman in the Cardin family for at least 5 generations, to try something different. Starting with me and hopefully continuing down my family tree for years to come, I am ending two family traditions. My granny told me how much she wanted the cycle to end. Sarah now being 3 years old, is now the oldest female from the past 5 generations to live with her mother and her father. Not only for my daughter, but for myself, and for my granny, I will work everyday to ensure she continues to have the stable family environment. Another tradition I am going to break is something I have never wanted until the days leading up to my granny's death. Within the next couple of years, when Sarah is in school, and Brian and I have reached a level of comfortable financial security.. I know gasp, I would like to add to our family. Life is too short, and at the end of the day all you have is family, and with something as great as Sarah, why not. And then far into the future, and it is my time to go, Sarah will have someone to lean on. And forever my Granny's strength to somehow fix our family will live on.

youtube.com/megybeth831

As technology advances and morals decline, do people just keep getting dumber or what? You decide...

I orignally uploaded this video to myspace with Tim Mcgraw music. Myspace removed it. So I uploaded it to youtube, and they made me audioswap it with Creed.. So i am posting it here

Every once in a while I will come across something and think, why in the hell can I not be creative and artistic... This guy is on Myspace his username is Jamesatwar.. He has several videos that are awesome.. I recommend everyone subscribe.. Here is one that caught my eye.. Watch it until the end so you can check out some of his other videos

Hey There Delilah Spoof ( Hey Harry Potter )

Besides the news there are only a handful of T.V. Shows that I watch, and when I say watch I mean.. I don't miss an episode and you better not talk while I am watching it! I recently tried something new, The Unusuals which is a suprisingly great show with humor in all the right scenes. I hope it wil live up to the expectations of my other favorite ABC shows. Desperate Housewives and Grey's Anatomy. I have watched them both faithfully since Season 1. I can't get enough. But no matter how addicted to them I am, I actually look forward to the Season Finale, because that's when the best show T.V. ever created premiers.. Shotime's, Weeds... Who ever thought Mary Louise Parker could pull off the pot smuggling seductress she is today. When Housewives and Grey's end, I don't look forward to the Season Premeir until they start playing the commercials. Weeds is different every season they leave you with the Cliffhanger that makes you wish it played all year long... Please Shotime do not cancel this Drama! Actually you should make it an hour long show instead of the commercial free 30 minutes! After all this waiting I see a Premeir date.. If you havn't seen it yet, go to the movie store and rent seasons 1,2,3, and 4 you won't be disappointed, and by June 8th you will have called the cable company and ordered Shotime.. Well here is the preview!

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If you have not yet went to the website faceinhole.com I suggest you try it it is easy and always gives you a good laugh.. Watch this video of me!

The title says it all... My husband's baby mama.. Wrote him a letter on myspace calling him a piece of shit.. When it is her and her trashy family who won't let us see Ryan. Then in the same letter she said and why don't you have any pictures of your son.. Excuse me, Bi0tch he does.. I put the pictures up... haha I have a whole album dedicated to my son-in-law.. The funniest part, she does not have one picture of her son at all, So what right did she even have to say that??? WTF Trashy people make no sense lol. I pray every day that she will just say, you know I don't want ryan to end up trashy and all trailer park, and let us have him. He would have a great life, he would be paid attention to, not trhown around to each family member so they can take care of their own trashy agendas. maybe I should have titled this.. trashy people. They disgust me. Ryan would have a good meal every night, have his half-sister to play with, and a family filled with love.. Not trash, drugs, and partying.. I said my peice I am done.

My grandmother Sally sent this to me today. It almost made me cry. Maybe because I take life for granted or that most recently last Thursday my cousin in law Ashley Shanahan Whitehead died at only 24. Life is short. I hope everyone that reads this see something special in life. I know Ashley did not take life for granted, she wanted to see everything and be there for everyone. When I had my daughter Sarah on June 16th, 2006, besides my husband, the nurses, and Dr. Grady.. Ashley was by my side, waiting for her precious baby cousin be born. I had not yet even entered her family. Me and Brian did not wed for another 3 months and 1 day. Yet she wanted to be there to help, she even took my birthing pictures after only knowing me for about 9 months. My mother died when I was 5 years old, so the only person I had to help me learn all the wonderful things about motherhood (besides Sarah of course!) was Ashley. Even though she had a feisty baby girl Kaylee at home, she was always there to help me with everything, from Sarah's first bath, to breast feeding and pumping. Just remember that there is no time like the present, and if I were to die tomorrow I would hope to be remembered as caring, thoughtful, and wonderful as Ashley:

Today is Special:

A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper
wrapped package:

'This, - he said - isn't any ordinary
package.'

He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the
box.

'She got this the first time we went to New York , 8 or 9 years ago.
She has never put it on , was saving it for a special occasion.

Well, I
guess this is it.

He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to
the other clothing he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died.


He turned to me and said:

'Never save something for a special
occasion.

Every day in your life is a special occasion'.

I still
think those words changed my life.

Now I read more and clean
less.

I sit on the porch without worrying about anything.

I spend
more time with my family, and less at work..

I understood that life
should be a source of experience to be lived up to, not survived through.


I no longer keep anything.

I use crystal glasses every day...


I'll wear new clothes to go to the supermarket, if I feel like
it.

I don't save my special perfume for special occasions, I use it
whenever I want to.

The words 'Someday....' and ' One Day...' are fading
away from my dictionary.
;
If it's worth seeing, listening or doing, I
want to see, listen or do it now...

I don't know what my friend's wife
would have done if she knew she wouldn't be there the next morning, this nobody
can tell.

I think she might have called her relatives and closest
friends.
She might call old friends to make peace over past quarrels.


I'd like to think she would go out for Chinese, her favorite food.


It's these small things that I would regret not doing, if I knew my time
had come..

Each day, each hour, each minute, is special.

Live for
today, for tomorrow is promised to no-one.

If you got this, it's because
someone cares for you and because, probably, there's someone you care about.


In Loving Memory of Ashley Shanahan Whitehead


September 27th 1984 - March 26th, 2009