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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 30
Sign: Scorpio

City: CARDBOARD CITY
State: Alaska
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/14/2006
Friday, February 29, 2008 
I woke up sometime later. I was hungry…
it took 3 attempts to constrict the muscles in the my throat tight enough to push it down past my gag reflex, but eventually whatever wet mound I blindly grabbed off of the floor made it down into the pit of my empty stomach. Though it was probably just me going insane, I heard every one of my organs scream and gag in disbelief as the mystery food slid down my interior. I don't care. If I just ate a piece of shit, at least it smelled better than some other stuff I picked up and sniffed.
The darkness is playing tricks on me. I'm seeing trails when I move now. Like, magical trails. But I know that it's just partial memories being projected onto the parts of my brain that normally receive images from my eyes. I've moved my arms millions of times in my life, so when I move them now, my brain knows what it should look like, so it shows me. And it tricks me.
The sounds trick me too.
The myth is true. When one sense goes away, the others grow stronger. And because of that, the sounds not only trick me. They HAUNT me. Over time, the sounds were jumbled. It felt like my hearing was getting worse, until I realized that I was just picking up MORE sounds, and I had to learn to separate them.
To separate the sounds of dripping from sounds of recycled air passing through parts of my fur that have been matted together by dried blood and…who knows. I had to separate sounds of maggots feasting from maggots morphing into their winged counterparts. When its really quiet, I can hear an ant piss.
The sounds are a vivid reminder that the only reason I am here is to be left for dead. It's been days, weeks maybe. This isn't intentional torture. I haven't been interrogated. I haven't been forced to give up information that I'm hiding. I've simply been left. The smells of death that are acting as my oxygen and the recognizable textures of a lot of the obstacles I trip over and feel are just 2 of the signs that I am supposed to be dead…along with everyone else in here.

The buzzing from the flies is driving me fucking crazy. Do flies fuck? Or do they simply just lay a million eggs and miraculously birth busloads of maggots just to annoy the shit out of me?

The buzzing died down. Must be nighttime. I can hear the flies snoring. If I were a children's author, maybe this would inspire me to write a book about a narcoleptic fly that annoys the shit out of someone to the point of insanity, but then instantly falls asleep and snores and its so fucking cute that the annoyed guy just forgives the fly. But no…im a little bit more than an author. I'm a fucking prisoner.

It was quiet for a few moments. Long enough to feel my eyelids collapse and catapult me into another world. One where the colors are still vibrant, and where I can fly instead of cry. But I was jolted awake by a collection of scraping noises above my head.
How high is the roof? Are the noises inside or outside?
Nah, they are outside, for sure.
"Don't bother trying to get IN," I thought. "Unless you are looking for a place to die. Or, rather, perhaps you are looking for something that IS dead…or dying."

Maybe the Vultures are back to reset the world again…

I listened to the scraping noises for hours, thinking about the history lessons that were drilled into our heads as children.
Every year, until grade 10, there was always someone who asked the same question. I'm convinced that it was mainly an excuse for story time, as the answer was always a long and fascinating one:

"How come where we live is called Vulture?"
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†Aaron&Katie†
Aaron Davis

 
I love you Chadam! =D
 
Posted by †Aaron&Katie† on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 9:45 AM
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Mayerl!s
Mayerl s Batista Hernández

 
hola
aca
the dejo mi correo
maybaherthebest@hotmail.com
bye
 
Posted by Mayerl!s on Saturday, March 01, 2008 - 10:36 PM
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.

 
MMMHMMM :) YES!!!!!
 
Posted by . on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 9:47 AM
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Mayerl!s
Mayerl s Batista Hernández

 
hola aca the dejo mi correo
maybaherthebest@hotmail.com
bye
agregame
 
Posted by Mayerl!s on Saturday, March 01, 2008 - 10:37 PM
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♫Brianna
brianna codallos

 
:D
 
Posted by ♫Brianna on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 9:47 AM
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Mayerl!s
Mayerl s Batista Hernández

 
hola agregame:
maybaherthebest@hotmail.com
bye
cuidate
kiss
 
Posted by Mayerl!s on Saturday, March 01, 2008 - 10:37 PM
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Hamster.
Annabel .

 
OKAY
that was wonderous
but slightly depressing
Simkin can you please get out of there already
I want HAPPY-NESS
K?
x♥x♥
 
Posted by Hamster. on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 9:49 AM
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amy vindictive

 
i fucking love you chadam..
 
Posted by amy vindictive on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 9:50 AM
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j o s i a h ♠♣♦[beast]

 
i hate how people dont even read the story and just post comments as fast as they can saying "i love you" just so they look like the cool kids.
 
Posted by j o s i a h ♠♣♦[beast] on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 9:53 AM
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Chris
Chris harding

 
I agree.
 
Posted by Chris on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 8:59 PM
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sprinklesXXX
Sabrina Loong

 
that was great!
 
Posted by sprinklesXXX on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 9:55 AM
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Rach! ♥
Rachel Dennis

 
OOOOO getting intenseee :D


jarryds pretty intense


nah thats not true actually, hes just pretty cool (Y)

<33
 
Posted by Rach! ♥ on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 9:57 AM
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i am [mariel]

 
vulture?

coolXD
 
Posted by i am [mariel] on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 10:00 AM
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Harmony (P!ATD)
Harmony Cipollina-Dreven

 
Great writing today Chadam. The part about the fur was interesting. I thought that Simkin was a person, but people don't have fur. Do they? And the part about the fly who annoys someone then falls asleep and is adorable. Thought part was my favorite. And the end there, really nice segway into a new part of the story. A story within a story within a story. Like the kid that was blue but really wasn't. Anyway, really great writing Chadam. I love this blog. =]
 
Posted by Harmony (P!ATD) on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 10:06 AM
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Miss Hannah

 
wow Chadam
i'm so glad i couldn't sleep
this made my day
 
Posted by Miss Hannah on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 10:14 AM
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Last Of My Kind
Daren Vale

 
Hmm truly this makes for the more interesting reading I have read. Now I wonder if my story would be as interesting.
 
Posted by Last Of My Kind on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 10:37 AM
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Count your blessings

 
Vulture. Don't vultures feed of death?
And those 'lumps', from about number 6 I kinda guessed they were dead bodies, or something dead. And the puddle could have been blood or some other bodily fluid. I dunno.

This interests me.
 
Posted by Count your blessings on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 10:47 AM
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Halima 8☮1™ [BSC]

 
OMG
 
Posted by Halima 8☮1™ [BSC] on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 10:55 AM
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Paula Isabel
Paula Wilhelm

 
dlkgdlkfgj

amazing. really and truly.
<33
 
Posted by Paula Isabel on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 11:15 AM
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l'Olivia
Olivia Izzo

 
gnarly, man
 
Posted by l'Olivia on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 11:17 AM
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Megziee

 
do ant's piss? lol... I'm loving the Simkin papers but please Simkin get the f*ck outta there!

wait random thought: is Simkin blind? O_o .. And he doesn't realize it?
 
Posted by Megziee on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 11:29 AM
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Miss Hannah

 
He can't be blind since he saw the light through the crack and the shoes
 
Posted by Miss Hannah on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 8:20 PM
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мεgαη ☯
Megan Wanttie

 
yeah.. but he might be just picturing it..? idk.. lol. just a random thought.
 
Posted by мεgαη ☯ on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 10:36 PM
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Mary Ann Misery™ [MCRmy][CHADAM LIVES]S//C

 
oh snap. :D
 
Posted by Mary Ann Misery™ [MCRmy][CHADAM LIVES]S//C on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 11:40 AM
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elala

 
Do flies fuck?
Do ants piss?

Too many difficult questions.

Your writing enchants me. I'm wearing my Chadam shirt as we speak.
And everyone is always like "Who is Chadam?"
And I'm like "The most awesome fucking guy in the world."
 
Posted by elala on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 11:58 AM
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Kaytlin
Kaytlin Krepich

 
Okay.
So i thought there wasn't anything on the floor.. that's why he hasn't eaten..
So.. where'd the pile o' nasty come from?
That confused me.
But other than that, you're stories are amazing.
=D
 
Posted by Kaytlin on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 11:59 AM
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amber
Amber Wade

 
:D I'm intrigued.
 
Posted by amber on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 12:15 PM
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Jeff!!
Jeff Rey

 
your fuckin amazing!
 
Posted by Jeff!! on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 12:28 PM
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PoisonousSmeg

 
hmmm...
i must say i got into the chadam story much easier but this is still amazing.
x
 
Posted by PoisonousSmeg on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 12:43 PM
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PoisonousSmeg

 
hmmm...
i must say i got into the chadam story much easier but this is still amazing.
x
 
Posted by PoisonousSmeg on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 12:44 PM
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Emily.
Emily Miller

 
:)
this is like
super duper amazing
i keep trying to picture simkin haha :)
 
Posted by Emily. on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 12:44 PM
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Max;
Max Bazini

 
OOH...I'm intrigued


KEEP IT UP MAN!!


This is good work here!
 
Posted by Max; on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 12:51 PM
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Keshia

 
yay!
i love you chadam =D
 
Posted by Keshia on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 12:52 PM
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hannah
Hannah Anderson

 
woah. i want to know why it's called vulture!
 
Posted by hannah on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 1:01 PM
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Whatshername

 
sheesh, you can even make something like flies mating an interesting read. can't wait to read more Chadam!!!
 
Posted by Whatshername on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 2:59 PM
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Izzi D™

 
<3.
 
Posted by Izzi D™ on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 3:04 PM
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Cady
Cady Gebhardt

 
GEH!!! Chadam what happens next?!
Whos on the roof?
Why is the place called vulture?!?!
CILLF HANGER MUCH?!?!?
butt head :]
 
Posted by Cady on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 3:17 PM
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PlayKizzlePlay!

 
D:
 
Posted by PlayKizzlePlay! on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 3:41 PM
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sopheh™

 
wow :] xxx
 
Posted by sopheh™ on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 3:47 PM
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|[Hunter]| -True Blood-
Hunter Gorrill

 
awesome xDD
 
Posted by |[Hunter]| -True Blood- on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 3:48 PM
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|[Hunter]| -True Blood-
Hunter Gorrill

 
Loved the annoying fly part btw.. Id laugh if I saw that happen to someone ^_^
 
Posted by |[Hunter]| -True Blood- on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 3:54 PM
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a s h l e y
Ashley Kyle

 
It doesn't matter what you write about, it's always captivating.
When you read it, makes you feel like you're there.
I admire your writing style.
 
Posted by a s h l e y on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 3:57 PM
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kasey

 
(:
 
Posted by kasey on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 4:00 PM
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ηιchσℓεℓynnε

 
weee <3
 
Posted by ηιchσℓεℓynnε on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 4:04 PM
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Issey
Issey Issey

 
Bert Mccraken i know its you who writes this.
you have been found out.
--...great chapter tho.
 
Posted by Issey on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 4:11 PM
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Savvy
Noemi G

 
sounds tricks
i know it tricks me at night
 
Posted by Savvy on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 4:37 PM
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dON0VAN

 
Tell us the answer/story?

love
kyra
 
Posted by dON0VAN on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 5:04 PM
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♥HOLLER♥
Christina Donnelly

 
vulture
 
Posted by ♥HOLLER♥ on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 5:25 PM
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[[ Stephsta ]]
Stephanie Cornwall

 
Ok, so I hink this has been SImkin writting, correct? And Chadam, my love, wrote the other stuff. Or... is this Chadam writing down SImkin papers... what SImkin wrote down on paper...



(?)

Whatever. Either way, Alex Pardee is a freaking genious.
 
Posted by [[ Stephsta ]] on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 5:33 PM
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Ashlieee ♥ ♥ ♥
Ashlie Riddle

 
amazingness
:D
 
Posted by Ashlieee ♥ ♥ ♥ on Friday, February 29, 2008 - 5:45 PM
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