who's seen the seinfeld episode where the one guy likes the one girl who likes another guy who likes another girl who likes the first guy? oh yeah. good stuff, unless you happen to live through it..

here's a story about my friend glen, and his obsession with men -patrick davenport..

i'm about to unleash.. unleash the beast

yeah, good one pat, except that you are a faggot and i pretty much hate you.

well, ur sister was nice until she tried to rape me

curt, u've changed for the worse since last, and so have i. u know that song.. "caught up" or whatever? yeah.. me babe. i'm not going to lay it out but i feel like there is no appreciation of glen anymore. i even feel like what i felt was appreciation might have just been a joke. it's odd how things work out. my neck hurts, i think that a relationship is over, and the greatest thing is that what i think doesnt even matter right now. i know it's for the best and i appreciate honesty. if this happened a week from now, it would be like i was being laughed at by the entire university. laugh it up bitches because you only have so long. life is short, i took a risk. if i had to, i would take that risk again because i still feel that she's worth it, but as for right now... lenka's heart is another man's... and it has been. and she didnt tell me. and i was a replacement. and i feel that no matter how hard i try, i will never be successful even though I know i can, right now things seem impossible... i dont know what i'm going to do except stay the same. getting trashed is not the answer. it never has been. now.. it's tough always being second place ...

Lenka, it was great sharing time with you. Go get Garrett.