Miyo sent me my Takuya Angel stuff today, its so ingenously cool, i will still collect my Gothic Lolita stuff and my Vintage Collection is getting more and more Edwardian and Victorian daily, its gotten massive and im really happy about it
also went to Amourous Glamourous and spent my pin money on...yummy yummy lingerie- Strumpet and Pink are NOW ONLINE- itll cost you your rent for a pair of panties but thats that.... its amazing how beautiful the pieces are and inspiring, i have a new friend Kimberly a seamtress designer deconstruor who helped Ashleigh Page with her LA Show and it was bathing suits- but somehow its was a great show( for la) and Art Nouveau in a cool way as much a s Bathing Suits can be Art Nouveau, im glad i live now, cos i can go from Shibuya to AMAZING R.M. pieces ( i heard i got stick about a fantastical R,M . dress i was sent from his sick sick collection of crazed inspired Origami pieces ....classic, and im still pretty thin although i gained about 10 pounds....but i think im filiming something this month, so I’d like to lose some lbs again.
i im also going to London to look at Property and then to NYC. to buy property in both places- why>? COS I AM GETTING MY FICO NUMBER FIXED! ALL THE FRAUD IS GETTING CLEANSED OFF THERE! ITS SO EXCITING)
the most powerful person in this recession in any room isnt the welathiest, its the one with the biggest fico score.
i spent all day yesterday witha professional trendwatcher it was funny hearing about "Forever 21"" s poilicies and shit, what "The colour"( teal duh and i say loads of neon wearable npt just by kids)
for Spring but despite the Britney era and Paris and thier penchant for Pink Plastic new wave things willnever go away i got sent a GREAT pair of hot pibnk Chanel glasses and found a 10 dollar pair of Ray Bans Hot Pinka nd loads of plastic bangles think Molly Ringwald in Pretty in Pink except my dining room is covered in Black organza and chiffon and draped inth ethinnest t shirt material i could posissbly fine and di[ dyed Chantilly lace, i sort of did a travesty, i dip dyed a Chantilly lace bridal veil, black , well gradiating grey, into black and loads of sepia tea dyed,
whites, and theres a box of VV Reloux crystals and flowers and ribbons, i LOOOOOVVVE VV Reloux.com...... i wantto do my chairs and my fringes its so inspriing going to thier store or thier site that its so many little tiny details you caN SPEND HOURS AND not so much money wellit aint cheap but if your thrifty you can do well or you can use alternate ribbons and feathers from cheaper sites just google "millinery feathers and flowers" im all about big fat flowers in the hair. and MFG.com where you can simply once you figue out what you want tp make ( cos i reallyw ant to make Lingerie and tights and catsuits) you just send them a "tech pack" i fyou can find a graphic artist to draw up your sketches, and the factories willmakeyour samples, to compete for your business, people have so little imagination so ifyour a sketcher and a dreamer and a nerd like me its a dream site, i KNOW the purses and shoes iwant to exist like i KNOW the sound exists that iw ant to achieve in this record and im ojgn ti really prepare with fortitude as my final producer on this record is very strong as a man and has opinions very strongly- he did Celebrity Skin and he botched a few songs cos my skillset wasnt what it is now- except when Hormonal- then i get re;ly wierd about tempos and lose my sense of time , god e have so many songs i really need spme alone time to just write lyrics and finish this cycle- thsi theme of redemption and falling down and getting back up ...and doing it again and again....anyway they can send you down the aisle there with your samples to take to a corporation andyou can maybe get a great deal - why leave it to just lame celberities who dont design or think with things like ummm,,,thier heads.....or hands ...i love embroidering and sketching and dreaming up Courtesan clothes for now so vey much i could just sleep in my dining slash sewing room and soon this house and its ballroo willbe gone and if you need me ill be at he chateau marmomt-
i know i sound sort of domesticated well i always have been, id always buy you know flowers and good moisturiser before any drugs when i was stillon food stamps.
andd espite alll these wonderful dresses that could have been the nicest on the Titanic, i cant help but collect weird cheap hot pink bangles and rara skirts and listen to loads of New Wave and Hype Machine and put my computer on word forword.org and listen to NPR or else Xfm.co.uk cos you feel just like your in London, its like the Indie 103.1 cool Kroq of London so you feel like your there.
In REALLY proud of my friend Russell ( Brand) I have a date with the president of a studio to go see him live-= pressures on my little crabapple...check out his dork faux hysterical band on my space "Innocent...uhh shit,..the films a Judd Apatow prioduced comedy "Forgetting Susan...’ sonething im a horrible friend i cant recall it- christ- well he’s a Horrible friend too, hes been so luvvied up and sucked up by that part of Hollywood i do not hang in ( the nu comedy scene- i just dont keep up - thru Woody i know whats up and thru my comedian FRIENDS, as i have one thats not a comedian, hes justa mean nasty guy, whose stand up sucks, but hey sometimnes in the UKl they put on a wig and thats it theyre rolling in the aisles, we have "Never Scared" as our bar and standard , i mean to me if you can slam Chris( Rock) your fine, but if youcant do e try- anyway .....ooooh got o dandlcompany.com, your INSANE if you dont go to that site.
also check out xChrises amazing CBIHATEPERFUME.com try Fire Fromheaven and especially Cradle of light and hes NOT expenisve YET, but hi nose is so irginal and unique , i put on Pomegranate and Black Tea and Hyacinth together with Black March and im smelling gooooood.
im soooo thinking of doing a candle line witha very sick twist , and i know who im going to ask, as i just got my cbihateperfume box with my Takuya ANgel and my Grace O Connor painting of groupies in a Poison concert backstage, and soon im gwetting my Polly Morgan and i have to decide between the Love Bird and the Robin Red breast and i loveher work think shes a total genius, maybe illtale my two weeka and run away to Jqapan but thats for noodles and yummy berry at the bottom green tea and sock stores and wierd electtro music and well thats me.....so many posionous botanicals to smell- CB has a Cherry Blossom perfume ( did you knwo what we all think of as Lily Of The Valley isnt in existance in nature? Lilky Of The Valley does NOT smell of anything, and after wearing Bluebell with such a heavy Galbumum top note- from Penhaglion its a fantasy Bluebell- CB sent me REAL Bluebell and its so very light., super sweet. like a Lauderee macaroon, feather light, iwish i could eat Bluebell , Hyacinth, Amaryllis they smell so delicious but they are all poisonous wich obssesses me i want to smell all poisonous smells- Deadly Nightshade and Belladonna, but Amaryllis is taking me away right now, just a magical concotion of smells that are just brillaintly swirling above my ebony bed i got in London with a horse and a lion at the top and carved posts, this bed is so big that a califonia king shrinks on it an di wonder about its purview, well i need to write a beautiful smelling song full of amaryllis and bluebell true and Hyacinth Green and Hyacinth 2 and his amazing Expirience Burning Leaves...

ooh wehn you go to dandlcompany.com try the Modern Alchemy , i LOVE Salem and Speakeasy and Opium Den the best and i aso love in teh Belle Epoque collection i love the White Lotus and Golden Lotus and Mandrake although real Lotus smells of sort of spilled turpentine.

I want to mak e Ikebana and pies and beautiful dresses and deconstruct everything there is , burn it down and build it all back up beautifully swirling spires.

i cannot see what they could possibly write about my sharing with you all, those lovely tinkling noises are stars exploding.
I"m in Love with New York AND London so ive decided to marry them both and i shallreturn - to malibu where i long to be when im in my 50’s. bit for now its time fir an adventure out in the world.

from teh land of lotus eating swirling danger and pain.

dlcompany.com
cbihateperfume.com
glamourousamsourous.com
freecreditreport.com
google"Takuyangel"
Givenchy.com
Pinkandstrumpet.com
vvreloux.com
google "Pretty In Pink" ( stills of Molly Ringwalds bedroom)
google "Jigsaw"fanzine for pieces of Jennifers Body....heh
"thecoolhunter.net" ( iknow the shame of the name! but so GREAT)
secondsexe.com ( francais)
and my new favourite

a+r.com its a design store run by a very cool girl named rose and get teh wonderful baby hand soaps and th elittle teensy agate bowls and teh Sun Jar. an dthe perfect tea maker and the ergomonic drinking glass and carafe.

Panos i swear ill pick the looks off style.com and callyou soon, im playing with acolection of 60s Hubert Givenchy jewelry verry cool.and swirling with scents

and Mr Minghella you were a gentleman and i adored the times we had dinner and you shall be missed r.i. p. what a profound loss to the world rent "Truly Madly Deeply"

Queen Courtney