i didn't know that style.com would put all those links together, i don't ingest alcohol and to even make the merest suggestion of a Cr__k P--e is insane and mean.and a lie, which you know perfectly well.
one of the ten commandments is thou shalt not bear false witness, so to put up a terrible shot of me many years ago when i was very very ill, when you know you KNOW i do not ingest narcotics of any sort of drink alcohol,is WRONG.
i apologize for the barrage of links , they didn't turn out the way i assumed style.com made it seem they would,
as an illustrated story about how depression can attack anyone anywhere, and no i am not suicidal, occasionally very occasionally like all of us i get depressed, and that was over a year ago and i had a mini little depression attack well big one, and the Lanvin show made me happier, i don't know quite why it happened but i find that medication is not the answer to this, working out and doing daimoku ( chanting) is as is yoga and eating correctly and i want some more high country Kombucha tea i think that stuff is miraculous for glow and health. those things work far better than this chemical culture of numbing our rage and numbing our pains and demons,
Perez its great you got to spend the week with midge i mean madge but i have this strange feeling your all of the sudden feeling a pull to insult me to please her, that's ridiculous,(in my humble opinion), in any case if shes talking or even vibing nasty comments about me, that's not very "letting in of the light" etc,of her, we have many mutual friends and as she says to me "My Parachute is Open" to her when we cross paths, and i now have a stylist who has refused to leave me for her, unlike before, that's really the only issue between us . that of employee and more important than employee stylist snatching. I have the perfect stylist for me, she has someone for her, i have also never used you when i have "needed" you, and played that card, as i just don't do that,
PLEASE leave my kid out of it, when i make a technical booboo or get a little whacky when shes at a movie,its my problem.
i thought it was a cool story told buy the dresses themselves in a way, and then i ran into a stolen few items and that made me sad. Im sorry if anyone fell over and broke thier ankles in the reading of my "barrage" which i should have checked my space to see they were all going to be illustrated in one blog, i sometimes get pissed about the ridiculous nonsense and theft and share a teesny bit of it, yep a teensy bit, but basically im off blogging because you've upset my kid and embarrassed her and so have i, so ive apologized to her i hope you will too, she does not need words and images like "CR__K P__E+" and "drunk" as these are simply not things which are true, so i think my space is best used for promoting great music such as the jukeboxes and great indie and not so indie designers and ideas and stuff that i find out there that's cool to look at aspire to or just get made , like on etsy. so are we all calm now? its not like i "hate you and am never speaking to you again" because we all make mistakes but you cant involve the child and its wrong of you to state something as fact you know is an untruth, that is not the M i know and like, so can we please apologize and move onward because i don't like being angry or resentful, i have a record to make and that's really all i have to do , what iw ear in my press matters and finding a great partner and illustrator matters but otherwise i really haven't got any business trying to be slick with a computer as i cant even cut and paste@!
have fun listening to "Miles Away" hey is that guitar plugged in? did i hear right that you said what ive been dying to say wich is straight up told her to get the thing off? thank YOU. shes a great dancer and performer and puts on great shows ( from what i hear) ( its not my thing musically) but when i see a guitar with no lead and it s not in the mix of the song i just think "BIG WOODEN NECKLACE" ALL I KNOW IS I SPENT MANY MANY MANY hours learning to play over many years and i still suck pretty hard but i write songs on it and it matters to me, guitars,
okay well everyone enjoy your fall my favorite month is November except we dotn have it in la, and love peace and forgiveness, remember? and that really all,
im sickened that a friend would drag me onto a bonfire because of style.com
but i think your self aware enough to know when you've crossed a line, right?
im certainly willing to take responsibility for "barraging" and ineffectively telling a story and it coming across as kookoo, it was an hour of a mistake, that's been amended.
so lets get back to doing what we do right okay? and stick with those who have stuck with you.
love
Kookoo.

image below courtesy of Jason Trenton ( for shit and giggles )