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Okay so heres what happened!!!!!! I was on DWTS doing great I was tired but really having the time of my life!!!!! week one (after the last show) I totally lost it!!!!! I was tired and sad, I wanted to still be dancing but the show was over.....I did'nt know what to do with myself I had losts of nervous energy but no show to dance it off.... week two: I made my buddy Ryan take dance class with me...it didn't feel the same.Every one in the class stared at me and I sucked!!!!!! I missed the one on one with Tony I missed our dance studio I missed the wardrobe dept!!!!!! Okay This is when I totally started to panic MY BABY IS COMING SOOOOOOO SOON!!!!! okay what have I been doing I have been dancing on a dance show but not getting ready for baby ZEV!!!! this is the week I lost it!!!!!!!we have to paint we have to buy stuff we are soooooooooo not ready to have a baby! whos bright Idea was this anyways!!! week 3 my husband is now over me!!!!! He says I am suffering from post traumatic stress disorder....I still have the energy from the show but no place to put it@ Plus I have now started to cry and want my house to be ready and clean and I felt like the werst mommy to be ! im not ready and I want everything to be perfect! Bringing us up to date....Last monday I finally calmed down and regained my normal bright out look on everything...the house seemed fine i miss dancing but am not nervous any more...I can watch SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE with out feeling like i am gonna vomit! I actually am BACK TO NORMAL! The baby comes in less then 4 weeks and I cant wait to meet him...his room is almost done I will start down loading fun videos of me and judah making his crib! I am sorry i got crazy after DWTS and totally went MIA i was totally fine during the show it just all hit me after the show ended . I was really thrown by all my emotions . I actually am very touched and moved by all the love you all showed me , I cant believe how much support And good energy was sent my way! I feel blessed and honored to have been on DWTS. I hope to continue this wonderful path and cant wait to meet the love of my life...ZEV . I will keep you all posted ...I AM BACK
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