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Sexe : Female
Statut : Marié(e)
Age : 37
Zodiaque: Verseau

Région : California
Pays: US
Date d’inscription :: 2/04/2007
mardi, juillet 01, 2008 
Okay so heres what happened!!!!!!
I was on DWTS doing great I was tired but really having the time of my life!!!!!
week one (after the last show)
I totally lost it!!!!! I was tired and sad, I wanted to still be dancing but the show was over.....I did'nt know what to do with myself I had losts of nervous energy but no show to dance it off....
week two: I made my buddy Ryan take dance class with me...it didn't feel the same.Every one in the class stared at me and I sucked!!!!!! I missed the one on one with Tony I missed our dance studio I missed the wardrobe dept!!!!!! Okay This is when I totally started to panic MY BABY IS COMING SOOOOOOO SOON!!!!! okay what have I been doing I have been dancing on a dance show but not getting ready for baby ZEV!!!! this is the week I lost it!!!!!!!we have to paint we have to buy stuff we are soooooooooo not ready to have a baby! whos bright Idea was this anyways!!!
week 3 my husband is now over me!!!!! He says I am suffering from post traumatic stress disorder....I still have the energy from the show but no place to put it@ Plus I have now started to cry and want my house to be ready and clean and I felt like the werst mommy to be ! im not ready and I want everything to be perfect!
Bringing us up to date....Last monday I finally calmed down and regained my normal bright out look on everything...the house seemed fine i miss dancing but am not nervous any more...I can watch SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE with out feeling like i am gonna vomit! I actually am BACK TO NORMAL! The baby comes in less then 4 weeks and I cant wait to meet him...his room is almost done I will start down loading fun videos of me and judah making his crib! I am sorry i got crazy after DWTS and totally went MIA i was totally fine during the show it just all hit me after the show ended . I was really thrown by all my emotions . I actually am very touched and moved by all the love you all showed me , I cant believe how much support And good energy was sent my way! I feel blessed and honored to have been on DWTS. I hope to continue this wonderful path and cant wait to meet the love of my life...ZEV .
I will keep you all posted ...I AM BACK
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KEJ Photo Impressions
Kaari Gale

 
I don't really know anything about you so this is nice to read because I find you have a hubby and are adopting...

All I knew was that I liked you on the show better than anyone else...

I hope all is going to slow to a comfy pace and that you are ready to receive the love ZEV will have for you! Get ready, because he will love you so deeply and you will be his world!

Congratulations!
 
Publié par KEJ Photo Impressions le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 7:06
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They call me Joe...
Joseph Cho

 
Congrats! Love and God's blessings upon you and your family!
 
Publié par They call me Joe... le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 7:28
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The Ryan O'Connor Show
Ryan O'Connor

 
I love you!!

And...speaking of the dance class you made me take......when do we go back!?!?!?
 
Publié par The Ryan O'Connor Show le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 8:03
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Lore

 
hey there... it's great to hear from you again... 4 weeks... wow this is soon... hope you will do find and i wish you and zev all the best.. keep us up to date how you are doing...

with love
Lore
 
Publié par Lore le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 8:18
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Nikkie

 
awwzz its just good to hear that everything is ok now and dont worry zev is getting the best parents a kid could ask for.god bless you sweetheart.
 
Publié par Nikkie le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 11:30
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Sally
Sally Allnutt

 
How cute is your husband? I've been dragging my poor husband to dance classes for the last 4 weeks and he is such a good sport. At the end of the day (or the end of DWTS) isn't is comforting to know that you still have this incredibly supportive husband to curl up with? Life is Good! Glad you are back-
 
Publié par Sally le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 11:39
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Debbie
Deborah Enos

 
Girl give yourself a break! Breakdown now..not later! Okay you have taken your fit. Now you go girl like we know you can!!!! Love to all of you. You will be a WONDERFUL MOMMY!!!!
God Bless and Take Care.
Deborah
 
Publié par Debbie le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 1:03
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♥Jamie

 
HEYY WELCOME BACK!!its been a long time sense you been on... its good to here you but not so good that you had a MIA!! i could never picture your not happy,bubbly,smile!! but im glad your back,you know what everyone has has there bad times... i think i was going to go crazy after you left on dwts but there was only one week left anyway... but when the show was done i had nothin to do on mondays and tuesdays :( i would always vote on mondays...(like a crazy person) and being sooo scared..shaking on tuesdays but i loved it!! sense it ended we are all soo excited for you and your hubby!! ZEV is coming girl he is on his way really!!i can't wait to see the fun videos of you and judah making his crib... lol but i hope your doing great don't be sad thats just not like you!! can't wait to see pictures of zev..
god bless both of you .... keep us updated..!
♥ love yeahh marissa!!!

aways Jamie
 
Publié par ♥Jamie le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 1:27
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Joy
Joy Davidson

 
Hi Marissa!
I love your blog! You do not have to apologize for being MIA. It's completely understandable. I think you are going to be a great mom. I hope you show us a pic of the baby when he arrives. I'm so excited for you! Have a great day and i hope to talk to you again soon.

Lots of Love,
Joy:)
xoxo
 
Publié par Joy le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 1:36
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Win With Winokur
emily Winokur

 
omg i miss you so much! its so weird to read someones life instead of just talking to them on the phone. Anyway, college orientation was yesterday and it was AMAZING! plus i have some very good sitcom material for you. enough that it could be the basis for an entire sitcom in itself. bsically, at the hotel we stayed at there was this really gay guy, which is perfectly fine but he had way to much colone and Dad liked making fun of hie light pink popped collar. and of course behold the irony, hes the only other costume design major in the school, and wwe have the exact schedule. the EXACT schedule. and we're now BFFs. call for more details, i had so much fun and cant wait to hopfully se you and baby Zev and Judah at thanksgiving!
 
Publié par Win With Winokur le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 1:42
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Tanya

 
You're certainly going thru the normal stages of "pre-babyness" ;) (Along with some other stressors, poor girl!) The freaking out about baby's room and such is sooooo normal, believe me, I've been there. Actually, I've got 3 more months before my 2nd one arrives and am ALREADY freaking about the room LOL. Your motherly instincts are SO gonna kick in and you're going to be such a fabulous mommy! Nothing but excited for ya, girlie! Great to hear from you again.
 
Publié par Tanya le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 2:35
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xoxoTatiSaurus-Rex<3
Tatyana Arroyo

 
u r such a crazy!
ur gunna be an amazing mother
and DWTS was fixed anyway u were supposed to win (shhh dont tell them i told u or they'll hurt me!)
but just be calm dont go all crazy again cuz its gunna be fine
oh and guess wut my mom might not have the baby but my cuzin is preggers!
shes havin a boy too his name is Evyn it sounds like evan or evin just spelled all creatively
 
Publié par xoxoTatiSaurus-Rex<3 le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 2:46
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Marie

 
Hey Marissa! Don't worry, we all go MIA sometimes! Glad you're doing better and it's exciting that you'll be holding your new baby soon...you're gonna be a great mom!!!

And never stop dancing!!!
 
Publié par Marie le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 4:33
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LiSa

 
i freaken LOVEEEE youu!!!!! awwwwwww... that is SOOOOO normal to get that way before and sometimes after you have a baby!!!! butttt due to lack of DANCING yours was like 100X worse!! haha! awwww YOURE GONNA BE AN AMAAAAAZINGGG MOMMMMYYYY!!!! CANNOT WAITT!!!!!!

we loveeee you sooooo much!!!!!!
 
Publié par LiSa le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 4:51
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~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ₡ћ€¥€₪₪€ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ~

 
are you kidding me????????? you go MIA, have a breakdown from not doing what you have been so passionate about doing for so long, you have a kiddo on the way that you really havent allowed much time to get ready for (physically not emotionally) you went dancing in hopes of it being just like DWTS and then you proceed to say your sorry?!?!?!

ok girl...look.... you need to be congratulated on being human!!! thats right... human and just as crazy as the rest of us!!! :) and all this time when i have seen you on DWTS or on talk shoes or just anywhere i saw you... i thought you were this lil ball of fire! energy! super-dooper star!!! and now im hearing that your HUMAN?!?! thats GREAT news!!!

thanks for sharing! and i hope you and lil zev have the most amazing time... im sure you will be a WONDERFUL mother! you have a heart of gold...
take care and look forward to your next blog! oh and the video!
 
Publié par ~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ₡ћ€¥€₪₪€ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ~ le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 5:56
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Katie

 
There's no monster in there! Good luck with the baby. Listen to your instincts and follow your child's cues and you will aways know what's best. I have a 5 month old and just can't get enough of him they grow-up so fast! Cherish every moment.

Now for all that energy - you should try and find a bellydance class, I'm an instructor and the dance form is just made for us curvy girls. I think you would love it. During DWTS I kept thinking you should try it.

Katie
 
Publié par Katie le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 6:13
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Я!V3RA-$ΔN¢HEζ
Jacob Sanchez

 
Glad to have you back MJW! :D

And if you can't live without DWTS, you should be in the studio audiences when Seaosn 7 starts in September! ;)
 
Publié par Я!V3RA-$ΔN¢HEζ le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 6:20
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wanda

 
Hello, You were great on the floor, you well be great at anything you do. I wish I were there to help you with the new one. Iam a great nanaw. I would really love to meet you someday. God bless you and your little family. From wanda of mcloud Oklahoma.
 
Publié par wanda le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 7:07
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Integrity

 
Thanks for the update! It's always fine to go MIA .. think of it this way: (You see this all the time) There is this pair of friends at a coffee house or restaurant or a deli or where ever .. one says "do you wanna share a cookie or something? .. reply of course is "no thanks, but you go right ahead" .. friend one selects a gigantic cinnamon roll or one of those over sized brownies .. you sit near enough to them to hear the selector say, while feverantly devouring the sweet "oh I need this like a hole in the head", as they rub their belly or thighs .. I always lean over and say to these folks: Sometimes you need a hole in your head so your brain can breath. Breath honey, you're human and you're going to be a new mommy. Your a wife and a role model. Yeah, your plate is full and just go right ahead and eat your dessert!!
 
Publié par Integrity le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 7:15
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Kim--I'M AN AUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!

 
Welcome back. I am sorry to hear that you were out of sorts after DWTS. I can only imagine what kind of emotions you were having, espically expecting Zev. I am glad that you are better now. I want to say congrats on Zev, and wish you all the best. I am sure that you will make a WONDERFUL MOM!!! Kim
 
Publié par Kim--I'M AN AUNT!!!!!!!!!!!! le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 8:15
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Joanna

 
Hi Marissa,

It's great to hear from you again. I enjoy your blogs. I'm sorry you were having a hard time dealing with no longer being on DWTS and dancing. I'm really missing not being able to watch you and Tony dance on a weekly basis, so I can't even begin to imagine how you must have felt.

I'm so glad to hear you are feeliing better. You are such a fun and upbeat person, you are going to make a wonderful mom.

Thanks again for all the joy and fun you and Tony brought to me during the season of DWTS. You were my favorite pair, and I'm thrilled you made it so far. Keep smiling!

Take Care,
Joanna
 
Publié par Joanna le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 8:46
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DIGIAcomo
Ashley DIGiacomo

 
Thats so great!! i think you'll be a great mommy!! like, i would want you to be my mommy thats how amazing you are! your baby is gonna be so so happy and your family will be great i know it!

i'd just like to say that i still look up to you so much what with DWTS and hairspray! you still continue to be one of my greatest role models!! cause you show 'big' girls everywhere that we can do anything!

i'd really like to hear from you. like you have no idea how much i think your amazing!
 
Publié par DIGIAcomo le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 10:01
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Judy

 
Oh Marissa! Let me just say this ..... it may or may not make you feel better. Having been through all those feelings (Ugh, my "baby" is going to be 19!), no matter what you have done ..... you are never ready! But the good news is this ...... the baby won't care! As long as it is loved and feels safe, you could be living in a bomb zone and it wouldn't matter! As long as the baby has "mommy & daddy" nothing else matters. Everything else will fall into place in it's own time and you'll look back and wonder "why did I get so crazy?" :) Enjoy this time, luv, cause it goes by WAYYYYYYYYYY too quick!
 
Publié par Judy le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 10:02
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Jessica
Jessica Loy

 
Hey Marissa,
Everything is going to be fine and all the fans are behind you 100% and we were on your side when you were on DWTS and were going to be behind you when the baby comes.I can't wait to see pictures of him on your profile if you post some I know he's the luckiest kid in the world to have a mom like you and a dad like judah.God Bless You.


Your Friend
Jessica Loy
 
Publié par Jessica le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 10:28
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CHRISTINA

 
girl let me tell you we all go nuts from time to time your a person just like everyone else. you have things going on in your life like the rest of us you just needed some time. you good im glad you back and can not wait to see this baby boy of yours. id love to send him a gift if you have a manager your something that takes care of that for you thanks glad your back to yourself girl.
thanks christina
 
Publié par CHRISTINA le mardi, juillet 01, 2008 - 10:42
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Ana
Ana Galano

 
Gosh, I think its SO normal to have a little "breakdown" after so much activity and nerves and action!

Its like you're riding a roller coaster and you're on the down slope and all of a sudden it stops...well, you're going to fall and fast.

At least you're back and are looking forward to only wonderful moments ahead.

I was one of your biggest supporters (and voters!) on DWTS and am so happy for you with your upcoming family...only good things coming your way.

You are truly an inspiration, in so many ways.

Good luck with everything!

Hugs,
Ana
 
Publié par Ana le mercredi, juillet 02, 2008 - 1:46
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Tracy

 
Marissa,

We all go crazy at times and we need a break. I’m glad that your back!! We all support you 100% in what ever you are doing and I’m soooo excited about little Zev coming. You are going to be a GREAT mom. Believe in yourself you will know what’s best for him. There will be many emotions and things that you will face but I encourage you to take each one at a time and you will make it through. Zev is so blessed you have you and you husband as his parents. Enjoy every minute because they go by so fast. Thanks for being who are! I love you for that!!
 
Publié par Tracy le mercredi, juillet 02, 2008 - 3:42
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Donelson
Donelson Hadesslave

 
Welcome back!!! I was sad when you left DWTS and took a month off, too. You are the best! Please keep us posted where you will be next!
 
Publié par Donelson le mercredi, juillet 02, 2008 - 5:21
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Elizabeth*Marie*Cecilia

 
Good Luck with the baby on the way!
 
Publié par Elizabeth*Marie*Cecilia le mercredi, juillet 02, 2008 - 10:20
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Samantha Lucas
Samantha Lucas

 
Awwww, this is why people love you, you're real. We all feel those things, we all go crazy from time to time...well, some of us (ME :D) more then others lol, but it's always so nice to see someone so sweet and so genuine and that you let us all in, is a wonderful thing. You know we're all pulling for you and can't wait to hear the first thoughts from the new mom! You'll do great, you have a wonderful heart. :) ~ Samantha
 
Publié par Samantha Lucas le mercredi, juillet 02, 2008 - 11:27
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Wendy
Wendy Burdick

 
Hang in there Marissa, motherhood will keep you very very very busy and is the most blessed feeling ever. Love you!
 
Publié par Wendy le jeudi, juillet 03, 2008 - 2:17
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Ahleah Zoe
Ahleah Hook

 
OMG please dont be sad!!!!!!!! you are going to be a GREAT mommy!!! me and my freind are soooooooo happy for you!!! we l loved you onDWTS and were vary upset when you left but ok all they get is a trophy that will sit on a shelf for years you get a BABY!!!! which is like soooooooo much better zev is going to be so cute we are so exited for you and judah congrads!!!!


please dont be sad!!!!!!


much lov form me (ahleah) and jamie and sierra!
 
Publié par Ahleah Zoe le jeudi, juillet 03, 2008 - 2:23
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Kris
Kris Feldman

 
Everything is going to be great. Your house will be great, your life will be great, you will be a great mom and your husband will be a great dad. It will all fall into place, and a few years down the road you will not be able to remember what your life was like without this child in your life. Your heart will become even bigger than it is now, and you will truly understand what love is. This is an amazing journey! No fear. All is well.
 
Publié par Kris le vendredi, juillet 04, 2008 - 2:52
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♥ Andreea Dawn ♥

 
hey girly! i don't like hearing that your not feeling well... ironically i am just getting over post traumatic stress... ahhh! haha best of luck with the new baby! and im so excited for u! feel better!
 
Publié par ♥ Andreea Dawn ♥ le dimanche, juillet 06, 2008 - 5:48
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Pam
Pam Mouradian

 
I cant wait to see that baby!!! I hope he has mommy's big smile!!! You'll be a great mom! We all went thru the "not being ready thing" and "I am gonna be the worst mommy ever" once you see that face....all your fears melt away...you'll look around and be able to say proudly.."This is MY family" xoxox Pam
 
Publié par Pam le mardi, juillet 08, 2008 - 1:22
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