whatwasithinking???

 " Kiss your life. Accept it,just as it is. Today.
         Now.So that those moments of happiness you're
                      waiting for don't pass you by."

Two days ago i was in my friend vyomesh's orkut page and was seeing his list of friends and saw a really charming face,and i checked out her profile and she seemed so genuine and nice and sweet and blahh...blah...., and boy!!! i just couldnt pass by without saying hhi or hello to her, so i left a message in her page saying hi hwdy,but, just to make sure she will notice i even mentioned i was a classmate of vyomesh..lol. I always thought girls would be more friendly the first time if you were known to someone she knows very well( well i maybe wrong there,but,what the heck !!).No ,no, ...no reply for two days,so last evening i made it a point to remember to meet vyomesh online and told him clearly "dude put in a good word", yeh i actually did that.

But, thinking of it afterwards i was wondering, what is it??? and i am clear that its just the plain desire to know someone who i liked when i saw the first time, yeh it can sound confusing, and, the fact that i am writing it in my blog can make it seem like i am out there on my way to getting lost or having a fall...lol, but no its just the plain desire to know this person.I don't know about the others but i always had this intution about people ,i know when i see a person whether i could have a great rapport with them..( well,i could be wrong here),there were times when my first impression abpout someone was spot on ,but,foolishly i let someone else change that opinion only to rue the fact much later in life that i was right the first time round had i not listened to someone else's advice.

Ok, coming  back to this girl ,i guess my good friend called her up and said whatever crap he had to...possibly something like "gal this dude !!! a friend of mine is really desperate to hear a word from you or whatever.."lol so, i get the pleasant suprise of seeing a message from her...no dont believe that bit about suprise..yeah !!damn right !!! i ve been suprised !!!.

I've been trying to reason that ,this thing is just like ..umm how do i put it...for eg: you see something very beautiful ,wonderful,truly amazing...(all best adjectives ) and you wished that somehow you could associate yourself with that trulyamazingbeautifulwonderfulwhatever , perhaps thats why when we see the Taj Mahal we try and take so many pictures of ourselves with that monument of love, so we could show it off and tell "hey that's me and the Taj!!! impressive huh!!! yeh i 've been there ,seen it ,i know every thing there is to know about it", or for that matter when we click pictures with celebrities .Well, similarly thats how i thinks when i see a pretty girl , i always... always invariably think wish i knew her and get to talk to her and see how much more beautiful she is beyond the looks....well its just that curiosity towards Mr.G's most beautiful creation.At ,the end of all this ,i am asking myself ,do i need to make such a lengthy expalnation for this...lol.