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so hi there. i guess it's about time i said a big howdy doo to ya'll. Sorry I've been so out of touch. In this blog I'm afraid i will disappoint many, make some very sad and possibly anger some (those people can please go quietly out the back door: ) I've struggled with when and how much information is appropriate to give out , you that have been so supportive of me and my music. I'm just gonna write, probably melt into tears a few times and be done with it. My family has gone through a massive upheaval in the last year. My marriage of 11 years has ended. Now I'm crying. I was so proud to carry that badge of a ten year marriage around like it defined me, it was me, and I do to this day adore Mark. He is my best friend still. We are both still a little at a loss for answers but are doing well as time is beginning to heal the hurt places. For those of you in new marriages or marriages that are time and stress tested and still happy, I say never stop working on it. Cliche, certainly, but so incredibly true. We marched steadily ahead while ignoring the problems rushing in the back door. We never went into those dark rooms until the ship had sunk for lack of a better analogy. God is beside us in this time. There is something holy, i believe, in the way we are able to exist as a functioning family for our son. Mark is an amazing parent and is with Henry and I every evening for dinner and mornings before school. There are no suitcases packed, he's secure that he's got one home and that his mom and dad love him to pieces. There is nothing in the world I wanted less than to lose the safety of what I thought we had. But we are both finding small miracles that are happening in our lives of desparately needed change. Maybe this is far too much information and I am suffering diarrhea of the mouth as usual, but I am what I am for today. I really didn't want to disappoint anyone, I'm sorry I have fallen. But there is beauty in brokeness and I may have set the record for brokeness, so If that's true we may all come out like shiny new pennies. If you've done something you worry is too much that you'll never recover from or can't be forgiven for please look up and cry some tears, be vulnerable, ask to be healed and be free. Afterall, we're all Saints and Sinners.
A beautiful new day to you and yours,
Leigh with the Temporarily Broken Wings
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