Had an amazing xmas. Lovely hanging with the family....

so ive been a little bored amongst the festive love... etc. I wrote two songs today which Im dying lay down... omg... Im missing the studio so badly. I hate not working gigging.... grhhhh. The first song is quite epic sounding and the second one is like white stripes meets Billie holiday. Pain and Pain and then first one I spoke about is Pain and Pain. These songs are alot darker than the rest and lyrically more darker. I have a huge unrequited crush on someone so theres lots to pour out on the one string.

Becoming obsessed with Japanoise music.
Being readin up on it and listening to alot of the music. Its reall interesting. I really wanna train my ears to unusul sounds this new year and get my heads space in a different world. It makes u more creative and more homed into a new experience and reflecting a new sense of enviroment causing u to reproduce a new sound or a new type of fusion.

Also listening to other bands such broadcast 2000 which are great ! There is so much great music out there and of course Little Dragon is on replay on the ipod ! Then there is David bowie who Ive been really rejuvinized by and old ska and reggea, like phyllis dillion. I mean Im a black girl with parents from the carabbien and its xmas time. There is loads of ska in the house over xmas. Everyone dancing..... xx

Music is such a beautiful thing.

Its like 4am and I cant sleep. Ive been reading about "Dada" which is really cool.

Wikepedia says;
Dada or Dadaism is a cultural movement that began in Zürich, Switzerland, during World War I and peaked from 1916 to 1922[1]. The movement primarily involved visual arts, literature (poetry, art manifestoes, art theory), theatre, and graphic design, and concentrated its anti war politics through a rejection of the prevailing standards in art through anti-art cultural works. Dada activities included public gatherings, demonstrations, and publication of art/literary journals. Passionate coverage of art, politics, and culture filled such publications. The movement influenced later styles like the avant-garde and downtown music movements, and groups including Surrealism, Nouveau Réalisme, Pop Art, Fluxus and punk rock.

"For us, art is not an end in itself ... but it is an opportunity for the true perception and criticism of the times we live in."[5]

nice x



also been reading about "light". The albums called travelling like the light so reding more into its briliance.

Took my twin bros to cinema to watch bedtime stories. Great movie... laughed like a hyena..

soooooo bored and its so hot. Might go and sleep in the carven in the garden.... or the tree house. Might be cooler.

So 09 is a comin. Im a little nervous. Ive worked soooo hard these padt 5 yrs. I hope 09 cracks for us. So many barriers and people you have proove to that this is truth. Thats why i like reading about dada.....

I wrote some film music on my parents piano.... it was lovely. I hope one day i can hire strings,bells, well ill do the bells and whistles and hear it alive....... that would be awesome....

ok i better sleep.

i cant... so much on the brain, esp this...... crazy how someone can get in ur thoughts... my only downfall, cupids arrows always sink in deep at the slightest touch......

good for songs.

may serch for new music till i drop.

oh yes mate text me that we were in the sun today tipped for 09. That was nice with my tea and egg xx

bye

love ya

nite ; )

new year..... party, quiet ? I might go this cool hip hop night.old skool 80's. Going to be ram, also got invited to NME part..Dnt wanna c new yr in drunk..... its a riple effect to the reso of the yr... ? Is it ? drunk, sober, sucess, not ? oh lets do typsy