i smile as the light go down and the voices swirl around  in a sea of sound so deep noone knows where it started. as my eyes dialte i see now its too late to take it back this is it what i wanted all along this  will be a good one. my soul shakes and my heart breaks we look up and its time to begin the room is alive this is why we're waiting. as the noise pours down and it all makes such sense just how is should be grimey and inverted. we all share one dream and we lucidly stream on the wings of this mass hallucination. he holds me so close and i feel so at home with the bass keeping the beat my heart follows. and i hear all my favorite songs from a lifetime so long and hard that this is my only solace. this boy and these drugs and we dance our blood pumps and for once i don't feel so retarded. it all fades away as i breath it all in this chaos this peace exhaling pieces of me. and we dance all around we swim through this crowd so many people around but to me its just us, just like always. and i smile up at him and he holds me again and we dance on this way until morning. until the end of all time i'm am caught in this game and i'll play until there's no music.