The word SEX is commonly known as making LOVE.. SEX can also refers to the male or female. but forget it, i wont be talking bout both. because i think all of you wise enough and been exposed to that since forever. 
Generally sex is producing kids, but here is producing sumthing else. yeah, thats what i do almost everyday, day and night. the problem now is, I dont do it willingly. can we call it SEX ABUSE?
but, without this SEX ABUSE, i am nothing.
i have to be strong. not just physically. mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and all sally melly thingy thing.
HELP ME. help me deal with this SEX ABUSE. I can run, but i cannot hide. i must face these abusing thing and try to make it work. if SEX is abusing me, let me abuse SEX. yeah!! err, how actually to do that?
okay, let me make it clear before all of u fall out of track. SEX here is DESIGN PROJECT. clear? dun think of sumthing else. that is far beyond my way of life.
*currently doing 2nd year Final Project called : UM Gateway (Any brilliant idea?? Share. LOVE)