So last night I was bored and decided to make it a blockbuster night. Actually, I wasn't bored, I was relaxing after a long day rehearsing with my new band!!! FINALLY! They are really awesome and I am so excited. This is going to take the Ferras (yes I just referred to myself in the third person, let me have my moment) experience to a whole new level kiddies. Its gunna be FUN. I really hope that all of you are saving ur lunch money and doing whatever you have to do in this time of economic insanity to come out and see me on this little mini tour thing happening. All the dates are posted on myspace and on my website. I really must see all of your shining faces soon. These shows are going to kick arse. Anyway, the band is so awesome and u guys are gunna love em!!!! So yay!!!

Back to last night>

I rented FLAWLESS with the lovely and talented Demi Moore. Ok. This is a movie you HAVE to see. It seemed kinda lame during the previews and whatever and that's why I never saw it= but I was having like panic attacks until the end of the movie. Ok, maybe thats just me because when I watch a movie (if its good)- i throw myself into it so much that I am totally right there in the movie. Anyway, this one kept me on the edge of my seat and it will do the same for you. If not, then I dont think we can be friends. Sorry.

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I also wanna take this time to congratulate my dear cholita friend Katy Perry on all of her success. The moment I met Katy, I knew she was destined to shine brighter than any star. When I first met Katy, one night she came over to my house and brought her guitar. We ate garlic pistachios (well, katy ate the whole bag) from the farmers market in santa barbara and played music. She said, I just wrote this song, Ur So Gay, here it is. And I was blown away. Love my little Katy. And my bff I share with ms kitty Mr. Markus Molinari (check out his blog www.markusisthedrug.com for all your latest celeb goss) I miss so much. He's been out on warped tour with Katy. We're partners in crime here in Hollywood and its just not the same without em here. If you haven't seen the video of him and katy breaking into my house and stealing my gucci shoes, youtube it. Those two. Sheesh. lol

I shall digress now to the subject of Sylvia Browne who is this psychic who's super old and kinda crazy-ish. Go figure. Anyway, I love her. And i've loved her forever. I remember seeing her on Montel Williams all the time giving her predictions and shit. I just saw her on Montel the other day haha (thank god 4 tivo) and she said we have 93 years left on this planet. Who knows. At any rate, I want a reading. And I want it now. Girlfriend charges 700 smackers for a 1hr reading. She's supposedly super accurate and talks to the dead and that's always tripped me out hardcore. There was that one psychic medium lady that had the show recently on (was it lifetime?) where she talks to dead people and SHE IS SUPER CRAZY ACCURATE. Anyway, I forgot her name- oh yeah, it was Lisa Williams. I saw her one day while me and markus were getting a pedicure (yes I get pedi's and I love them. so what- so does shwartzenegger.) Anyway,I was in one of those super cool massage pedicure chair thingies and I glance over to my right, guess who's sitting next to me???? Lisa Williams. I about flipped my shit- cuz I had been obsessed with her show like since it premiered) and all i wanted to ask her was if she could talk to my gma -(who was the most amazing person on this planet who died suddenly some years back.) My gma always used to make me sing "Wind Beneath My Wings" everytime I went and visited her. So, when she passed away, I sang it at her funeral. It was OUR SONG. Well, as I was sitting there next to Lisa Williams, I couldnt get the courage up to ask her if she could contact my gma so I just sat there having a panic attack and probably looking like a stalker. Anyway, I closed my eyes and said "gma, if you're here, gimme a sign through lisa" Well about 2 minutes passed- I SWEAR ON MY LIFE- and "Wind Beneath My Wings" came on the radio ------ right after some rap song. I was like WTF!!!!!! The afterlife is real people!! And this shit convinced me. Oh well, I'll probably never see lisa williams again or PAY 700 bucks to have a reading with Sylvia, but what occured to me is that we are just here for a moment and then gone the next, but our souls live on forever. In some shape and form. That's what I believe. Its comforting to know that....

Ok lovies, if i type any more, my fingers are going to fall off.

I'm off to peruse perez then I'm going to sleep.

I love you all, thanks again for your endless drawings, poems, emails, voice messages, comments etc.

You have my heart, always and forever.


~ferras