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Current mood:burdened
Category: Writing and Poetry
Why are so many things fake in my world? People caught up in there own hype, chasing sex like the wind, thinking that's where they'll find meaning or fulfillment. but's it's SO fake. It's like the matrix come true, but in some horrible twisted mannerism that makes me sick! Like people chasing the end of an evil rainbow that will always elude them, my world promotes a person's sex appeal like it's a commodity for sale. This fits though, because we will always have a master. But whether it's sex, other's opinions, or God - only we can define.
But what a sickness! A person is judged now by their level of sexual appeal. Those who have it are exalted, yet destroyed and perverted in the process. Those who don't have it are simply worthless.
We live like nothing more than animals who can't tell the difference between the sacred and the vile. What a vain and purposeless and empty life! How viscious is this life we live that tears us apart!? We will be ruined.
Who thought this crazy system up? How - and when - did we buy into it? Does this world have the slightest idea of what they're doing?
And the fakeness culminates - it pressures everyone into itself and forces them to buy into it, like a demonic black hole. Even those who know what lies behind the scenes - who have seen what's behind the lies. It pressures them into the rabid cycle of endless lust and perversion that pollutes their souls for eternity. And I am no exception.
Why God!?!? Why am I susceptable to this horrible life that they sell? Why do the things they sell catch my eye?! I hate myself for every thing they force into me, this should not be! But it is and I know it's not your fault, I'm not blaming you... I just can't answer the questions they ask and I can't answer the questions I ask... so I come to You. 'Cuz God... You've always been there for me. When thigns go wrong - when I can't explain my situation or don't have the strength to - You're THERE for me. God You're THERE for me! You are WITH me! And I've never known what that means until now.
Oh how I want things to change! This world isn't mine after all, I'm not a part of it and I will not associate myself with them any longer! Because I don't belong. Show me this new world God, and what living in it looks like. I want new life. I hunger for eternity - I want it SO bad! Take me away from this place, I am not a part of it.
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