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Michael Sandecki


Last Updated: 11/24/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 24
Sign: Capricorn

City: Scottsdale
State: Arizona
Country: US
Signup Date: 9/10/2005

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October 30, 2008 - Thursday 

so its been a min since i typed a blog alot has changed for me in this time i am single an not happy bout it i cant find the right guy also my older sister an me are not really talking over some bullshit that didnt really happen its goin on almost a year my lil sis is having a baby which excites me i am gonna be a uncle to 5 now personally i am not happy i just want things to be right again ever since i broke up with my first boyfriend david my life has spiraled out of control an we broke up almost 3 yrs ago yes i have done some awesome things but i have done alot of stupid things as well i wake each morning not knowing what the fuck i am gonna do it may come as a shock but the happy go lucky mike most of u know is a front that i put on because i dont want anyone to know what it is that is really going on with me i dont let anyone get close to me anymore becuae the last person i did Orlando my X ruined me he cheated on me a was verbally abbusive an eventually hit me but my dumb ass stayed as long as i did because i thought it was love my family that has myspace is probably gonna disown me after reading this blog but i dont care for years i have been unhappy an now i need to do what it is that will make me happy you know i dont even know what i like to do for fun anymore i used to love singing an dancing an hanging out with friends but when u get stabbed in the back as many times as i have u learn to not have real friends i have maybe 3 or 4 people who i will confide in but even they dont know the real me fuck i dont even know the real me anymore i have lost who i was or am or whatever all i know is that i expected life would be better than what it is if u made everyone happy an in the end u are the one left unhappy i try each day to figure out what it is that i am looking for an i never figure it out my relationship with my family is so so my own freakin mother cant accept the fact that i am GAY it is not just a fuckin phase i am who i am i just want people to understand that i am me! if u cant deal with it then u dont need to be in my life like obama say its time for a change well it is time for a change with Michael Christopher Sandecki i cant be this fake bitch everyone has learned to love all i know is its gonna be a long way to happy i reget numerous things in my life but the biggest regret i have is breaking up with David he was the best thing that ever happened to me an if i could have him back i would do it 2 times now we were supposed to get back to gether an i decided on a different route for myself each time i know this is a different side of me but holding everything up inside of me is going to end up in me being dead before i am supposed to be so this is just the beginning of my ranting and raving some may call me a bitch but i am over it an to the Fake ass Bitches who have come into my life yall gonna be put on the front lines an be taken out really quick to the ones i know are deep in my heart you aint got shit to worry bout just sit back an enjoy my bumpy ass ride if i offend people i am sorry but i am going to get on my soap box an i aint gettin down for anyone so until i feel like typing again this is just the beginning hope ur still here when i find my happiness again with or without anyone who stands in my way!

Michael Christopher Sandecki

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Kate
Kate Burkhalter

 
I'm sorry things have sucked for you lately. But I am glad to see that you're ready to put it all behind you and embrace a new life.
Wishing you the very best, it's what you deserve!
 
Posted by Kate on October 30, 2008 - Thursday - 3:52 AM
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Peggy
Peggy Dyches

 
Thanks alot for the love. I have told you on many occasions that no matter what you are my son and I love you. If you are gay that is your business, and I do believe that I supported your relationship with David. Get your story straight before you post things on the internet.
And I do still love you but the mouth sure has changed
 
Posted by Peggy on October 30, 2008 - Thursday - 4:42 PM
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♥ SarahBear ♥
Sarah Lanier

 
Two things. Punctuation and paragraphs.=p Really, I want to read the blog but it's hard to read it without those.


Also, I'm not not talking to you. I talked to you at the family reunion! I got over the 'bullshit' a while ago. In fact, the last time I was in Hinesville before the reunion, and I knew you had moved back, I tried to call you from my cell phone but you didn't answer.
I wanted to stop in and see you!

I've known -forever- that you're gay and it's not just a phase. There's nothing wrong with being gay. It's not something you chose for yourself and I would never ask you to deny yourself the pleasure of being in a romantic relationship. For starters, it's not my business or my life, Secondly, I know that it's not going to change just because someone wills it to change. My concern is that you're safe about it....which has been my concern with all my siblings. You can ask Kim how many times I've told her that if she does anything she needs to be safe. One night of careless 'fun' isn't worth a lifetime dealing with an illness, disease or unwanted pregnancy.


I'm here if you want to talk. You can call me.

 
Posted by ♥ SarahBear ♥ on October 30, 2008 - Thursday - 4:44 PM
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Katpedia.com

 
you just have to be strong. you cannot let it get the best of you. you have to fight. do not let it conquer you. we all have the strength to refuse to accept the circumstances the world bestows on us, and change them. we are here on earth to deal with these challenges, and grow spiritually as a result.



 
Posted by Katpedia.com on November 4, 2008 - Tuesday - 4:39 PM
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joey2tits

 
Well done you! You've come 7th in the world lamest blogs: check: http://www. pcworld. com/article/153615-10/top_11_lamest_blogs. html for proof.


So how about some commas?
 
Posted by joey2tits on November 17, 2008 - Monday - 9:50 PM
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Michael
Michael Leading Horse

 
Hah! Ur not only 7th lamest blog in the world as rated by whatever company further down this comment list, ur also 11th lamest blog as rated by MSN.


http://tech. msn. com/products/slideshow. aspx?cp-documentid=13523062&imageindex=10

I guess that's worth something right? And anyway, ur getting a lot of attn over it...
 
Posted by Michael on December 3, 2008 - Wednesday - 12:09 AM
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Ninja Raikou

 
Hey buddy, those little speckles you see in regular people's writing aren't there because someone spilled pepper on the monitor.
(<that one) They're called periods, people use them to mark the end of sentence. When you type continuously on the keyboard, not only does it create an emotionless feel to your writing it causes your sentences ( in your case, sentence) to be illegible at best and absolutely eye rending at worst.

 
Posted by Ninja Raikou on December 3, 2008 - Wednesday - 10:26 PM
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Sandecki 4 President<3:)
Michael Sandecki

 
Thanks for your insight, I will take it to heart.
 
Posted by Sandecki 4 President<3:) on December 4, 2008 - Thursday - 3:19 AM
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Chase aka Roo
Chase Gallagher

 
i tried to read this piece of shit and couldn't get through the 1st quarter.. honestly stop using blogs as a goddamn crutch for your problems.. has noone told you that you aren't special.. Sure your unique....just like everyone else.. Stop whining.. get over it.. everyone has problems.. your trying to write to other people who aren't in your life as if someone reads this blog regularly because they are actually interested in your problems.. the only people that read this are people you know.. thus, stop wasting your pathetic life posting blogs to get a response out of the people your writing about.. confront them.. it's called social skills, something you clearly know nothing about.. oh, and did you notice i left a couple periods lying around for you? you can borrow those and maybe give them a home.. poor periods have to live in your piece of shit rant that begs for a little drug named rhetoric.. i honestly believe that people would be more interested in reading my critique of your blog than the actual blog itself.. the only thing that scares me more than your post is the thought that people like you vote. .


Blogging: Never before have so many people with so little to say said so much to so few..

p.s. if you ever respond to this, please follow these guidelines if you ever want me to take you seriously: 1) use punctuation.. 2) don't call me a homophobe because i'm not.. (im a democrat, i support obama as well) 3) be open-minded.. 4) know that no matter what you say, i will always win for the sole reason that i took the time to write this, so i will take the time to prove you wrong through shear logic and formality.. 5) don't attack me personally unless you're ready to show support for your argument..

p.s.s. im 17 years old and i just won. i'll let that spin around in your hamster wheel while you try to catch up.

 
Posted by Chase aka Roo on December 3, 2008 - Wednesday - 10:28 PM
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Sandecki 4 President<3:)
Michael Sandecki

 
I am lost at the fact that a simple blog that I posted has caused so much concern. I was having a bad day when I typed it an now look it's a controversy. Frankly I just take all the critisim with a grain of salt, due to the fact that most of the peole who read my blogs only know who i am from American Idol. As far as attacking you personally it would be pointless, because apparently you won something. Congradulations on whatever it was that you won, for the record I was actually very good in my grammar and english classes while in school. I just choose to be who I am, that is someone who when venting thru a blog does not care too much for all the technicalities. Only about gettin out how I feel an what I need to vent on. So hope you have a great school year an enjoy your life!
Michael Sandecki
 
Posted by Sandecki 4 President<3:) on December 3, 2008 - Wednesday - 10:40 PM
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Stephanie

 
I was a little concerned as I read that kid's nonsense that you were going to respond in a rediculous and ignorant way (like it's any of my business since I don't know EITHER of you! ;D ) and he really would "win". I can't tell you how impressed I am by your response to his comment.


Trust me, 17 year old kid, Mr. Sandecki wins.


I found your blog on the MSN 11 lamest blogs, too. This post was quite the little drama-fest, but I'm not going to act like it's unreasonable. Sometimes, a bitch needs to vent, and that's fine.
Keep on keepin' on!

♥
 
Posted by Stephanie on December 4, 2008 - Thursday - 3:12 AM
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Chase aka Roo
Chase Gallagher

 
i respect the fact that he took my criticism very well. also. i apologize for the harshness of the critique. i was in a really bitchy mood when i wrote it as well. it wasn't THAT bad, just REALLY difficult to read. take everything i said and lessen the harshness by alot and take out all of the personal attacks and thats what i should have said.

 
Posted by Chase aka Roo on December 5, 2008 - Friday - 4:38 AM
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Tony

 
Please! Punctuation! Even if your blog was interesting to read, the complete lack of grammar makes it impossible to read....
 
Posted by Tony on December 3, 2008 - Wednesday - 10:29 PM
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Nerobus
Mindy Murray

 
Okay, you say you broke up with him 3 years ago.. he hit you, he was verbally abusive... why would you want that back?! I know, the old phrase holds true for us all "from the outside looking in, you can't understand it. From the inside looking out, you can't explain it.
"

But remember, there are tons of amazingly great guys out there that would LOVE to be with you. Go find yourself a keeper and let go of the past.


We've all been in a bad relationship at some point, and the lucky ones get out of them, and move on. Your just hanging on to shreads of the past, it's okay to let it go. He wasn't the best thing that ever happend to you, but he happend, and your can learn from it and grow as a person.


You'll find love someday. Heck, you should check out my friend James ;) he's a looker and a smarty who's real sweet. Smile, you'll be okay.

 
Posted by Nerobus on December 3, 2008 - Wednesday - 10:43 PM
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Kristi

 
David didn't hit him....Orlando did. I'm sorry Michael. God loves you honey. Don't worry about what all these people are saying. It doesn't matter.

 
Posted by Kristi on December 4, 2008 - Thursday - 12:55 PM
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Adnama =)

 
ever wonder why you're having such bad relationship problems?.....
maybe its because God designed us to not be gay.....

but eh whatever i guess "to each his own"....


:)
 
Posted by Adnama =) on December 4, 2008 - Thursday - 12:54 PM
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Steven

 
aahh! I love this reply =) God did not design us to be gay, nor are we born gay. It is a choice that people make. . .something that everyone needs to get straight. Bible says (not quoted nor do I have the reference a handy) for a man to leave his mother and father and cleave unto his wife. That equals a man and women; nothing else.

 
Posted by Steven on December 22, 2008 - Monday - 10:05 AM
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moonmother
Beth Watson

 
OMG this is art!..the whole thing represents America perfectly. A whole nation under god, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all..

But nobody has a sense of proper grammar.
Is it any wonder why some many countries hate us!
 
Posted by moonmother on December 4, 2008 - Thursday - 12:55 PM
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Sandecki 4 President<3:)
Michael Sandecki

 
Thank you so much for giving me a different way to view all this mixed critisim. This is Art an it is a representation of who I am. Your freakin Awesome MoonMother!
 
Posted by Sandecki 4 President<3:) on December 4, 2008 - Thursday - 12:59 PM
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