so... lately i've really wanted to be done with my work here and be in heaven with my perfect God... not suicidle or anything like that... just really want to be in a perfect place, where things aren't so messed up...

well anyways, so today it was really funny cause i read 2 Cor. 5, that said: Now we know that if the earthly tent we live in is destroyed, we have a building from God, an eternal house in heaven, not built by human hands. Meanwhile we groan, longing to be clothed with our heavenly dwelling, because when we are clothed, we will not be found naked, for while we are in this tent, we groan and are burdened" "we are condifent, i say and would prefer to be away from the body and at homw with the Lord..." vr. 1-2, 8.... crazy how God DOES talk to us!!