I feel it is necessary to be completely open to all of my friends and fans who have supported me all along. I am at my breaking point in life right now, I thought i had hit the bottom in the past but was very wrong. I have made a decision to leave all aspects of the adult business completely.I feel that it is necessary in order to move forward in my life. There has been so many negative things and mistakes i keep making that i categorize with my life as a pornstar. I cannot keep making these mistakes. For so long I have battled drug addiction and have constatly lied to coworkers, family, my boyfriend and myself. Because of this I have just lost the two most important people in my life who meant the most to me, my boyfriend and his beautiful daughter. I unfortunately let down the people who truely cared about me too many times and that has been devistating to me because I have never been so much in love as i was with them! I am going very public about this because i dont want to hide this anymore! But I have made the decision to never touch a drug again and even stop smoking. There are many other things that the drugs have affected in my life that i chose to ignore as well.But it sucks to find that special person you want to spend the rest of your life with and then lose them because of a stupid drug! I vow i will never be around or use drugs ever for the rest of my life!

Please also understand that I am not saying that pornstars are drug addicts because that is not it at all. I know many that are not, for me, my use started pre-porn but accelerated as i got more involved in the business because my own personal issues. So I am just trying to rid myself of my past and move forward in life in a new and clean direction. I am now focusing on my new career and staying far away from my lifestyle as a liar and drug user. Thank you to all of my friends and fans out there who have been supporting me for so long, I will miss you, but it is time to move on!!! xoxo

Regan Anthony